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Chapter Forty-Eight
These words stunned Fu Changling's question. After a while, he reacted and thought for a while and said: "Senior brother, I don't have to think about it. Wanguya is dangerous, and someone will get hurt. If I get hurt, I will have to take care of my brother. "
"But why am I?"
Yun Yu turned his head and stared at him with red eyes: "Why is it me?"
Fu Changling didn't know how to respond, Yun Yu stood up, looked at him, and sniffed: "You dare not say, let me say. Because I am not good at studying, because I am not capable, because I am stupid and lazy!"
"I have been in Hongmeng Tiangong for ten years," Yun Yu's voice lowered, "Why is anyone better than me?"
Fu Changling listened carefully to Yun Yu's words, and slowly understood in his heart.
Yun Yu seems cheerful and generous, but in his heart he is like an ordinary person, jealous, sad, and ashamed.
He is better than Yun Yu, and Yun Yu can still comfort himself because he has been alone under the Ten Thousand Bone Cliff for eight years and has another adventure. But Shangguan Mingyan was also more upset than him, and for his senior, it was a humiliation.
The closer you are, the harder it is to accept changes in your relationship. Fu Changling thought about it, and then slowly said: "Brother Yun, the road to immortality is very long. People can't compare with others. If you compare with others, your heart is not here."
"I'm not like that," Yun Yu's voice became quieter, and he seemed to feel that he was wrong in this way. When he spoke, his confidence was a little lacking. "I just feel that as a senior, I not only failed to help you, but also dragged him down. you."
Fu Changling smiled and said nothing. He naturally knew that this was Yun Yu's cover, but he did not expose it either. However, after a while, Yun Yu still said, "Moreover, I feel that I am going to be left behind."
"Big Brother is your senior," Yun Yu raised his eyes to look at Fu Changling, and said seriously, "Senior Sister Xie is Shangguan Mingyan's senior sister, and I am the only one, I am nothing."
"Brother," Fu Changling stared into his eyes, and said calmly, "Big Brother is not my senior, Senior Sister Xie is not Shangguan Mingyan's senior sister, they are themselves, and you are yourself. To a cultivator, you must belong to you. Own."
"Eight years under Wanguya," Yun Yu laughed, "You really learned something. What about you? Does your heart belong to you?"
"Doesn't belong." Fu Changling laughed with Yun Yu, looking like a fool, Yun Yu rolled his eyes when he was joking, "Don't fool me, just your temper, your heart doesn't belong to you, yet Who does it belong to?"
"Does this still need to be guessed?" Fu Changling opened the fan, covered half of his face, cast a wink, and pinched his throat. "Of course it is the brother. He doesn't belong to me, but I belong to him."
Yun Yu seemed to be irritated by him, shivering, and rubbing his arms with his shoulders, shivering, said: "You are so disgusting, I don't want to talk to you."
Fu Changling received the fan, but didn't say much. After Yun Yu said this, he seemed to feel tired. He lay down, gave half of the bed to Fu Changling, and sighed: "I've been holding back for several days, so I feel much more comfortable."
"Just don't take it to heart."
As Fu Changling said, he went to the next cabinet to turn over the quilt, and walked to the side of the small couch with his arms.
Yun Yu opened his eyes and said with some doubts: "You don't want me to sleep in a bed? This bed is quite big."
"No," Fu Changling said flatly, "I just sleep on a small couch."
"That's so hard," Yun Yu urged him, "Don't be polite with me, brothers have slept with me."
Fu Changling stopped making the bed, and Yun Yu continued: "Don't toss yourself, the one who doesn't have a mattress is hard to sleep. They are all brothers in the same discipline. Sleep more, the feelings will be better."
Hearing what he said, Fu Changling straightened up. He turned his head to look at Yun Yu, smiled and said, "Senior brother slept with you in the same bed?"
"Yeah." Yun Yu nodded, "When I went out, I would sleep together if the room wasn't enough. It's all men, don't be so particular."
