Chapter 53

Lin Si stood in the door, staring at Lu Yan blankly, as if he had never heard a confession from his mouth, and seemed to have never heard Lu Yan say so many words.

They looked at each other speechlessly, even the air was silent.

Lu Yan took a step back to create a wider safe distance between them.

"Have you got a meal yet?"

The chance to talk to Lu Yan fleetingly passed by. Lin Si hurriedly grabbed Lu Yan's wrist: "I'm sorry."

After receiving the expected answer, Lu Yan lowered his eyes: "I know."

Before going to meet him, he knew that Lin Si would not accept him.

Although Lu Shaoming has been very kind to Lin Si over the years, and Lin Si has also stayed at Shengshi Entertainment, he probably has not forgotten what happened at the beginning. He signed a contract of sale with Shengshi and cannot terminate the contract before the expiration date. They are not willing to waste the sky-high termination fee., and Shengshi has good resources, so it has not forced the contract to be terminated and left. It is just waiting for the contract to expire this year.

"I'm not... I mean," Lin Si grabbed the bones of his hand and pressed the palm of his hand against the back of his hand. As if he didn't know what to say first, he hesitated twice before speaking, "I don't dislike you., what I said that day was a bit excessive.”

Before the light in Lu Yan's eyes lit up, he said urgently: "But can you give me some time? I'm in a mess right now, and I'm going to the set soon. I'm afraid that I'll be fired by the director for thinking about these things."

Lin Si wanted to say a lot, but he could only remember which sentence to say, and his words were incoherent: "You used to look down on me... I don't know what you think of me, but you seem to be able to accept Omega, have had Omega, and usually drinkMilk, you won’t be too disgusted with the taste of my pheromones. Do you really think that I am your father’s lover, as Liao Ji joked?”

He didn't let Lu Yan speak. He rubbed his fingertips and said non-stop: "I didn't have it. It was a long time ago... I don't remember the exact time. It was probably half a year after my failed gland surgery, maybe about seven or eight months. Lao LuHe always asked me to go to his office, and I stabbed him with a knife, so he stopped harassing me... Later, when I became famous, he was worried that other agencies would poach me, so he has always been very nice to me."

Lin Si missed out on the two months that were hidden by Shengshi Entertainment. He had no job, no cooperation, and no income. Even Liao Ji was arranged to be an assistant to other artists. Fortunately, the copyright of his previous song was accidentally bought by a short video website, and againAfter the explosion, and fans collectively blasting the Shengshi Entertainment official, the company allowed him to start working again.

Lu Yan didn't know about this. He only had a small amount of interaction with Lin Si when he was young. Later, he deliberately avoided meeting each other and cut off the way to get information about him, so it was difficult to know the inside story.

After learning that Lu Shaoming was trying to attack Lin Si, the pain in his heart turned into scarlet in his eyes. He relaxed his muscles and tried not to scare Lin Si.

After confirming that Lin Si didn't want to continue talking, Lu Yan said with gritted teeth: "I never doubted you."

His voice was so fierce that Lin Si was stunned.

Lu Yan exhaled and took a long time to regain his mood. He raised his other hand slightly to touch Lin Si's head. He put it down when he felt it was inappropriate and said, "With your hatred for him, there is no way you can agree to this."Require."

Lin Si later realized that he tilted his head. He still couldn't accept that Lu Yan lowered his head and came to him to talk to him. He retracted the hand that grabbed Lu Yan's wrist bone, touched his trouser pocket, and stood there.

"Have you eaten?" Lu Yan asked him again.

Lin Si said "hmm", then reacted and said: "I didn't eat."

"What do you want to eat?" Lu Yan asked him.

After such a long phone call with Lu Yan, Lin Si felt mixed emotions and was not in the mood to think about what to eat, so he shook his head lightly.

Lu Yan took out his cell phone and rummaged through it: "Do you want to eat Hunan cuisine?"

"You don't like spicy food?" Lin Si asked him blankly.

