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Chapter One and Three: The Truth About Amnesia (Part 2)
Lin Anlan laughed, how powerful, he even found Cheng Yu's address, everything was ready, only one of him was missing.
This is really good calculation, but what does he take him for?
"Really?" Lin Anlan deliberately said, "But if I were Cheng Feng and my son likes men, it means that he won't have children, and I won't have grandchildren. Then I will hope that I am in his position. There is a son outside, so I will still have a grandson."
Jiang Xu drank and didn't hear his temptation, nor did he expect Lin Anlan's usual attitude towards Cheng Feng, so he naturally said, "Of course this is also good. In this way, I will also have a father, and we will too. Live better."
Lin Anlan didn't speak any more.
He woke up completely from the wine. He looked at Jiang Xu in a mixed mood. He felt that he had never known Jiang Xu, and he also felt that Jiang Xu had never known him.
He felt that his efforts on Jiang Xu for so many years seemed to have no effect at all. Jiang Xu still thought of his father, or wanted to recognize his father.
-Even, at the expense of yourself, let yourself deceive the feelings of others.
How did he say this?
How can he really say it?
He never thought about whether he would feel uncomfortable or angry?
For the first time, Lin Anlan felt that they might not be suitable to be friends.
They care differently and want different things.
He thought that Jiang Xu was the only person he can trust in this world the day before, and he is the person he is most cherished now, but the day after, Jiang Xu told him, go to Cheng Yu and accept his likes.Pretend to be his boyfriend, and then return home with him.
He personally pushed him out, turning him into a knife, a knife that stabbed Cheng Yu in exchange for his happiness.
But what did Cheng Yu do wrong?
Why does he want to deceive other people's feelings?
Lin Anlan looked at him sadly, feeling uncomfortable for a while.
He sent away his mother and his father away, and now, he knows that he will send away his friendship.
He wants to send away his best friend, the most important friendship.
His family affection is gone, and now, the friendship is about to die.
Lin Anlan's heart was full of sadness. After all, he still had no one to trust.
He stood up, put down the wine glass, and replied to Jiang Xu, "I refuse."
"Why?" Jiang Xu looked at him incomprehensibly, "Why Xiaolan? Isn't this bad? Although you will be aggrieved, but in the future, we will no longer need to look at Cheng Yu upset."
"But why should I be wronged?" Lin Anlan asked him, "Why should I be wronged for you? Why should I deceive Cheng Yu's feelings well?"
"What did Cheng Yu do wrong? If you like me, you will be taken advantage of and deceived by me? What do you think of me? A scum who plays with emotions, a scum who deceives emotions? Am I the kind of person in your heart?!"
"No." Jiang Xu said hastily, "I just want to solve Cheng Yu."
"What's wrong with Cheng Yu? Did he scold you and beat you or did he insult you in public? He didn't aim at you, and he didn't feel sorry for you. Why do you want to solve him?"
"Yes, he signed the endorsement you want, but that was also Party A who chose him. Party A chose him from among your many prospective people. It was not that he used the power of the Cheng family to oppress the other party after you signed the contract and grabbed him. Your endorsement. You can be upset, you can complain, but what qualifications do you have to put all the blame on him?"
"I just don't want to see him again, I bother him, I bother him like a fly, like a dog, this world is so big, he can't go anywhere else? Why do I have to jump in front of my eyes! We are all Cheng Feng's sons. Just because he is rich and powerful, his development can be better than me, and his resources can be better than me. This is not fair!" Jiang Xu shouted.
"There is no absolute fairness in this world. Is Cheng Yu's father derailing your mother fair to him and his mother? Is your birth and existence fair to him? The entertainment circle is so big, I can enter, you can enter, If other people can get in, he can get in too. He didn't ask to be on the same stage with you. He bounces in front of you every day. Can't you go past him and see other people?"
"You lock your gaze on him, and you want to compare with him all the time. You only have him in your eyes. Then isn't he jumping in front of you all the time?!"
"Are you helping him again?" Jiang Xu asked him, "Xiaolan, you also think he is good, do you want to help him?"
"I'm just talking about the matter." Lin Anlan said, "My attitude was very clear from the beginning. Your parents' faults are borne by them. You don't want to mix things up, don't see Cheng Feng, don't appear in front of Cheng Yu, Donโt think about the things in the Cheng family that donโt belong to you. You just be yourself, you are innocent and there is no mistake. But for so many years, from the third year of high school to now, you still miss him, and even want to pass me Back to him, Jiang Xu, what am I to be yours? A knife, a tool specially designed to deal with Cheng Yu, a victim of your great affection?!"
