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Chapter 108 "Go to Cheng Yu's house."
"It should be at home, I heard Mr. Hua said that they went to see him at his house."
Lin Anlan nodded, but suddenly realized something and looked at Xie Hui.
He looked at the people in front of him very carefully, looking very carefully, and seeing Xie Hui silently lowered his head, not daring to look at him.
"How did you meet Hua Rong?"
"I encountered something, he helped me, and also helped me cancel the contract. He is now my boss." Xie Hui replied.
But why should he help you?Lin Anlan asked in her heart.
"Why didn't you put on makeup all of a sudden?" he asked.
Xie Hui didn’t understand why he asked this, and honestly said, "I didn’t mean to rub your enthusiasm, but my agent thought it was a topic, so I kept putting on that makeup. I protested, but I don’t have the right to speak.Sorry Brother Lin, I won't do it anymore."
He bowed to Lin Anlan and looked at him sincerely.
Lin Anlan doesn't care about this, what he cares about is, "So before Hua Rong helped you, you still maintained the makeup, didn't you?"
Xie Hui didn't react for a while, nodded, "I won't be anymore."
That's right, Lin Anlan thought, he looks like Hua Rong is Cheng Yu's friend. He sees his friend being hurt by love, and when his heart moves, he will inevitably want to do something.
Therefore, he will help Xie Hui.
This makes sense.
"I see." he said.
"Will you visit him?" Xie Hui asked him in a low voice, "Yes?"
"He really misses you. He calls your name when he is drunk. Go and see him."
"You care about him?" Lin Anlan asked.
The question was very calm and the tone was calm, but Xie Hui was sensitive to the meaning beyond the words, and quickly explained, "I'm just helping Mr. Hua to spread the message. Mr. Hua and they care about Brother Cheng very much. I hope you can go.Look at him, so I also want you to go."
"I haven't said a few words between Brother Cheng and I, we are not familiar, we are not familiar at all."
He just thought that Cheng Yu was very good, and Hua Rong helped him. In fact, it was for Cheng Yu. If Cheng Yu was not depressed, he was a bit like Lin Anlan at that time, and Hua Rong might not help him.
Because Cheng Yu saved himself and didn't need to accompany other people, he also hoped that Cheng Yu could be happy.
"It was President Hua who asked me to persuade you, hoping to get your affirmative answer." He attributed everything to Hua Rong, and anxiously put aside the relationship between himself and Cheng Yu, "Mr. Hua and I are a little familiar. That's a little bit."
Although Hua Rong didn't say anything, Hua Rong should have hoped that Lin Anlan would go, so he was not a lie.
Lin Anlan nodded slightly and said nothing.
He knows Cheng Yu's feelings for himself, like Xie Hui. Others may use him as a stand-in after falling in love, or just use him as a vase to see things and think about people, but Cheng Yu doesn't.
Cheng Yu liked him so much, his feelings were sincere and sincere, even if Hua Rong had this meaning, Cheng Yu would not agree.
Xie Hui was probably also grateful to him—because of his sadness, Hua Rong helped him, but Cheng Yu did not accept him, so he got a benefit for nothing, and therefore, he wanted to go by himself.
"Tell Hua Rong that I know, thank you for telling me this."
Xie Hui shook his head, "Then I won't bother you, I'm going to shoot the magazine."
"Go ahead."
Lin Anlan watched him turn around and walked in the same direction as when he was in the same direction. There was no one around him. It seems that the contract has been terminated. He has not found a new brokerage company yet, so there is no agent and no assistant.
However, listening to his tone, he should be a lot happier now than before.
It is also very lucky.
He turned into a car and closed the door.
Zhuo Siya got into the car with him and looked at him calmly.
Lin Anlan put on the headphones, turned to look out the window, and began to listen to the song.
The driver started the car and asked Zhuo Si Yadao, "Are you going back to Lin Ge?"
Zhuo Siya carefully observed Lin Anlan's expression, and saw that he had not spoken, and replied, "Yes."
He thought Lin Anlan would go to see Cheng Yu?
Didn't you go?
Josiah was a little puzzled.
The car slowly drove out of the parking lot, Xie Hui also entered the elevator, and replied to Hua Rong's WeChat: [I told Brother Lin, he said thank you for telling you.】
Hua Rong doesn't care about this, he is more concerned: [Does he go?】
Xie Hui thought for a while and said to him: [I think he should go, he also cares about Brother Cheng very much.】
[Really?】Hua Rong doesn't believe it.
Xie Hui thought about the phrase he asked himself "You care about him", and replied seriously, [Hmm.】
If he didn't care about Cheng Yu, then he wouldn't ask himself this sentence, he should also be very concerned about Cheng Yu, but he hid it.
[Really.] He replied.
Lin Anlan watched the car drove out of the parking lot and drove forward, but her heart was full of what Xie Hui had just said.
Cheng Yu was sick, but he turned out to be sick.
He has only been away for a few days, why is he sick?
