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Chapter Six
Lin Anlan didn't want to move, but Cheng Yu didn't wear a condom this time, so he could only stare at Cheng Yu helplessly, and said, "I blame you."
Cheng Yu smiled and kissed him on the mouth, and coaxed him with a good temper, "Well, I'm all to blame, I don't have concentration."
He touched Lin Anlan's forehead, his eyebrows were gentle, and his eyes were full of affection. "But I can't be blamed entirely on me. I blame his wife for being so charming that he kept her husband away from life."
Lin Anlan was dumbfounded by what he said, and was so angry that he pinched his waist, "Talk nonsense again!"
Cheng Yu took his hand and kissed him, "What nonsense, my wife is the gentlest, most considerate and best man in the world."
"Aren't you?" Lin Anlan smiled.
"How can I compare to you." Cheng Yu hugged him tightly.
He lifted the quilt and picked up Lin Anlan, "Let's go, get it out for you, and then go to sleep."
Lin Anlan pushed him, "I will go by myself."
"That's not okay, only a scumbag would let his wife go by himself afterwards."
Lin Anlan couldn't help him, "Why do you misunderstand so much?"
Cheng Yu smiled, "Because I like you."
He looked at Lin Anlan and said softly, "In this world, I like you the most."
Cheng Yu hugged him and rinsed again, and the two men returned to the bed again.
Lin Anlan was already sleepy, Cheng Yu watched him close his eyes, and didn't tell him about the script.
He turned off the light, Lin Anlan rubbed his arms habitually, and whispered, "Good night."
Cheng Yu kissed him on the forehead, "Good night."
However, not long after he fell asleep, he was awakened by the ringing of the phone on the table. Cheng Yu picked it up and took a look, and he woke up instantly.
Lin Anlan frowned and mumbled softly, "Who?"
Cheng Yu calmly kissed his eyebrows, "It's okay, you continue to sleep, I will answer the phone."
He pressed mute and didn't turn on the light, so the light from the phone lit up the bedroom door.
Before leaving the house, he did not forget to help Lin Anlan tuck the quilt.
Cheng Yu walked all the way to the balcony of the study, and finally picked up the phone, "Said."
"Jiang Xu went to see Mr. Cheng today."
"and then?"
"They talked for a long time, and he didn't leave until the evening."
"and also?"
"Gone."
"Did he not contact Lin Anlan?"
"No, he once sent a WeChat message to Mr. Lin, but he didn't send it out, and then he didn't send it out."
Cheng Yu felt strange, so why didn't he call?
Jiang Xu should know that Lin Anlan blocked him, why not call him?
"Any other actions?"
The other party hesitated and whispered, "He saw Mr. Cheng yesterday."
Cheng Yu sneered, "He really insists."
"So Young Master Cheng, what are you going to do?"
"Why should I plan to do what?" Cheng Yu asked back, "I plan to sit on the sidelines."
"Shao Cheng..."
"Okay," Cheng Yu interrupted him, "I have a sense of measure, so I don't have to give me an idea."
"it is good."
"Then you continue to stare at him and contact me whenever you have anything."
"it is good."
Cheng Yu hung up the phone and leaned on the railing of the balcony, looking at the night view outside the window.
The night is already very dark, dark and thick, except for the crescent moon on the horizon, which hangs high and dimly emits its own brilliance. Although it does not emphasize the color, it is also unique.
Cheng Yu lit a cigarette. Just when he wanted to smoke, he remembered that he had said that he wanted to quit smoking, so he caught it between his fingers and smelled the tobacco.
He felt that Lin Anlan had really lost his memory, otherwise, he would not have a substantial relationship with himself.
No matter how much he cares about Jiang Xu, he is not the kind of person who will sacrifice his body for the other party. Emotions can be deceived, but the physical relationship is real and cannot be faked.
He thought of this and couldn't help sighing.
He actually didn't want to develop with Lin Anlan to this point.
He likes Lin Anlan, and the more he likes it, the more afraid he will be. He is afraid that he will leave after recovering his memory, and even more afraid that after he recovers his memory, he will learn that they have done everything they should and shouldn't. At that time, he looked at his eyes.
What would he think of him?
Maybe you think he is nauseous and disgusting.
I probably don't want to see him again in my life.
However, he is indeed such a person.
A mean liar with dishonorable tricks.
Cheng Yu wanted to smoke again.
In fact, he doesn't smoke often. He only smokes a few when he is upset or confused, delusional to relieve his mood by relying on tobacco.
His first time with Lin Anlan was not far from now, it was almost at the beginning of last week or last weekend.
At that time, the two of them drank a little wine and watched a movie at home. It was raining outside, and the room was dim. In the exciting part of the movie, the man and woman were in love with each other, and they couldn't help but kiss and hug each other.
Lin Anlan looked a little embarrassed as she lowered her eyes.
Cheng Yu fast-forwarded this part very cooperatively, but heard Lin Anlan ask him in a low voice, "Have we done this kind of thing?"
"No." Cheng Yu said frankly, "You forgot that we just confirmed the relationship before, so we didn't."
"Neither has the relationship been confirmed?"
Cheng Yu looked at his curious eyes, smiled and rubbed his hair, "Of course not, we are not friends, we are very pure and I chased you before the relationship was confirmed."
Lin Anlan nodded, "Oh".
Cheng Yu thought that the matter should be over now, but after a while, Lin Anlan asked him in a low voice curiously and even cautiously, "Then do you want to try it?"
Cheng Yu:!!!
Cheng Yu looked at him in surprise, and saw that Lin Anlan's eyes were faint but obviously eager to try.
He quickly refused, "No way."
"Why?" Lin Anlan did not expect that he would reject him. In his limited memory, Cheng Yu was almost obedient to him and never rejected him.
