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☆, nine petal peach blossom
[World] Lei Lei Lei Lei Lei: No! ! I'm broken in love... my male god...
[World] Refreshing Sweetheart: Haha, I know that P picture girl will not let go of any chance to hold her thigh.
[World] Scissor legs pinch your head: Impossible, Brother Han is playing high, he doesn't look for CP. Maybe it just happened to hang up together?
I sighed and tried to be polite: "I really mind."
Yichuan Hanxing: "Then be a friend first."
"Sorry, I refuse." I switched the map directly, and didn't bother to talk to him anymore.
When I opened the private mail box, I found that Leng Yue hadn't been online for a day, so I sent him an offline message: "Nuan Yueyue, where have you been... I didn't see you at the event today."
It may be because of rain and the air is a little hot. I got up and closed the window, saw the city in the dark, and suddenly thought of a rain many years ago.
On the weekend of the first January at the age of fifteen, I had a nightmare and was scared to wake up. In the dream, Du Hanchuan went to college. I went to his school to see him, but I saw him with Sister Glasses. He said a word to her, and she cried away. Du Hanchuan stood still, like a statue. I walked over, he said to me, sorry, and then left without looking back.
After I got up, I stayed for a long time, and asked the nanny sister if this dream would come true. She said it was absolutely impossible, and the dreams were not real. Don't forget, you have a date with 18457 today, be happy.
Du Hanchuan called me at noon and asked what I was doing. I said I was eating and asked him if he wanted to eat. Originally I was joking, but he really came and handed me the math textbook for the semester of higher education. The day before, I said I would borrow his book, but he said fuck off and not borrow it.
This is probably the earliest really fragrant boy, I am also drunk.
I took him upstairs and told him that the food was shabby. It was really shabby. The dishes made by my nanny sister when my dad was away were so unpalatable, which caused me to lose weight in high school. When he was eating, my sister-nanny and I were as anxious as ants on a hot pot. We wanted to say something, but we didn't know what to say. After finally getting through this barrier, I asked him to teach me the number sequence. It is such a rare opportunity to get a make-up lesson from a senior high school student. I believe that the studious babies in our class are envious of it. However, I was just peeking at him the whole time, and the deer bumped into my heart. It was the first time in my life to review alone with a boy so close. When I thought that it was my favorite person, I couldn't help holding my face in a idiot.
However, Du Hanchuan has no young boys' hearts. The anticipated plot of sleeping close to each other did not happen, and the plot of gentle seniors touching his forehead and saying, "You are really good, this is for you" did not happen. As long as I said nothing about making up classes, he would be stricter than the head teacher and do business. Then he asked questions, I couldn't answer, and I would be severely taught. Because he was so fierce, I didn't dare to lose my mind during the second half of the make-up class, so I had to bite the bullet and go to the class for two hours.
After the class, I proposed to go to Jinjiang Paradise, but it was raining outside, so I decided to give up the roller coaster and go to the haunted house. Because, I heard from the little bun that she did a very manly thing: she went to the haunted house and got lost, and those people dressed up as ghosts jumped out. She asked politely how to go, and the staff was too lazy to scare her, so she went silent Pointed in the direction. I think it’s so cool for a girl to play in a haunted house like this. She must show her brave side in front of Du Hanchuan, protect him from crying and take the opportunity to eat his tofu. Hey Hey.
We went out together, and the heavy rain showered Shanghai into a lead-grey city. Holding an umbrella, I talked all the way up to the station, only to find that his right sleeve was all wet. I was so guilty that I handed him the umbrella obediently, but when we arrived at Jinjiang Paradise, my whole body was dry except for the sneakers, and he was still getting more wet.
I remember now that he caught a cold that day.
When I arrived at the door of the haunted house, when I saw the skull hanging on the ceiling, I felt the atmosphere was weird and my back was cold. He can't say go in. I said you must be scared. He said, yes, I'm so scared, let's not go. I shook my head firmly: "All are here." Du Hanchuan smiled and led me in.
Then, my plan went bankrupt.
