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    Because that not-so-heavy diary filled almost all of Jiang Yu's experiences from growing up from an ignorant little boy to the boy he is now.

    It was because she and Jiang Tingzhou had never known anything about it, and they never even thought that it would appear on Jiang Yu's body, but it actually happened, a different kind of past from Jiang Yu's perspective.

    On xxxx x month x the weather was fine...

    From the reason for clamoring to change the nanny, to the matter between Tan Heming and Xu Chen, to the fact that he finally figured out the truth of the matter after many years and chose to give up without hesitation.

    The piles and piles recorded on it are like an invisible and sharp blade, with a cold edge, crossing mountains and mountains, and then piercing into her heart clearly through the tunnel of time and space.superior.

    "How, how... he never had these..."

    No, not right.

    As Mo Xianyu spoke, he suddenly remembered the words Jiang Yu said when he was kneeling in this living room——

    "The first time was shortly after you guys finished taking care of Jiang Xiaoshui, and just moved to this city with my 'only remaining son' from the next city, I was crying and begging Ms. MoAfter getting no results, I used to rush towards you very hard, as if I was holding on to my only hope at that time, and grabbed the corner of your clothes tightly."

    "The second time was that the nanny at home 'cooperated' with outsiders to steal from our house. I shivered like a quail and hid under the quilt in the room and called each of your cell phone numbers more than 20 times."

    ...so not nothing.

    It was only because of seeking help again and again to no avail that had no choice but to choose silence.

    Can

    "This is not a reason for you to ask me not to interfere again."

    She still insisted on her own thoughts and grabbed the edge of the diary: "The previous incident was indeed the negligence of my father and me, but he is our biological son, no matter what..."

    "I'm sorry, Mrs. Jiang, I really can't help but want to interrupt."

    Compared with the politeness in the words, Hao Yan's absent-minded yawning and raising her hands appeared extremely contemptuous and rude.

    "I think there is one thing that you may not have figured out or understood." She said, "Jiang Yu is your son, yes, but he is also himself, isn't he? When a person reaches a certain age, he will produceWith his own independent thinking ability and subjective consciousness, Jiang Yu has grown up—”

    Hao Yan's tone of voice and expression on her face gradually became serious: "So every decision and choice he makes should be respected and understood at the most basic level, and no one should interfere, let alone do it.Do anything that goes against his will and thinks it's for his own good."

    After speaking, he saw Mo Xianyu pursed his lips tightly and turned his head away, still showing a stubborn look of refraining from oil and salt.

    The tone sank: "You have no right to interfere."

    "you……"

    "Ayan!"

    As soon as she came out with obviously unreasonable hostility and aggressive words, not to mention Mo Xianyu, even Hao Yu couldn't hold back and called out her nickname in a restrained manner.

    Hao Yan opened her mouth, but in the end she didn't continue talking, she just hugged her arms and snorted coldly without saying a word, then turned her head and looked at Wen Xin anxiously, seeking comfort from the other party.

    Before Mo Xianyu realized it, he turned his finger on Hao Yu on the spot: "Mrs. Gu..."

    "I'm sorry, but she just empathizes with your Xiaoyu's personal feelings too much."

    Hao Yu bowed his head apologetically at Mo Xianyu.

    "It's because of her childhood care and her personal feelings," she said, "my father, like you and Mr. Jiang, did not give her the emotional value and emotional needs that she needed at that time.When she grew up quietly and had her own independent thoughts, she really couldn't accept that she had become so deviant and chose to act extreme, which caused her and her current lover to be separated for eight years in painFor a long time, she felt that Xiao Yu was in the same condition as her back then, so she became a little emotional and wanted to save him from the same worries."

    This is also one of the main reasons why he and Gu Mingzhang brought them and Lin An to visit.

    After all, many things still need to be presented by the parties who have the same experience, so that they will appear more real and more convincing.

    "therefore"

    As Hao Yu said, he raised his hand almost expressly to support the rimless glasses on the bridge of his nose: "The reason why we made such a suggestion is that we don't want to see the old things repeat themselves. And we don't even want to see, that person who was born in childhoodThe kids I 'watched' grow up ended up being destroyed just like the kids whose families were so unenlightened, even pedantic, that they thought their group was abnormal, sick and in need of 'treatment', was hurt, so that the mind and body were scarred..."

    "Just... like, like me, on..."

    Lin An suddenly spoke and took off his clothes.

    The young man's thin and thin body, covered with all kinds of old and new scars, was suddenly exposed to everyone's sight.

    Not to mention Jiang Tingzhou and Mo Xianyu, almost everyone present except Hao Yu and Gu Zhi had their pupils move slightly to varying degrees.

    Especially after seeing the criss-crossing red and black textures on Lin An's left arm.

    Even the two of them couldn't help but frowned subconsciously.

