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Chapter 19 Hello, Junior Brother
Secret love means that the person you like stays where you are, and you have to work hard to walk across the mountains and rivers to him, you have to do all the thorny and stupid things all the way, and finally you have to send your love before he doesn't turn around and go elsewhere.
The ending is nothing more than "a sad end" or "finally married". Regardless of the ending, you should understand at the beginning of deciding to have a "secret love"-it will not be completely sweet, let alone completely bitter; likes are your own, and thousands of waters and mountains are yours.
After the "Rain Stop Festival" ended, the days returned to surface calm. I say "surface" because my heart is more restless. But can't blame me.
Could anyone be indifferent just because Yan Kongshan turned yellow to him?
nonexistent.
In this restless mood, I discovered something that made me more anxious-Yan Kongshan was preparing to recruit new employees.
He asked Wen Ying to print out the recruitment information and put it in front of the store. He requested that he should be able to arrive immediately. Other than that, there were no special restrictions and he did not notify me.
Although I was just a small migrant worker who came to help temporarily, and I couldn't change anything without telling me, when I suddenly saw the recruitment information, I still felt a kind of unspeakable loss in my heart.
A loss of "I am not very special".
The Weather Bookstore originally had another clerk besides Wen Ying, but another person resigned at the beginning of July. The store was short of staff for a while, and Yan Kongshan was too busy to take care of the children.
Because of this, when I said I wanted to help in the store, Yan Kongshan agreed so easily. My appearance can also be said to solve their urgent need.
Although it is impossible for me to help in the store all the time, although I will start school in September, there is still one month left in the summer vacation. Is it a bit early to recruit people?
Furthermore, the new recruits are recruited, should I take the initiative to abdicate and let the virtuous?
Why do you think that the newcomers are here to replace me? Does Yan Kongshan think that I am lazy enough to do things?
I dare not ask directly. The anxiety of being replaced, the hesitation of losing the goal, one thing became a heart disease after holding it in my heart for a long time, and I started to lose my mind at every turn.
"Mianmian, you lose again."
I recovered, the two-person racing competition on the TV screen was over. The villain under my control reached the finish line behind Yan Wanqiu. Compared with the cheers of the villain on her side, he just waved to the audience with a reserved hand.
Tonight I played "Mario Kart" with Yan Wanqiu and I have not won the game, and even my losses will cast a shadow on this game.
"I am in a bad condition today." I put down the handle, trying to help myself, "I don't feel it."
Yan Wanqiu glanced at the wall clock on the wall and said, "Then we will continue tomorrow. I will go to bed first, and you should go to bed earlier. Good night, Cotton."
Since the "Stop Rain Festival", she somehow started calling me "Mianmian" instead of "Big Brother". Although it feels weird to be called by a loli by a nickname, but after another thought, Yan Kongshan and I are in the same generation, which is not bad, so I did not correct her.
"Ah Shan, I'm going to sleep!" Yan Wanqiu didn't wear a prosthesis and couldn't stand up, so he knelt on the ground and opened his arms to Yan Kongshan.
Yan Kongshan sorts out the expired food in the refrigerator. donβt know if itβs the relationship of a single man with a baby. His refrigerator is filled with all kinds of frozen food that can be eaten with simple heating, dumplings, glutinous rice balls, custard buns, chicken, beef, and cod fillets. can't finish it.
It may be that he couldn't fit it anymore, feeling bad, he suddenly cleaned up the freezer today.
"It's nine o'clock?" Hearing Yan Wanqiu's call, Yan Kongshan wiped his hands and walked towards here with a trace of cold air from the freezer still remaining on his body.
"It's nine to fifteen." Yan Wanqiu was held to his arm, covered his mouth and yawned, "Mianmian always loses. I played two more games if I wanted him to win, but he still didn't win."
I:"β¦"
My kid, you are a bit unkind.
"Actually, if you don't play, he won't lose." Yan Kongshan managed her daughter well and stopped the little girl for a long time.
"Uh... Failure can sometimes make people learn a lot. If you don't lose, you can't grow!" I suspect that Yan Wanqiu doesn't know what he's talking about. "So sometimes it's good to lose."
The two of them walked away gradually, and I couldn't hear how Yan Kongshan answered her.
The Coke had been drunk unconsciously during the game. I was a little thirsty, so I wanted to get up and go to the kitchen to pour some water.
Across the overdue quick-frozen food littered on the ground, I opened the cupboard and cupboard to find a cup, but I couldn't find it.
The kitchen is a little far from the living room, the air-conditioning is not enough, and there is no window open, which makes it a bit stuffy.
Straighten up your waist, pinch the fabric on your chest with your fingers and quickly lift and put it down, causing the air to form a weak stream of air blowing over your body to counteract the accumulation of sweat.
"Don't they have a cup?"
Shouldn't be.
About to open another drawer, Yan Kongshan's voice came from the kitchen door.
"What are you looking for?"
I was taken aback, and I covered my chest and looked over.
"Find, find the cup."
Yan Kongshan was leaning against the door with his arms around his chest. He walked towards me and opened the drawer that was half pulled by me. He took out a glass from it and gave it to me.
