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Chapter Seventy Four
So at that moment, Cheng Feng listened to Jiang Xu's cries, and it was rare that he didn't let the bodyguards throw him to death.
He motioned for the bodyguard to return the child to Jiang Liying, and said calmly and cruelly, "Take you and other people's sons away. Next time you show up in front of me, I will kill him."
Jiang Liying was so scared that she hugged Jiang Xu and left quickly.
She cried and walked back.
Cheng Feng is a generous lover. When Jiang Liying followed him, she got a lot of things from him. Now she leaves, and has a pretty good life relying on the jewellery and money she once saved.
She left Cheng Feng, but she didn't have any special skills. She was used to the easy days of following Cheng Feng, so she could only be a lover for the next person.
At this time, Jiang Xu's existence is very inconvenient.
Jiang Liying wanted to throw him away, but couldn't bear it.
Her not very clever mind vaguely remembered that an illegitimate child has the same rights as a legitimate child in law. In other words, if Cheng Feng died, Jiang Xu would be eligible to inherit his inheritance.
After all, she was still reluctant to part with her own children and the glimmer of hope, so she raised Jiang Xu by herself until Jiang Xu's second year in high school.
When Jiang Xu was 17 years old, Jiang Liying met a man, a man who made her fall in love again. She wanted to marry him, but the other man said, “I don’t raise children for other men. Marriage is fine, but you The son cannot follow you."
Jiang Liying, who fell in love, had only that man in the eyes. After struggling for her love and happiness, she abandoned her son, got on the plane with her loved one, and left the city.
All that was left for Jiang Xu was the lonely room back home from school, a farewell letter, and a 50,000 yuan card.
Jiang Liying has since disappeared, and never came back to see Jiang Xu, nor did he call him.
Until this year, until yesterday, she came back again.
Suddenly, he came back without warning.
It is not surprising that Cheng Yu will see Jiang Xu in Lin Anlan tonight. Jiang Liying is back. This is too stimulating to Jiang Xu. Jiang Xu is bound to have mood swings and will come to Lin Anlan.
He just didn't expect that Lin Anlan would expose his amnesia because of Jiang Liying.
But it doesn't matter, he knew that there would be such a day, so he could accept it.
But he didn't want Lin Anlan to pity Jiang Xu, so he didn't want to tell Lin Anlan that Jiang Xu's mother had abandoned Jiang Xu and left when he was 17 years old.
He smiled and shook his head, "I don't know, I only know that his mother's name is Jiang Liying, who has been with my dad for a while, that's all."
Lin Anlan didn't doubt that he had him, and it seemed normal to him whether Cheng Yu knew it or not.
Jiang Liying is Cheng Feng's lover outside. If Cheng Yu cares about her, she will naturally find out.
But Cheng Yu didn't even care about Cheng Feng and Jiang Xu, so it's normal to not care about Jiang Liying's past lover.
So whether he knows it or not, it's all normal.
"Have Jiang Xu been in love before?" Lin Anlan asked him, "He said,'She's back', is she his girlfriend?"
Cheng Yu shook his head, "No, he has never talked about a girlfriend."
"Who is that?"
"Don't think about this." Cheng Yu smiled and hugged him, "Go to sleep, it's so late, we should go to bed too."
"I am always a little worried." Lin Anlan leaned in his arms, frowning and expounding her feelings, "I think he has begun to wonder if I am amnesia. I am a little worried that he will not behave the next time he comes. Will want to test me and find out that I am indeed amnesia."
"So what question he keeps asking you to answer today?"
"He asked me who she was that he said before,'she's back'?"
Cheng Yu put him on the bed and taught him: "If he asks you that next time, you can answer Jiang Liying."
"Jiang Xu seems to have lived alone for several years, so it may be that his mother left and returned."
"But, if it's the fuck, he wouldn't react so strongly, he doesn't look very good, he seems very excited and scared and desperately suppressing himself."
"I do not know then."
Lin Anlan sighed and knocked on her head, "It would be great if I could have this part of the memory."
Cheng Yu quickly took his hand off his head. He kissed Lin Anlan and comforted him, "It's okay, just take it slow, just let it go."
Lin Anlan nodded and lay down in the bed.
This night, he didn't dream, he thought he would dream, but he was calm all night, dreaming of nothing until the next day.
Lin Anlan has a fever and also has some mild colds.
He was planning to take a movie with a sickness, but Cheng Yu couldn't bear it. He pressed him down on the spot, "It's not necessary, you take a good rest, it's the same when you get better. Otherwise, if you are ill, you won't be able to shoot, and Director Zhang will be embarrassed to say you.."
