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Chapter 104 Nightmare of Human reality Film
"Why did du Yan leave first?" Shi an's bewildered voice came over.
"he said to go to the canteen first and make room for us." Zhang Yi came to his senses and got out of bed directly. Without looking back at the direction of Shi an, he hurried into the bathroom.
As soon as he entered the bathroom, he bowed his head and turned on the faucet, picked up the cold water in his hands and splashed it on his face. Zhang Kui washed his face back and forth with cold water several times before he felt that the mess in his head like a pot of porridge faded away.
At this time, he had time to look up at himself in the mirror, the corners of his eyes were a little red, and his face was a little flustered.
In addition, he found a little trace of black halo under his eyes. Is it because I couldn't sleep well and had dark circles under my eyes because I couldn't sleep over and over again last night?
Zhang Yi didn't care, pulled the towel on one side, washed his face well again, and felt that he couldn't see anything unusual on the surface, so he went out the door.
By the time Zhang Yun and Shi an arrived in the canteen, du Yan had already bought breakfast and found a seat near the door. When he saw Zhang Yan and Shi an coming in through the door, he immediately stood up and waved his position.
When Zhang sat down, du Yan was a little guilty.
Because he knew that Zhang Yun was actually very image-conscious and clean, he painted him a big face this morning.
Although that kind of pen can be washed with a little scrub of water, his ridiculous face was probably seen by Shi an, and don't know if Zhang Yun will be exasperated.
Zhang Yun seldom gets angry, and once he gets angry, he doesn't show any obvious signs. He usually sulks, and people who don't know him can't even see it. But if he is really angry, it will be troublesome.
Du Yan thought Zhang must be angry, because the little old man didn't mention anything about the morning, but sat there eating breakfast.
The more du Yan thought about it, the more guilty he became, and he dared not look straight at Zhang Kui. He only dared to secretly use the corner of his eyes to catch a glimpse of Zhang Kui. Every time Zhang Kui's eyes came over, he quickly moved his eyes away. In short, his eyes were so erratic that he dared not look at him at all.
In short, the atmosphere of breakfast was very strange. Zhang Yan was not a talkative character. Shi an did not know what he was in a daze. Du Yan, the most active, dared not speak because he was guilty.
Sitting together, the three men looked more rusty than their new roommates, who had just known each other for a long time.
When he came out of the canteen after dinner, du Yan felt that he could not go on like this. He had to test and see what kind of anger Zhang Kui was. He pulled a hand at Shi'an, and the two men fell a few steps behind.
Du Yan asked in a low voice, "when you got up this morning, did you think Zhang was any different?"
Shi an recalled it carefully and said, "when I got up, he went into the bathroom to wash." When I came out, I didn't see anything wrong, just as serious as usual. "
Du Yan said, "didn't he kick the foot of my bed or hammer my quilt?"
Shi an looked at du Yan in surprise and said, "even if the sun came out in the west, Zhang wouldn't have done such a behavior!"
Maybe it was because Shi an was too surprised and the voice was a little louder. Zhang Yan looked back directly and asked, "what kind of behavior will I not do?" What are you two talking about me? "
Du Yan immediately put a smile on his face and went forward to put Zhang on the shoulder. "it's nothing, it's nothing." That is to say, you are handsome, even when you get up in the morning, your face is glowing, even if you sleep out of the chicken nest head, you are still so handsome. "
Du Yan said these flattering words not once or twice. I don't know why this time, Zhang Jing felt a little hot in his ears. He turned away and said awkwardly, "Don't talk nonsense."
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Du Yan has been very upset recently because he has offended Zhang Kui.
To tell you the truth, after so many years of acquaintance with Zhang, Zhang seldom gets angry with du Yan. Even if he is angry, as long as du Yan is naughty, Zhang Yan will soon be angry, and the two will be as good as before.
However, the anger of Zhang Yun this time is somewhat unusual. He didn't ignore du Yan, but du Yan just felt that Zhang's attitude was a little different.
Specifically, du Yan felt that Zhang Yun seemed to be estranged and deliberately alienated from him. Things changed after du Yan scribbled on Zhang Kui's face on that day, and for the next period of time, Zhang Jing was strange.
After breakfast that day, du Yan smiled at Zhang Kui and thought the matter had been uncovered. As a result, that night, Zhang suddenly slept with his head to his head, the sound of breathing interfered with each other, and insisted on changing direction to Rest.
As a result, the two changed from head-to-head sleep to foot-to-foot sleep, and the bedtime was cancelled by Zhang on the grounds that it would affect his study the next day.
Du Yan thought that maybe it was because of the graffiti that morning that Zhang was so angry. He also found a special time and sincerely apologized with the chapter, saying that he would never play such a prank again.
However, at that time, Zhang Yi looked at du Yan for a long time with a wonderful look, and finally said, "it's not your problem. You don't have to apologize."
