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Chapter Seventy Seven
Lin Anlan smiled and kissed his eyebrows tenderly.
"Order a meal," he said, "I'm hungry."
Cheng Yu ordered shrimp porridge for him and ordered some dim sum.
Lin Anlan hadn't eaten much all day, and had a rare appetite. She ate a lot of dim sum with shrimp porridge before putting down his chopsticks.
Wang Cheng sent Cheng Yu a WeChat message to remind him that the shooting time was approaching, so that he should not forget to return to the set.
Cheng Yu didn't want to go back, but couldn't bear that he still had no filming, so he could only ask Yang Wang to take care of Lin Anlan on his behalf, put on his coat, and prepare to go back to work.
"Bye." Lin Anlan waved to him.
"You remember to take medicine and take a good rest." Cheng Yu exhorted.
Lin Anlan nodded, "I see."
He took the medicine in front of Cheng Yu's face, and leaned on the bed and started playing on the phone.
In the evening, Yang Wang went back, Lin Anlan was a little sleepy, looked at his watch, estimated the time for Cheng Yu to return, and decided to wait for him.
Although he had already told Cheng Yu that he was sick and it would be better for the two to sleep separately, but Cheng Yu refused without even thinking about it.
In the end, Lin Anlan liked him, and his experience was really miserable. She felt sorry for him, so she didn't mention it again.
He re-read the photo album he brought from home, looked at himself growing up on the photo album, and also saw Jiang Xu growing up in the photo album.
Obviously he was very cute when he was a child, how come it is like this now?
Is it the fuck?
Probably blame it, but it can't be blamed entirely.
Cheng Yu's mother left early, and his father didn't care about him, he still grew up healthy, and Jiang Xu...
Lin Anlan was a little frustrated suddenly, he worked so hard to hope that Jiang Xu would grow up to be an upright person.
He hoped so much that Jiang Xu could put aside his background and put down his parents, but Jiang Xu still failed to do so.
He will not take Jiang Xu's mistakes to himself, let alone feel that Jiang Xu has become like this, and he is also responsible.
He has done a lot and worked very hard, but he just didn't expect Jiang Xu to be so persistent.
The photo turned to the photo in the park where the two families went to play together.
Jiang Liying smiled gently, beautiful and moving.
But Lin Anlan didn't like her instinctively.
He didn't understand why before, but now he knows, because she abandoned her child, he, like his mother, is not worthy to be a mother.
However, Lin Anlan remembered Jiang Xu's appearance that day in a panic, standing in embarrassment at his door.
Jiang Liying is back, what is she doing when she comes back?
Is her husband wanting her?Or did she discover that Jiang Xu became a star?
Certainly not missing Jiang Xu. When Jiang Xu was a teenager, she could leave him and leave. Now it would be ridiculous to miss Jiang Xu.
When the wind started, Lin Anlan heard the sound of raindrops hitting the window.
It crackled, and knocked the glass with one sound.
Lin Anlan got out of bed and closed the curtains. He guessed that Cheng Yu should be back soon.
Cheng Yu was faster than he expected. The shooting plan was interrupted by the sudden rainstorm, and everyone stopped work and rested first.
"Is it better?" Cheng Yu asked concerned.
"It's better, you go take a bath, don't I get better, you are sick again."
Cheng Yu heard this and asked him, "Will you take care of me when I am sick?"
"of course."
"Then I hope I'm sick." Cheng Yu smiled.
Lin Anlan couldn't laugh or cry, "You go take a shower and drink more hot water. If you don't get sick, I will take care of you, so I'll join in the excitement of sickness."
Cheng Yu smiled and entered the bathroom, took a shower, and drank a cup of hot water.
The rain outside was heavy, Lin Anlan's phone rang.
He glanced at it and it was Jiang Xu's text message.
Jiang Xu: [Xiaolan, it's raining, let's rest early.ใ
Lin Anlan didn't respond. He had a hunch that Jiang Xu would come to him in the near future. After all, he asked questions that shouldn't be asked last time, but he was not sure that he would be able to hide it this time.
Although he already knew that the "she" in Jiang Xu's mouth was Jiang Liying and also knew about Jiang Liying and Jiang Xu's past, he still had many other things he didn't know.
