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Chapter 1-3 Lin Anlan's Memory (Part 2)
He thinks this is the best solution to ensure that both Jiang Xu and Cheng Yu can continue to grow up healthily.
But Cheng Yu obviously didn't think so. Cheng Yu was at a loss for his indifference. He asked him, "Don't you like me?"
Lin Anlan shook his head. He said, "I care more about my friends."
Cheng Yu is very smart, he knew the meaning of this sentence instantly, Jiang Xu didn't like him, Lin Anlan chose to be the same as him.
He asked, "Can't I be your friend?"
Lin Anlan smiled and said to him, "He is my best friend."
Cheng Yu looked at him without speaking.
He couldn't say anything, because there was nothing wrong with it. People Xu Sheng didn't like would not become friends with him. Jiang Xu didn't like him, and Lin Anlan refused to become friends with him, which is normal.
This is even too normal.
Interpersonal communication is always like this, and Cheng Yu can't say anything to refute it.
But he can't do things that take the initiative to contact Jiang Xu. All his tenderness and patience are only willing to put on Lin Anlan. He has no way to treat other people like Lin Anlan. Jiang Xu is only among others. One member.
Of course he knew that at this time, if he could have a good relationship with Jiang Xu, then Lin Anlan would not be caught in the middle, and would not choose Jiang Xu to abandon him, but he was unwilling.
He found it very strange that he and Jiang Xu had no conflicts. They even had a drink together. Although the ending was not pleasant, there was no conflict at all. He didn't understand why Jiang Xu didn't like him so much.
Xu Sheng's explanation for this is jealous, "You are such a winner in life, which boy is not jealous, that is, I have a big heart and can still be friends with you."
Cheng Yu remembered that when he asked Lin Anlan to ask questions, Jiang Xu said stabbingly, "He is so rich", he thought Jiang Xu might be a hatred of the rich.
But it doesn’t matter. Jiang Xu doesn’t like him, and he won’t rush to ask Jiang Xu to like him. It’s already rare in this world that he wants to be liked by the other party on his own initiative. Two.
From then on, Cheng Yu began to keep a distance from Lin Anlan, watch him silently, and like him silently.
Lin Anlan didn’t know this, and he didn’t even care about it. In the first half of the third semester of high school, Mother Lin suddenly became seriously ill. How much time does he have to care about Jiang Xu or Cheng Yu, his mind is on his adoptive mother, even For a while, couldn't even enter the book.
Father Lin didn't let him ask for leave. Mother Lin lied to him and said that it was okay. Lin Anlan pretended to be calm in front of her parents every day. When she returned to her bedroom at night, she couldn't help but worry about crying.
Fortunately, Jiang Xu has always been with him and spent that painful time with him.
On the day Lin Mother left, Lin Anlan said to Jiang Xu, "Xiao Xu, I don't have a mother anymore."
Jiang Xu shook his hand and said to him, "It's okay, you still have your father and me. Look at me, I don't have a mother either. This is not good either."
Lin Anlan looked at him and nodded.
His third year of high school, the entire third year of high school were shrouded in a layer of grief. In this layer of grief, the only consolation is probably that Jiang Xu’s grades have finally caught up. He seems to have finally realized that the bifurcation point of the college entrance examination will make a difference. When people were sent to different places, he didn't want to be separated from Lin Anlan, so he studied hard, and finally caught up with him at the last time.
They went to the same university, and out of Lin Anlan's expectation, Cheng Yu also went to the same university with them. Although they were not in the same department, they were indeed in the same school.
Jiang Xu was very angry. He said, "He must be for you, he just can't let go of you."
Lin Anlan felt that it should not be possible, "His home is here, probably for convenience."
But soon, the facts proved that what Jiang Xu said was right. Cheng Yu joined the literary club he was in. He was a science student and joined the literary club. Lin Anlan was finally willing to admit that Cheng Yu probably still wanted to be with him. Make friends.