"Have you never thought about my feelings when I heard this? Don't you worry about whether I will feel uncomfortable? Are you not afraid that Cheng Yu will find out that I lie to him and do anything unfavorable to me?"
"He likes you, he won't hurt you."
"So he won't hurt me, am I going to hurt him? He likes it so that I can stab him backhand and leave without protecting myself?"
Lin Anlan looked at the person in front of him angrily, "Then you must not like me, so you can stabb me, and you think it's not a big deal."
He turned angrily and left, all the way back to his home.
Jiang Xu chased him and knocked on the door, but Lin Anlan didn't open it.
He was so disappointed that he didn't expect his best friend to stabb him unsuspectingly.
He is so uncomfortable, he is in this world, there is no one who can put his heart to heart.
He was the only one left, and he knew that not everyone would love him forever like his adoptive parents, but he didn't expect Jiang Xu to be the second to teach him this principle.
It will be Jiang Xu who grew up with him.
Why is Jiang Xu?
Why should it be Jiang Xu?
For so many years, in addition to his parents, he has the most feelings for Jiang Xu's comeback. He walked through the trough with him and prevented him from continuing to make mistakes on his parents' mistakes. Is he not good enough for Jiang Xu?
Why does Jiang Xu think of him as a murderous knife?
Why does he not know himself so much?Why don't you care about his feelings so much?
Lin Anlan did not open the door. He listened to the ringing of the phone, turned off the phone, and lay on the bed.
Lin Anlan blacked Jiang Xu. He refused to answer Jiang Xu's phone calls and refused Jiang Xu's WeChat. He only read Jiang Xu's text messages, and every explanation was pale and weak.
He went to see Zhuo Siya and told Zhuo Siya to cancel his business performance soon.
Zhuo Siya was surprised, "Why? Jiang Xu will also go for this commercial performance. You two CP fans are still looking forward to it."
Lin Anlan smiled, full of mockery.
He didn't tell Josiah the specific reason, he couldn't say it, it was too ridiculous and too despicable.
When he was walking on the road, he suddenly felt that he was empty, four roads separated at the crossroads, but there was no one he could trust in each of them.
Whichever way he goes, he is alone.
He looked up to the sky, thinking of his adoptive parents.
Lin Anlan went to the cemetery again the next day. He placed a bunch of flowers in front of his adoptive parents' graves. He looked at the gravestones of his adoptive parents and said to them in his heart, "I miss you very much."
He watched silently, and many words were crushed in his heart.
He stood quietly for a long time, until he felt the rain had fallen, then turned around and left the cemetery.
The summer rain came suddenly, and the land fell and fell sharply, and finally turned into a torrential rain.
Lin Anlan didn't bring an umbrella, and got in the car after a while.
It was dark and thunder bursts. The driver was a young guy. He could still laugh and joked with him, "I don't know which fellow Daoist is going through the robbery. I hope he can hold on to this thunder."
Lin Anlan smiled, thinking he was quite cute.
He sat in the back seat, wearing glasses and a mask, looking out the window.
Jiang Xu's text messages came again. Lin Anlan didn't read them. He just sent them one by one. Lin Anlan didn't want to read them. There was no need, they were all useless sophistry. Jiang Xu was not really completely drunk when he said those words. His consciousness was sober and his organization was very clear. He really hoped that he would deceive Cheng Yu's feelings and become Cheng Yu's boyfriend.
He even checked the address of Cheng Yu's house-the 16th floor of Baihua Mansion on Baihua Road.
How clear and ridiculous.
Lin Anlan felt annoyed for a while. He was about to listen to a nursery rhyme, but the car slammed into the brakes. Lin Anlan knocked down the car window and the phone fell.
"Is it okay?" The driver cared. "The car in front just changed lanes, fuck it, it almost ran into it. Fortunately, I stepped on the brakes in time."
Lin Anlan's head hurt a bit when he was hit. He shook his head, "It's okay."
The driver looked at him worriedly, Lin Anlan was afraid that he would recognize him, and said to him, "Keep driving, don't worry, just drive slowly."
The driver turned around and continued driving.
He bent down and picked up the phone, only to find that the phone had a black screen after being dropped and couldn't turn on the phone.
Lin Anlan was helpless, but there was no way.
His head was still aching, he rubbed it, and thought of this series of things, only felt more and more headache.
When Cheng Yu's boyfriend was still on the 16th floor of Baihua Mansion on Baihua Road, he really wanted to be angry once, and he didn't want to forgive Jiang Xu.
He shouldn't be so sorry to himself, he didn't sorry Jiang Xu, so Jiang Xu shouldn't be so sorry to him either.
Lin Anlan only felt his headache was very uncomfortable.
He looked at the Haisheng Hotel in front of him from a distance, and asked the driver to park the car to the door of the hotel, took out his wallet and paid the money, and got out of the car.
