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Chapter 83 The scumbag of the entertainment industry boss (26)
Qi Yuyang walked in from the door, Chi Zhao put down the file in his hand and stood up slowly.
Passing through the bedroom door, Qi Yuyang's eyes fell on the document. His feet froze and he dared not take a step forward. His feet were firmly nailed to the ground, and the whole person was like a sculpture.
He is waiting for his final judgment.
Chi Zhao was silent for a while, and then walked over. Now it is certain that the plot has completely collapsed, and the eight horses will not be able to pull back. Since there will be no chance of remedy, Chi Zhao does not need to continue. People set up.
As a result, Chi Zhao's whole personality has become different from usual. At this time, he not only looks indifferent, but also has the meaning of opening the skylight to speak brightly.
"When did you know about this."
Hearing Chi Zhao's question, Qi Yuyang opened his mouth, but before he could speak, Chi Zhao answered by himself: "Is that when you were drunk."
About three seconds later, Qi Yuyang lowered his eyes and nodded.
Chi Zhao's expression remained unchanged. Soon, he asked again: "Is your illness cured?"
Qi Yuyang was drunk two months ago. Since the truth of Ciaran's death was known two months ago, Xue Xingfan must have known the kidnapping of him. He must have known it a long time ago. It is estimated that all the treatments that can only be completed in a week have been completed.
It's so deep...
Sure enough, Qi Yuyang nodded again after hesitating for a while.
Chi Zhao's expression looked very cold, as if he had completely torn off the fig leaf for cover, he looked too candid, which made Qi Yuyang's uneasy heart beat even more quickly.
"Do you have anything else you want to say to me."
Qi Yuyang has a thousand words, looking at Chi Zhao's ruthless and indifferent eyes, he can't say anything, because all languages are pale, every word, every note, in front of him now, has lost it. The original role.
This is not the fault of language and writing, it is his fault.
After waiting for more than ten seconds, he never saw Qi Yuyang speak. Chi Zhao pursed his lips and walked forward. He walked quickly. In a flash, he passed Qi Yuyang's shoulders. The sound of opening and closing the door followed, cold and cold. When the heavy security door slammed shut, Qi Yuyang suddenly had the illusion that he was locked in a dark and cramped room again, where there were no people, no sound, no color and air, but endless suffocation and pain.
The only difference from last time is that this time, no one will let him out again.
A few seconds before Chi Zhaogang left, Qi Yuyang stood there blankly. After a few seconds, he seemed to have suddenly reacted. He suddenly recovered and wanted to chase him, but he just took a step and he was born. Stopped.
Slowly, his expression became distorted, and his eyes closed as they were stimulated. He grabbed his hair hard, arched his waist overwhelmed, and seemed to be suffering from great pain.
His hair was almost pulled off by his scalp, but the physical pain could not relieve the pain in the brain. This time the headache was more severe than the previous one, as if Qi Yuyang would die in the next second.
There is no problem with Cheng Ran's medical skills. The hypnosis in Qi Yuyang's brain is indeed relieved, but the imprints that Chi Zhao made in his soul and the spells carved in his spirit still exist, which cannot be treated by any psychologist. , The shackles to accompany him throughout his life.
The severe pain tore his nerves, Qi Yuyang knelt and sat on the ground. After a while, he opened his eyes with difficulty and looked at the deserted surroundings. Suddenly, he laughed.
The laughter at the beginning was very light, and then it became heavier and heavier, and then to the back, it was almost a burst of laughter, but the laughter was harsher and more moving than the cry, and the sound was scratched on the eardrum. Sadness is more than heartbreaking, it's like this.
Originally thought that the day he knew the cause of Ciaran's death was the most desperate day in his life, but he did not expect that behind the despair, there would be a darker and lonely future.
...
After Chi Zhao went out, he did not leave too far. He covered his entire face, and then came to the children’s playground in the square next to it. This children’s playground was open in the open air, but there was a heavy rain outside today. The child came over and Chi Zhao crawled into the tallest plastic pipe. Finally, the surrounding area became quiet, except for the sound of crackling rain.
As a star, the most inconvenient thing is that if he wants to leave his home and find a place to think about the future, there is nowhere to go. He can only use the pipeline of the children's playground like a tramp.