People are probably like this. The less you get it, the easier it is to become obsessed. It's just that Cheng Yu and Jiang Xu are destined to be unable to get along with each other in peace. Lin Anlan doesn't want them to meet and stay together. He doesn't understand Cheng. Yu, but he knows Jiang Xu too well. Jiang Xu's disposition is immature. He will be envious, jealous, and naively fantasizing about Cheng Feng's fatherly love.
He can't stay with Cheng Yu, this will not only ruin himself, but also Cheng Yu's life.
At least for now, Cheng Yu still doesn't know that his father has other children and other women outside.
He is the pride of the sky, he should not suffer this kind of impact. If he can, Lin Anlan hopes that geniuses will never be frustrated, and that heroes will never end. Like Cheng Yu, the pride of heaven, he should always be vigorous and unrestrained. .
However, Cheng Yu chased him up and repeatedly pressed him. Lin Anlan looked at the unwillingness in his eyes and felt helpless. He felt that Cheng Yu was really proactive. From his sophomore year to the present, his purpose and appeal were clear. Simple, what he wants is not too much, but unfortunately, he can't give it.
So he chose to leave. Since then, he has deliberately avoided Cheng Yu.
When you feel that a person is not easy and you cannot satisfy him, then your best choice is to avoid him.
This way, it's good for you all.
In the four years of university, Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu did not have much intersection. He was busy with his studies and his life. His every day was very fulfilling. He felt that after four years, Cheng Yu should abandon him.
He didn't think he was special, and he didn't understand why Cheng Yu was so attached to him, so he should give up too.
But he met Cheng Yu again in the entertainment industry. Cheng Yu came to film and asked him if he would like to play with himself.
Lin Anlan's answer was no, he passed by him again.
For the first time, he felt that Cheng Yu might be more than just wanting to make friends with him.
No one's attachment to a friend can last so long, and Cheng Yu is afraid that he has other thoughts about him. Lin Anlan can't say what his mood is for a moment.
He felt that Cheng Yu was very pitiful, that he seemed a bit cruel, but he felt that he was invisible and seemed to be doing it right.
They cannot have any possibility, so it is the most correct not to give him a trace of ambiguity, but why doesn't he know how to give up?
Cheng Yuhong is very fast. He brings his own investment and creates resources for himself. He is too good-looking and smart, and it is normal to become popular.
Lin Anlan asked Zhuo Siya to add an invisible clause to her contract, not to share the stage with Cheng Yu.
Josiah was puzzled, "Do you have any misunderstandings?"
Lin Anlan shook his head, "No, it's just that Jiang Xu doesn't like him, so I avoided him."
Zhuo Siya didn't expect this to be the reason, so she could only say, "You really think for Jiang Xu's sake."
"He requested it." Lin Anlan said helplessly, "He hopes so, so I promised him, otherwise, Cheng Yu and I are actually classmates, so there is no need to make things so embarrassing."
"Are you still classmates?"
"Yes. High school classmates, university alumni, I have known each other for a long time, but it's a pity."
What a pity, in fact, it is not a pity. Fortunately, they are not friends, so when Cheng Feng appeared, he could face it rationally, and could protect anyone as far as possible.
Fortunately, they are not friends, they have no good memories, so Cheng Yu will always give up. After leaving campus, going to the society, knowing more people, more people better than him, Cheng Yu should give up too. .
From this point of view, there is really no pity.
There was no trace of regret on his face, but he couldn't help but sighed.
He didn't quite understand why Cheng Yu liked him so much, why did he like him so much?
Since then, they have become a relationship between Wang and Wang. Although they didn't say it clearly, Lin Anlan felt that Cheng Yu should be able to feel it.
He knew that he would not stay in this circle for too long. A group as big as the Cheng family was still waiting for him to go back and inherit. He thought he would always go back, play for two years, and then go back.
No matter how good your first love is, you should give up if you don't get it.
But he didn't expect that he would lose his memory accidentally, let alone knock on Cheng Yu's door after his amnesia, and Cheng Yu, who lied to him, really became his boyfriend.
Lin Anlan hates all deceit. His hatred of deceit comes from his mother who left him at the entrance of the orphanage, but she said that she was going to buy him ice cream.