Lin Anlan felt that what he said also made sense, "Okay, then you can make a good film."
"Yeah." Cheng Yu kissed him.
Lin Anlan was so scared that she covered her mouth, "It will be contagious."
Cheng Yu laughed, took his hand away, kissed him on the mouth specially, and also received a long kiss with him, "I'm not afraid."
Lin Anlan smiled unconsciously.
Cheng Yu kissed him again before getting up to wash.
Yang Wang asked him for leave, he took the medicine, wrapped in a quilt, and waited to sweat.
Cheng Yu didn't rest after the filming, so he came directly to him and asked him, "Is it better?"
Lin Anlan shook his head.
He didn't have much energy, and his mouth was bitter, and said to Cheng Yu coquettishly, "I want to eat."
Cheng Yu helped him order the porridge, and put a candy in his mouth to let him hold it first.
"Why did I suddenly have a fever? I didn't get much rain yesterday." Zhuo Siya worried.
Cheng Yu sat beside him, twisted a towel and put it on Lin Anlan's forehead.
Lin Anlan didn't know either. He thought he might have poor physical fitness, otherwise Cheng Yulin was obviously better, but Cheng Yu had nothing to do.
"I'm too miserable." Lin Anlan complained, "Why am I so delicate."
Cheng Yu was amused by him, squeezed his face, and said to him, "It's not too delicate, human, there are always fevers and colds several times a year, and you are also normal."
"But you don't have any."
"I had a fever and a cold in the first half of the year, so I won't have a cold and fever again in the next half a year."
Lin Anlan leaned close to him, put her pillow on his lap, and fell asleep in a daze.
He felt hot and cold, and his body seemed to be slimy, and he needed a basin of clean water.
Lin Anlan wanted to pick up the water, but he felt something dripping on his palm. When he looked up, he realized that it was Jiang Xu, the 17-year-old Jiang Xu who was crying with red eyes.
"She is gone." Jiang Xu cried.
"She didn't want me anymore, she chose that man, and she left." Jiang Xu's tears continued to drip down his cheeks.
Lin Anlan curiously asked, "Who? Who's gone?"
"My mother." Jiang Xu cried and took out the letter in her hand. "She doesn't want me anymore. She doesn't even want to see me. She left without saying anything to me. How could she do this!"
Jiang Xu lowered his head, tears raining down.
Lin Anlan took the letter in his hand, which was said to be a letter, but actually wrote a paragraph on Jiang Xu's homework sheet.
"Mom is going to live a new life. I left you fifty thousand yuan. You save some flowers. Don't come to me. If you can't live on, just go to your father. Mom has raised you for so many years, I heard Abroad, after the age of 18, your parents will no longer be in charge, and you will be soon, so don’t worry about mom anymore. If you need money or other things, just go to your dad. You have a picture of your dad. I’ll tell you the name now. It’s Cheng Feng. You can find him. After all, he has never raised you."
Lin Anlan looked at the letter and was speechless for a while.
Jiang Xu was still crying.
Lin Anlan comforted him, "Don't cry, she doesn't want you, so don't want her."
He told Jiang Xu this sentence that he had heard in the orphanage. He said, "Don't wait for her. From now on, just assume that there is no such mother as her."
But how can Jiang Xu accept it. He and his mother depended on each other since childhood. Perhaps there are some bad memories in this, but she always gave him love and family affection.
Of course he knew that his mother was in a relationship with another person, and of course he also knew that the man his uncle did not like him.
So he persuaded his mother to break up. He told his mother that the man didn't really love her and would not be good to him.
He just didn't expect that his mother was between them and chose that man.
Jiang Xu squatted down crying, and the young Lin Anlan was by his side, looking at his crying face, as if he had seen himself.
The helpless, the abandoned by the mother, the self that no one wants.
He comforted Jiang Xu, "You still have me, and I will stay with you."
Jiang Xu lowered his head, tears in his eyes surging.
He cried all night, and only eased slightly the next day.
But it only slowed down on the surface, he kept calling Jiang Liying, but no one answered.
He returned to his home, where there was silence.
He heard the knock on the door, and he ran out anxiously to open the door, only to realize that it was not his mother, but the landlord who came to collect the rent.
How ridiculous, he has never had a home, whether it is a house or a home represented by the house.
He paid the rent and sat helplessly in the house.
Lin Anlan wanted to help him. After discussing with his adoptive parents, he suggested that Jiang Xu move to his own home so that he could save the rent.