"Ah, I suddenly remembered," Fu Changling suddenly remembered something, "Do you need a needle?"
"Needle? What kind of needle?"
Yun Yu was a little dazed. Fu Changling took out a needle pack from his spiritual pouch, held it and walked to Yun Yu’s side, and said gently, “I’ve been too busy recently. Brother Yun, I am very gentle."
Yun Yu swallowed. He watched Fu Changling twist a long needle, and his heart beat faster.
He intuitively felt that he had done something wrong, but he didn't know what it was, so he could only discuss: "Why don't you let it get better."
"No, Brother Yun's injury has been a long time ago, so he can stop thinking about it for a day, and it will be a little bit painful," Fu Changling's five-finger pincers, "swishly" opened Yun Yu's clothes, and pressed Yun Yu to reveal it. He backed the whole back, smiled and said, "Forbearance is fine."
As soon as the voice fell, the needle fell straight on Yun Yu’s back like rain, shaking lightly under the light, Yun Yu screamed, Fu Changling covered Yun Yu’s mouth, Yun Yu slapped him and struggled. Fu Changling continued: "Don't be afraid, calm down, there are still a few stitches!"
The noise of Fu Changling and Yun Yu's fight came to the next door. Qin Yan listened quietly. He couldn't help but smiled, turned sideways, and closed his eyes and fell asleep.
When he woke up the next day, Shangguan Mingyan came to see them again in the afternoon. Fu Changling was arguing with Yun Yu. Qin Yan sat and meditated. Shangguan Mingyan looked like a rich man in the world. He came in and faced three people. After saluting, Yun Yu mumbled: "Where did you go this morning, why didn't you come to see us earlier?"
Shangguan Mingyan smiled, but he had a good temper. He ignored Yun Yu's finding fault and explained: "Your Majesty asked me to visit the garden with senior sister in the morning. I told senior sister of yesterday’s discussion. Senior sister agreed to our arrangement and said that she would help as much as possible. Follow us."
"We didn't say much yesterday," Yun Yu rolled his eyes, "Can you and Senior Sister talk about it all morning?"
When Shangguan Mingyan heard this, his face flushed, and he smiled bitterly: "Senior Brother Yun, if you have any fire, please send me directly. I feel very uncomfortable for you to talk like this."
"Am I being angry at you?" Yun Yu said directly, "I am very jealous of you now. At times like this, marrying senior sisters and saving everyone should be let me come. I entered the door earlier than you. , I am taller than you, I am handsomer than you, and my cultivation base is a little higher than you. As a result, now that you are in the limelight, can I be happy?"
Everyone laughed at Yun Yu's scolding. Qin Yan glanced at him and said, "I will show you the limelight next time."
Yun Yu threw a peanut into his mouth, and reluctantly said: "Okay. Brother said, I won't say anything."
After speaking, Yun Yu shrank aside, Shangguan Mingyan glanced at Qin Yan gratefully, and then said: "I have discussed with the senior sister, and pretended to agree to Xie Shen's terms, let senior sister please Xie Shen. Xie Shen seems to be extremely affectionate to senior sister. If you follow his wishes, it should be fine. Tomorrow I will propose to him to let you help the Ministry of Rites organize the wedding banquet. Then, Brother Shen will let you know how you plan to plan."
"good."
The two parties exchanged news and discussed the specific process and plan of the wedding banquet. After dinner, Shangguan Mingyan looked at the sky and said, "I said okay with Senior Sister, now that I want to fake affection in front of Xie Shen, I have to go to Fengyi Hall to have dinner with Senior Sister and Xie Shen, and I will leave first."
Qin Yan nodded, and Shangguan Mingyan retreated. The three of them ate their meals. Fu Changling and Yun Yu were about to return to the house, so they heard Qin Yan call to stop him: "Changling, wait a minute."
Fu Changling turned around and respectfully said: "Brother."
Yun Yu looked at Fu Changling and Qin Yan again. He knew that Qin Yan had something to say to Fu Changling. He coughed softly, "I'm leaving now."