But because of this he yearned to be loved. The gentle and long love of his adoptive parents taught him family affection. He and Jiang Xu accompany each other. Jiang Xu warmed his childhood, and he accompanied his youth, but Cheng Yu... …
Cheng Yu's feelings are fierce and sincere. He doesn't need to reciprocate. He is chasing you unilaterally and walking towards you.
Lin Anlan has never longed for love, because no one has taught him love, he doesn't feel that he needs love, so he doesn't love others or accept other people's likes.
But now, Cheng Yu taught him love. Although he was deceiving him, he saw the beauty of love in a real and vivid way for the first time.
It is indeed a very likable feeling. It is warm but unobtrusive, sincere and sincere. Lin Anlan likes Cheng Yu's love very much. His love is very pleasant and comfortable, so he is truly happy during the period of amnesia. .
That should be his happiest period of time, no memory, no experience of being abandoned, no need to work hard, just stay at ease under the sunshine that Cheng Yu weaves for him.
He is indeed a very good lover, but...
Lin Anlan looked at the ring in her hand, but now he is no longer what he was when he lost his memory.
Lin Anlan sighed and wanted to take off the ring, but he hesitated to let go the moment the ring came back to the knuckles.
He was silent for a long time, and finally put the ring back on again and continued to keep the ring between his fingers.
He made himself a sandwich, took another bottle of yogurt, and ate breakfast while swiping his phone.
While watching, Josiah’s call came in, “You have a magazine shooting in two days. Remember to eat less these days, go to bed and get up early, and keep in good shape.”
"Yeah." Lin Anlan said calmly, "Is there anything going on today? If it's okay, come to my house, I have something to tell you."
"Are you home?" Zhuo Siya was surprised, "Are you not staying with Cheng Yu?"
"Ok."
"Okay." Zhuo Siya felt a little strange, but didn't think much.
He went quickly and entered the room, vaguely feeling that Lin Anlan today seemed a little different, but he couldn't tell.
"Why don't you live with Cheng Yu?"
"Should I live with him?"
"Aren't you lovers?"
Lin Anlan smiled and asked him, "Are we lovers?"
Zhuo Siya's heart sighed, staring at him quietly, and asked, "Isn't it?"
"Can you guess? Do you think we are like?"
Zhuo Siya felt that he really couldn't guess, he asked, "An Lan, what do you mean?"
"I have recovered my memory." Lin Anlan poured him a cup of tea, "As my agent, my best and most trusted partner in my career, to be honest, I am very disappointed in you."
Zhuo Siya looked at him in surprise, and saw that he curled up his lips and smiled, pushing the teacup in front of him, "Drink tea."
Zhuo Siya didn't have the heart to drink tea. He looked at Lin Anlan and said bitterly, "I'm sorry, I can't help it. Cheng Yu gave me cruel words at the time, he won't hurt you, but his background needs to be dealt with.Me, it couldn’t be easier. I have wives and children, and I can’t ignore them.”
"Can understand." Lin Anlan nodded, "Can also accept it."
"then you……"
"Don't worry, you will not be blamed for this. Everyone has weaknesses, especially your parents, wives and daughters. You are just an ordinary person, I can understand."
"Thank you." Zhuo Siya asked in disbelief, and couldn't help but confirm, "You really don't blame me?"
"There is nothing to blame. Although you didn't expose him, you didn't help him, so there is nothing to blame."
"Then you treat him..." Josiah asked tentatively, "You are now living in your own house, are you separated from him?"
"Almost." Lin Anlan said, "I'm separated temporarily."
"temporarily?"
Lin Anlan smiled at him, "Yes, for the time being."
"So will you still get back together?"
Lin Anlan shook his head, "I'm not sure."
"Do you hate him?" Josiah was curious. "He lied to you, do you hate him?"
Lin Anlan pondered this question very carefully for a while, and answered earnestly: "To be honest, it's not that very good."
Zhuo Siya was surprised. He thought that after Lin Anlan recovered his memory, he would hate Cheng Yu very much. It turned out to be...not that hate?