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date="2021-11-20"

title="0117Ebsus"

weight="151335"

series = ["In Love with an Idiot"]

mode = "manual"

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Chapter One Hundred and Seventeen

Li Yu smiled bitterly, "Brother Jian, I am already very happy that you can come to see me, but I... do you think I can look back."

Jian Suiying gritted her teeth and said: "Ask me? Do you know what you are doing? Have you ever thought about your parents and brothers, how could you fucking be so fucking."

Li Yu's expression was sad, and there was a deep sadness in his eyes, "I think maybe they would not feel ashamed without me..." Li Yu lowered his head and said with a trembling: "Brother Jane, sometimes I hate it. Yours, before I met you, I felt that I didn’t lack anything. Now, I seem to be abandoned by everyone, even you..." Li Yu even swallowed, "I have done a lot of sorry things to you, so it’s me. You deserve it, but you didn't give me a chance. You are cruel. Sometimes I really hate you, and I hate myself even more..." Li Yu buried his head on his chest, his shoulders trembling slightly.

Jian Suiying only felt that his heart was caught. He couldn't stand Li Yu's tragic look, even if he was obviously not worthy of sympathy.

But whether he deserves sympathy or not, only the distressed person knows himself.

Jian Suiying thought that maybe the person in front of him would go to jail, and his young and splendid life would end in the darkness of guilt, and he would not be able to bear this kind of ending.

Jian Suiying wanted to beat him, but felt unable to raise his arm, "You idiot? If something happens to you, they will humiliate and suffer for a lifetime, and I can't forgive you for being stupid enough."

Li Yu looked at his hand silently, "Brother Jian, I have come here, I can't give up now, you go back... If you stay for a long time, I will not let you go."

Jian Suiying couldn't help but slapped him again, and he screamed, "You idiot, is your brain sick, you..." Just because of his careless words, he really did. Who the hell remembers what he said when doing such a dangerous business? Was this kid crazy? How could he do such crazy things? For the first time, Jian Suiying was shocked by a person’s persistence. Li Yu can respond to his affection with just one percent of his appearance. Can the two of them go to this day? To be able to take the risk of getting shots for him to make money, why was such a man so reluctant to show him at that time? How did he think of this neurosis in the first place? "You immediately, follow me back to Beijing, now, leave immediately."

Li Yu shook his head, "What is it for me to go back now." Li Yu raised his head and looked at him directly, "Brother Jian, you know I don't want your pitifulness."

Jian Suiying gritted her teeth and said: "Li Old Second, are you threatening me? You pretend to be fucking shit, are you threatening me with your own life?"

Li Yu was leaning against the door, her dark pupils could hardly find any flaws, but looking at Jian Suiying, there was sadness and determination, "Brother Jian, if you find here, it proves that you still care about me. Today you want to I take it away, I can go with you, but you can't leave me anymore, I want to follow you forever. Otherwise you just leave me alone, you walk out of this hotel, don’t look back, let me fend for myself, I am Li Yu Being so sordid, so stupid, if you don't want me, you don't care if I am alive or dead, just let me go on with this little hope."

Jian Suiying is so angry that there is no place in his internal organs that does not hurt. He hates others for persecuting him the most in his life. The more he is persecuted, the more he has to go against others. Li Yu doesn't know.

But this time he couldn't slap Li Yu to the ground, then slammed the door and left. Because he would not just close a door, he would close Li Yu's hope.

Today he is gone, and tomorrow he will watch Li Yu step by step towards destruction. Until now, he suspects that Li Yu was deliberate. He exiled himself to the edge of the cliff and walked with a dangerous move for the purpose of I wanted to see if he would reach out and pull him back.

Once he stretched out his hand, he couldn't take it back again. Li Yu dug a trap and used himself as a bait. The choice of jumping or not seemed to lie with him. In fact, as long as he still has feelings for Li Yu, he has nothing else. choose.

He hated being so intimidated, but he couldn't help being shocked by all that Li Yu had done. Being so madly admired by Li Yu made him long for a long time, but now when it finally comes true, he just wants to cry.

He has a hideous face and a torch-like gaze, staring at Li Yu fiercely.

Li Yu also looked at him without shy, and his lips trembled uncontrollably.

The two looked at each other for a long time, and Jian Suiying spoke slowly, "Follow me back to Beijing."

Li Yu trembled, and said with a trembling, "Brother Jian, I don't understand what you said like this."

"Follow me back to Beijing."

"I don't understand, Brother Jian, you speak more clearly, otherwise I don't understand." Li Yu's voice was hoarse, and the tears were rolling in his eyes, almost falling.

Jian Suiying grabbed his neck with his hand. He really wanted to just tighten his palms and put an end to all grievances, but he just put Li Yu's body on the door panel, cheating and kissing his lips, and cruelly Take a bite hard.

Li Yu shivered with pain, tears flowed down instantly, and he swallowed even more: "Brother Jian, I don't understand, please make it clear, please make it clear."

Jian Suiying endured the soreness of her nasal cavity and said dumbly: "Go back to Beijing with me. I don't need you to make these terrible black money. I give you this opportunity and I will give it to you now. Listen well to Li Yu, if you are sorry anymore. I, I just chopped off your stuff..."

Li Yu hugged Jian Suiying fiercely and cried out, as if the dying man had found hope of life, he was redeemed from this moment. Embracing this person again, it seems in his heart that a century has passed, until he has tasted pain and despair, he can't imagine how he spends every day and every day, endless regret and sorrow. Torturing him, there is no day he does not expect time to go back, and there is no day he does not yearn for the past. He walked so many detours and suffered so much, and now he can still hold him. Apart from tears, he doesn't know how to vent his emotions of breaking the bank.

Jian Suiying couldn't bear it, and tears came from her eyes. After going around such a big circle, after experiencing each other's hurt, in the end he still hugged this person. Perhaps from the moment the two met that day, all the injuries and sufferings were doomed, but they stumbled, but they have come to today.

Jian Suiying couldn't describe her current mood, as if he was relieved in an instant, and the indescribable power that was pressing on him disappeared in an instant.

He likes Li Yu. From the moment he saw him to today, he has always liked Li Yu. In his entire life, he will no longer like Li Yu as devotedly and fearlessly as he likes others. He cannot own Li Yu.Every day, Yu laughed at his failure and unbearableness. He could not forgive his stupidity and his still longing for Li Yu, so he could not forgive Li Yu even more.

Perhaps today is also a redemption for him. The person he is "forced" to accept again is the unspeakable and ashamed desire in his heart.