Having said that, Yun Yu went back to the room by himself, leaving Qin Yan and Fu Changling in the room. Qin Yan opened the barrier silently, and then he raised his eyes to Fu Changling: "The plan may have to be changed."
"Um?"
Fu Changling was a little confused. Qin Yanjing watched him quietly: "You and I will stay here instead of Ming Yan and Senior Sister. After they leave safely, we have to stay in Wanguya."
When Fu Changling heard this, he suddenly became a little clear, and he blurted out, "Seal?"
Qin Yan nodded, thought about it, and then explained: "If you don't want to, I can send you away from Wanguya first."
"Then leave you here?" Fu Changling laughed, "You can think of this kind of thing."
Qin Yan said nothing, Fu Changling leaned against the long pillar, with his hands around his chest, and his head down. After a long time, he hesitated and said, "That, brother."
Qin Yan heard the sound and looked at him, and Fu Changling slowly said, "You... leave me alone, why?"
"Master said that it is more appropriate for you to reinforce the seal."
When Fu Changling heard this answer, he was a little disappointed in his eyes. He smiled and reluctantly said: "That's it. But if the brother left me and wanted me to strengthen the seal, it might not be so good. I'm now No gold core. It's okay to make a little trouble, strengthen the seal..."
"Under the Ten Thousand Bone Cliff, there is a reborn flower," Qin Yan said in a low voice, "I will get it for you."
Fu Changling was stunned, and after a while, he felt a sense of astringency and absurdity emerged.
He suddenly felt that fate was like a circle that you couldn't get out of. No matter how you thought you changed, it seemed that you would go round and round, at that point, back to the original time.
He opened the Xuanji Secret Realm just like the previous life, and Qin Yan also wanted to fetch flowers for him just like the previous life. Even if the reasons are very different, the results seem to be the same.
"You are the most proficient in formations. Recently, in addition to arranging the escape process at the big marriage, you also need to pay attention to finding the location of the seal."
"I understand." Fu Changling lowered his head, "It's just one thing, I'm puzzled."
Fu Changling raised his head to look at Qin Yan. He stared at him: "The brother didn't say a word about where to look for the rebirth flowers. It seems that the brother already knew where it was?"
He had almost rummaged through Wangu Cliff, at least in the outskirts of this thing. There was absolutely no such thing.
Qin Yan first came to Wanguya, and now he mentioned what he should be anxious to look for, but he didn't even mention the matter of looking for it.
Fu Changling's intuition was wrong. He looked at Qin Yan and waited for the answer. Qin Yan didn't move. He didn't see any emotional waves on his usual plain expression.
"Master told me." Qin Yan explained calmly, "So I know where it is."
"Then you won't get it?"
"The flowering time has not arrived," Qin Yan shook his head, "can't get it."
"Where is it?" Fu Changling stared at him, and Qin Yan hesitated for a while before slowly saying, "You will know when you open it."
With that said, Qin Yan changed the subject extremely bluntly: "You know how to find the seal."
"When he shows up, you will know."
Fu Changling went back directly with Qin Yan's previous words. Qin Yan's expression became a little stiff. Fu Changling felt a little annoyed, so he saluted: "If nothing else, Changling will leave."
Fu Changling turned and walked out. He walked onto the corridor with a cold face. After walking a few steps, he heard the voice of the senior: "What are you upset about?"
"He doesn't tell me anything," Fu Changling said irritably, "It was like this in the past, but it is still like this now. Does he treat me as a fool? He must have concealed something from me about the flowers in the past."
"Then you, didn't you tell him?"
The senior's voice was very soft: "This junior, I think he has been for a while, he is not the one who has nothing to say as you said."
Fu Changling paused, and the predecessor said calmly: "Changling, sometimes, there are some things that I don't want to say, but I can't say it."
"What can't you say?" Fu Changling slowly calmed down. "If the matter is related to two people, why can't you say it and face it together?"