Holding his face, Chi Zhao asked, "What should I do next?"
Hearing this question, the system came to the spirit.
[It seems that we should stop the loss in time. In this way, you can find a place to die. I will shield you from the pain. After you die, I will find you a particularly simple one that is absolutely guaranteed to win. World, this time, we must do a big vote! 】
Chi Zhao: "..." To be honest, he doesn't believe anything the system says now.
"This time you also said to lie down and win, what happened?"
[...I don't know that this world still has such a hidden secret, I promise to find someone who can't be washed out in the next world, is that all right? 】
No matter how the system guarantees, Chi Zhao is the same as he hadn't heard. He braced his face and sighed low.
"He actually let me go."
Chi Zhao's tone sounded a little strange, and the system was puzzled.
[Do you want him to let you go, or do you want him not to let you go? 】
"I hope he will let me go, and I hope he will not let me go."
What Chi Zhao hopes is that Qi Yuyang can be like a normal person. Although it is difficult to make a choice, he finally let him go with respect for him and himself. However, he also hopes that Qi Yuyang's feelings for him will not change. Still can't leave him, and like every time before, I will find him again, take him home, and never let him go.
The former is the hope of reason, and the latter is the hope of selfishness.
[You humans are so complicated, where are so many things, I will ask you, do you want to stay? 】
Chi Zhao tilted his eyes and answered happily, "Yes."
[That's not enough. If you want to, you can go back. Anyway, the plot is completely collapsed. It doesn't affect me if I leave. As for you, ah, it will have a little effect, that is, the degree of physical sex may be a little more, but that is your body, this is the person you like, and how to choose, I will listen to you. 】
The children’s paradise here has a wide pipeline that allows two children to stand side by side, but Chi Zhao, an adult, does not have enough space to sit here. He hugged his knees and put his chin on his knees aggrieved.
"Look. If he will come to me again, then I will go back. If he doesn't come... I'll go and die."
Regardless of whether it is the original owner or Chi Zhao, in fact, neither of them has the initiative in this relationship. The original owner knew clearly in the end that Qi Yuyang just didn't like him, he would be nice to the original owner, just because he was his medicine. Now this question is also put before Chi Zhao. No one knows what kind of answer Chi Zhao will get.
All afternoon, Chi Zhao stayed in this pipe and did not go out. In the recent autumn rainy season, one autumn rain and the other cool. When Chi was photographed, he didn't wear a jacket. Now he was wearing a thin long-sleeved T-shirt. The later, the rain fell and heavier, hungry and cold, Chi Zhao rubbed his arms, suddenly, a white light flashed in front of him, Chi Zhao subconsciously raised his head, but hit the pipe.
[...Looking at the dilapidated place you were looking for, how good is it for you to open a room in the hotel, and it is convenient to have food and accommodation to wait for someone. 】
Chi Zhao didn't speak, but shrank his shoulders. It was not convenient for him to go to the hotel, and... the hotel was too far away, and the square was at the door of the house. If Qi Yuyang could find it, it would be more convenient.
Chi Zhao told the system that the deadline was one day today. Although there was no time limit, it was almost six o'clock in the evening, but it was seven o'clock now, and the sky was completely dark.
Looking at Chi Zhao, he still didn't want to move, and the system sighed.
[Or... just go back by yourself. 】
"No." Chi Zhao insisted.
For others, love is love, but for Chi Zhao, he was in a relationship, but he went in for his life. If he is not sure that the other person really likes him, he can’t abandon everything and stay. Here.
Because this is a relationship that can't even be judged between reality and illusion. All he can rely on is the relationship of the other party.
The system couldn't help it, so he had to stay in his mind and wait together.
At 8 o'clock in the evening, the lightning and thunder ended, and even the rain stopped. People gradually heard voices around, but because it was relatively late, not many people came out. The patter of raindrops slowly disappeared, and Chi Zhao finally gave up , He moved silently, wanting to climb outside.
Jumping out of the pipe lightly, Chi Zhao looked around and found no one, and then relaxed his vigilance. He walked out slowly, and asked the system in his heart: "How can I die faster, can I jump off the building? But I think that will work. To cause a sensation, it is better to jump into the river, but it seems that you can only block the pain, not the suffocation..."
