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date="2021-11-22"

title="52.Chapter 52"

weight="148642"

series = ["Back to the Years When My Father Was in School"]

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During those few nights, Lu Yan always went home very late. Jian Yao would often take her to the bar to perform, let her come on stage, and even invited her to join the band and make music together.

Lu Yan readily agreed.

In short, she must keep herself busy, and she must do something to distract her.

Perhaps there are always sequelae of broken love. Lu Yan can't stay at home all day, as long as she is quiet and alone, the shadow of that man will always appear in her mind... lingering.

He once gave her such an unforgettable love, but he told her that it was fake.

Yes, it's fake.

Shen Kuo's father contracted that disease because of his work in the Lu family. With Shen Kuo's retribution, how could he really like her.

He always lied to her.

As long as he thinks of this, Lu Yan's heart is like a knife.

That night, Lu Zhen pulled the drunk girl out of the green vine bar.

She was confused and not very stable, leaning against the wall, half asleep.

This summer vacation was supposed to be Lu Zhen's most relaxing and free summer vacation, but most of his time every day was spent looking for his daughter.

Although she knew that Jian Yao was looking at her, Lu Zhen was still uneasy. Today, seeing the little girl still drinking, he was even more furious.

"Lu Yan is underage." He turned around and asked Jian Yao, "You let her drink?"

Jian Yao, who was wearing a vest and loose trousers, leaned against the door, and seemed helpless: "She changed her drink for wine, but she didn't watch it just now, sorry."

"How can I not watch, I agree to let her go out with you to relax, not let her drink!"

"It's not a big deal to have a drink."

Jian Yao shrugged indifferently: "I was drunk for three days when I was broken-up in love, and I forgot about the man as soon as I woke up."

Lu Zhen looked at her: "Have you ever been broken in love?"

"Who hasn't been broken in love yet."

"Who is that man?"

Jian Yao frowned: "Hey, why should I tell you."

"You must tell me."

"You guy...too unreasonable, if it weren't for Xiao Yan's sake, I wouldn't care about you."

Lu Zhen completely forgot what he was doing here. What he was thinking about was who Jian Yao had been dumped in the past, and who would dare to dump his wife with such inconspicuousness!

Lu Yan suddenly bowed and vomited while holding on to the wall.

The two immediately stopped arguing and ran to help Lu Yan.

Lu Yan spit out tears and nose, her stomach cramped, embarrassed and ugly.

Lu Zhen ignored the dirt, wiped her face with his sleeves, and said distressedly: "It's better not, slow down, don't choke."

Lu Yan slowed down for a while before she felt a little more comfortable.

Jian Yao also blamed herself, after all, she was negligent to let this little girl drink wine secretly.

"You take her back quickly, it's so pathetic."

Lu Yan shook off Lu Zhen's hand: "No, don't go back, I haven't played enough yet."

"Still playing? Miss, don't forget that the third grade tuition will begin tomorrow. Do you still want to take the Q big."

Speaking of Q big, Lu Yan suddenly fell silent.

She stood with her back to them, her back thin under the street lamp.

At the beginning, Shen Kui said that he wanted to take the Q big exam and wanted to go to the same university as her.

For these words, Lu Yan has been working hard, trying to catch up with him.

What a wonderful expectation to go to university together, and now, things are different, so ridiculous...

Jian Yao kicked Lu Zhen's calf with the toe of her shoe, and whispered: "Which pot does not open or lift which pot, are you a pig!"

Lu Zhen consciously failed to speak, and quickly walked over and grabbed the girl's slender wrist: "Forget it, go home first."

"I won't take the Q test." Lu Yan broke away from his hand and muttered, "I won't take the test."

Jian Yao was like coaxing a child, coaxing her patiently: "If you don't take the exam or take the exam, let's not take the Napo school, let's take the Tsinghua Peking University, ah, don't be uncomfortable..."

Jian Yao was taken aback when she heard the loud noise of "Kang". Looking back, she saw Lu Zhen lift his leg and knock over the trash can on the side of the road.

"What are you crazy!"

Lu Zhen finally couldn't bear it, pointing to Lu Yan, and said angrily: "For such a bad person, look at what you look like now. This is your own life. Is it related to others for half a dime? Without him, you would Don’t live anymore!"

"Lu Yan, you really disappoint me like this."

Lu Yan lowered her head, her face buried in the shadow of the light, her expression unclear.

