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Chapter 61: The Cannon Fodder in the Blood of Giant Dogs
Ning Bai's hand was suddenly swung away. He stared at the boy in a daze. There were tears in the boy's dark eyes, as if he was extremely uncomfortable. Finally he couldn't help but burst out all his grievances and said coldly to him, !"
Ning Bai's heart seemed to have been severely hit by a blunt weapon, and his face turned pale.
During this period of time, the boy seemed to be indifferent and indifferent. He didn't seem to take everything to heart. He even occasionally snarled at him with claws and claws... Sometimes Ning Bai would think, maybe because he thinks too much. Now, the boy is actually not that fragile, he won't do stupid things... I don't need to worry like this.
But now looking at the boy's eyes and looking at the sadness inside, he suddenly realized that it was not like this.
Actually he was sad.
I just don’t want to be discovered by others, I don’t want to show weakness in front of myself, I don’t want people to know that he is pitiful...
So it doesn't matter if you try hard.
Pretend not to care.
But now he can't do it anymore.
Ning Bai's Adam's apple rolled, he lowered his eyes, and said dumbly "You are injured, I just want to help you deal with it."
Lin Ziran lost the string when he was in the worst mood, didn't want to pay attention to Ning Bai at all, got up and left "Don't worry about it!"
However, after walking a few steps, he was suddenly hugged by someone. Lin Ziran struggled a few times and couldn't break away. Ning Bai was hugged to the side of the car!
The man's movements were gentle but strong. He gently placed Lin Ziran on the back seat, then took out the first aid kit from the trunk, knelt in front of him on one knee, took up his calf, and whispered "Don't move." "
Lin Ziran? Are you an unexplored prophet? Did you count me wrestling? Does the car even have a first aid kit? !
He looked at the man who was kneeling in front of him, suddenly a little confused.
Seeing Ning Bai's persistent attitude, he won't let go if he doesn't deal with it to himself. He can't fight and doesn't want to fight with Ning Bai. After all, it's not really a deep hatred, it's like he can't let go...so He didn't say anything, and acquiesced to Ning Bai to help him deal with the wound, while thinking about how to persuade Ning Bai to let him go.
Ning Bai gently supported the boy's calf. There were a lot of small stones on the road just now, and the boy's knee was bloody and bloody, and there was a look of pity in his eyes. How could he be so careless...
He would not take care of himself at all.
He took out the alcohol cotton ball, raised his eyes and said to Lin Ziran, "It hurts a bit, you bear it."
Lin Ziran pursed his lips and said nothing.
He doesn't feel pain, he just thinks Ning Bai is so strange...
The contours of the man's face appear softer in the night. The gentle look in his eyes is probably because he didn't have a good rest. There are faint red blood in his eyes, and his beautiful face is covered with a faint sadness. , Seemed a little fragile and embarrassed, made myself feel embarrassed and kicked over...
After all, he also eats soft but not hard.
Ning Bai felt that the boy was not moving anymore, and began to carefully treat the wound on his knee. The man lowered his head, and the whole figure seemed to be trapped in a mist. His movements were religious and focused.
Lin Ziran couldn't help being a little curious.
Lin Ziran is so strange that he is like this, as if he really loves me, but why does he love me?
How do I know the system?
Lin Ziran...Although she didn't expect the system to answer the question, she was still a little depressed when she heard this...
Lin Ziran felt that he might be thinking too much. After all, ten days ago, Ning Bai vowed to say that he did not love him. Even if he rode on the rocket, he would not fall in love with him, right?
It's so simple to fall in love, Lin Ziran has to doubt love...
He felt that Ning Bai might still think he liked him, maybe he thought what he said before was angry! Today, I must make this clear to Ning Bai!
In ten minutes, Lin Ziran's wound on his knee was treated.
Ning Bai raised his head, his eyes were gentle, "I will send you back."