"Just order two of the non-spicy ones and I'll eat them," Lu Yan said.

Lin Si glanced at the kitchen and said, "I'll cook it. Whatever you want to eat, it should only take ten minutes for Xijiang to deliver the ingredients."

Lu Yan gave him the phone: "You choose."

There was Lu Yan's body temperature on the phone. Lin Si held it in his hand, but it felt very hot.

"You just said you don't like me, do you mean you like me?" Lu Yan asked suddenly.

Lin Si's fingers paused while adding food to the basket. After a while, he said "hmm", but he was afraid that Lu Yan would force him to agree to a relationship next, so he added, "I'm going to join the group tomorrow..."

"Have you always lived on the set?" Lu Yan asked him.

Lin Si placed the order, returned the phone to Lu Yan, and said hesitantly: "The crew is also in Beicheng, and they won't go to another location for filming next month."

"Come back normally?"

"It's hard to come back. I also want to stay on the crew longer. Director Ye has already made an exception when he chooses me. If I don't go all out, I'm really afraid that he will change actors midway."

They stood in the corridor for too long and simply sat in the living room. Lin Si finally had the chance to turn on the TV to make the atmosphere livelier.

There were too many heart-wrenching things to say, and they all tacitly agreed not to talk anymore. They sat and watched the financial news for a while. Lu Yan asked, "Do you want to watch a TV series?"

"ah?"

"Aren't you going to film?" Lu Yan ordered a TV series on the console and asked, "Which one do you like?"

Lin Si looked around and said, "Let's watch the latest new drama. I heard that there is a period drama that has become a hit... Yes, that's it, "Once Upon a Bright Moon"."

The page of "Once Upon a Bright Moon" was opened, and Lu Yanshi tapped his fingertips: "Did Lu Nan play it?"

"Do you also know Lu Nan?" Lin Si said, "Lu Nan plays the male supporting role, and Qin Xiao is also in it. The protagonists of this TV series, Alpha and Omega, are both former TV drama queens. The lineup is very good. I think Lu NanThe difficult character was very likable, even though he didn’t survive to the end.”

Lu Yan said "hmm" and asked him, "Do you have an actor you like?"

"I rarely watched TV dramas before, and sometimes I would read about them in order to write theme songs," Lin Si said. "TV dramas and movies were only started after I decided to act, so I can't say I like them very much."Among the actors I have contacted, I feel that Brother Xiangyang and Lu Nan are both good, and Brother Song is Lin Zisong from Director Ye."

Lu Yan nodded and opened the first episode. When the title screen appeared, Lin Si introduced him to the name of the protagonist and his previous masterpieces.

"You have a good memory." Lu Yan said suddenly.

Lin Si raised the corner of his mouth proudly: "Well, I can roughly remember it after reading it once."

Lu Yan rarely praised others, and for a moment he only said a simple "very awesome".

Just after reading the beginning, the specific bell for express delivery at the door dinged twice. Lin Si ran out and took the food from the express delivery cabinet. From a distance, he saw the small robot turning the corner.

So when I walked in, I mentioned something like: "I saw that the robots have been replaced at the entrance of the community, and the property management people seem to have also been replaced."

"The information department was investigated for the leak of surveillance video before. Later, the security department was implicated, so a group of people were changed." Lu Yan added slowly, "The people involved have been transferred to the agency and they should pay the fine.If you have to pay a fine, you should be detained if you should be detained.”

Lin Si thought of the night Lu Yan stayed up with him, and his heart sank, and he said, "You watch TV for a while, I'll cook first."

With an independent space for activities, Lin Si breathed a sigh of relief. As expected, he still couldn't naturally stay under the same roof with Lu Yan.

In addition to feeling Alpha's natural sense of oppression, Lin Si also has to work hard to integrate him and Y. This state is between "feeling that I can treat him the same way I treat Y" and "being unable to show any intimacy to Lu Yan"Wander.

