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117. Leaving
Li Youde hesitated for a while, Cheng Hui had run out of sight long ago, and he also lost the courage to pursue it again. He thinks that Hui Niang is probably in anger now. After two days, she will calm down a little, so he can persuade her.
Li Youde sighed heavily and turned back to the house.
After Cheng Hui ran out of the chrysanthemum courtyard, the people waiting outside returned to the Plum yard in full view, and the three of Xiaozhen and Little Five Little Six hurriedly followed. Seeing that Cheng Hui's face was not so good, but she didn't know what she was angry about, the three of them could only wait carefully.
Cheng Hui went back and fell asleep. She feels that only sleep can make her feel better. After all, she played with illness, and Li Youde was so angry that her chest was stuffy and her head was dizzy. If she didn't hurry to rest and sleep longer, she might really be mad at him.
Cheng Hui slept until night, and when she got up, she felt a lot more comfortable. Only then did she remember to ask Xiaozhen about the children who had been delivered during the day.
Xiaozhen said, "They were picked up not long after the girl fell asleep."
Cheng Hui breathed a sigh of relief. How old is she, what kind of children do you want?
Just thinking of Li Youde makes Cheng Hui feel bad again. She felt that she had tried her best, but she couldn't open Li Youde's heart. Sure enough, she still didn't have enough time to prove her sincerity?
Cheng Hui sighed and couldn't help sighing again. It was so exhausting to fall in love with a eunuch. Why couldn't she think about it so much, she had to like him!
Cheng Hui still feels sleepy after eating. It's getting late anyway, she doesn't think much anymore, she simply digests and lays back to sleep again. Maybe she can still have a spring dream of Li Youde being the hero.
After getting up the next day, Cheng Hui heard from Little Six that Li Youde had sent Wen Jing and Ziyu to the prison of the Ministry of Justice early in the morning on charges of theft. When the two were sent there, they were scarred, but they don’t care about it. There is even a law that allows lynching in the Daliang Law. Sometimes it’s okay to kill them. It’s a bit like "citizens have the right to protect their property from illegal infringements. The meaning of "power", and the way of "protection" sometimes has a larger scope. The two were sent to prison, and it is unlikely that a doctor would treat them. Coupled with the lack of drugs and the harsh environment, they might not even be able to wait for the trial.
Cheng Hui listened to it and stopped paying attention. Whatever the two of them are doing nowadays, she did not have to sympathize with them. On the other hand, Jiang Bihan, because she had told Qing Shu before, Qing Shu said once, Jiang Bihan hasn't eaten anything, even the doctor prescribed the medicine, and she is depressed, and Qing Shu doesn't know how to persuade him. Up.
Cheng Hui couldn't watch Jiang Bihan starve herself to death, so after Qing Shu said, she went to Yizhuxuan, moved a stool and sat down by the bed, looking at Jiang Bihan's pale face and persuaded: " Why do you want to behave like this? If you really don’t want to live anymore, hang yourself, throw yourself into a river, or hit a pole like me, there are ways, how uncomfortable starving to death is.
Hearing Cheng Hui's persuasion, Qing Shu's eyes widened instantly. She had never seen someone who persuades suicide in such a way, but after all she did not dare to interrupt Cheng Hui, so she had to look at Jiang Bihan worriedly. ——She still dared to interrupt Cheng Hui once, but now and then, now, Cheng Hui is no longer the one she dares to disobey.
Jiang Bihan didn’t respond much to Cheng Hui’s words. Cheng Hui didn’t care. He continued: “It may take dozens of days for a person to starve himself to death. After so long, this feeling can be uncomfortable, and a good skin gradually becomes Withered bones, if it happened to me, I might be scared to death in the middle. Think about it, the flesh on my body gradually disappears, leaving only a layer of skin, youthful and beautiful appearance, and it has also become a decadent body of old age. The body might still smell like sex, tusk, it’s really scary!"
Although Jiang Bihan didn't make any response, she still received the outside voice. Cheng Hui's description finally made her eyelashes tremble, and then slowly turned her rusty eyes and looked over.
"Well, think about how to die?" Cheng Hui said, "It's like biting your tongue, I don't recommend it. Except for a mouthful of blood, leaving a permanent disability, you can't die. If you poison yourself...you You can't find poison. You can choose only those few."
Jiang Bihan stared at Cheng Hui in a daze, and finally said: "...What else can I do besides death?"
She once again shed tears in her dry eyes.
"If you are looking for death now, haven't these three years passed for nothing?" Cheng Hui said.
Jiang Bihan said nothing, but kept crying.
Cheng Hui accompanied her quietly.
After a long time, Jiang Bihan said: "Miss Chen, I really envy you."
Cheng Hui was taken aback and looked up, but Jiang Bihan didn't look at her, his eyes fell on the top of the bed and his eyes were blank.