Lin Ziran didn't move. He just looked at him condescendingly, with the corner of his lips twitched, and said mockingly, "Don't you think how much I really like you?"
Ning Bai moved for a while.
Lin Ziran lowered his head, approached him, and said seriously "I don't love you at all."
Ning Bai looked at the boy's eyes. Those eyes were so cold and determined... His heart seemed to have been severed again. He closed his eyes and whispered, "I always knew."
Lin Ziran was shocked, suddenly a little nervous, he always knew? What do you mean, did he see through me long ago!
System...what, do you think your acting skills are good?
Lin Ziran...
The system or do you think your previous pursuit method looks a lot like true love?
Lin Ziran...
Ning Bai lowered his eyes.
Actually you don't say.
I also know.
Perhaps the enthusiasm, enthusiasm, focus, and seriousness in your eyes at the beginning made me confused for a moment, and made me suspect that you really like me, as if I were the only important person in your eyes, but it was just one after all. A momentary illusion... You are like a foolish child. You will say you like me and love me, but there is never love in your eyes. I later understood this.
Sometimes you will deliberately annoy me, do things I don't like you, and look at me aggressively...
You pursue me for no reason, just because you want to do that, want to spend your life in a ridiculous and rebellious way...
You may have liked me.
But you don't understand what love is.
So when you learn about your life experience, you can say that you don't like it or you don't like it. If you let it go, put it clean and thorough. Pursuing me is more like your game.
But even though I know all these things, I still fall into it involuntarily...
You let me understand that all my self-righteous persistence is a joke.
Ning Bai's eyes drooped slightly, and he chuckled, "It's okay, I don't need you to love me."
Lin Ziran suspiciously said, "Really?"
Ning Bai looked at him dozingly and nodded, "Really."
Lin Ziran "Then you don't follow me."
This time Ning Bai did not agree.
He looked at the boy a little sad and complicated.
Lin Ziran jumped out of the car, turned around, and walked a few steps and turned around, and found that Ning Bai was still looking at him where he was. He was finally annoyed and stared at Ning Bai impatiently, "Why are you still not? It's annoying to walk zhen039de! Don't follow me anymore! Die with me to show you!"
Ning Bai wanted to quit the game.
Unexpectedly, as soon as this sentence came out, Ning Bai, who had always restrained his expression before, suddenly paled with a sad look, and his body shook slightly.
Lin Ziran "..."
It's fucking like he's bullying Ning Bai.
Ning Bai fixedly looked at him for a long time, and finally spoke, with a low voice, with a hint of pleading, "I don't need to follow you, but can you promise me and take care of yourself?"
Lin Ziran was overjoyed, did he finally move Ning Bai?
He nodded and said "Yes."
Ning Bai took a deep look at him, then turned around cleanly and left, but his back was a little lonely.
…………………
When Lin Ziran got up the next day, he finally couldn't see the familiar black car.
The world is quiet!
That's great!
Ning Bai is finally not here!
Lin Ziran was very happy. It seemed that his frank conversation yesterday moved Ning Bai. He knew that he didn't like him at all and he would definitely not come. Who wouldn't want to show his face? After all, he didn't owe himself anything. Although Lu Xiaodong was indeed pitiful, he had nothing to do with Ning Bai. It was actually the fault of the scumbag.
In short, you and my well do not offend the river, and it's fine if you have nothing to do with each other.
Lin Ziran now lives in the dormitory, eats at the roadside stall, and occasionally goes to the Internet bar to go to the restaurant, and his life is very chic.
Xia Hang was the same as usual. One day he stayed in the dormitory on the weekend, and suddenly asked Lin Ziran strangely, "Why isn't your brother coming?"
Lin Ziran calmly lied, "He is on a business trip."
Xia Hang nodded, "Oh."
A few more days passed.
Lin Ziran was walking boringly with the system this day.
Lin Ziran, am I coming into this world for almost two months?
The system is.
Lin Ziran stroked his chin, should he be ready to quit the game, but he hasn't figured out how to die...