"Disappointed." She said in a dry voice: "I am also disappointed in myself, you know, I am really disappointed."

She hugged her body helplessly and squatted on the side of the road, murmured: "It's really funny, knowing that he lied to me for so long, knowing that he hates me and the Lu family, but I... just like him. .."

The tears fell down and fell to the ground, and immediately immersed in the dust.

She said intermittently: "I won't like anyone in this life anymore, I won't do it in this life."

"Even if he lied to me, I can't hate him, he lied, why not lied longer..."

In the past, Lu Yan herself didn't look down on the girls who looked down on the girls who wanted to die and live for love.

Isn't it just a loss of love? What's the big deal?

Perhaps, only the "incriminating" party can turn the article in such an understatement.

For example, Shen Kui, he was admitted to the provincial champion.

Lu Zhen couldn't see her girl cry, it was more uncomfortable than killing him.

He knelt down, awkwardly wiped her tears with his sleeves, hugged and coaxed her, whispering these useless comforting words.

"Isn't it a boyfriend? I will help you find it later. I will definitely find someone you like."

"Didn't you still like Liang Ting before? Or if you look back and consider him again, I won't object this time."

"You are looking for Shen Kuo's nice little white face, then... Ye Jiaqi will do too!"

...

Jian Yao stared at Lu Zhen's appearance of coaxing the girl, and a wave of hazel eyes appeared.

Although he is a bit stupid and has a bad temper, he is a gentle person.

Tired of crying, Lu Yan finally climbed onto Lu Zhen's back obediently and lay obediently on his solid and broad shoulders: "Lu Zhen, I want to go home."

"Well, I will take you home."

He steadily carried Lu Yan on his back, looked back at Jian Yao, and said in a commanding tone: "You also go home."

Jian Yao shrugged carelessly like a child, "Just take care of Lu Yan, why take care of me."

"Of course I have to take care of you."

You are my wife, my child's mother.

In the second half of the sentence, he did not dare to say it. The scene of the last time he was beaten is still vivid.

Lu Zhen stretched out his hand and lifted Jian Yao's open collar zipper up, covering her white and slender neck.

What a ghost...Jian Yao even let him do it.

A strange feeling came to my heart.

She felt that the teenager in front of her was different from when she first met.

"You won't lose love again in the future." Lu Zhen said this wordlessly.

Jian Yao didn't react: "What?"

"Follow me, you won't lose love."

"..."

She laughed and hit him with her handbag: "Go to hell you."

Lu Zhen also laughed, because of the peach eyes, he laughed very beautifully, giving people a feeling of spring blossoms inexplicably.

He can become the school grass of the third middle school, which shows that the girls in the school are not blind...

This guy is really handsome.

While Jian Yao hadn’t recovered, Lu Zhen suddenly reached out and touched her head——

"Go, go home early."

The movements were so natural that Jian Yao was a little caught off guard.

Until he walked far away with the girl on his back, she touched her forehead in a daze...the warm touch of his palm still remained.

She returned to the bar, but when she turned around, she saw Qiao Nan leaning against the door, looking at her with complicated eyes.

Jian Yao was inexplicably guilty by him: "I have finished work and went home."

"So early?"

"Well, there will be summer tuition in school tomorrow."

Of course, Qiao Nan doesn't believe that Jian Yao actually cares about summer tutoring. She has never paid much attention to learning matters.

"Because he asked you to go home early, why are you listening to that guy so much!"

"You are noisy!"

"You can't keep it from me." Qiao Nan said, "Lu Zhen's kind of rich and young, and we have never been the same."

"Don't be self-righteous."

Jian Yao tapped his chest with her fingertips, stopped the pace he was following, and left with her bag in her arms.

Lu Zhen went home with Lu Yan, gave her to Aunt Li, and ordered her to clean up and let her go to bed first.

He went out, called a taxi, and came to Shen Kuo's door.

There are scratches on the wooden door from many years, the window is half open and half closed, there is no light in the house, and don't know if anyone is inside.

Lu Zhen paced in front of the door. The more he thought about it, the more annoyed he became, and his anger rushed up. He walked to the door and kicked the door with his foot.

With his feet up in the air, he still didn't kick down. He gritted his teeth and withdrew again.

"Oh shit."

He cursed lowly.

It's not counseling, just because of a guilty conscience.