Lin Anlan thought of Cheng Yu's expression on the day he left. He looked at himself sadly with sadness in his eyes. He asked him, "An An, what do you call me?"
He asked him, "You won't be back, will you?"
His voice was full of despair, and it seemed fragile to break when touched.
Lin Anlan lowered his eyes and sighed unconsciously.
Obviously he was the victim of Cheng Yu's love, the one who was deceived by him, but Cheng Yu looked far more like a victim than him.
He is like being robbed of his only property, so pitiful and so sad that you can't blame him at all, because he is already too miserable.
Lin Anlan was dissatisfied with him deceiving herself, but couldn't really blame him.
He stayed with Cheng Yu for half a year, feeling his troubles, watching the paintings of the process, and browsing the photos taken by him. He spent almost half of his life on himself, and all his love was given to himself.
He looks alive and unrestrained, but in places he can't see, he has been silently taking pictures of him and practicing his paintings.
Cheng Yu is very good.
He really likes himself.
So he said "I won't be on the same stage with you", Cheng Yu has never been on the same stage with him.
He said "We will not be friends", and Cheng Yu has not entangled again.
He will never embarrass him, respect his every word, even if he likes what he likes, he will go crazy, and he will stay aside and watch silently.
Don't disturb, don't entangle, don't exert pressure.
As Cheng Yu, if he wants to be on the same stage with himself, there is always a way, but he didn’t do it, he did nothing, until last year, when he lost his memory and was with him, he was cautious. Asked if he would mind if they recorded the same variety show, and asked him if he would like to play Gu Shuyu.
Thinking about it now, Cheng Yu's stubborn desire to play Jing Huan is probably because he and Jing Huan are both in secret love and admiring each other.
So he wanted to play Jing Huan, so he said that he couldn't play Gu Shuyu.
Lin Anlan sighed and thought he was really rare. He thought, if he were Cheng Yu, he might be more willing to play Gu Shuyu. He has liked the other party for so many years, and it is rare that the other party can like him once in the movie.
However, if he was Cheng Yu, then he would never like to be alone for eight years.
He didn't even take the initiative to approach and actively like the other party, let alone for eight years.
So he is not destined to be Cheng Yu, how could he be Cheng Yu with such a character?
Lin Anlan finds it strange, even strange, that in a family like Cheng Yu, his father raised a lover, his mother died young, and even saw an illegitimate child, but he still believes in love and still has the ability to love, even if the other party doesn’t like him. , He can also clingingly and sincerely loving each other without complaint.
He is like an epiphany blooming in the night, how dark the night is, how brilliant he is, his blooming is pure and flawless, not affected by the night, but let it become his own foil.
Most people in this world are like him or Jiang Xu, walking into the night and blending into the night.
They have encountered misfortunes and they desire to be loved, so they stand in a passive position, waiting for others to approach.
But Cheng Yu was different. He passed through the night and turned himself into light, so he could illuminate others.
How could he be Cheng Yu?
He could never be Cheng Yu, how could he have the power and mind of Cheng Yu.
He can only be Lin Anlan, a sensible ordinary ordinary Lin Anlan.
However, the more ordinary, the more envious those extraordinary people will be.
The less you can be the light, the more you appreciate those who can be the light.
Lin Anlan sighed on the car window, raised her hand, and slowly drew a small flower pattern on the car window.
"Go to Cheng Yu's house," he said, "Baihua Mansion on Baihua Road."
Zhuo Siya turned to look at him in surprise, and saw Lin Anlan looking at the car window glass.
He didn't ask what he wanted to ask, and slowly withdrew his gaze.
Lin Anlan watched the flower on the car window glass quickly disappeared, as if it had never existed before, he sighed again and drew a new flower.
What does Cheng Yu like about him?
When he lost his memory, every time he asked him, he said he liked everything about him, he said he was very good, he was worthy of like, but does he really understand him?
Is he really good?
When he was young, his mother also thought he was good and called him baby, baby, but in the end, didn't he also left him at the entrance of the orphanage.
When he grows up, Jiang Xu also thinks he is good. They have known each other for more than ten years and grew up together, but in the end, Jiang Xu wants him to be a fake boyfriend for Cheng Yu, in order to get the fatherly love he wants.
It seems that from beginning to end, he is good, and only his adoptive parents have always loved him.
But can there really be people like his adoptive parents in this world?
Cheng Yu has not actually come into contact with the real him, whether it is him who lived in his fantasy before the amnesia, or the him who is not his true character after the amnesia, he has not actually come into contact with the real him.
Then, after contacting him, wouldn't he also feel that he is not so good, and like his mother, or Jiang Xu, abandon him?
Lin Anlan is not sure, if even your parents would abandon you in this world, then what else would not happen?
Love is the most illusory thing, how many people fall in love and break up, break up and fall in love, passionate when in love, tired when parting, enthusiasm is true, and boredom is true, this is love, this is human feelings.
How can he guarantee that he will not be bored?