Paopao watched at the door of the kitchen, feeling the scent of Lu Yan's pheromones and followed him in after smelling it.

"What to cook?" Lu Yan asked.

Lin Si's hand when cutting potatoes moved slightly, and the good cube potatoes were cut into trapezoids.

"I just bought coconut milk and curry to make curry chicken." Lin Si said, "Cut some potatoes and carrots and put them in."

Lu Yan was beside him: "What can I do for you?"

After seeing Lu Yan frying steak, Lin Si didn't believe him as a kitchen killer, but it seemed that Lu Yan insisted on coming in, so he could only point to him: "Then wash the carrots and vegetables."Blue flowers.”

Lu Yan started to roll up his shirt sleeves. Lin Si glanced at him and reminded him, "Otherwise, go change your clothes, they will get dirty easily."

"Um."

After Lu Yan went out, Lin Si turned back to look at him through the glass window.

He didn't change any of his clothes. He probably hurried back from the company after learning that he was discharged from the hospital.

It was a lie to say he didn't like Lu Yan. When he saw Lu Yan in front of the hospital bed, he could only remember the bad things Lu Yan had done to him. He said he didn't like him and that he wasn't Y, but as soon as Lu Yan left, he couldn't stop.It was difficult to live in the hospital. During the two days when he was lying in the hospital, he went through the chat history in the Pao Pao software several times from beginning to end, and found that there was no way he could not stop talking to Y.

It's a lie to dislike Lu Yan.

The love is real.

Lin Si knew.

Lin Si has always been single-minded about love. If he likes someone, he just likes it. When others ask him, he will admit that he likes her. He thinks that the state of love should be like that, and that when you are in love, you should be intimate with each other.

He still wanted to be with Lu Yan. Even if there was Lu Shaoming and the unfriendly Qianchen between them, he was willing to digest it, although it would take some time.

When he could be with Lu Yan again, he wanted them to be the same as before.

To be able to hold each other and gently say "I miss you so much" instead of being together awkwardly and forcefully like now.

After he finished cutting the potatoes, Lu Yan came back. There were no carrots, so Lin Si cut the chicken first, turning to look at Lu Yan from time to time.

The slender knuckles bent up, circled the carrot, and washed it up and down along the water. This was repeated four or five times, not too fast nor too slow.

Lin Si thought of similar scenes in the short video.

After being stared at for a while, Lu Yan turned around and asked, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay, I just think of something and it feels quite similar." Lin Si lowered his head and continued to cut the chicken breast, and asked dully, "Would you do this to Omegas? Those before."

Lu Yan stopped rolling the carrots and asked, "What?" as if he didn't hear clearly.

"Just like Deng Tian, you also-" Lin Si stretched out his hand and imitated the movements on Lu Yan's carrot, up and down, "Are you like them?"

After gesticulating, he continued to cut the chicken breasts. He was a very open-minded person, but this was the first time he was jealous, and he didn't know how to endure the sour feelings, so he asked Lu Yan directly.

If Lu Yan answered yes, Lin Si felt that he would feel a little heartbroken... maybe a little more than a little.

If Lu Yan didn't answer, Lin Si would want to ask him what position he was in bed with the Omegas, and then feel more heartbroken for a while.

"Although I still don't know when I can fall in love with you normally...but that day should come," Lin Si said. "You have such a libertine past, and there is nothing I can do about it," Lin Si added.In a low voice, there was a lot of sadness in his tone, "But I know to some extent how dissolute you have been in the past. If it is too much, I will feel very sad."

Lu Yan held the carrot with both hands and broke it directly in the middle.

The author has something to say: Lu Yan: Lu Yan will be attacked by Dark Shark twice tonight.

Lu Nan:???Although I took your wife to watch a movie, I didn't let your wife doubt you. Why should you blame me again?

After I took my cat home, I found that she had some minor illness, and I took her to the hospital, so yesterday’s update was not as good as QAQ, which has been getting better these days!