When he heard that Shen Kuo's father was ill because of Lu's cement factory, he recalled many things in the past.

His growth years and that guy can’t get rid of the relationship. On the face of it, it seems that Lu Zhen is bullying Shen Kui every time, but only Lu Zhen knows that it is Shen Kui...

It was Shen Kui who framed him.

Every time he was punished by his teacher or misunderstood by his classmates, he could always see Shen Kui smiling at him, that kind of gloomy...creepy smile.

At first, he thought Shen Kui was jealous of him, jealous of his family and even his looks...

But now that the truth became clear, realized how ridiculous the naive conjectures back then were.

It was their Lu family... that caused the tragedy of his life.

Lu Zhen bit her lower lip tightly, resisted the anger, turned and left.

However, as soon as he reached the entrance of the alley, he saw Shen Kui appear in front of the narrow alley with a white plastic bag.

Inside the white plastic bag are a wad of yellow paper money and two strings of fake ingots.

When they met suddenly, their hearts burst.

Shen Kui calmly asked, "What's the matter?"

His daughter has lost a lot of weight for this man, and he actually looks like a okay person. Lu Zhen didn't get angry, but he didn't want to be as impulsive as he used to be.

He questioned: "You can blame my dad, you can blame me, and even everything you did to me in the past...I don't care about it, but what do you mean by bullying Lu Yan."

In the last few words, his lips and tongue rubbed his teeth together.

Shen Kui let out a snort: "If I really wanted to bully her, she wouldn't just be crying and crying."

After he finished speaking, he brushed past Lu Zhen and slammed his shoulder hard.

Lu Zhen was stimulated by his words. He couldn't imagine what Shen Kui, a terrible guy, planned to do to Lu Yan!

He turned around abruptly, jumped onto Shen Kuo's shoulders, and threw him heavily to the ground.

Lu Zhen clenched his collar, her hand already clenched his fist.

He gasped, staring at Shen Kui angrily—

"Do you have any fucking humanity? She doesn't understand anything, why are you bullying her!"

The white plastic bag in Shen Kuo's hand flew out and fell on the ground. The yellow paper was scattered and was soaked by the wet ground.

"Fight."

Shen Kui looked at him indifferently, and said, "Like countless times in the past, hit it."

There was a gust of wind, and several pieces of yellow paper drifted away.

Lu Zhen put down his hands sullenly and loosened Shen Kuo's collar.

Shen Kui stood up embarrassedly, straightened his collar, and picked up the yellow paper plastic bag on the ground.

Lu Zhen panted, and said every word: "Shen Kuo, one life is worth the other, you can come and get my life anytime."

Shen Kui sneered: "You want to die, I don't want to go to jail."

Lu Zhen stared at him, her dark eyes like thick ink that could not be removed: "Bull Lu Yan, you will regret..."

"I never regret it."

Lu Zhen stubbornly said: "I will make you regret it."

After saying this, Lu Zhen turned and left.

Standing at the entrance of the alley, Shen Kui looked at his back and stood for a long time.

For the first time in his life, he felt that the silly boy who gave him Jianlibao had grown up.

People always grow up, not for themselves, but also for the people they love.

He looked up and saw a few moths flying up and down around the white flag lamp.

Over the years, everything he did to Lu Zhen has never made him truly happy even for a second...

Until the girl appeared in his life, like a beam of light, illuminating his devastated and desolate world.

Hatred and revenge cannot bring satisfaction, but love can.

He can't let her live her whole life in endless guilt and self-blame, and can't let her love him for the rest of her life with the love of redemption...

He knew that sooner or later, she would come out of the haze...

At that time, it was the real brighter world.

Shen Kui closed his eyes and let Yu Xingzi lightly pat his face.

Lu Yan, forgive my decision at this moment...

During the few days when filling in the volunteers, Liang Ting and Qin Hao filled out the reference book with thick volunteers all day long, came to Lu's family, and discussed with Lu Zhen to fill in the volunteers.

The three of them went to kindergarten together, elementary school and junior high school together, and of course high school together. They had all made appointments and they had to go to the same university.

As a result, didn’t expect that Lu Zhen’s score in the college entrance examination had soared to 600 points. Liang Ting’s brain was clever and his grades were always good. He did better than Lu Zhen in the exam, but Qin Hao failed and only scored more than 500 points in the exam. , Obviously can't go to university with them.