Jiang Xuan has not come recently, which surprised Lin Ziran.
At first, he was quite afraid of Jiang Xuan's entanglement. After all, he has a fierce personality. In case he refuses more often, he will be guilty and annoying for himself.
Who knows that Jiang Xuan can't figure it out, it's a good thing, a good thing, really don't like him much!
Lin Ziran Fortunately, Ning Bai will not come, otherwise he will follow me every day, I still can't let go. Although he had already decided to let himself go, he was still Lu Xiaodong in the eyes of others, and Lin Ziran didn't want to make a fortune at this time.
He came to the system.
Lin Ziran? ? ?
The system is there every day.
Lin Ziran was shocked that I didn't see it!
The system he drives in a different car every day, today is the white one 100 meters in front of you.
Lin Ziran... why didn't you tell me.
You didn't ask me about the system.
Lin Ziran...
Ah ah ah Lin Ziran is going crazy, hasn't he done anything that he shouldn't have done recently? This stalker is terrible!
Lin Ziran couldn't stand it anymore, he rushed directly to the car and slapped the window fiercely!
After a long time, the car door still opened.
Ning Bai's expression was very embarrassed. He didn't seem to want to be discovered, looking at Lin Ziran, he was speechless.
Lin Ziran is very angry, oh, you know that you are embarrassed?
You can be a criminal with a high IQ at your level, you know!
Lin Ziran pointed at him with trembling fingers, "You just can't leave, do you?"
Ning Bai was silent "I'm sorry."
The boy was so angry last time that he even said dead words. This made Ning Bai feel uneasy. He didn't dare to be found by the boy. He just wanted to watch silently. When he was sure that there was nothing wrong, he would leave... …
Leave his world and stop to disturb him.
Who knows that being so careful, was still discovered...
Lin Ziran couldn't help but burst into tears, he finally knew the pain of being chased, and he really couldn't bear it.
No wonder I used to squat at the door of his company every day. Ning Bai was so bored and impatient, he didn't want to look at him. Now I think that Ning Bai has a good temper. If he encounters such a rascal, he will kill Matt. He looks like a bastard and harassing each other every day. He pesters him where he goes to work every day, and can't drive him away... If he meets such a gangster, he must have been yelling! So when I was so annoying, how did I catch up with Ning Bai...
Brother, you are actually taking revenge on me, right?
To return to the other body?
and many more……
Lin Ziran seemed to be inspired! How did Ning Bai toss himself so that he could not wait to leave immediately?
Hahahaha, Feng Shui turns around, you can't think of today!
I am the best at learning and using!
If you can't drive you away, then you can't bear to leave by yourself? Don’t say anything else, but after a period of pursuit, he still understands Ning Bai’s preferences and habits, so I can be too good at making you upset!
I didn't force you to do anything. If you can't do it, then leave by yourself.
Isn't this what you did against me? If you use my tricks against me, I will use your tricks against you!
Lin Ziran looked up and down at Ning Bai, raised an eyebrow and smiled, "So you want to follow me?"
Ning Bai was silent for a moment and nodded.
Lin Ziran said, "It's not impossible, but I don't like you following me like this. You can show up in front of me in the future, but you will never be sneaky anymore!"
Ning Bai looked at Lin Ziran incredulously.
Lin Ziran stared at him, "If you follow me secretly, don't blame me for being impolite."
Ning Bai nodded seriously, and there seemed to be a faint light flashing in the gloomy and silent eyes.
Lin Ziran looked away, "You come with me. Xia Hang has asked you several times recently. Please invite us out for dinner!"
Ning Bai smiled and said, "Okay."
After half an hour, three people sat in KFC.
Lin Ziran crossed his legs and looked at Ning Bai with a smile. He must report to him. He still remembers the family bucket that was robbed at that time! This bastard obviously didn't eat it himself, just to make things difficult for him to take away his family bucket. He has never forgotten this hatred! Today I want to watch you eat and see if you eat enough! In order to solve the hatred in my heart.