    Mo Xianyu grabbed the edge of the diary with his fingers a little harder than before.

    "What's the meaning?"

    She kept her calm and steady tone as much as possible, and turned her head to look at Gu Mingzhang and Hao Yu again: "Lawyer Gu and Doctor Hao think that we are like those ignorant people, and we will do the same to our own sons."Heavy hands?"

    Of course not.

    Hao Yu shook his head.

    After telling her and Jiang Tingzhou briefly about the things about Hao Yan and Wen Xin, as well as about Lin An and Lu Mingchuan——

    "We just want to say that if the children are strong-willed, no matter what we as parents do and how many ways we try to stop it, it will be useless."

    Hao Yu patiently explained to her: "In addition to destroying and losing them."

    "..."

    Mo Xianyu held the diary even harder and did not speak.

    Hao Yu also knew that it was impossible for her to accept this matter so quickly.

    In fact, even Gu Mingzhang had already followed them to Jiang's house, and even said that he hoped that Mo Xianyu and the others would not interfere.

    But his anger at that time was real, and even now, he didn't accept it as quickly as Hao Yu.The reason why he agreed to come along was because he felt sorry for Gu Zhi, knowing that his son could take the initiative to seek peace with him because of Jiang Yu, and also because he had seen with his own eyes what Hao Yan and Wen Xin had gone through.It was only through hardships that I barely got to where I am today, so I chose to respect and compromise.

    So she didn't expect to be able to persuade Mo Xianyu and the others to accept it now.

    "We just... hope that you and Mr. Jiang can think about it carefully. If you really can't accept them dangling around under your noses with such a big fanfare and don't have time, why don't you hand him over to me?"Let's take care of it."

    Hao Yu slowed down his tone, carefully considering his words and looked at Mo Xianyu and said, "After all, Ah Yan and Xiao Xin are both their teachers, and they are the same kind of people. It is difficult to communicate with each other if there is anything.convenient."

    To put it in a bad way, it is actually: If you really can't accept it, and you don't have the ability to take care of and love him, then please leave it to someone who is capable, and we can do it.

    "Then what?"

    Jiang Yu, who had really packed up and moved into Gu Zhi's house, stared calmly at the crystal lamp pendant on the ceiling: "Boss Jiang didn't immediately stand up in a rage and drive you out of the house?"

    One must know that Mo Xianyu is the most important reverse scale on his body.

    Being so unceremoniously accused and offended in person, it would be strange if he didn't turn his back on the spot on the spot.

    Sure enough, in the next second, he heard Gu Zhi's "huh" amidst the rustling.

    Then he turned sideways, put his hands under his head, looked at him and said, "Of course I was rushed, and when I saw your mother's reaction to Ms. Hao's words, she immediately darkened and stood up, demandingWe left your house immediately and said we are not welcome. If your mother hadn't stopped you in time with that posture, I guess he would have been able to get started directly and throw us out of your house one by one in person. "

    [But in the end, I still chose to compromise and make concessions on this matter.]

    Jiang Yu couldn't tell what mood he was in, so he blinked slightly.

    [Does this mean...]

    "They still love you." Before he could finish asking in his heart, his dry and warm palm covered the back of his hand, "At least your mother really loves you."

    This alone is much better than the ending they expected before.

    Gu Zhi calmly moved to Jiang Yu's side and lay down on his back next to him: "At least, it didn't really go to the point of breaking off the relationship, did it?"

    After speaking, he had already expected to look sideways at Jiang Yu, and there was obviously moisture gathering, and it began to gradually disperse, towards his slightly reddened eyes overflowing from the side of his face.

    As soon as he stretched out his long hand, he blocked the opponent's subconscious arm that was about to go over his eyes, and he couldn't help but clasped the back of his head and pressed the person to his chest: "Why are you still crying secretly? At least let youThe boyfriend is also a bit useful, okay?"

    "...You don't always talk at this time, will you die or something." Jiang Yu's voice sounded terribly soft in his arms, but his words were as hard as ever, "Who is crying!"

    Even though he said so, his face buried deeper into Gu Zhi's chest with increasingly uncontrollable wetness: "I'm just..."

    "Suddenly a brick got in his eye, I know it, how could Jiang Xiaoyu cry."

    Gu Zhi naturally followed his words like coaxing a child, resting his chin lightly on the top of his hair and rubbing the back of his head, hugged him in an absolutely protective posture and pressed down the bedThe little light on the head: "Go to sleep, you'll be fine when you wake up."

    ……………………

    Jiang Yu lay motionless in his arms without saying a word.

    Until Gu Zhi thought that he was really asleep, even he himself had already begun to be invaded by the gradually rising drowsiness, and he unconsciously relaxed the strength of the hug, and was also preparing to fall asleep with the trend.

    Crying with great forbearance and suppressed emotions, it was dull and increasingly unconcealable, and gradually spread in the silent darkness.

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