As soon as I entered, there was a mourning hall for the dead. The door opened and closed with a "creaking" sound, and I immediately grabbed Du Hanchuan's arm. At that moment, I had completely forgotten how brave I was. He was taking me along the way, occasionally jumping out a corpse. I was so scared that I couldn't scream, hiding behind his shoulder. He held my hand and his voice was softer than ever: "Don't be afraid, these are all real people." Because it is winter, his hands are slightly cold, but I have never felt so relieved.
After coming out of the haunted house, I immediately let go of him: "Not afraid, I am not afraid at all."
He looked at me, smiled badly, and didn't explain much.
Then we went to a cold drink shop and I ordered a smoothie again, but he said he had a cold. I said I order my smoothie, you can order something else. But I already guessed what he wanted to do in my heart. So I told the waiter that I wanted hot tea with taro. Sure enough, he told the waiter to have two glasses.
Back then, I was very easily satisfied with the first grade children. Because the person I liked ordered the same drink and sat opposite me, I was so nervous that I almost knocked over the table. Doing this kind of destructive thing, I half regretted myself. Du Hanchuan held his chin all the way, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, but he looked at me with a hunting look-I still don't understand how a seventeen-year-old boy could show that look.
However, when I mentioned some memories of junior high school and my friends, and memories of being beaten by me when the grass was not growing up in our class, I laughed messy, but his eyes gradually turned cold. Later, no matter what I said, he didn't speak, so I lowered my head and drank milk tea, and the scene fell into an awkward situation.
"Pianpian, tell you my secret." Du Hanchuan fiddled with the straw, "Actually, I didn't wear contact lenses until the third year of high school. At first, I just wanted to be angry with my glasses sister."
I was stunned for a moment: "That's why you found a girlfriend to act in?"
Du Hanchuan smiled slightly: "You guessed it all. But my goal was achieved. She cried in front of me two days ago."
Without saying a word, I got up and walked out the door.
When waiting for the train at the station, the happy atmosphere disappeared without a trace.
"A male god is a male god. It's better to look up." I smiled weakly. "Senior Du Hanchuan, I won't bother you in the future. Thank you for your company today."
"No, I want to be your boyfriend." At the time I thought he was pretending, and he still pulled English at that time. Now think about it, when he said that word in English, maybe because he was a little shy.
I couldn't laugh or cry: "You played me like this, what do you want?"
He still smiled and said nothing.
When I got on the bus, I pulled on the handrail and wanted to cry, so I pinched my leg. I've never been so cruel to pinch others before.
"Pianpian, isn't it uncomfortable? Get out of the car if you feel uncomfortable." The culprit said hypocritically.
"It's okay."
After a while, there was a place in the car, and I was sitting next to the last row of windows, and he came over and sat next to me. I looked at the pedestrians coming and going outside the window, and there were also student couples in pairs. I put my hand on the glass window, and there was a circle of mist immediately near my thin fingertips. Tears finally couldn't help but fell, and they were out of control.
Du Hanchuan pulled my sleeve, I pushed his hand away, shrank in the corner and cried silently. After getting out of the car, I ran without looking back.
After returning home, I pretended to be very relaxed. Sister babysitter said why you are like crying. I said no, my dream has come true. She was smiling at first, but suddenly stretched her face two seconds later. I told her what happened that day. She listened with a smile and laughed at me for eating Du Hanchuan's tofu. I have no expression and can't laugh anymore. When she talked about it later, the more she listened, the more things went wrong. Until it comes to our separation. She scolded Du Hanchuan from head to toe, and swiped it with a kitchen knife, saying that this stinky kid was too much, and she actually bullied us like this!
However, I'm not angry anymore, I don't want to abuse myself for this scumbag anymore, so I shrink by the stove, holding the laptop to play games, and calling my mom to sell criticism while playing.
I don’t know how long since I’ve been hilarious, I received Du Hanchuan’s QQ short message: "Your umbrella."
I did not return. I think it's over, so why bother with an umbrella. Fifteen minutes later, he sent another one: "Don't you want your umbrella."
I still didn't reply. Soon, the third article came again: "Dead?"
I put down the mouse impatiently and typed quickly: "I'm not at home. Give the guard the umbrella if you pass by my house."
"where are you?"
"You care about me, just wander around."
It took him a long time to reply with four words: "Do you hate me?"
"I don't hate you, I still like you very much, but don't worry, you won't see me again."
"Hehe, come on. Don't hate, because there is no love."