Lin Ziran put a pail of the whole family in front of Ning Bai, and he gave Ning Bai a thick layer of super spicy chili powder that he had brought from outside, and gently said, "Eat, it's all you The one you like the most, be sure to finish it."
Ning Bai "...good."
He looked at the provocative look in the boy's eyes, and it was clear that he was the thing he disliked the most in front of him, but his heart was soft for a moment. As long as the child was willing to make things difficult for him, he could still do things vigorously... He felt that it was possible to do so. well……
Xia Hang looked at the family bucket in front of Ning Bai, looked at the thick red layer on it, and took a breath. For someone like him, he can't help but be intimidated at the moment. Big Brother Ning looks like a decent person. People, didn’t expect the hobbies to be so...down to earth, really unexpected and unexpected...
Ning Bai cherishes the time sitting with the boy like this.
Reached out and took a chicken wing up, fixed a glance, lowered his eyelashes and bit down.
Tears burst out before eating one.
The man's face is extremely delicate and beautiful, with slender eyelashes. At this moment, there is a layer of water mist on the pale amber eyes, and the pale lips are red because of the spicy. The clean and slender fingertips are now greasy and greasy, slowly biting...
Xia Hang "..."
He thinks that Big Brother Ning may be the kind of Ye Gonghao dragon type who is not good at eating spicy food, but he loves to die but wants to eat it. This kind of person is really too difficult. If he loves to die but can’t eat it, he can only touch it occasionally. Swallowing with tears, this is probably the legendary pain and happiness...
Xia Hang thoughtfully took a glass of ice-cola and pushed it over, saying, "Big Brother Ning, drink some water before eating."
Lin Ziran quickly took it with his eyes and hands, and smiled, "If you don't know him, he likes to eat dry."
Xia Hang looked at Ning Bai, very puzzled.
really?
Is it so oily and spicy?
Does anyone like to torture themselves like this?
Ning Bai's eyelashes trembled, his voice was slightly hoarse, and said, "Yes, I like dry food."
Xia Hang...Well, everyone has love and can't force it.
Lin Ziran ate this meal very quickly. He didn't rush to leave after eating. He just sat there playing on the phone and looked up at Ning Bai to eat from time to time.
Looking at Ning Bai like this, it must be unbearable.
Haha, I can't bear it, just leave, I didn't force you at all~
Xia Hang feels a little bit painful, but Brother Ning likes that he can’t say anything. Really, sometimes, don’t force it...
Why bother yourself?
Ning Bai really didn't drink a sip of water. He slowly finished eating one bite at a time, and finally took the last piece. He raised his head and showed an apologetic smile to Lin Ziran, gentle, but his voice was a little hoarse. waited."
Lin Ziran was a little surprised, this picky ghost really finished eating?
Ning Bai stood up and said with a calm expression, "I'm going to the bathroom."
Lin Ziran "Oh."
Ning Bai walked steadily to the bathroom, closed the door, and suddenly bent over and vomited all of it. He vomited for a long time, and the bile was about to be vomited. A look of pain appeared on his face, his face turned pale, and he was vicious. After gargle for a long time, made sure there was no smell before coming back.
Lin Ziran looked at him angrily, "I fell off the toilet."
Xia Hang pulled him, whispered, "Wait later, it's okay..."
Ning Bai seemed embarrassed, and smiled softly, "I will send you back."
Ning Bai looked normal along the way, and his expression was calm. Except for a little red and swollen lips, there was nothing else. Lin Ziran felt that he had guessed wrong... before Ning Bai was clearly not spicy at all. But it's okay that he has eaten everything today...
Can he really not eat spicy food?
Anyway, I failed today!
Lin Ziran returned to the bedroom with a cold face, and tomorrow had to think of a new way to make things difficult for Ning Bai.
