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date="2021-11-20"

title="0108Ebsus"

weight="151303"

series = ["In Love with an Idiot"]

mode = "manual"

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Chapter One Hundred Eight

Jian Suiying didn't sleep for too long. There were too many things in his mind, and he woke up after squinting for a while.

When he woke up and saw Li Yu next to him, he was stunned for a moment, and he seemed to realize that this person was there.

These thirty-odd hours have been too difficult for him. He has overlooked many things, including Li Yu, who has been dangling by his side.

When he saw the car rushing towards Li Yu, his anxious and desperate mood was suddenly recalled by him, and his heart felt sour. If it was Li Yu who was lying in the intensive care unit now, how would he feel?

He moved in his heart and couldn't help asking: "How is the hand?"

Li Yu was taken aback, and said dumbly: "It's okay."

Jian Suiying glanced at his hand wrapped in a thick bandage and closed his eyes. "What did you and Zhao Yan say."

"I said he wanted to hit you, but he regretted it." Li Yu thought for a while and added: "She believed it."

Jian Suiying nodded, and said solemnly: "No matter what, thank you."

Li Yu said bitterly: "I just don't want you to be sad."

Jian Suiying avoided his straight eyes, got up from the chair, turned her back, "Go back and rest."

Li Yu also stood up, "I'm here to accompany you, see if I can help..."

"You can't help much, go back, if he can wake up, he won't want to see you, I don't think you want to see him either."

Li Yu's lips trembled slightly, and the back view Jian Suiying gave him was full of abrupt rejection, making him feel that his breathing was stagnant.

He couldn't help but hugged Jian Suiying from behind.

Jian Suiying's body was stiff, but this time he didn't push Li Yu away, he couldn't spare the effort to care about Li Yu now.

"Brother Jane, don't drive me away, I can't leave, especially now, I have to ask clearly."

"what?"

Li Yu tightened his arms and buried his face between his neck and breathed greedily, "I want to ask you why you want to save me, do you still love me."

Jian Suiying took a deep breath, "Li Yu..."

"Don't say anything else, I just want to know this. Brother Jian, you are not someone who dare not be, you admit it, you still love me, why can't you admit it." Li Yu's tone was full of desire, "I Please, admit it, as long as you admit it, you can let me die now." His voice trembled unpretentiously, and he was expecting and terrifying Jian Suiying's response.

Jian Suiying endured the heartache and said grimly, "Li Yu, I have no energy to argue with you now. What if I love you? I don’t rely on this stuff to eat, and without me, I won’t lack arms and legs. I’m a businessman, and it’s enough for me to lose money once. I won’t do it a second time. It’s like a thing I like again, I can’t afford it, I just don’t want it. Li Yu, it happened After so many things, we didn't talk about it peacefully. Today, in a place like this where you can't make a lot of noise, I just happened to say something to you."

Li Yu suddenly became frightened. He hugged Jian Suiying's waist tightly. Like countless times before, he hugged this man's waist, put his chin on his shoulder, and watched him lazily shave. Or tell him what he thinks now. At that time, sweet every minute, he was willing to change everything.

Jian Suiying stared hollowly at the hospital corridor as if there was no end, and her heart was ashamed, "We can't, it's impossible now, and it won't be possible in the future. I'm not a generous person, as long as I think of what you did to me. For those things, I feel that if I forgive you, I’m sorry for myself. I am the most selfish person. I can’t sorry for myself. Besides, there is no trust between us anymore. I don’t want to waste my energy on you and bother. Guess what you are thinking, will you hurt me again. Two people are together, but I want to be happy, I like you again, I think of you and my head is upset, why do I have to be with you."

Li Yu even swallowed: "But I won't hurt you again, I will definitely..."

"Don't say these things are useless. There is no regret medicine in the world, and I have no obligation to make you regret it. The greatest tolerance and concession in my life were given to you Li Yu, but you still failed me. If you pay it back If you have feelings for me, don’t bother me anymore. I’m doing pretty well now, and it’s okay. If you don’t show up again, I will feel better.” When Jian Suiying said this, There was a feeling of bleeding, but every word he said was true.

Even after experiencing so many fucking things, the thrilling scene yesterday still made him unable to deceive himself anymore. He is so cheap. He hates Li Yu and gritted his teeth with hatred, but his love for him has never stopped.

He had never felt that he was a person who valued love and justice, and he didn't know what devil was in Li Yu that he could be attached to a person to such an extent. This made him disgusted and terrified.

Therefore, he has to stay far away from Li Yu, and it is best to never see him, so as to avoid the risk of him being embarrassed again and becoming a laughing stock of others.

Love is not his necessity, and he can't put his dignity and life into it again for this.

He has to admit that he can't afford to lose.

Li Yu cried again.

He was crying very sad, even if she was sobbing low on his shoulder, Jian Suiying could taste the despair in the tears.

He felt Jian Suiying's determination to break with him. He could no longer hold the fluke mentality, hoping that Jian Suiying could soften, turn around to look at him again, and return to him.

But these are just his fantasies, and he can't even comfort himself with these fantasies.

Jian Suiying said too clearly, leaving no room for him, not giving him room for conjecture, and not letting him deceive himself or others.

They are completely over, Jian Suiying can no longer understand her expression, her attitude can no longer be resolute.

Li Yu couldn't help crying. He was overwhelmed with grief and pain. Even though he held this person tightly, their hearts were far beyond his reach.

He has completely lost Jian Suiying.

He and Jian Sui Linming fought secretly, and finally turned against each other. After working so hard, they ended up in a mess, but no one got this person. This is really a great irony, and it is the greatest punishment God has given them.

Li Yu was only 21 years old. He really didn't know how to dispel such a huge sadness. He could only hold Jian Suiying helplessly like a child, no longer pretending, no longer calculating, and crying happily. Cry his feelings, cry his mistakes, cry his regrets, cry his gains and losses.

Jian Suiying felt the corners of her eyes gradually moist, so she widened her eyes and looked at the ceiling without blinking.

The sobbing in his ears and the wetness of his shoulders seemed to pierce his heart.

Li Yu left, did not contact him again, and did not appear in the hospital.

Jian Suilin woke up after being in a coma for four days, and the first thing she said was to see Jian Suiying.

Jian Suiying was not surprised. He put down his job and drove to the hospital.

Jian Suilin was admitted to the hospital for the second time, and Jian Dongyuan was also beaten into the hospital. In desperation, Jian Suiying had no choice but to re-take over his former company that had been sold to Jian Suilin.

When something went wrong, he had no time to complain. He only knew that as the eldest grandson of the Jian family, as a man, he couldn't stand by at this time.

He was hiding things from his grandfather and his relatives about the family affairs, only his uncles knew the situation.

The burden of the company and family suddenly fell on Jian Suiying. Taking care of the operations of the three companies at the same time, for Jian Suiying, there is considerable pressure on both energy and capital. He is so busy that he has lost a lot of weight.

Jian Suilin was able to wake up smoothly, which undoubtedly made him breathe a sigh of relief.