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Chapter 54:
Ruan Juju closed the window with a shriek.
She told herself that she couldn't repeat the same mistakes and couldn't be soft-hearted. Cheng Jun is not a child, he will naturally go back when the snow falls, so she doesn't need to worry about it.
Ruan Juju changed his clothes and cooked as if he hadn't seen it.
The snow outside is heavier.
This is probably the biggest snowfall of the new year. The gray sky is covered with an orange halo, and the whole world is buried in a white ocean. The glass window was covered with a layer of fog, and there were some situations where couldn't see outside the window. Ruan Juju hesitated, walked to the window, and drew his hand randomly.
The blurry scenery suddenly became clear. Looking down from the glass window, she almost didn't find Cheng Jun at a glance.
He was still sitting on the steps, motionless for such a long time, covered with a layer of snow, as if to merge with the heavy snow.
"Tsk..."
Ruan Juju frowned in annoyance.
Is he crazy?
She circled the room aimlessly a few times, but finally, she still couldn't get her heart cruel.
I don't know when the snow will fall. If Cheng Jun really sat all night, I'm afraid he will have a high fever. He never cherished his body, as if the physical torture and pain had nothing to do with him.
Ruan Juju put on his coat, poured a bottle of hot water and screwed it up, and walked downstairs quickly.
Cheng Jun is still sitting on the steps, like a stone. With his absent-mindedness, it is a good thing to be able to wear a down jacket without Ruan Juju reminding him.
Ruan Juju walked behind Cheng Jun and called his name: "...Cheng Jun."
"..."
He raised his head, and the snow on his body fell to the ground. His complexion was much paler than usual, his lips were so pale that he was barely clear, and his eyelashes were frosted. A pair of lifeless eyes looked at Ruan Juju, finally getting a little more angry.
"Are you crazy? Why don't you go home with such a heavy snow?"
There was a long silence.
He said with a dumb voice, "No home."
His words were too sorrow, like a soft thorn stuck in Ruan Juju's heart. For a while, she could not speak.
Ruan Juju took a deep breath and let out a long sigh.
She squatted next to Cheng Jun, helping him pat the snow off her body, and stuffed the warm thermos in Cheng Jun's arms. When she touched Cheng Jun's finger, it was as cold as a block of ice, which made her frown.
Cheng Jun didn't speak the whole time, just watched Ruan Juju's movements intently. When Ruan Juju's gaze turned to him, he dropped his head as if he was afraid of getting Ruan Juju bored.
"Go find a hotel to sleep."
Ruan Juju stood up straight: "After sleeping, the nearest plane flew back, and never come again."
Cheng Jun did not respond to her words for a long time.
He asked: "Is it because of me."
"what?"
What Ruan Juju didn't know was that Cheng Jun came earlier than she expected. He found her according to the address, but saw Ruan Juju cut her short hair, as if she had made a determination to break with the past.
His footsteps stopped in place, and he could not move forward until Ruan Juju disappeared on the corner of the street.
"I hate such stalkers."
Therefore, in order to avoid him, would rather spend mind running to another city with a new hairstyle, just to get out of touch with him.
"..." Ruan Juju didn't know how to continue, so he had to avoid the topic, "You go back soon, it's not easy to take a taxi when it gets dark. I'll leave."
She turned around.
At this moment, one hand grabbed Ruan Juju's clothes corner and blocked her way. His strength is not heavy, as long as he pulls slightly harder, he can break free.
"Can't repeat the trick."
Saying "Don't go", Ruan Juju can no longer relent.
"I like you."
"..."
The sudden confession made Ruan Juju stunned.
The man sat on the steps, frozen to stiffness, and his breath instantly condensed into white mist. He stubbornly and pitifully tugged Ruan Juju's clothes. It seemed like confession, it was begging, hope Ruan Juju can give him a little tenderness.
There was a dead silence between the two, only the howling of the wind continued.
"You go back."
Her tone suddenly became indifferent: "Don't come again."
Ruan Juju pulled his hand away and walked straight towards the building without emotion. She thinks she must be colder, so that Cheng Jun will not have hope in her.
Those who refused so simply, like Cheng Jun's emotionally shrunken, afraid of being hurt, must no longer have entangled thoughts.
At this moment, Ruan Juju heard the sound of a water bottle rolling to the ground.
Before she could turn her head back, a strong force held her body tightly. He hugged her tightly from behind, as if he was afraid that Ruan Chuchu would run away, without any thought of letting go. Ruan Juju was taken aback. She slammed into Cheng Jun's arms and couldn't move. The whole person was dumbfounded.
Such behavior is nothing like Cheng Jun.
"you……"
"Please."
His attitude was low and low, and his tone was weak and pitiful. If Tu Nan and the others ran into Cheng Jun's pleading appearance, he would be scared to death.
It is difficult for Ruan Juju to scold him cruelly. She only felt that Cheng Jun's skin was very hot, like a stove, so hot that it was a little abnormal.