His memory is too scattered, Jiang Xu wants to try him, he can't hide it at all.
It would be great if he had the habit of writing a diary, Lin Anlan thought, but judging from the part of the memory he had recovered, he did not.
Alas, Lin Anlan sighed and lay in the quilt.
When Cheng Yu returned to the bedroom, she saw Lin Anlan lying well-behaved in the pure white quilt, with only her head exposed, which looked very painful.
He walked over and poked Lin Anlan in the face, "Really good."
Lin Anlan opened his mouth and bit his finger in a gesture. Cheng Yu smiled and retracted his hand and bowed his head to kiss him.
The wind and rain outside the window, Cheng Yu kissed tenderly and lingeringly, accompanied by the ambiguity rising in the room, it was warm.
He lay down beside him holding Lin Anlan, took the person in his arms, and turned off the light.
Before going to bed, Lin Anlan closed his eyes and talked to him in a low voice, "Xiaohua, if Jiang Xu comes to me in a few days and tries me, I can't hide it, I'll have a showdown with him."
Cheng Yu's heart beat for a while, and he was silent, with a "hmm" cry.
"Then you must not believe any of his rhetoric, and you must not be deceived by him."
"Yeah." Lin Anlan rubbed his arms, "I only trust you, don't worry."
Cheng Yu was not so relieved, but he didn't have a better solution. Jiang Xu wanted to test. It was mostly private memories between them. Cheng Yu didn't know, because he was not allowed to intervene at all.
It was like Lin Anlanโs birthday, Jiang Xu knew, but he never knew.
Cheng Yu unconsciously hugged him tightly, kissed his forehead cherishedly, and whispered, "Wife."
Lin Anlan opened his eyes and glanced at him in the dark, asking her heart, is he scared? Are you afraid that Jiang Xu will use his amnesia to provoke their relationship?
"It's okay," he said, "I won't believe him, don't worry."
After he finished speaking, he kissed him comfortably, and said softly, "Husband."
Cheng Yu got the title he wanted, but still couldn't let go of it.
Although he knew that this day would come sooner or later, once he really realized that it was about to come, he couldn't help but fear.
Jiang Xu would not let Lin Anlan, who had lost his memory, stay by his side. He had a hundred ways to dismantle them.
He just didn't realize that Lin Anlan had been out of his track a long time ago, so he only appeared occasionally, which made him unhappy.
But once he realized that Lin Anlan might really leave him, he would not be able to bear it and would desperately expose his lies.
As long as it is a lie, there are always loopholes. Lin Anlan may believe him without hesitation at first, but when Jiang Xu attacks him again and again, Lin Anlan will always doubt it.
His good days are really running out.
Cheng Yu hugged Lin Anlan tightly and kissed him several times in the dark.
He fell asleep in worry and fear.
He was still very scared, scared and terrified in his heart.
He saw Lin Anlan in the endless darkness, he hurriedly chased him, but he couldn't catch up.
He called him anxiously, "An An."
Lin Anlan looked back at him with cold eyes and disgust in his eyes. He said, "Cheng Yu, when we confirmed our relationship, did anyone prove it?"
"No." Cheng Yu stayed on the spot and replied dryly.
"Is there any physical evidence?"
"nor."
"Then what evidence do you have?"
Nothing, because it was originally fake.
Lin Anlan smiled, and he said, "I still want to stop Jiang Xu from destroying your peaceful life, but what about you? Are you just repaying me like this? You are really disgusting!"
Cheng Yu woke up instantly.
He sat up with cold sweat on his back.
He took a trembling, hasty breath, and turned his head to look at Lin Anlan beside him in the dark.
He couldn't see Lin Anlan's expression clearly, but he still had a guilty conscience.
He kept muttering, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
But it's no use. He knew it was wrong, and he wouldn't stop there, he would just go his own way and keep making mistakes.
Cheng Yu sat on the bed, the rain outside the window ticking, hitting the leaves, and then falling to the ground along the veins.
He got out of bed and walked to the living room.
He watched the rain outside the window. The rain was very urgent, and many branches and leaves on the tree were blown out of shape.