"Aren't you, no matter what happens, you will not fall into despair?" Jiang Bihan said softly, "You can even choose to accept him after being given to Eunuch Li..."
Cheng Hui thought, Jiang Bihan probably wanted to say that she was very adaptable, and Darwin saw that she would add her to "Origin of Species" as an example. But she has strong adaptability and she likes Li Youde. After all, she has nothing to do with adaptability. It was not because she was given to Li Youde only after he made a single choice that she liked him, it was obviously because she liked Li Youde that she forced herself to accept this fact that was difficult for her to accept at the beginning.
But at this time, Cheng Hui did not want to argue with Jiang Bihan whether she really loves Li Youde. Jiang Bihan had just lost her child and found out that her sweetheart approached herself in order to avenge another woman. What more does she say about true love or not, isn't it stimulating the other woman?
"You can do it too. Things are not as good as you want. You can try to accept it and smile at it..." Cheng Hui thought for a while and quoted a famous saying to give Jiang Bihan chicken soup, "In this world There is only one kind of heroism, that is, when you recognize the essence of life, you still love it. We may not be heroes, but we can try to get closer to it."
Jiang Bihan also wondered if he understood Cheng Hui's meaning. After watching her for a long time, he whispered, "Miss Chen, I'm tired."
Cheng Hui had to get up: "Then you can rest... Qing Shu, send some food."
Her last sentence is a kind of temptation, and Jiang Bihan did not object. Qing Shu had already prepared to eat. After hearing Cheng Hui's words, he immediately took the food and came in.
Before Cheng Hui left, seeing Jiang Bihan sitting up and eating, he finally felt relieved.
Chrysanthemum courtyard.
Huang Renhou carefully stood in front of Li Youde and smiled flatteringly: "God, you are looking for your son..."
"I want you to find some new things and give it to your godmother." Li Youde said solemnly, "Never mind the normal ones, but they should be very rare. She...she is annoying me, so she has to give it to She apologized."
Huang Renhou rolled his eyes and asked carefully: "Is it a small annoyance or a big annoyance for Qianniang?"
"How about the small annoyance and what about the big annoyance?" Li Youde asked.
Huang Renhou said: "Different annoyances have different solutions. I'm afraid it won't work just to send rare things."
Li Youde didn’t want to say that he had misunderstood Cheng Hui. It was too embarrassing. He said vaguely, “It’s quite big...” He paused, and then said, “It’s the one who wants to get together and leave. Kind of annoyance."
Huang Renhou took a breath and hurriedly said, "This is really difficult."
"If it's not difficult, why should I look for you?" Li Youde snorted coldly.
"Yes, yes, godfather is right!" Huang Renhou hurriedly smiled. "Ordinary women want to reunite. Most of them are trivial things like grandparents wanting to take concubines, grandparents are not kind, here are you..."
"It's not these things!" Li Youde denied it, after thinking about it, he still missed it. "I misunderstood something about her, which she knew."
Huang Renhou is naturally not good at asking what he has misunderstood, and he hurriedly said: "The misunderstanding is just a misunderstanding after all. It's fine to just open it up, and it's enough to say something nice."
After all, he was still Li Youde's godson, so he naturally wanted to speak to Li Youde, which meant that he was a little tentative. Originally, with his godfather's current position of power, if his godmother is too arrogant and wants his godfather to coax, this is too...
"I'm not good this time." Li Youde sighed.
Huang Renhou looked at Li Youde in amazement in surprise. It is really rare for him to see Li Youde being helpless without a bit of irritation.
Huang Renhou immediately understood more deeply the position of his godfather in his godfather's heart, and without asking the reason, he cracked and said the methods he knew to please.
Li Youde noted down one by one, some things that could be done by Huang Renhou, he also explained the past.
Cheng Hui hasn't decided to be angry for a few days, or she is still waiting to see how Li Youde is going to ask her forgiveness. She is so kind, and the way to ask her to forgive him has long been plainly told to him. If he can't do it himself, he can't blame her. It's not too difficult, and it's even good for him. Good thing, but he can't think about it, who can blame it?
Cheng Hui thought for a long time, and decided that she had to ignore Li Youde for at least a month. After he deeply realized his own mistakes, she would guide him and liberate his mind.
In the next few days, Cheng Hui felt Li Youde's helpless apology first.
First of all, there are a large number of shiny treasures, and a large box of pearls on display separately, with a set of stereotypes, large jade screens, and unique ornaments. Cheng Hui said no, he was taken back.
Then came all kinds of cute animals, cats, dogs, rabbits, foxes, and even a baby tiger... Cheng Hui also beckoned and sent them all back. She dare not raise a tiger, such a fierce beast!
Next, there are some rare copies, some of the ink paintings of the previous and contemporary eras, and there is even a portrait of her in it. Under the weeping willow by the pool, she has her back to the outside of the painting, and she looks slim and slender, like an immortal. The painter also came along. Cheng Hui said that he didn't want this, but only wanted a bathing picture, which scared the painter to beg for mercy, and Cheng Hui said that they could leave when they left.