"Where is Shen Kui reporting?" Lu Zhen asked Liang Ting.

Liang Ting focused on using a pen to outline the volunteer school information, and said casually: "Where do I know."

"Aren't you calling yourself an ‘intelligence officer’? Go and help me inquire."

Liang Ting frowned: "What do you inquire about him?"

"You can tell me what he does."

A day later, Liang Ting inquired about the latest information: "Actually, there is no suspense. Shen Kuo's goal has always been a computer major at Q. His grade is more than enough to go to Q..."

Before he finished his words, he saw Lu Zhen unloading the Q large computer department in the blank volunteer newspaper. He grabbed his hand and said, "What are you doing!"

"Fill in your volunteers."

"You...you report a big Q!"

As soon as he finished saying this, Lu Yan at the entrance of the corridor stopped and looked at Lu Zhen in surprise: "You report the big Q?"

"Don't look at Lao Tzu like that." Lu Zhen said unnaturally: "He can report, but I can't report?"

Liang Ting said worriedly: "People are the provincial champion. All universities across the country let him choose. You can look at your score. Although it is good, it is still a bit worse than him. You have to report to him. The same school..."

It's really hanging.

"Last year's Q-big minimum score was only ten points higher than mine." Lu Zhen said firmly: "I have a hunch that it will drop this year."

Lu Yan hurriedly went downstairs, grabbed Lu Zhen's volunteer list and looked at it. The first choice was the Q computer department.

She asked Lu Zhen eagerly: "What do you want to do after chasing him to fill up your wishes?"

Lu Zhen rubbed his nose: "It's nothing."

Seeing the two of them staring at him so intently, he couldn't get past, and could only say: "I can't get past this hurdle."

Liang Ting was puzzled: "What's the obstacle?"

Lu Zhen rubbed his nose, deliberately not mentioning Lu Yan, and said: "I have been rectified by him for so many years, I can't get through this hurdle, I still want to...fight with him, I don't believe it, I'm really inferior to him. ."

"You have no energy! What's so aggressive? We are unlucky to meet him. In this life, we'd better avoid him as far as possible! He's a liar... a big bad guy!"

Speaking of Shen Kui, Lu Yan's mood was almost uncontrollable.

Lu Zhen pursed his lips, grabbed his volunteer list, folded it and stuffed it into the pages of the book.

"I can lose, but I don't hide."

He said in a deep voice, "I can do what he can do. If he will bankrupt me in the future, I will bankrupt him first."

"..."

The corner of Liang Ting's mouth twitched.

Brother, you are really confident.

In short, no one persuaded everyone to listen to what Lu Zhen decided. The first choice was to report it, and he didn't care about the second and third choices. Lu Yan helped him choose the school carefully and he just filled it in. Definitely make it, give him a guarantee.

But what no one thought was that the score of Q was actually down this year, more than ten points lower than that of Lu Zhen, and there are really not many students who reported in the Department of Computer Science in this province.

So when he got the admission notice, Lu Jian was so happy that he would fly away. He wanted to say to everyone that my son got the Q big, yes, that's the big Q, what, Fudan, no, no, than Fudan is fine.

Lu Zhen was really lucky this summer. Originally, his scores in the college entrance examination were completely extraordinary, so forget it. Volunteering was overwhelming and desperate. Everyone thought that his first choice would fail. It turned out to be admitted.

He was unlucky for several years when he met Shen Kui, and all his luck seemed to have been accumulated and used for the college entrance examination.

He and Shen Kuo's total score difference was nearly 80 points, but they were admitted to the same university and the same major.

This was a sensational "legendary" incident in North City No. 3 Middle School.

In the scorching summer, in the classroom, the old-fashioned head shaking fan, especially the buzzing in the room...

Several boys carried plastic bags into the classroom and threw a dime and a bag of ice-packed drinks to the surrounding classmates.

The senior third-grade cram school starts in August during the summer and lasts for a whole month. Classes are held every day without holidays.

Lu Yan walked out of the classroom with a few shabby notebooks to the waste paper recycling room on the first floor.

The recycling room specializes in recycling discarded drafts or unneeded old books used by students for waste paper to be sold again.

Lu Yan gave the few notebooks with dense notes to Teacher Chen in the mail room: "Teacher Chen, I don't need these."

Teacher Chen was pale on his temples and wearing reading glasses between the bridge of his nose. He took the notebook handed by Lu Yan and looked at it, and said, "Drink, these are all notes and materials, don't you want them?"