The senior was silent for a while, and after a long time, she said, "When he first came to Wanguya, he said a word to Tan Xin."
"what?"
Fu Changling looked back a little dazedly, and the senior said with a smile: "At that time, you quarreled with him, and he said that when you find your senior sister, you will let your senior sister send you out, and he will stay. You ask him what to do with him, and he didn't. When I had time to speak, I was interrupted by you, and then you said, he came for the seal, do you remember?"
"I remember a bit." Fu Changling sat on a chair in the corridor, "Later... I seemed to kiss him and ran away."
After saying this, Fu Changling was a little embarrassed, and he hurriedly explained: "I was so angry at the time."
"After he came back, I asked Tan Xin to ask him," Senior said in a gentle voice, "He originally wanted to stay what he wanted to do. He said with Tan Xin that he wanted to get the last flowers for you."
Fu Changling was stunned, and the predecessor continued: "He took the dead flowers and let you restore the golden core, and his plan at the time was to strengthen the seal by himself. But now he has let you stay. Why do you think this is?"
why?
Qin Yan was used to thinking of a person when he did everything. Even if Jiang Yebai told him that Fu Changling would do better in this matter, he decided to go alone.
Because in his bones, he is always alone.
But now he is willing to keep Fu Changling, and this decision, perhaps he himself did not realize any change.
Fu Changling sat blankly, and the senior said gently: "A person's true transformation is always hard to find. Like a drop of stone, like grass breaking through the soil, Changling, you should understand that waiting is not just about giving what you like. The other party, waiting for the more important thing is to truly understand who he is, what kind of person he is, and let him know what kind of person you are. In this way, two completely different people have the opportunity to walk together. "
Fu Changling listened quietly. After a long time, he couldn't help but smile: "Senior, you know so much."
The other party was silent, and after a long time, there was a bit of gentleness in her voice: "Because, there was once a person who waited for me like this."
"I understand." Fu Changling took a deep breath, he stood up and walked back, "I'll talk to him."
With that, he turned back to the room.
Qin Yan was still sitting on the spot. He didn't know where he got a pot of wine. He didn't expect Fu Changling to turn back. He was taken aback for a while, and then pretending to be calm, he planned to take the wine back into his spirit pouch. But Fu Changling moved faster, but the moment Qin Yan held the flask, he also held it.
His hands were overlapped on the back of Qin Yan's hands. Qin Yan's hands trembled slightly, and Fu Changling laughed: "It's not a good habit to drink boring alcohol alone."
With that said, Fu Changling let go, took the jug from Qin Yan's hand, took a cup from the side, poured it on himself, and calmly sat in front of Qin Yan: "I will drink with my senior."
"Why are you back?" Qin Yan lowered his eyes when he saw the wine glass in front of him, and Fu Changling smiled.
Qin Yan didn't speak. He drank the wine and listened to Fu Changling. "Senior brother is hiding everything from me. I can't do anything for you. My heart is upset and my tone is bad. I punish a drink by myself, and I hope my brother will forgive me."
As Fu Changling said, he drank the wine, then he raised his eyes to Qin Yan and said seriously: "I want to ask brother, why don't you tell me?"
"The path I chose," Qin Yan said in a flat voice, "I don't want people to step in."
"Is this road related to me?"
"Nothing."
"Does the rebirth flower have nothing to do with me?"
"Nothing."
Hearing this, Fu Changling couldn't help but smile: "How can you say that it has nothing to do with me?"
"I am willing to take it myself, and I am willing to give it myself. This is my business, so it has nothing to do with you. In the whole thing, the only thing related to you is only one thing," Qin Yan raised his eyes to look at him with a calm expression. The moment I gave you, would you like it or not, and that moment has nothing to do with me."
Fu Changling listened. For the first time in his life, he finally understood the logic of Qin Yan's work.
He had always thought that Qin Yan was not good at speaking, and kept everything in his heart, not telling others. But now he understands that he is not hiding what should be said in his heart, but when he chooses not to say it, it is the decision he has made and should not be said.