Cheng Yu didn't expect that he would ask why, so he could only bite the bullet and replied: "It's not appropriate yet."
"I think it's quite appropriate." Lin Anlan said uncomfortably, "I want to try."
He probably drank alcohol and his courage was strengthened. He looked at Cheng Yu with bright eyes and said, "Don't you know how to do it between couples? We can also try it."
Cheng Yu restrained his inner self instigated by him, trying hard to make himself an individual, "Wait later."
"Why? I'm not a girl, and I won't be pregnant. It won't matter if I do it. Why do I have to wait? What is the difference between the future and now? Would you break up with me if you did it with me today? Will the chaos end?"
"Of course not." Cheng Yu quickly grabbed his hand to ensure his existence, "How could I break up with you? In my whole life, I will never break up with you."
"That's not it." Lin Anlan said plausibly, "then there will be no difference from now."
Cheng Yu listened to him, but couldn't say what was in his heart.
If Lin Anlan was really his lover, he would certainly not refuse, but Lin Anlan was not.
He lied to Lin Anlan, stole Lin Anlanβs feelings, and asked him to stay by his side now, hug and kiss himself, and be his boyfriend. This is already wrong. How dare he, and then have any substance with Lin Anlan? Relationship.
"I'm afraid you will regret it later."
"Why?" Lin Anlan asked him.
Cheng Yu looked at his puzzled clear eyes, and, rare, said the truth, "I'm afraid you will be unhappy if you recover your memory in the future."
Lin Anlan was silent for a moment when he heard his words.
The air was inexplicably heavy, and Cheng Yu held his hand, only to hear the girl's shrill scream from the screen.
"Let's watch a movie." He coaxed softly.
But Lin Anlan did not follow his topic.
He asked, "Cheng Yu, do you dislike me now?"
"Of course not." Cheng Yu didn't understand why he thought so, he hugged the person in front of him anxiously, and said without hesitation, "I like what you are."
"Then why, you only care about whether I will be happy after I recover my memory?"
He looked at Cheng Yu with a little sadness in his eyes, "Now I, at this moment, this me who has no memory, I am not happy, don't you care?"
"I care." Cheng Yu kissed his eyes distressedly, "How could I not care, you are my favorite person, why would I not care about you."
He called him softly, "Baby."
Lin Anlan looked at the affection in his eyes and knew that what he said was true, but he also knew that his affection originated from his love for him before his amnesia.
But if he appeared in the first place, as it is now, would Cheng Yu still love him?
He was afraid that he would be unhappy after he recovered his memory, so even if he wanted to try, even if he offered it, he was not willing.
But if it was the one who had no amnesia and had a complete memory, he made this request, Cheng Yu would definitely not refuse it.
At this moment, he seemed to have gotten into the tip of a horn, abruptly, dividing himself into two people.
Also, Lin Anlan thought, who would want his lover to forget all the things between the two suddenly one day, like a stranger, ignorant of the past heartbeat.
It is normal for Cheng Yu to keep this important thing until he recovers his memory and leave it to himself who has a complete memory. Only in this way can it be regarded as the sublimation of love.
But, who knows when he can restore his memory?Maybe you can't recover in this lifetime?
Maybe he can't wait for the original lover he knows.
Lin Anlan was a little sad suddenly, for Cheng Yu, for the self before, and for the self now.
He thought a lot at this moment, and he said, "I don't want to watch a movie anymore, I want to go back to sleep."
Cheng Yu panicked all of a sudden, he said, "I will accompany you."
Lin Anlan shook her head, "I sleep by myself. You can watch the movie first."
Lin Anlan wanted to take out his hand, but Cheng Yu held it tightly.
Lin Anlan looked up at him. Cheng Yu didn't dare to say what he wanted to say, so she let go and said to him, "I will send you back to the room."
He sent Lin Anlan back to the bedroom, Lin Anlan closed the door, Cheng Yu did not leave, and stood against the wall next to the door.
He sensitively sensed that Daolin Anlan's mood was wrong, but he didn't know why, because he didn't want to have a relationship with him?
But this is his last conscience.
He did not dare and could not have a relationship with him.
Cheng Yu stood outside the door, his heart full of panic.
Lin Anlan sat on the bed and looked at the bedroom in front of him. This was Cheng Yu's home and Cheng Yu's guest bedroom. This was an environment he knew but was not familiar with.
But if he wants to restore his memory, the most suitable one should stay in his own home, in a familiar environment.
He suddenly felt that he seemed to be a little too dependent on Cheng Yu, and since he found Cheng Yu after his memory loss, he has been relying on Cheng Yu.
Cheng Yu returned home with him, Cheng Yu helped him change his phone, and Cheng Yu took him to see his agent.
Even at home, Cheng Yu cooks, Cheng Yu washes the dishes, and Cheng Yu accompanies him.
However, what Cheng Yu wanted was a Lin Anlan with a complete memory, Lin Anlan who remembered the details of their relationship, and Lin Anlan who personally agreed to be his boyfriend.
He said he chased himself for a long time, a long, long time, but he didn't remember at all.
He didn't remember the past that he worked so hard to create encounters time after time, and pursued his perseverance time and time again.
On the one hand, he relied on Cheng Yu, and on the other hand, he was cruelly reminding Cheng Yu that the person in front of you was actually not the one you loved first.
This is too unfair to Cheng Yu.
Lin Anlan lay on the bed for a while, and then during the evening meal, she put forward her own thoughts, "I want to move back to my house."
Cheng Yu Jiacai's hand stopped.
He looked at Lin Anlan, his heart was full of fear, and he almost couldn't hold his chopsticks.
He put down his chopsticks, suppressed his fear and strong possessiveness, as always, gently asked him, "Why?"