Teacher Chen used to be a school teacher, and only worked in the waste paper mailing room after retiring, so he knew these notes.

These notes are clear and detailed, and the handwriting is quite beautiful. They should not be treated as waste in any case.

Lu Yan didn't want to look at them again, turned around and said, "Don't bother."

Teacher Chen looked at the cover of the notes. The square lower case characters were powerful and powerful——Shen Kuo.

"Shen Kuo! I said why this note is so organized, it turns out to be our provincial champion's note."

Teacher Chen's unintentional remarks stabbed her again inexplicably. She frowned and said, "If you don't accept it, I will throw it into the trash can if you don't accept it."

Teacher Chen smiled and said: "This note is the only one that is hard to find. It is a pity to sell waste paper, so... I put it here. If a senior high school student needs this review note, I will sell it to him. is it okay?"

"Whatever you do."

So Teacher Chen gave Lu Yan fifty cents according to the price of waste paper.

Lu Yan took the money and didn't want to look at them again, speeding up the pace and leaving in a hurry.

She held the fifty cents tightly in her hand, holding it for a whole noon, until the paper money was soaked with sweat in her palm.

She liked him with enthusiasm. She thought she was the lover of a lifetime, but in the end...

It just changed the fifty cents.

How cheap and ironic.

Lu Yan lay on the desk, turning his head, looking at the camphor forest outside the window, the breeze swept across the branches and leaves, making a rustling sound.

She recalled the night when the third grade of senior high school was on vacation. In front of the third grade teaching building, review materials were scattered all over the sky. The young man took her by the hand and took her to the camphor forest where there was no one.

He packed the notes and materials into her bag and gave them all to her...

He didn't say a word when it was in love, but hugged her tightly.

Shen Kui couldn't bear her.

Lu Yan is actually not that kind of sensitive girl, especially when it comes to feelings, she is very slow.

Therefore, Shen Kui didn't need to act in front of her at all, let alone treat her very deliberately. How could she notice that he was with her for a purpose.

But he still treats her well, to the bone.

Even if a person loses consciousness and taste, even if he is paralyzed in bed and unable to move, he will never lose the ability to perceive love.

If everything he did was fake, Lu Yan really didn't know what else was real in this world.

Lu Yan lay on the table, struggling for a few minutes with her head in her arms, and finally stood up on the ground, shocking Qi Yuhuan who was taking a nap next to her.

"What...what are you doing."

Before she finished her words, Lu Yan hurriedly left her seat, ran out of the classroom, and went to the waste paper mailing room on the first floor of the teaching building without stopping.

"Ms. Chen, my, I this morning..."

She gasped violently, and asked eagerly, "Are those notebooks still here? I...I won't sell them."

She put the crumpled fifty cents on the table: "Please return those books to me, can you?"

Teacher Chen frowned, and said embarrassedly: "Oh, that note... as soon as you leave, some of your classmates bought it. I have said that this information is precious. Look, how good is this? ."

Lu Yan's heart was suddenly empty.

"Sold, sold."

"Yes."

She walked out of the waste paper mailing room in despair, sat on the edge of the stairs, buried her head in her knees, and her heart was sour.

What stupid she is making again.

Lu Yan rubbed the corner of his eyes and got up to leave. At this moment, someone shook his notebook in front of Lu Yan.

The little girl's eyes lit up, she looked up and saw Jian Yao standing on the stairs, smiling slyly.

"The review materials of the provincial champion, just let some people sell it as waste paper. Tsk, it's really a violent thing."

Lu Yan reached for it, and Jian Yao stepped back: "Hey, I bought this. I want it. I want to buy it with the money."

"How much do you want?" Lu Yan took out the embroidered pouch for change.

Jian Yao walked over, knocked her on the head with the notebook, and said angrily: "I'm joking with you, I really believe it."

Lu Yan took the notebook, hugged her chest tightly, and explained, "I'm not reluctant, but it's a pity. After all... the provincial champion's notes."

Jian Yao saw her duplicity and did not reveal her words, sitting side by side with her on the steps of the teaching building, looking at the swaying shadows of the trees by the skylight in the corridor.

"Yeah, I can get such a note, let alone a half-year love relationship with him, even if I serve him as a cow for three years, I won't lose money!"

