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date="2021-11-20"

title="0100Ebsus"

weight="151276"

series = ["In Love with an Idiot"]

mode = "manual"

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Chapter One Hundred

Li Xuan's face was particularly ugly. He roared: "Are you sick in your brain? Can't you see what he means? If stalking can be effective, why are so many people in the world committing suicide? Can you keep it for yourself? Have a little face? Give our old Li's a little face? Is it a long-faced thing to be gay?"

Li Yu pressed his lips tightly, his face was frighteningly pale.

He has never suffered such humiliation in his life, whether it is from Jian Suiying or from his elder brother. In the first 21 years of his life, he lived carefully and carefully, so that people couldn't find his fault. But now he must be mentally ill, otherwise, how could he come and beg a man to change his mind in such a low voice, and be jealous with someone he doesn't look down on like his mother's wife.

But he still didn't want to get out of this door, he still couldn't give Jian Suiying his hand. Compared with humiliation and shame, He Jian Suiying's fear of strangers has overcome everything.

Jian Suiying no longer wants to look back. If he just lets go, they will be like this for the rest of their lives. He can't accept it, he really can't accept it.

Li Xuan saw that Li Yumu was still in place, he sighed heavily and slowly said to Jian Suiying: "Li Yu has talked to me about many things... It is our Li family's responsibility to not educate him well. I will take him away. You don’t have to meet again in the future. You will be relieved, and we will also be relieved."

Jian Suiying glanced at the desperate Li Yu and turned her head away. However, Li Yu looked at Jian Suiying without evasive, his eyes were not bottomed out.

Li Xuan felt very tired. He had been delayed from work for several days because of Li Yu's affairs. Seeing that he can no longer drag on, he must go back to Beihai, but his brother is like this, and there is a gloomy cloud at home. How can he be relieved?

He pushed Li Yu, and said in a deep voice, "Go."

Li Yu didn't move.

"Go." Li Xuan pushed him hard again, "Li Yu!"

Li Yu clenched his fists, took a deep look at Jian Suiying, turned and walked towards the door.

Li Xuan glanced at Jian Suiying silently, and followed him.

Jian Suiying looked at the empty corridor and stepped forward and closed the door.

He slowly moved back to the sofa, lit a cigarette, and then called out, "Xiao Zhu, come out."

Little Zhu opened the door and walked out from the inside. The expression on his face did not show happiness and sadness, as if countless helplessness.

Jian Suiying put her elbows on her knees, interlaced her fingers to support her forehead, and gently rubbed her temples.

Little Zhu whispered, "They are gone."

"gone."

Little Zhu stood helplessly, looking at him, for a long time before he suffocated a word, "Do you want to eat?"

"I don't want to eat." Jian Suiying was irritated for no reason, and said coarsely: "I fucking don't want to eat!"

Xiao Zhu's body trembled, even more afraid to speak.

Jian Suiying held her head in silence for a long time, and said dumbly: "I can't live with you all the time, I have to find something to do. Besides, Li Yu knows that I am here, so I don't know if I will bother you again. Me, so I will move back in two days."

Little Zhu opened his mouth and his eyes were red.

Jian Suiying raised her head and looked at Xiao Zhu's aggrieved expression, feeling a little unbearable in her heart.

"Come on, sit down, don't stand."

Little Zhu sat next to him and looked at him intently, "You are leaving."

He is going to leave at last. Although had known this day, it was much faster than he thought. He wished that such a day would last for one more day, one more day.

Jian Suiying threw the cigarette into the ashtray, and whispered softly: "Xiao Zhu, that girl today, I like you very much."

Little Zhu blinked and nodded gently.

"I moved back to live. I didn’t mean to break with you. If you want to break, it’s up to you. We can get there anytime, even if we are divided, I won’t care about your difficulties in the future. But at most That's it, I'm not a long-term person, you understand."

With tears in her eyes, Little Zhu nodded silently. How could he not understand that he is not the one who can keep Jian Suiying.

"I don't know what's the situation in your family, but generally speaking, one day you always have to take the road of marriage and childbirth. You can think about it yourself, you are willing to stay with me, I am willing to keep you, but I don't want you to delay Himself." Jian Suiying could see that Little Zhu liked him. He had seen such admiration in the eyes of many people, but he turned out to be a base, and he just saw someone who dismissed him.

If you change to someone else, he won't feel anything. There are more people in the world who can't ask for it, and there are more people who like him. He doesn't even bother to give a little pity.

But Little Zhu was different in his heart. He really missed his company and really pityed him. This boy is kind and gentle, don't care if he has other plans with him, at least he is wholeheartedly good to him, Jian Suiying's rogue style, can't bear to use him. He felt that Little Zhu was not a homosexual, and he did not want to delay him.

Little Zhu wanted to cry uncomfortably, but he wiped away the tears and smiled lightly: "Jian Shao, I understand."