The things delivered on the last day were much more interesting. What kind of Nine Links, Huarong Road, they were all delicate gadgets. Cheng Hui endured his desire to return the things as usual. When she achieves her goal in the future, all of this is hers, she can endure her desire for a while!
Li Youde has to go back to the palace, so after handing over the matter to Huang Renhou, he temporarily left Li Residence. When he came back to learn that Cheng Hui had confiscated even one thing, he was frowning.
Huang Renhou was in a worse mood than Li Youde, and he couldn't complete the tasks that his godfather confessed, so how will he get mixed up in the future!
He was also very forced, and blurted out: "God father, otherwise you will be guilty!"
After talking about Huang Renhou, he regretted it, but to his surprise, Li Youde did not scold him, but seemed to think deeply.
"Okay, you don't need you here. If you have anything rare, you can watch it first and send it when it's useful." Li Youde waved Huang Renhou out, and then began to seriously think about the issue of guilt.
Hui Niang refused to accept anything, so he must make apologize for her. But how to make amends?
He suddenly remembered the scene where she raised her chin slightly and told him to take off his clothes.
Li Youde paced back and forth with a distressed expression, and for a while, he really didn't dare to face her again.
Li Youde dragged helplessly. Cheng Hui was very leisurely. She went to see Jiang Bihan from time to time. Seeing her seriously starting to eat, her spirit improved a lot, at least she was calmer, and she was relieved. Come.
Until this morning, a little girl on the side of Zhuxuan hurried over and shouted in a panic: "Miss Chen, Ms. Jiang... Ms. Jiang has hanged herself!"
Cheng Hui was taken aback, then put down the bowl and rushed out. She just saw Jiang Bihan yesterday. She was fine at that time. Why did she hang herself today?
When Cheng Hui arrived at Lean Zhuxuan, Qing Shu was crying beside the bed.
She hurriedly walked over, Qing Shu stood up and stepped aside, choked up and said: "This morning...this morning a slave and maid came to call Miss Jiang, but found that she, she was hanging on the beam...the body and body were cold early."
Cheng Hui stood by the bed, looking at Jiang Bihan's pale face, whose blood had disappeared long ago, and couldn't speak.
In fact, she was very relaxed in the first two days, thinking that she had succeeded in persuading Jiang Bihan to give up the idea of committing suicide, and even thinking about how to help her get rid of her low status and give her a new life, so that she would not stay in Li Youde's backyard. But she was so wrong, Jiang Bihan still quietly chose to commit suicide.
Qing Shu handed over a letter: "This is from Ms. Jiang to Ms. Chen. It's at her feet..."
Cheng Hui took it and saw Miss Chen's pro-qi on the envelope written in delicate handwriting.
The letter is only one page, the handwriting is clear, and the lines seem to be relaxed and relaxed. Cheng Hui read it carefully and was silent.
Miss Chen, I once said that I envy you. This is not a lie. It's just that I am not as tough as you. I have been thinking about what you said that day. But, I can't think of the meaning of my continued living. My father was imprisoned for his sins, but he could not be tortured to death. My mother died in grief, and his younger brother died of illness on the way. And I also joined the Jiaofang Division. There is no one left in my family, and the person I admire is such a despicable villain, and I have lost my child. I have nothing, and this day is nothing fun for me, like a walking dead, it is better to return to dust. Choosing to leave, I have no pain at all, so I don't have to feel for me. May well.
Cheng Hui didn't know whether there was any essential difference between committing suicide in grief and suicide peacefully after all thoughts were lost. She just knows very well that even if she is guarded, it is impossible to prevent Jiang Bihan from committing suicide. Jiang Bihan made the decision after calming down for so many days, can she stop it? In other words, is she qualified to stop it?
she does not know.
Qing Shu reported Jiang Bihan's suicide to the housekeeper, and Li Youde received the news soon afterwards. Seeing that Jiang Bihan is now lying there with a corpse, Li Youde's mood is beyond words.
After all, Jiang Bihan was from Jiaofangsi. He had notified the other side to see if she was really dead, and then she could be buried. Li Youde is not a native of Beijing, so naturally there is no ancestral grave to bury her, so he retreats and chooses a Feng Shui place to bury her, and sends someone to take care of her regularly.
The death of Jiang Bihan allowed Cheng Hui to see Li Youde, but she was in a bad mood and did not deliberately hide from him, let alone actively post it. Jiang Bihan's funeral was as peaceful as her departure, but after the funeral, Cheng Hui was unable to withdraw from the depression in time. Once Li Youde wanted to see her, but she refused because of her discomfort.
Then on this day, Little Six suddenly rushed in in a panic, and when he saw Cheng Hui, he said, "Miss Chen, come with me!"
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