Lu Yan turned her head to look at Jian Yao and twisted her eyebrows: "Really?"

"Did you not read the content inside." Jian Yao pointed to one of the notes, and said casually: "His notes are not many, but they are all the essence! And these are not class notes at all, this is his own after class Organized information."

Lu Yan didn't understand the difference.

So Jian Yao explained: "He is such a smart guy, where he needs to waste time taking a separate note after class, I guess... he may also want to wait until he becomes the provincial champion, and then use this note. Sell ​​it for money."

Lu Yan looked at Jian Yao in surprise. Jian Yao didn't look at her. The sunlight happened to fall on her face through the skylight, making her long curled eyelashes crystal clear.

"Yes, the original intention must be to sell money." She smiled and said: "He is so bad, so he can deceive people. It can't be written for some people."

Lu Yan clenched her notes without answering.

"But since it's in your hands, make good use of it."

Jian Yao patted her on the shoulder: "Don't be cheap, use his notes to get the Q big, so you are not cheated for nothing."

Lu Yan lowered his head, removed the laces of his white net shoes, and re-fastened them: "It's too big if you don't take the Q test."

Jian Yao said: "Didn't your brother say he wants to wait for you at Q?"

"He's not waiting for me." Lu Yan gave Jian Yao a meaningful look.

Jian Yao squeezed her chin, pushed her face away, stood up, stretched out a long waist, stretched out and said leisurely—

"My dream is to be cool and unrestrained, and concentrate on making my music, so I don't like letting people take care of it, so I will never fall in love and get married in my life..."

Lu Yan: "Oh."

So you think I'm popping out of a crack in a rock?

In the afternoon, the school organized an excellent graduate experience exchange meeting, and invited some of the top classmates of the senior high school graduates to teach them experience and exchange learning methods for the next senior high school students.

When Lu Yan saw Shen Kuo's name on the poster of the exchange meeting, she decisively chose to study in the classroom.

Don't go, resolutely don't go!

Qi Yuhuan, a good Chinese girlfriend, dragged her to the entrance of the exchange meeting hall.

"It's a rare opportunity. In this kind of exchange meeting, what everyone shared is the dry goods of the dry goods. It's a pity not to listen."

Lu Yan hugged the tree trunk: "I really won't go, really, don't force me."

"Don't make a mistake, you don't listen to him...you can also listen to the sharing of other seniors and sisters."

When Lu Yan was pulled into the auditorium, she saw Shen Kui sitting at the top of the auditorium from a distance.

He was wearing a clean and refreshing white shirt, and the shirt button was opened to the second one, revealing a long and well-defined neck.

Under the shining of the high light of the ceremony platform, his skin looked abnormally white, with a touch of brilliance.

Many girls present were secretly looking at Shen Kuo.

His eyes were not focused, and there was a slight coldness in his dark coffee-colored eyes.

At this time, perhaps because he felt something in his heart, he raised his head and looked at Lu Yan in the crowd.

Lu Yan's breathing suddenly choked, turning around to slip, Qi Yuhuan grabbed her collar: "Sister, don't persuade! Hold on!"

After all, Lu Yan left, sitting alone under the shadow of the Huatai tree in front of the auditorium, holding her cheeks, and looking at the auditorium boredly.

The exchange and sharing sessions must be very exciting, and from time to time, you will hear the enthusiastic applause of the students.

Lu Yan sighed softly, turned and walked towards the teaching building, passing by the small garden, a paper airplane suddenly flew to her feet.

Lu Yan's footsteps stopped slightly and picked up the paper airplane.

A ugly smiley was drawn on the plane.

Lu Yan looked up and saw Ye Jiaqi standing at the end of the stone road with both hands in her pockets, the light in her eyes dimmed again.

"It is you."

Ye Jiaqi was wearing a casual T-shirt with his sleeves rolled up to his elbows, showing strong forearms.

"Otherwise who do you think it is."

"No one."

Lu Yan put the paper airplane in the sun, and the sun shined through the thin sheets of paper on her beautiful hazel eyes.

"I remember, he gave you a paper airplane so that you can exchange him for a real airplane in the future."

"He won't keep his promise, he lied to me."

Lu Yan flew the paper plane in her hand, and the plane took the wind and landed on the green grass.

"Only I am so stupid, who would believe such deceitful nonsense."

She has a dull voice, and her expression is quiet and gentle.