"Is there any love you can feel for yourself, there is no need for me to explain."
"Sorry, I hate that I can only bring unhappiness to others, and always hurt others. I don't love anyone, only myself. Maybe this is better, at least I will never hurt you again."
Seeing this one from him, while telling myself don’t cry, don’t cry, but tears rushed out: "You didn’t cause me any unhappiness. I am very happy to be with you. But I’m so stupid that I really believe in you. That's it."
"December 27th to January 9th. I feel so boring to say it, failure. I wish you happiness in the future."
"Do you think I will be happy again in the future? Stop taunting me."
"Come to the school basketball court, I will give you an umbrella. I don't have to return the book, my sister still has one."
"Will Sister Glasses also take the university entrance examination in Shanghai?"
"She is going abroad."
"Then what do you mean you are going to take the Shanghai exam?"
"What do you mean? Just forget it. That handsome guy in your junior high school class is really amazing."
"What's up with him?"
"Some things are said for nothing. I won't talk about them. Come here, I'm going to die of cold."
I touched my face and looked in the mirror again, thinking that the stove burned my face so hot, what if he saw that I was playing a bitter trick. But thinking about the breakup, I still have to go. Seeing that I was going to wear a jacket to go out, the nanny sister pulled out a red nylon jacket like a samurai. There was a big hole in it that was burnt during cooking. She called it a "raincoat." We tidied the corners of our clothes and tried to hide them so that Du Hanchuan must not see them. Then, she gave me a cup of Radix isatidis at the speed of light to prevent me from catching a cold.
So I rushed to the school in the rain.
The school in the rainy night feels very sad. I saw the place where I saw him for the first time, the place where I talked to him for the first time, the place where I waited for him for the first time... Then in the empty darkness, I caught Du Hanchuan standing under the street lamp at a glance, and walked In the past, hand him the book. He took the book, and I stretched out my hand to him: "Bring the umbrella, you can go."
He smiled incredulously: "No way, so unrelenting?"
I don’t want to explain any more, I just nodded: "By the way, what do you mean by the handsome junior high school guy?"
"He's looking for a new girlfriend again and broke up with your best friend."
At the time, I didn’t understand at all. At the beginning of the relationship, the boyfriend’s contact information could not be given to female friends, but stupidly explained: "Ha, they broke up no less than 500 times. Tomorrow she will tell you that they are reconciled again."
"What about us?" Du Hanchuan looked at me again with a smirk.
"We? We are over." Although I said so, I am not sad anymore. I always feel that there is a glimmer of light. "You don't know. Recently, I often want to wait for you to do after graduation. We can really keep it for two years. The agreement? But I didn’t expect it to be over so soon, it would save trouble."
"Pianpian, I'm leaving, will you be sad?"
"Senior is so smart, why should I ask?"
Then, he told me so many things, his stories that he never told me. At that time, I felt that Du Hanchuan's dialect suddenly changed a lot, but I like him like this. I don't know what happened, but I didn't feel that we had broken up. Just like during the day, we were talking a lot of happy things. Until my sister nanny called me many times, I reluctantly interrupted him: "Before leaving, I want to ask you something. You...really never liked me? Didn't you like me?"
He looked at me and laughed, and then said it for a long time, as if a little awkward: "I like it to death."
"Don't be kidding me, I mean it."
"I mean it too. How can you believe me?"
My heart was pounding, and my face was as hot as I had been baked by the stove in the winter. I took a breath: "Du Hanchuan, tell me one last time, whether I like it or not, I believe you. I am not afraid of being hit, but you have to tell me the truth." I panted quickly, my voice trembled but firmly. Say: "Be sure to tell the truth! I believe what you say!"
Maybe it’s the way I used too much force to be very happy. Du Hanchuan lowered his head and laughed for a while, then reached out his hand and touched my face: "You are really stupid."
"Say it!" His eyes were moist, as if the whole world was raining again. I feel like I'm going to be boring again.
"I do not like you."
I suddenly opened my eyes and pursed my trembling mouth, unable to say a word.
He looked at my lips and said, "Don't purse your mouth." Then, when I forced myself to relax, but tears were streaming down my face, he pinched my cheeks, lowered his head, and kissed me.
The wind blew, and the rain from the trees fell on his face like rain.