Jian Suiying was stunned, carefully weighing the phrase "Jian Shao", feeling somewhat uneasy in her heart.

Little Zhu calmly said: "That girl is actually the girlfriend my mother introduced to me. I don't hate her. She needs to be taken care of in Beijing, so I will take care of her. …We got married early in our family, but I still think she’s too young, and now I’m not sure…” The more Little Zhu talked about, the more he couldn’t grasp the center of gravity, his heart had become a mess, and he couldn’t talk about it anymore. , Staring blankly at the palm of his hand, "maybe in the future...".

Jian Suiying touched his head and said softly: "If you get married, I will give you a big red envelope."

Little Zhu endured the sourness and suffocated his tears.

Two days later, Jian Suiying moved out of Zhu's house. He did not go back to the apartment where Li Yu had been entwined with, nor did he go to any other properties, but moved back to the owner's house.

He remembered that he moved out of this house, it should be when he was in his first year of high school. He lived in school at the beginning of high school. After living for a semester, he found that it was nice to be alone outside, so he didn't have to look up and see the woman, so he moved out. Ten years later, he moved back to the place where he was born and raised.

The few servants in the family who had watched him grow up were very happy, and they were eager to clean up this and that for him. Jian Suiying wanted to live at home this time. He lived for a few years for a few years, and decided not to let Zhao Yan and Jian Suilin step into this place.

Moving house was busy all day.

The old apartment in the city contained most of his frequently used things, and he asked people to move it back.

He won't go back there again. Even if Li Yu goes there, he won't find him again. As for how to deal with the house, he hasn't figured out what to do with the house, so just let it go. Every time I drive past there in the future, he can remind him of those stupid years to warn himself.

Settling here, Jian Suiying looked at the rare warm sun outside the window and decided to go and see his mother.

He usually goes three to four times a year. He must go to his birthday and death day. Sometimes he also goes to Qingming, and he will go too if he thinks his mother will go. For example, today, it's not a day, just want to see it.

He changed into all black clothes and drove out of the cemetery.

The pace of development of this city is too fast. However, wherever there are people, the price of land has risen close to gold. Jian Suiying is really worried that one day the city will plan to reach this cemetery.

In any case, it still remains calm.

He took a bottle of his mother's favorite wine, sat in front of the fucking grave, and had a drink with his mother.

The cemetery next to his mother was bought by his dad back then, perhaps because of his guilt for his wife. His dad plans to sleep with his mother when he is old.

Now Jian Suiying feels that it is better to leave it to herself, and a piece of land as small as a hundred thousand yuan should not be wasted. Thinking about his mother, he wouldn't want to let the man who betrayed her stay by her side for many years and disgust her. It's better to let her favorite son accompany her.

Jian Suiying drank two glasses of wine and whispered: "Mom, I'll come to see you. Although it's not a day, but I miss you. I fell in love some time ago, but then I blew it again, hey, that stuff That’s it. I’ll never worry about it anymore. It’s useless. I’ve lost a lot of business, but it’s okay, your son, some have the ability to make a comeback. You don’t have to worry about me. I don’t know if you are there. How is Bian'er going? If you leave later, when I grow up, you can still let me honor and honor you. What are you doing so early. If people say that I'm not a good thing, it's all because you don't care about me... "

Jian Suiying's tears fell uncontrollably. After so many years, he hadn't cried for any bad luck, and he didn't know what was wrong this time.

In fact, he didn't really miss his mother very much. It has been more than ten years, and his fierce emotions have faded. He is embarrassed to let people know that the fact of not having a mother makes him feel unfair.

Compared with most people, Jian Suiying really wants the wind to get the wind and the rain to rain. He has to live arrogantly and proudly every day. How can he envy those who are not because he doesn't have a mother? It's a joke.

Jian Suiying wiped her face clean with her sleeves, and no longer talked about her own affairs, but talked about some family affairs, especially Bai Xinyu's success, and she spoke very carefully.

He didn't drive away until the sky was getting dark and a bottle of wine was almost drunk.

While in the car, he called Li Wenxun.

In the past few days of thinking, he already had a general idea.

"Hey, Sui Ying!" Li Wenxun's voice was full of surprises, "Where is your kid hiding? All of your brothers are looking for you. Do you fucking need this? Who hasn't fallen in this life."

Jian Suiying smiled, "What's wrong with me taking a break by the way, don't think about it. Awen, you told me the last two months that you wanted to partner with me to establish a guarantee company. Does it still count?"

Li Wenxun said: "Forget it. After I joined the Ministry of Commerce, I have been thinking about this idea for a long time, but I haven't found a partner. I want to be a big one. Are you finally going to do something serious?"

"Well, I have enough rest, I have to make money, otherwise who will support me, who will support my people. Well, let's make an appointment for a meal and have a chat."

"okay."