Does he have a fever?
Before Ruan Juju had time to ask Cheng Jun, he let go of his hand and fell to the ground unconsciously. Ruan Juju was frightened by the appearance of him hitting heavily in the snow.
"Cheng Jun!"
Cheng Jun had a high fever and was taken to the hospital by 120 Emergency.
Ruan Juju was anxious, but fortunately he was sure that Cheng Jun was fine. It was just that he had a fever and had not eaten for a long time, and his emotions were ups and downs that made him faint like this.
Sitting on the edge of the hospital bed, Ruan Juju sighed and didn't know what to say.
"How did you live until now? Such a big person can't take care of themselves."
Cheng Jun hangs the bottle, but hasn't woke up yet.
His forehead was hot, the fever hadn't subsided, and his mouth was muttering nonsense. Ruan Juju couldn't hear it until he got closer, he kept chanting don't go, even his hands were flopping weakly.
Ruan Juju was afraid that the needle on the back of her hand would be stabbed into another blood vessel by him. She grabbed Cheng Jun's hand for infusion.
Fingertips touched, Cheng Jun was faster than her, and slammed her hand, holding on tightly as if being bitten by a bastard.
It was like a sudden pause, he stopped talking nonsense, but the hand never meant to let go.
"..."
Ruan Juju couldn't laugh or cry: "I really owed you in my previous life." Only then did she come over to pay off the debt.
Ruan Juju's hands are gentle and small, weak and boneless. Cheng Jun's hands are wide and strong, covering her hands and holding the back of her hands. The palm of his hand was a little hot, Ruan Juju's heart trembled, and he secretly slandered Cheng Jun, who was really unconsciously taking advantage.
She sat on the edge of the hospital bed, looking at Cheng Jun's appearance.
I don't know if it's an illusion. haven't seen him for a few days. Cheng Jun seems to be a little thinner and haggard.
Ruan Juju sighed again.
She couldn't see the poor and pitiful appearance of others the most. How could Cheng Jun continue to refuse it cruelly.
...
After Cheng Jun woke up, he never meant to let go, making the nurse who came to change the infusion bottle to be envious and funny.
Ruan Juju blushed with a thin face and awkwardly, let Cheng Jun let go, Cheng Jun began to play stupid.
"...Blood is bleeding out!"
Cheng Jun had to let go of his hand after getting a hammer.
Next, where Ruan Juju goes, his eyes follow wherever he goes. If Ruan Juju were to go out to get medicine, Cheng Jun would definitely follow him with the infusion bottle, as if he was afraid that she would run away.
Ruan Juju feels stressed.
She peeled an apple to Cheng Jun, and Cheng Jun looked intently. People who didn't know thought they were watching a movie or something.
"I'll buy you food."
"Don't go." He subconsciously grabbed her wrist again.
Ruan Juju: "...you have to eat."
Cheng Jun answered her with silent eyes.
Ruan Juju has no other choice but to buy hospital meals and ask the nurse to bring them. Cheng Jun has been staring at her for a long time, making Ruan Juju feel uncomfortable. If she wasn't still sick, Ruan Juju really wanted to slap her up.
After eating, Ruan Juju was about to get up and Cheng Jun immediately followed.
"I'm going to the toilet."
"I'll follow you."
Ruan Juju glared: "Sit down!!!"
While Cheng Jun was in a coma with a high fever, Ruan Juju sent a message to Tu Nan. Fortunately, there is a record of Tu Nan's telephone number, so that she won't catch her blind. She reported the coordinates and waited for Tu Nan to come and lead someone.
When Tu Nan came, Cheng Jun fell asleep and Ruan Juju came out of the ward quietly. When he saw Tu Nan, Tu Nan had tears in his eyes. People who didn't know thought it was something.
"sister in law……"
Ruan Juju: "?" Isn't it just that I haven't seen him for a few days, Tu Nan has such a deep affection for her? How come you have experienced parting from life and death?
She didn't know that she had died in Tu Nan's heart.
"You take good care of Cheng Jun."
"Sister-in-law, where are you going?"
"Don't come to me anymore, and don't call me sister-in-law."
Ruan Juju is in a state of confusion.
Seeing Cheng Jun like this, how could she not feel uncomfortable in her heart. But she must actively and resolutely cut off Cheng Jun's last thoughts, so that he should stop thinking about her, time will take away everything.
"No, you can't go." Tu Nan was anxious, "Boss... he hasn't eaten or sleep for a few days. If this continues, life will be lost."
"He just can't think about it for a while, and it will be fine after a while. He will naturally eat when he is hungry, and fall asleep when he is sleepy, and his body will help him adjust." Ruan Juju looked away, "It's all grown-ups, who will leave whoever? There are still people who can't survive."
"The boss will."
"..."
Ruan Juju couldn't find a reason to refute for a while.
The author has something to say: Tu Nan finally did his personal affairs╮(╯▽╰)╭