Cheng Yu wanted to smoke, but remembered again. He has stopped smoking. He quit smoking for Lin Anlan. He hasn't smoked for two or three months.
He is already familiar with Lin Anlan's life by his side.
He didn't want Lin Anlan to leave.
He looked at the rain outside the window and stood quietly and alone.
When Lin Anlan leaned towards the other side in a daze, he vaguely realized that something was wrong. He opened his eyes and found that Cheng Yu was not by his side.
Did you go to the toilet?Lin Anlan thought.
He closed his eyes and waited for Cheng Yu to come back, but after waiting for a while, nothing happened.
Lin Anlan was puzzled, he rubbed his eyelids and got out of bed.
When he walked to the living room, Lin Anlan turned on the light. Only then did he see Cheng Yu standing in front of the window and looking back at him, for a moment of surprise.
"Why are you up?" Cheng Yu came over.
"I should ask you this sentence." Lin Anlan said, "Why are you still standing at the window when you get up?"
Cheng Yu smiled and lied to him, "I came out to get a glass of water and couldn't sleep, so I stood in front of the window and spent a while."
"Why can't you fall asleep?"
"Have a nightmare." Cheng Yu said, "I woke up when I dreamt that you were gone."
"The dream is the opposite, which shows that we will always be together." Lin Anlan comforted him.
Cheng Yu nodded and walked to the bedroom with him.
When the two returned to bed, Lin Anlan asked him, "Are you still worried, afraid that Jiang Xu will know that I am amnesia, and provoke us, and I believe him."
Cheng Yu glanced at him without denying it.
"Are you so unconfident in me?" Lin Anlan asked him.
Cheng Yu shook his head. He said, "I didn't have confidence in you, I didn't have confidence in you in those years."
"An An, I actually really like you now." He suddenly said, "You without memory, there is only me in your heart, and only me in your eyes. You have me every day. I am the person who has been with you for the longest time., So I am very happy."
"But you, who have all the memories, spent more than ten years with Jiang Xu. You have many secrets that I don't know, and there are many times that I can't squeeze in."
"It's not that I don't believe you, I'm just afraid."
"I'm afraid. Jiang Xu will tell you about the ten-year-old experience you have together. I am afraid that I will not be able to beat the thousands of days and nights you have had for more than ten years."
Lin Anlan was stunned.
Of course he could feel that Cheng Yu was uneasy, otherwise he would not have such a dream.
He just didn't expect that Cheng Yu would think so much and would like his amnesia now better.
"You don't want me to regain my memory."
Cheng Yu raised his hand to cover his eyes, not wanting him to see the greed in his eyes.
"Yes." He said, "I am not as good as you think. I am much more selfish than you think."
"very many."
He and Jiang Xu are essentially selfish and greedy.
They inherited the selfishness of Cheng Feng and placed it on the person they cared most.
What is the difference between him and Jiang Xu?
They are all the same, the same sorry for Lin Anlan, the same hurt Lin Anlan, they really deserve to be Cheng Feng's son and half-brother.
In Lin Anlan's life, the two of them should not be encountered.
"An'an, there is one thing, I want to tell you in advance." He spoke softly, paving the way for himself, "We are underground love, so when we determine the relationship, no one knows, and there is no written record.If Jiang Xu uses this to provoke our feelings, you must not believe it."
Lin Anlan nodded, "Okay."
Cheng Yu released his hand and smiled at him. He said, "Go to sleep."
Lin Anlan looked at him, but didn't move.
"What's the matter?" Cheng Yu puzzled.
Lin Anlan reached out and hugged him. He hugged Cheng Yu and said to him very gently, "I haven't fully recovered my memory, I just remembered a little bit, so don't be afraid."
"Furthermore, although Jiang Xu and I have the relationship for the past ten years, we will have the relationship for the next few decades, so no matter whether I restore my memory or not, you don't have to worry, because the past is over.But the future is what we want to cherish."
He held Cheng Yu's face and kissed him on the lips.
"Xiaohua, as a me who has amnesia at this stage, I am having a great time, because I have been with you, even if I donโt remember anything, I feel very relaxed and relieved. So, even if I recover my memory, you willHe is the most important person for me, because I will never have this experience again, and you, only you are completely involved in my period."