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    date="2021-11-14"

    title="Chapter Seventy"

    weight="147481"

    series = ["Carven Jade"]

    mode = "manual"

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    Hearing this, Fu Changling was in a trance for a moment.

    He froze in his chair, remembering when he was young.

    In fact, he knew that he was Lin Chen's child. Very early, when his father told him about the sword bone on his back, he couldn't tell anyone.

    When he heard that there was a devil in this world, she was once his father's fiancée, and then she killed many people, and no one in the world could tolerate her, he guessed that this person was his mother.

    With so many demons in this world, he hates this one alone, because this is his mother.

    He hates her for being selfish.

    To hate her for doing many evil things will make him have many troubles.

    I hate her for seeking spiritual cultivation, ruining his future, causing him to bear her sins and do ascetic life.

    In the last life, he hated her to death, even before his father died, he had told him that his mother was a very good person, so he should not resent her. But he still couldn't help it.

    It's just that there was too much love and hatred in the previous life, and people who have never met are not so rich.

    But he always harbored hatred for this mother.

    But one day, he suddenly realized that his mother might be wronged.

    And the moment he learned that his mother was wronged, he learned that it was his father, the father who gave birth to him and raised him, and tried every means to hide his father, and killed him personally, perhaps without any flaws or wrongs. And the dead mother.

    Fu Changling suddenly felt a little absurd.

    He wanted to laugh, but he couldn't laugh.

    He felt as if he should cry, but he couldn't cry.

    At this moment, a person suddenly stood up, stood beside him, raised his hand, and stood in front of him.

    His sleeves are pure white with curling cloud patterns printed on them. When he raises his hand, he can no longer see Yue Sihua. He can no longer see the candlelight. He can see nothing but this person, as steady as Mount Tai. In front of him.

    What he isolates is that all despair and wind and frost have given him a peaceful place, so that he can ease his mood.

    "Madam speaks, you can step back."

    Qin Yan said flatly: "My junior doesn't like others to get too close to him."

    Hearing this, Yue Sihua raised her head and looked at Qin Yan. She stared at Qin Yan. Qin Yan didn't move, but said, "Stay back."

    The more Sihua remained silent, after a long time, she laughed mockingly, and after returning to her position, she said indifferently: "Little Friend Qin, I take care of you as a junior."

    "There is no one around him," Qin Yan calmed him, "I am his senior, so naturally I will take care of him more."

    "What if you knew that your junior lied to you?"

    The more Sihua raised his eyebrows, Qin Yan raised his eyes and only asked: "Did he ever harm me?"

    Yue Sihua was stunned, and Qin Yan said again: "Even if it hurts me, if I accept him into the Hongmeng Palace, it will be my fault."

    "He is my younger brother for one day, so I will protect him for one day."

    Yue Sihua didn't say a word. After a while, she laughed at herself and laughed: "Before life and death, you can see people's hearts. Everyday big things, you young people, just say what you like."

    Listening to them, Fu Changling calmed down slowly. He raised his eyes, stretched out Qin Yan's hand that was blocking him, and looked at Yue Sihua, only saying: "What happened later? Not at all, you became Mrs. Fu. Let's forget about it."

    "On the day we got married, Yue Sinan gave a gift."

    "That congratulatory gift was a phoenix crown with a sentence written on it,'The gentleman keeps his promise, life and death are sacrificed'. Fu Yushu received the phoenix crown. I thought he would be angry or something, but he held the phoenix crown and smiled. Said'child'. That night, Fu Yushu and I slept separately. He put the Phoenix Crown beside him very seriously and slept peacefully."

    "On that day, I heard that in Wenxing Town in the territory of the Su Clan in Yuesinan, a blood pool was established with the blood of more than a thousand cultivators."

    "Blood pool?"

    Fu Changling repeated, and Yue Sihua nodded: "Yes, a blood pool. I heard that the blood pool is ten feet wide and one foot five inches deep. The monks came to kill one by one, killing nearly 3,000 people."

    "No one knows how she has such a high level of cultivation. It will be less than two years." Yue Sihua smiled bitterly. "The first batch of monks who went there are almost dead. Waiting for the second batch of elite reinforcements. At that time, she was gone, and the blood in the blood pool was also dry."

    "What did she build the blood pool for?"

    Qin Yan frowned, and Yue Sihua shook his head: "I don't know."

    "There are many secrets in her. For example, she has obviously melted the golden core, why can she still cultivate? How did she become so powerful in two years, with her ability to kill three thousand monks, she should have already It’s the stage of transformation. I don’t know what she has to do with Fu Yushu, why she gave Fu Yushu this phoenix crown, and what she meant by what she said."

    "I only know one thing," Yue Sihua turned his head, feeling old and resigned, "she will find me revenge, it's just one day sooner or later."

    After she finished speaking, everyone fell silent. After a long time, Fu Changling said, "Are you finished?"

    "It's over."