After Zhang Yi still maintained this strange attitude to get along with du Yan, there was no improvement, but it became weirder and weirder.
The most unusual thing is that Zhang Yun one day told du Yan that he should know more friends of the opposite sex. Du Yan even thought on the spot that the man in front of him was a stranger with plastic surgery.
Because Zhang Yan is a very withdrawn person with a strong sense of territory, apart from du Yan and Shi'an, he does not have many close friends.
Although du Yan has many friends, he is only a casual acquaintance considering the character and mood of his best friend Zhang Yi.
As for heterosexual friends and the like, Zhang Yan never forgot to remind du Yan of the disadvantages of puppy love during his three years in junior high school. Although du Yan disagreed, he always subconsciously kept a safe distance from the opposite sex under the influence of osmosis.
Now that he heard such a sentence from Zhang Ying, du Yan asked him bluntly why.
Zhang Yun said directly that it is now a high school, and he believes that du Yan is mature enough to control himself, and that it is good for him to be appropriate and different.
Du Yan thought about it and felt that Zhang's decision had always been reasonable and for his own good. Since Zhang said so, whether it was to calm him down or for any other reason, just listen to him.
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Zhang Yun is also very upset recently because he feels that his best friend who grew up with him seems to have different feelings for himself.
The cause of the matter came from that morning. Du Yan seemed to kiss him secretly when he was on Rest. Although du Yan later explained that it was a prank, his statement was obviously untenable.
After getting up that day, when an was still in the dormitory, he did not show anything strange, and then when he washed in the bathroom, he did not find any marks of a marker on his face.
Combined with du Yan's abnormal performance in the canteen, Zhang can only explain that du Yan made up an excuse because he didn't want to be known by himself.
With du Yan's character, if he knew about the theft of his relatives that morning, he would probably become angry and even break off friends and other consequences.
Zhang could not accept that du Yan had no more contact with him, so he had to pretend not to know for the time being.
Zhang Yun has been very confused all this time. His original life plan is that du Yan and du Yan have always been each other's best friends, can be neighbors all their lives, and will never miss each other's lives at the end of their lives.
Now, however, he finds that du Yan seems to want to go further and develop a more intimate relationship than friends.
What's even more frightening is that he doesn't seem to have the slightest aversion to du Yan's proximity, and even feels that this relationship is more in line with his life plan than being a friend.
Zhang knows that he likes du Yan, not just the kind of friend.
Zhang Jing is a very rational person. When he sensed that his closest friend had different feelings for him, and he felt the same way, he began to think about the future.
He secretly looked up a lot of relevant information, and even went to outside Internet cafes to inquire on the Internet, and found that at least in the domestic environment, it is very difficult for same-sex relationships to be blessed.
If he and du Yan are really together, it may represent the complete collapse of two peaceful and happy families.
He thought of his grandmother, du Yan's grandparents, as well as his parents, du Yan's parents, who could not accept it.
Even if Zhang can put all his eggs in one basket for his feelings, he will not be able to watch du Yan become a traitor because of this incident, and he will never get the blessing of his family.
Zhang Yun was caught in the most difficult choice in his life. His reason and sensibility were sawed back and forth again and again, and there was no one-size-fits-all solution all the time.
The relationship between people of the same sex is very difficult in today's society. when he has not yet come up with the most appropriate way, Zhang can only alienate du Yan for a while and give du Yan more choices.
In more than a decade of companionship, Zhang knew that du Yan was emotional and impulsive, and he had to consider the possibility that du Yan was motivated by the warm blood of adolescence.
Therefore, in order not to let du Yan be confused on the spur of the moment, Zhang advised him to have more contact with the opposite sex.
However, when du Yan accepted his advice and began to socialize too closely with some girls, Zhang found that he could not accept it at all.
Zhang Jie sits in the classroom and seems to be very focused on doing the problem. In fact, his mind was all on the man in the hallway.
Du Yan was in the hallway with his back against the railing, surrounded by several female classmates, talking and laughing, and the atmosphere looked good.
Seeing that du Yan's face was relaxed and comfortable, Zhang only felt that if he really fell into a whirlpool of same-sex feelings, it might be difficult to see such a relaxed smile on his face.
Feeling that he had made the right decision, he reluctantly withdrew his mind from the outside and began to work on the problem.
When Zhang finished a problem and then habitually looked up, he found that du Yan's figure had disappeared in the corridor. He suddenly stood up and went to the hallway to look around, only to find that du Yan was completely out of sight.
Zhang Yun saw that a female classmate who had just chatted with du Yan was still standing in the hallway. She went directly over and asked, "Hello, where is du Yan?"
"Ah, he has gone to dinner."
It was only then that Zhang realized that at the end of class just now, he did refuse du Yan's invitation to have dinner with him, so did he go to dinner with the girls?
He stood in the corridor, looked down, and soon found du Yan's figure. After discovering that it was Shi an who was walking beside him, Zhang was relieved, but he suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.