Ye Jiaqi ran over, picked up the paper airplane, and handed it to Lu Yan: "I won't lie."

Lu Yan took the paper airplane and looked at him puzzledly.

Ye Jiaqi had a gentle expression and said to her: "You will use this in the future to exchange for a real plane with me. I am not deceiving."

Lu Yan didn't understand what he meant, and laughed: "It's true."

He solemnly promised: "Really, as long as you get out of the haze of broken love earlier, what an airplane is, I can also pick off the stars in the sky and give it to you..."

Lu Yan thought he was just taking pleasure in her broken relationship, and asked with a smile: "How do you pick the stars off and give them to me."

"Wait a moment."

Ye Jiaqi turned around, pulled out a piece of workbook paper from his schoolbag, and then tore off the neat strips of paper, and quickly folded a small bulging star with his dexterous fingers.

He turned around and handed the bulging little star to Lu Yan: "That's fine, the star."

"So it's this."

Ye Jiaqi said: "In the future, you will use it to exchange it with me for a true star."

Lu Yan suddenly looked up, she wasn't sure if he was talking about real stars or sincere.

But... it feels a little strange.

She turned the subject away and asked, "Why didn't Jia Qi go to the exchange meeting."

Ye Jiaqi shrugged: "There is Shen Kui, I don't have to participate, anyway, every time he takes the exam, he pushes me down. He has a very high IQ, which is hard for ordinary people."

"It's not that I have a high IQ." Lu Yan whispered: "He works harder than others."

"It seems you don't hate him."

Lu Yan lowered her eyes: "Don't hate."

After all, she still has a father, but Shen Kui has lost his father.

She doesn't hate all his deceptions and lies.

Not hating does not mean that you can be forgiven.

"Don't talk about this." Seeing Lu Yan's mood lowered, Ye Jiaqi changed the subject and asked, "What university do you want to take?"

"I didn't think about it." Lu Yan looked at Ye Jiaqi: "Brother Jiaqi, which university would you go to?"

"Q is big."

She opened her eyes wide: "Are you going to Q University too?"

"Yes."

Ye Jiaqi smiled relaxedly: "Lu Zhen insisted on asking me to report to Q, and go to the game with him."

The corners of Lu Yan's mouth twitched.

This guy Lu Zhen... is also going to go to the university to engage in Shen Kuo.

"So why do you promise him, report your favorite school, and leave him alone."

"I promised because..." He stared at Lu Yan: "He said you would also pronounce Q big."

As soon as these words came out, the star in Lu Yan's hand fell to the ground.

Ye Jiaqi picked up the little star, put it in Lu Yan's hand, and said softly, "I'm waiting for you at Q, I must come."

After he finished speaking, he turned and left without waiting for Lu Yan to respond.

Perhaps, he didn't have the courage to listen to Lu Yan's answer and left in such a hurry.

Lu Yan looked at the paper airplane on the grass, then at the little star in his hand, feeling a little troubled.

It's really a wave of unrest, one wave after another...

After the experience sharing session was over, Qi Yuhuan returned to the classroom and saw Lu Yan flipping through her notes in a daze. She took advantage of it and grabbed Lu Yan's notes——

"Damn, Shen Kuo's notes, my mother!"

"Hey, pay me back!"

Lu Yan snatched the notebook and carefully put it into her schoolbag.

"It's like having a baby." Qi Yuhuan sat next to Lu Yan, elbow poking her: "You didn't go to the sharing meeting. It's a pity. The seniors and sisters have contributed a lot of dry goods."

"Oh."

"You don't think I'm so stingy like you, I wrote them all down, here, let you see."

Lu Yan flipped through the notebook casually, and the notes densely recorded various learning methods and memorization methods, but in the end, Shen Kui shared only one sentence

"Do not stay up all night."

Seeing Lu Yan's gaze stagnated, Qi Yuhuan explained: "Yes, our provincial champion will just use this sentence throughout today, don't stay up late."

Lu Yan closed the page and murmured lightly: "He can't do it himself..."

Do not stay up all night.

This is what Lu Yan tells Shen Kui every night.

The classmates entered the classroom one after another. Lu Yan took the water cup to the public water platform at the end of the corridor, still thinking about Ye Jiaqi.

She didn't understand what was in the minds of these rich second-generation young masters, but because of Lu Zhen's nonsense, she chose the university hastily.