"give."
I took it, thank him, and turned to the table to pour cold water.
Yan Kongshan swept all the expired food on the ground into the trash can, and then bent over to drag the water stains on the ground.
He rolled up his shirt sleeves, his arm muscles were bulging, his collarbone was exposed, his waist looked tough and powerful, and even the housework looked sexy.
I watched him secretly, accidentally choked on drinking water, and suddenly coughed violently in embarrassment.
The cold water slid down the neck into the vest. Today I am wearing a white and green basketball sports suit. The advantage is that it is loose and comfortable, but the disadvantage is that the fabric is thin and transparent. Once wet, the fleshy color underneath is easily revealed.
"Wipe." I coughed my whole face hot, and suddenly a hand appeared in front of me, pinching the tissue and handing it over.
I caught it and coughed for a while, wiped the water on my neck, and then wiped the water on my chest.
When it was almost done, I raised my head to thank Yan Kongshan, only to find that he looked down at me, his head turned yellow.
Comrade, what's the matter with you? Every time I get so yellow, I'm so caught off guard.
But almost the next second I looked at him, he looked away and walked towards the living room, his head slowly turning yellow.
The goal is still restrained, but it's not necessarily a bad thing for me, at least this time I don't have women's clothing.
I used to come at 8 o'clock, play games with Yan Wanqiu for an hour and read a book for another hour, and then leave at 10 o'clock. Now it's less than half past nine, I still have extra time.
"Do you want to play games?" I picked up one of the gamepads on the ground and shook it towards Yan Kongshan.
Yan Kongshan was about to turn off the game console, so he stopped after hearing the words, thought for a while, and then sat cross-legged on the ground.
"come on."
Unexpectedly, he really agreed, so I hurriedly sat down and started choosing characters.
"Two wins in three games, the winner can ask the loser a question."
"Do you still have a gambling game?" He chose characters like me, and his voice was a little slow, saying that he said so, but he did not refuse.
The characters of both sides are selected and the competition begins.
As soon as the countdown ended, I rushed out of the starting line with full firepower.
In fact, I didn't think about what question I wanted to ask, but as long as I thought of getting closer to him and getting to know him better, I couldn't stop being as excited as a chicken blood.
In the first game, Yan Kongshan may be a bit rusty without playing for a long time, and I was far behind.
I won, and I won completely. When the scoreboard jumped out, I happily raised my arms and cheered, thinking that Yan Wanqiu was sleeping, and hurriedly covered my mouth and swallowed the remaining shouts.
"It's okay, Qiuqiu slept very hard, and the soundproofing here is also very good, she can't hear it." He puts his arms behind him, and doesn't seem to care about winning or losing, "You can call..."
Halfway through, he suddenly paused, frowned almost unchecked, and his mood dropped a little.
But soon, he added casually: "You can shout out."
Sometimes I think that people who are curious must not get me this kind of fault, otherwise there will be so many question marks in my heart that people can't sleep.
Fortunately, I am not such a person, and I have learned to ignore some problems properly so that I can "turn a blind eye" when necessary.
By the second game, Yan Kongshan might have recovered his feelings and surpassed me to win the final victory.
I was not reconciled. I became more cautious in the third game, and I was so nervous that my palms sweated during the operation.
But sometimes the more nervous the worse, the character I operated repeatedly caught the trap thrown by Yan Kongshan, the car overturned and slipped, and in the end, even after desperately chasing, he still regretted losing the game.
I held the handle and stared at the screen blankly, a touch of desolation rose in my heart.
This kind of rush from heaven to hell, this kind of unwillingness from prosperity to decline, it is difficult for people who don't experience it.
Yan Kongshan had to fire a fire on the side, saying: "Concession."
I held the gamepad tightly, endured and endured, but I could only admit that I was inferior to others.
"Well, what do you want to know?" I bowed my head in despair.
In fact, Yan Kongshan didn't want to know anything. The questions asked were very uninteresting and full of perfunctory meaning.
"What major did you apply for in university?"
This game makes sense for me to win! Why is the desire to win so strong at this time? I have lost all night, so what if you let me win once?
I muttered silently inside, and answered honestly: "Diplomacy."
At that time, I didn't have a clear goal. I was just so mediocre and didn't interested in anything. I thought that if I had a job that could perfectly use my strengths, I applied for the School of International Relations of Hongshi University. This is the only university in Hongshi that has a department of diplomacy.
Yan Kongshan's original relaxed expression suddenly changed, and said in surprise: "Hongda?"
Seeing his subtle expression and not knowing what happened, I nodded hesitantly and said, "...Yes."
I thought I didn't do anything to make people laugh, but Yan Kongshan laughed lightly.
"What's the matter?" I was a little dumbfounded by his smile, very confused.
Yan Kongshan's lips smiled deeper, and he leaned back slightly and greeted me cheerfully: "Hello, junior."
"..."
My lips stiffened: "...Huh?"
Fate is sometimes so elusive.
Who would have thought that Yan Kongshan was actually a senior in my school and major?