Fu Changling once thought that Qin Yan hated him.
In his previous life, Qin Yan broke his love roots in front of him and exploded his own consciousness. It was his revenge against him. Before he died, he was probably full of regrets and hated that he should not fall in love with such a person.
But now he suddenly understood.
Qin Yan wouldn't hate him. He finally said the phrase "No matter how much the real monarch is troubled, I won't be troubled anymore." It was not an angry word. He really felt that doing this by himself was better for Fu Changling.
He never thought that Fu Changling would like him, and Fu Changling's liking, never had the opportunity to tell the person who had spent half of his life for him in his previous life.
Fu Changling poured the wine into his throat. He took a deep breath and nodded and said: "I understand. You do things yourself, decide for yourself. Others can't interfere. It's just right," Fu Changling laughed, and he raised his eyes to Fu Changling, "I do the same. , We are really brothers."
Qin Yan looked at his smile, he was speechless, Fu Changling raised his glass and toasted with Qin Yan: "Come on, drink."
Qin Yan was unambiguous, just whispering: "Don't let Yun Yu know."
"Understood," Fu Changling smiled, "You still have to control them."
Qin Yan heard this, with a slight smile in his eyes. The person in front of him seemed to be not his junior at all, but a confidant friend. He took two glasses of wine.
Fu Changling relaxed. He felt that he and Qin Yan had never been so candid. He used to talk to Qin Yan, and either you were separated by a floor or I was separated by a floor, but now he feels that they seem to have let go of something. In the future, he can say anything to Qin Yan, except for that sentence of course.
Their wine was drunk outside the house. Qin Yan sat on a chair in the corridor, Fu Changling sat on the ground, turned his head to look at Qin Yan who was sitting against the pillar, and couldn’t help asking him: “You love drinking so much. How can you control everyone not to drink?"
"It's not good."
"Then you still drink?"
"I do not mind."
Fu Changling smiled, "It seems that I have to control you from now on."
Qin Yan looked at him obliquely, and Fu Changling took a sip of wine: "You don't care, I do."
"You can't control it."
"It's your business whether you can be taken care of, but I don't care about you," Fu Changling smiled and curled his eyes, "It's mine."
Qin Yan frowned, seeming to think seriously. Seeing him thinking deeply, Fu Changling hurriedly said: "Don't think about it, be happy, shall I give you a flower?"
When Qin Yan heard this, he was dissatisfied and said lightly: "Presumptuous."
Fu Changling laughed. He put his hand on the ground, and the whole person jumped towards the courtyard, and then the sword turned light into his hand. Qin Yan turned his head and looked over, and saw the boy under the moon raised his eyebrows and smiled, flying around in the air, flashing a beautiful sword light.
"I smell the sunset flowers in Chang'an, and the crown of phoenixes on my head is covered with colorful clouds."
Fu Changling's sword, just like his people, is gorgeous and beautiful, and self-written. What's more rare is that this person seems to have a youthful aura that can never be worn away. This youthful aura is fresh and hot, but not as ignorant and reckless as a real teenager. He experienced rain, snow, wind and frost, thousands of exercises, and finally turned into a jar of mellow wine over the years, falling into Qin Yan's thin colored lips, and flowing down all the way.
For most people in this world, this beauty of knowing the world without being so worldly, having gone through the vicissitudes of life without vicissitudes of life, is a fatal attraction for most people in this world.
Especially for the kind of people who have been cold for a lifetime, but yearn for the hot ones.
"I wish to cut the thorns and travel thousands of miles," Fu Changling's sword drew across the branches, and a pear blossom completely settled on the tip of his sword, and then followed him to the front of Qin Yan all the way.
The sword wind blew Qin Yan's long hair, and the tip of the sword carried the pear flower and stopped in front of him. Qin Yan lowered his eyes and watched the moonlight flowing on the pear flower. He heard Fu Changling whisper: "Take the flowers and bring the wine, and then go home."