Lu Zhen was even more sloppy. He actually chased Shen Kui to go to Q University. If he hadn't stepped on the dog's luck this time, he would blindly report his volunteer behavior with his eyes closed. It would be strange if he didn't fail.

But think about it carefully, when I was the second generation of the rich, I did whatever I wanted and acted recklessly. I only wanted to be happy in everything, without considering the consequences. Anyway...

No matter what bad things happen, her father will help her carry it, and the sky can't fall down.

When did this mentality change?

It should be... after getting to know Shen Kuo.

He lives cautiously, works earnestly, endures silently, and lives hard...

He changed Lu Yan's attitude towards life, whether she admits it or not, Lu Yan at this moment is the best Lu Yan.

Just as Lu Yan's thoughts were chaotic, the water in the water glass suddenly overflowed, and the hot water hit her hands.

Lu Yan screamed, and the water glass shot out.

The back of his hand was reddened by the hot hot water, and the severe pain caused Lu Yan to step back several steps.

At this moment, her slender wrists were suddenly grasped by a pair of powerful big arms.

The man held her, strode to the edge of the water table, opened the faucet, and released cold water to the back of her hand.

Lu Yan raised her head in surprise, and saw Shen Kuo's expressionless cold face.

His face was tense, his dark eyes stared at the back of her hand, and his eyebrows narrowed slightly.

Lu Yan's heart burst and she held her breath.

He turned on the faucet, increased the amount of water and hit the back of her hand, faintly murmured: "Breathe, don't hold your breath."

Lu Yan exhaled abruptly, her cheeks flushed, and inexplicably angry, she made a profit: "Let go!"

Shen Kui stubbornly pulled her wrist without letting go.

Lu Yan backed back in succession, struggling desperately...Shen Kuo suddenly pulled her closer to him, but he didn't expect to use too much force, and the faces of the two nearly collided.

Shen Kui still held her hand, and the two looked at each other, breathing intertwined.

"Be good."

His voice was low, and after speaking, he put her hand under the faucet, and the cold water from the faucet hit the back of Lu Yan's tender hand.

"If you don't quickly cool down, it will cause blisters."

Lu Yan's eyes were a little red, and the solid heart wall that had finally been built up suddenly collapsed at the moment he saw him.

I had rehearsed mind countless times in the past, and couldn't say a word of cruel words when met again.

Lu Yan looked at his drooping coffee-colored eyes, looked at his fine and transparent eyelashes, and looked at his gentle expression. She couldn't harden him at all.

Every move of this man drew her heart.

She loved him in the past, and now she also loves...

There were some small complaints in her tone, and she muttered in a low voice: "Are you trying to lie to me again."

Shen Kui said calmly: "You have nothing to fool me."

"Then you care what I do."

"You got burned."

"This is my own business, it has nothing to do with you."

Lu Yan calmed down and forced herself to be stronger, not to be so unpromising.

Shen Kuo's eyes were slightly stunned. After a long time, he let go of his hand and said: "Okay, I don't care about you."

Lu Yan felt the strength that fell on her wrist suddenly disappeared, and she felt empty in her heart for a while, and her whole body's strength was emptied.

Want to cry.

She inhaled, resisting the soreness in her throat, lowered her head to prevent the tears from falling. So...the sad person, the person who can't let go, the person who has nothing to do, she is the only one from the beginning to the end.

Shen Kui was about to walk, Lu Yan came to the water platform and looked at him angrily: "Shen Kui, I want to make a bet with you."

Shen Kui looked back at her.

Lu Yan bit her lower lip, put her hand under the hot water pipe, and dropped her other hand on the switch.

"I bet you... loved me."

After she said this, she closed her eyes and pressed the hot water switch with her hand.

Without any hesitation, Shen Kui hugged her body and took her away from the water platform before the hot water touched her skin.

However, his arm was rubbed red because of the hot water flowing out.

He pressed her hand tightly on her thin shoulders and slammed her against the wall. With a coercive momentum, he asked her: "Is it interesting to do this!"

Lu Yan had never seen him look so angry. The man's angry look was terrifying.

She broke away from his hand, stood on tiptoe, and hugged his neck hard.

"Don't be fierce to me."

Her eyes were gleaming, as if the sun was flooding, and she buried her face in his firm neck: "Shen Kuo, if you are willing, I will always love you."

Shen Kui felt the girl's soft body hug him tightly, and his heart was so soft at this moment.