………………
Sure enough, Ning Bai did what he said, and did not follow him anymore. Every time he came, he would send messages to Lin Ziran and tell him where to wait for him.
Lin Ziran went out to play games that day. When he came back, he met Ning Bai who was waiting for him at the school gate. He was about to buy himself a cup of milk tea. Suddenly, his eyes moved and he took Ning Bai to the milk tea shop.
Lin Ziran "Two cups of bubble tea, one cup is super sweet."
In order to make the milk tea sweeter, Lin Ziran specially asked the clerk to add a few spoonfuls of sugar. He handed the milk tea to Ning Bai and smiled, "Please drink it."
The clerk was very impressed. It was the first time he saw such a sweetheart, and he was an ascetic elite who was very cold at first sight. He was really not good-looking!
Looking at the sly smile in the boy's eyes, Ning Bai directly reached out to take the milk tea, and said softly, "Thank you."
Lin Ziran "..." suspected that he was going to miscalculate again.
Ning Bai still drank very slowly, but he really drank it again!
Lin Ziran was convinced.
This kind of milk tea is full of saccharin, and people like him who love sweets can't hold it.
Does Ning Bai really feel sick?
You are still more ruthless!
Lin Ziran thought about it, that's the way he can actually make things difficult for Ning Bai...
If Ning Bai ate and drank everything, it would be meaningless to make things difficult.
As for buying breakfast and late night, Lin Ziran felt unnecessary.
One is that he doesn't like to get up early for breakfast, and the other is Ning Bai's previous tracking effort. It is not difficult to ask him to do something like this. Maybe he still enjoys it...
He clearly made things more difficult for him, but Ning Bai accepted it completely without any complaints!
"I told you to be in front, even if you are like this, I won't like you! It's useless if you are good to me..." Lin Ziran kicked the stone beside his feet as he walked, and gave him an angry look. .
Ning Bai looked at the boy, suddenly laughed low, and looked at him sideways, "Will I be your brother?"
Lin Ziran? ? ?
Ning Bai said these words, as if he finally understood what he should and shouldn't.
He finally understood what kind of identity he should use to guard the boy.
He just wanted to give him what he wanted.
Instead of imposing your feelings on him.
Ning Bai's eyes were gentle. Although his eyes were pale, they were tender and silky inside, so they didn't look cold at all. He looked down and smiled, "I left home when I was very young and was adopted by others. My adoptive parents treated me very much. Well, they adopted me because they were unable to have children... But in fact, I always wanted to have a younger brother. I think if I have a younger brother, it would be very happy to take care of him and protect him. So when I When I learned that I really had a younger brother, I was actually very happy..."
The brother of Lin Ziran who has been in bed?
Ning Bai looked at him apologetically and said, "Although our relationship was a little inappropriate before, it's all gone. I love you because you are like my relatives, the kind of relatives I have longed for for a long time."
He doesn't expect the boy to love him.
I don't expect my love to be affirmed.
I know what you want most and what you lack most. You want to love you and protect your family.
What they could not do, I want to do it.
Be with you as a relative.
will make up for all the things that were lacking in the previous 20 years, and use another identity to protect you.
Lin Ziran frowned and looked at Ning Bai, as if to analyze whether what he said was true or false.
But after a long time couldn't understand it.
Although he sensibly felt that what Ning Bai said was nothing but Ning Bai's abnormal attitude, it is impossible to really love himself, right? Is it possible that you really want to have a brother? It's ridiculous...
Ning Bai saw Lin Ziran's doubts, but did not press on every step of the way, but looked at him with a smile and said, "What you don't know is, in fact, I am really, very lucky to meet you."
I used to think that I was scared, scared, scared to face the wounds of the past.
Fear of going back to the dark past.
What I thought of letting go was actually just an escape.
Until I know your existence...
You let me know that I can still fall in love with someone, let me know, don’t be afraid to face the past.