The system is silent, don't ask, you can't die anyway.
There is something wrong with Chi Zhao. The more confused he is, the more he likes Sui Sui Nian. This system has known for a long time. Now Chi Zhao Sui Sui Nian, but because Qi Yuyang has not appeared, he is a little sad, and he does not want to show it. I was very sad, and then I became a little bit ridiculous.
When thinking about this, Chi Zhao lowered his head and turned around a bush. Chi Zhao looked up at the road, but inadvertently saw a tall figure.
Qi Yuyang stood under the sycamore tree, holding a black windbreaker in his hand. Seeing Chi Zhao swaying out, there were some slight changes in his expression, and Chi Zhao could not describe what kind of change it was. , When Chi Zhao reacted, Qi Yuyang had already walked up to him.
He unfolded the windbreaker and put it on Chi Zhao, then raised his arm and let him put his sleeves in. When everything was put on, he lowered his eyes and buttoned the row of buttons in front of him gently and carefully.
When doing all this, his movements were so natural that he couldn't see it at all. At noon, he tried to end his life in agony.
"……when did you come?"
Hearing Xue Qing's question, Qi Yuyang replied in a low voice: "I don't remember either."
Anyway, when it was raining, he followed the location to find it. There was nothing in this area except the children’s playground. Xue Qing’s mobile phone has a heat sensor function. If the phone is lost, the location will display. Since the heat sensor green light is still When it is on, it means that Xue Qing is indeed carrying a cell phone next to him, and he himself is in this children's paradise.
Qi Yuyang didn't know why Xue Qing came here. After thinking about it, he thought that Xue Qing was greatly stimulated from his mother's affairs, so he came to the place closest to his childhood.
...I have to say that Qi Yuyang has almost learned Freud's practice now.
He didn't dare to step forward to disturb, so he stood far away on the main road next to the exit of the children's playground. Although the children's playground is open, there are barbed wire fences around it.
He just stood here and waited for the moment when Xue Qing took the initiative to come out.
The buttons were all buttoned, Qi Yuyang raised his head, his gaze lingered on Chi Zhao's face, after looking at it for a while, he stretched out his hand again to tidy up Chi Zhao's slightly messy collar.
His movements... so gentle.
One drop of tears slid down the corner of the eyes to the chin, and another drop was brewing in the eye sockets. The tears obscured Chi Zhao’s vision and made him unable to see what he saw before him, but he could feel that someone was slowly acting Wipe away the tears by yourself.
Chi Zhao blinked his eyes lightly, and soon, the tears that interfered with the line of sight blinked out, he raised his eyes slightly, Qi Yuyang was looking at him, he did not speak, his facial nerves moved, as if he wanted to provoke him. A smile, but this action seemed difficult. It took him a lot of effort to finally hook his lips awkwardly and ugly.
"Don't cry, crying is not good."
This is a lie. In fact, he looks good when he cries, even better than usual, but no matter how good he looks, Qi Yuyang doesn’t want to see him crying. The heart hurts and feels uncomfortable. He never wants to see Chi Zhao. Cry, he just wants to see his smiling face.
No one wants the person he likes to see his unsightly side, and Chi Zhao is the same, so he quickly raised his hand, wiped away the extra tears in his eyes, and then sucked his nose again to make a The demeanor who has cried looks calm.
In this way, Qi Yuyang wanted to laugh and felt heartbroken. He opened his mouth. After a long time, he asked the sentence that he had thought about all afternoon, "Go home with me... OK."
Originally Chi Zhao had already resisted the urge to cry, but after hearing this, he couldn't help it anymore. He waited for a whole day, from disappointment to despair, to rekindling hope, finally, Still waited.
Chi Zhao didn't answer, he chose to hug Qi Yuyang directly, bury his head in his shoulder, let the tears flow down, seep into his clothes, and stick to his skin.
Qi Yuyang was taken aback for a while. From the moment he came out, his heart was raised high. don’t know if the future end will be a smashed body or something. At this moment, his heart fell back to its solid place. Qi Yuyang was stunned for a long time before it grew Take a long breath.
He lowered his head, kissed Chi Zhao's hair lightly, and then closed his bloodshot eyes like salvation.