Father Lin is a teacher. The most unlikely thing is that children of their grade affect their learning status due to family reasons. "This is going to be the college entrance examination in one year. What does Jiang Xu his mother think? Even if she wants to leave, she shouldWait until the child's college entrance examination is finished before leaving. What is more important than the child's college entrance examination!"
He asked Lin Anlan to pick up Jiang Xu, and then he would live in the Lin family and eat at the Lin family.
"Anyway, he is not bad at home with a pair of chopsticks. Take the college entrance examination first."
Lin Anlan agreed, but Jiang Xu was unwilling. He stubbornly guarded his home and wanted to wait for his mother to return.
"She will be back," he said.
"She won't be back." Lin Anlan said indifferently.
"She will."
"She won't!" Lin Anlan said angrily, "If she will come back, she won't leave you behind. She doesn't know if you will feel uncomfortable when she leaves? Of course she knows, but she doesn't care. She doesn't care about you Jiang Xu, she doesn't want you anymore, so don't wait for her, what are you doing waiting for her? You can't wait!"
"She will!" Jiang Xu shouted, "You don't understand anything, you have family, father and mother, how can you understand my pain, I only have her, how can she abandon me!"
Lin Anlan was silent. Looking at Jiang Xu, he always felt that he was looking at himself.
But he had already forgotten his biological mother, and he couldn't even remember what she looked like. The mother in his memory was only Mother Lin.
How lucky he is. In order to protect him and avoid people from gossiping, his adoptive parents said that he had been a son a few years ago and had stayed in his hometown to accompany the old man. Now the old man has gone, he took the child back.
Everyone saw that he and Lin Wavelength were a bit like each other, and they were dubious about this. If it weren't for the memory of Mother Lin's pregnancy, they would have believed it all.
So no one knew that he was adopted. Some people guessed that he was the child of Father Lin's siblings and adopted it to Father Lin, but no one knew that he was adopted.
Lin Anlan didn't want to reveal the hard work of his parents. He just said to Jiang Xu, "She has already done this, and it's not worth your sorrow for her anymore."
However, Jiang Xu not only felt sorry for her, but also began to fall for her.
He sent a message to Jiang Liying, saying that he was not in class at the Internet cafe, and that he didn't want to study anymore and didn't plan to take the college entrance examination.
He was immersed in the online world and started smoking and drinking with people.
He wanted Jiang Liying to show up, wanted her to scold himself, and then found that she still couldn't let him go.
But Jiang Liying did not appear.
Only Lin Anlan appeared.
Lin Anlan scolded him at the Internet cafe, Lin Anlan picked him up from the bar, and Lin Anlan turned away angrily in disappointment.
Jiang Xu was afraid of him, so he chased after him, and listened to Lin Anlan scolding him, but he didn't dare to reply.
This has always been the case between them. Jiang Xu can jump wildly if Lin Anlan doesn't mind, Lin Anlan won't care, and Jiang Xu won't step on his bottom line.
But once Lin Anlan gets angry, Jiang Xu is afraid, he can only admit his mistake and ask Lin Anlan to forgive him.
Lin Anlan asked him, "Are you still degenerate?"
Jiang Xu shook his head.
"Are you obedient?"
Jiang Xu nodded.
"Want to wait for her?"
Jiang Xu did not speak.
Lin Anlan turned his head and left, Jiang Xu grabbed him, eyes full of pity.
At that moment, Lin Anlan felt that he was actually more affectionate than Jiang Xu.
He was only five years old at the time, but he could give up his mother in his heart, but the seventeen-year-old Jiang Xu still cherished faint impossible hope.
He sighed and said helplessly, "Wait in your heart if you want to wait, wait secretly, don't let me know, don't tell me, otherwise, I will scold you for being useless."
Jiang Xu looked at him, silently lowered his eyes, and nodded as if compromised.
That night, Jiang Xu had a drink. He leaned on Lin Anlan and said, "Xiaolan, I have no mother."
"I didn't have a father, but now, I don't even have a mother."
Lin Anlan was silent for a moment, his mind was full of his childhood, he didn't know who his father was when he was born, and he never seemed to be in his memory.
He has only his mother, but his mother abandoned him.
He looked at Jiang Xu, Jiang Xu closed his eyes, leaning on him, the lights were dim, he was like an enlarged version of the former self.
Lin Anlan looked at her once softly.
He seemed to say to Jiang Xu, but also to himself, "It's okay, you still have me, I will stay with you."
Jiang Xu nodded and said, "Xiaolan, you are so kind."
"So, don't wait for her anymore."
"Good." Jiang Xu responded.