Ning Bai looked at him seriously, with a hint of pleading in his eyes, "Can I stay by your side as your brother?"
Lin Ziran was silent for a long time, and said coldly, "Whatever you want."
Anyway, I'm leaving, so what do I care about with an nc? Waste your time.
………………
Lin Ziran found that ever since he wanted to drive, he didn’t feel that Ning Bai was too annoying. Moreover, Ning Bai was very good at observing words and behaviors, and knew how to keep his distance. He would not follow him all the time, only come to school occasionally and never interfere. His life, so as long as you don't take it to heart, treat him as a transparent person.
The weather has been good recently.
Lin Ziran sucked milk tea and walked on the tree-lined path. Ning Bai followed him half a step behind him, looking at his profile with gentle expression.
The boy looks much better lately. He eats, eats, sleeps and sleeps every day, but he feels relieved. Maybe he thought more before. The boy is more brave and stronger than he thought, so he doesn’t need to worry about himself... if so. If you don’t have to come here often, he will walk out slowly with friends like Xia Hang. If you want to be long, you should keep a certain distance from him, otherwise it will only be annoying. .
As for that kind of family, don't worry, you just need to be yourself, and I will take care of the rest.
There was a slight smile on Ning Bai's lips, and he suddenly said, "Wait."
Lin Ziran was startled.
I saw Ning Bai kneeling next to him, reaching out his hand and starting to tie his shoelaces, with a faint voice, "Your shoelaces are loose."
Lin Ziran was used to Ning Bai's thoughtfulness, he continued to drink milk tea, thinking about other things indifferently.
Feng Wan went to Ning Bai’s office to wait for him every day, but he was stopped by Xue Ze every time. Xue Ze stopped dripping water and did not give her any clues to Ning Bai. Obviously, he was instructed by Ning Bai. This made Feng Wan very much. sad……
She finally found her son who had been lost for 20 years, but his son refused to see her at all. Why? Doesn't he miss himself at all? why……
Feng Wan shed tears every day, but not seeing Ning Bai made her very painful.
Then she finally remembered in the gap that she still had another ‘son’, and heard that she had no money to go back to school and live on campus. Feng Wan was so disappointed that he could not save Ning Bai, so she wanted to see Lu Xiaodong...
Who knew that as soon as he came, he saw Lu Xiaodong standing there casually drinking milk tea, with a look of impatience and casualness, while Ning Bai knelt at his feet and laced his shoes.
Ning Bai looked at the boy with such gentle eyes, this look... Feng Wan had never seen him before.
The warm yellow light of the evening enveloped the two people together, like a beautiful picture, affectionate man and careless boy.
At this moment, a ridiculous thought suddenly appeared in Feng Wan's heart-Ning Bai loved Lu Xiaodong.
This is a woman's instinct.
Her instincts are always accurate.
This can explain why Ning Bai cared about Lu Xiaodong so much. If it was just an ordinary friend who accused her of Lu Xiaodong several times, it turns out that he refused to come back because of Lu Xiaodong!
She finally understood!
The child Lu Xiaodong has always been ignorant and rebellious. He must be jealous and envied that Ning Bai is his own child, so he didn't let Ning Bai go home, just to avenge himself!
Feng Wan was extremely angry.
Give him food and clothes so that he can grow up without any worries. Did he repay him like this? You came to me to collect debts, right! I'm not thin to you, but you won't let my biological son go home. I shouldn't have adopted you at all!
It's all your fault, all you...Ning Bai didn't want to come back!
You debt collector who will take revenge!
Feng Wan strode over and shouted sharply, "Who allowed you to be with Ning Bai!"
Lin Ziran was in a daze.
Before he could react, Feng Wan had already arrived in front of him, her eyes were red with hatred, and she raised her hand at Lin Ziran without hesitation and was about to fight!
But her hand could not fall, her wrist was firmly pinched!
Ning Bai's eyes were extremely cold, and there was no warmth in his voice, "What are you going to do?"