He lived here when he was filming before, and he had the gold card and the exclusive suite here, so he went directly into the exclusive elevator and went to the suite to rest.
While taking a bath, Lin Anlan thought of Cheng Yu again, and he sighed lowly, feeling that Cheng Yu was simply the most innocent victim.
He didn't do anything, but he has been living with Jiang Xu's jealousy and unwillingness.
Jiang Xu didn't hate his parents. Instead, he transferred all the hatred to Cheng Yu, who was completely innocent. He waited for the opportunity to pull him down and return to Cheng's home by himself.
He clearly did nothing wrong, but he bore Jiang Xu's hatred and dissatisfaction.
He is too innocent.
Lin Anlan went to bed before the headaches. He thought it would be fine to sleep. It was just a bump, and there was no bleeding, and there was no bag. After sleeping, it should be fine.
Even if something happens, wait until you wake up.
But he didn't expect that when he woke up again, he didn't remember anything.
Chaotic, blank, without any empty memories of the past.
He pressed the phone, and the phone was still in a blank state and could not be turned on.
Lin Anlan found his wallet in his pocket, which contained his ID card. He looked at the identity information on the ID card and remembered that, yes, his name is Lin Anlan.
But what about the others?
Lin Anlan felt a chaos in his mind. He thought about it desperately. After thinking for a long time, only when he realized that his head hurts, did he vaguely think of a name-Cheng Yu.
But who is Cheng Yu?
Something flashed in his mind, Lin Anlan grabbed it quickly and worked hard to stitch together, and found that this should be his boyfriend.
He actually has a boyfriend?
He likes boys?
Is it so different?
But where does his boyfriend live?
"The 16th floor of Baihua Mansion on Baihua Road?" He suddenly remembered the address, "Is that right?"
Lin Anlan didn't know, so he decided to give it a try.
It was already dark at this time, but Lin Anlan was not afraid. He felt that he could remember these, which proved that these were very important to him, so his boyfriend should be very trustworthy.
He stopped in the rain, got out of the hotel and got into the car.
But the summer thunderstorms always come as soon as they come, and after a while, the rain falls again.
Lin Anlan got off the car at Baihua Mansion on Baihua Road. The rain was heavy and he didn't have an umbrella. So he registered with the guard, and ran into the mansion quickly and got into the elevator.
He pressed the 16th floor and watched the elevator go up one floor at a time. He thought, his boyfriend should be at home.
Lin Anlan got out of the elevator on the 16th floor and knocked on the door. He was very nervous. He didn't know if Cheng Yu was at home, let alone whether Cheng Yu was really his boyfriend.
If not, it can only mean that his memory is too messy, and the information in his mind is not reliable.
Lin Anlan stood nervously, knocked on the door again cautiously, and waited for the other person to appear.
He waited for a long time before Cheng Yu appeared in front of him belatedly, and slowly opened the door.
He was wearing the black pajamas at home with sword eyebrows and star eyes, but his obviously cold facial features softened the moment he saw him, revealing unconscious surprise.
Lin Anlan has guessed that his boyfriend should look good, but he didn't expect to be so handsome. No wonder he likes boys. Who doesn't like this handsome guy?
He blinked and asked him uncertainly, "Hello, do I live here?"
Cheng Yu didn't speak, but looked at him quietly.
His eyes were very focused, slightly shocked but with tenderness, and when he looked closely, he was full of affection.
Lin Anlan felt that the look in his eyes should indeed be his boyfriend.
So he changed the question and asked him straightforwardly, "I'm sorry, I can't remember some things. Excuse me, are you my boyfriend? Am I living here?"
He saw Cheng Yu smile slightly, with gentle eyebrows and hidden stars. He smiled very beautifully, as if the spring breeze was blowing, and in an instant, thousands of trees and pear blossoms bloomed.
He stretched out his hand and led him into the house, in a natural tone, and gently said to him, "Yes. You came back too late, wife."
On that day, he lost the friendship he buried quietly, but got the love he had just sprouted.
He ended his short-term trust in Jiang Xu, thus opening a long and uninterrupted eternal trust in Cheng Yu.
In the end, he was lucky. God took away his family affection, allowing him to see his friendship clearly, but at the same time, he personally held his love in front of him.
He gave him an unexpected beginning of love, a gentle and dedicated lover.
Lin Anlan has no way to hate Cheng Yu, because the first time he saw him after losing his memory, he was amazed, just like the first time he saw him on the playground when he was in school.
Standing on the rostrum, he gave a loud speech, handsome and magnificent, admirable and likable.
As a result, he amazed his entire youth and warmed his entire life for the rest of his life.