"I love you."
Before that day, I never knew that time can really stop for a few seconds.
There is rain on the trees and dreams in the night. Obviously it was a cold winter in January, but I saw the early spring after March, the peach blossoms of the whole school were blooming.
"Now do you believe it." His eyelashes trembled, and he seemed a little nervous.
I was only trembling with my mouth. I was trembling all over by being kissed like this: "You bastard! My first kiss is to be kept in the bridal night!"
I planned it long ago: the first time I hold hands, I want to keep it on the campus of the university, and walk with the person I like on the romantic autumn leaves. The first time I hug is the day before we get married, in the most familiar place with my future husband, or under the beautiful street light. Kissing must be the night of the bridal chamber! Whoever kisses me before the candle night in the bridal chamber is a hooligan!
Du Hanchuan frowned, as if so innocent: "Didn't you tell me that when you first kissed three years old, you gave it to a fish?"
"But I haven't kissed a boy!" At that time, I talked more vigorously, and my heart was so empty that I almost couldn't stand up.
"I am so terrible? Didn't you and Xiao Baozi make a lot of plans to indecent me."
"You deliberately made me unable to forget you!" I couldn't laugh or cry. "We have already broken up, why do you want to do this?"
He smiled: "Break up?"
"None?"
He nodded.
"Really irrelevant?"
He nodded more surely.
For his behavior that disrupted my rhythm, I wanted to be very angry, but couldn't do it at all. On the contrary, I laughed so hard that I couldn't control the corners of my mouth: "But, I'm sorry for my future husband."
He said softly: "Pianpian, are you not going to marry me in the future?"
I don't know what kind of expression I showed at that time, I just remember that he shaved my face and said, "Little woman."
"I am a strong woman. I want to protect the person I like."
Then, he drove me to my door from the school basketball court. I said goodbye and saw him standing under the steps smiling at me. I ran into the building without looking back.
His name is Du Hanchuan, but he is my fifteen-year-old Nuanyang, and he also occupied the throbbing, heartbeat, heartache, heartbreak for the first time in my life... Until now, think about that beautiful fifteen year old again. ... What a stupid memory.
Really, now think about Du Hanchuan, a scumbag, who is pretty good at teasing a girl. Haha. Fuck youth.
At this time, a system prompt appeared in the game: Yichuan Hanxing asked to add you as a friend. Do you agree? 【whether】
I got angry when I saw this name. With the name so similar to Du Hanchuan, I am blind.
I strongly clicked "No".
Yichuan Hanxing requested to add you as a friend. Do you agree? 【whether】
no!
Yichuan Hanxing requested to add you as a friend. Do you agree? 【whether】
no!
...
[Private chat] Beautiful lady: Enough of you!
[Private chat] Yichuan Hanxing: Agree.
[Private chat] Beautiful lady: Boss Han, I will block you if you add another time.
He did not try again. But within five minutes, I received another ABCC team invitation.
[Team] The beauty bursts: Pianpian, I beg you, I really want to climb 100 floors of the tower, the appearance of the weapon sent by the first pass of the 100-story tower is too suitable for Xiannian, I want it! Take me take me take me! !
[Team] Yun Spare Tire: Yes, Pianpian, have mercy on us...
[Team] Beauty Pianpian: I also want to climb 100 floors, but with our current combat power, it can only be over 40 to find an operator. Climb 100 floors and ask Yu Ge and Sister Yu to help, plus one or two more than 100,000 spirit feathers or magic roads. But we are not so good to trouble them.
[Team] Beauty bursts: It's okay, just hang up in the team, we will find someone to bring it!
[Team] Beautiful lady: It's impossible to climb to 100, let's try our best.
[Team] Yun Spare Tire: So, do you agree?
[Team] Beautiful lady Pianpian: Yes.
I typed another sentence: "Why don't you wait for me? I called Nuan Yueyue to help us see. If he is there, it may be possible to pass 50." Then, the nightmare happened. I saw the following prompt:
Senior officials joined the team.
Yichuan Hanxing joined the team.
[Team] Beautiful lady:? ? ? ? ? ? ?
The author has something to say: All children's shoes in this chapter will be given red envelopes, and friends with more than 24 characters will be given points. Please leave your cute little footprints~~