    Yue Sihua's voice was hoarse: "I have said everything that should be said, and I don't know the rest. If you are willing to protect me, protect me, but if you don't, I understand."

    Fu Changling didn't say much, just raised his hand and drew a formation on the ground. The formation spread all the way. Fu Changling calmly said: "You stay in this formation. If she comes, this formation will help you. Resist one or two and we will appear immediately."

    Yue Sihua couldn't help being stunned when he heard Fu Changling say this.

    After Fu Changling had done this, he turned to Qin Yan and said, "Brother, let's go."

    After speaking, Fu Changling walked out, and Yue Sihua hurriedly stopped him: "Changling!"

    Fu Changling paused, and Yue Sihua looked at him and said a few hopes: "You...Why are you helping me?"

    Fu Changling didn't look back, and Yue Sihua eagerly said, "You think I'm right, don't you? I just want to live, I'm right, right?"

    "You are wrong, it has nothing to do with me," Fu Changling said calmly, "This question should be answered by Sinan, and people who have been hurt by you. I don't stand on the suffering of others and judge right or wrong. I am. Helping you at this moment is only because I promised you, I have to keep the promise."

    "It's just," Fu Changling turned his head and looked at Yue Sihua, his eyes calm, "If I were you, or my brother was you, we wouldn't do the same thing."

    "There is nothing wrong with human beings, but everyone has the right to live well. In front of the bottom line, you can give up life and death. And the bottom line of a good person is at least not to hurt others."

    "But I want to live!"

    Yue Sihua yelled: "My life makes me die, do I have to admit it!"

    Fu Changling didn't speak, he quietly looked at Yue Sihua: "Since you have chosen, then you have to accept the trial you deserve."

    "Justice in this world is always there."

    "It's not there." Yue Sihua's eyes burned, "Yunze's heavenly way has no justice anymore! If it has justice, look at these monks. For the sake of cultivation, they use people to refine the veins, regardless of the life and death of the people. Is this fair? Some people have spiritual roots, and some are so fragile that they will die when they fall. Is this fair?"

    "You keep saying justice," Yue Sihua looked at him, "Then who gave your mother's justice?"

    Fu Changling did not speak. He looked at Yue Sihua. After a long time, he threw a loud voice and said, "I will give it."

    "As far as I can see, I will give the fairness that should be."

    Yue Sihua was stunned. After a while, she seemed to feel ridiculous and laughed and said, "Your mother is a lunatic, and so are you."

    "My mother, she is not a lunatic." Fu Changling said seriously, "She is the dignity of this world."

    It is the dignity of heaven, the dignity of countless ordinary people, and the dignity of human beings.

    After saying this, Fu Changling didn't want to talk to her more, and turned to leave.

    After he went out, he walked directly to his room, and Qin Yan stopped him: "Changling."

    Fu Changling stopped, didn't turn his head, only said: "Brother, you go and rest first, I also rest."

    After speaking, Fu Changling opened the door and walked directly into his room.

    Qin Yan stood there, he hesitated for a moment, and finally turned around to find Shangguan Mingyan first, and the same Shangguan Mingyan said: "Tonight, you go to the gate of Madam Fu’s room to guard. Schwein has already set up the formation. Madam Yue shouldn’t Will come again, but I am still afraid of a business trip."

    "Understood." Shangguan Mingyan laughed, "I didn't know what was going on, but I heard the chaos. I went too late and didn't know the situation. I was afraid that I would disturb you. , Couldn't be better." "You have worked hard." Qin Yan said calmly, "I..."

    He hesitated for a moment, thought about it, and said, "I'll go see Xiu Fan."

    "What happened to Brother Shen?"

    Shangguan Mingyan showed some concern, Qin Yan shook his head: "It's nothing, I'll go and see."

    "Okay." Shangguan Mingyan said with a smile, "Senior brother, go busy, I change my clothes, and then go to guard Madam Fu."

    After talking with Shangguan Mingyan, Qin Yan went to the gate of Fu Changling again.

    In fact, he didn't know what he should say or do, but he intuitively felt that now he couldn't let Fu Changling ignore it.

    He stood at the door of Fu Changling's room. He knew that with Fu Changling's vigilance, he should have known that he was at the door, but he didn't say a word, pretending to know nothing, so he didn't want him to go in.

    Qin Yan waited for a while, but finally gave up and went downstairs.

    Fu Changling was in the room. He listened to Qin Yan coming downstairs, and he couldn't tell whether he was disappointed or relaxed.

    He doesn't want to see people at this moment, he doesn't want people to see his gaffe, his loneliness, or his embarrassment.

    He hoped that the Fu Changling that everyone could see was a smiling Fu Changling.

    All the suffering, all the uncomfortable, should not be known to anyone. If it is someone who loves you, it will add trouble; if it is someone who hates you, it will be a joke.

    He heard Qin Yan outside the door, and when he heard that moment, he actually had a kind of joy coming up.

    And this kind of joy disappeared as the footsteps passed away, and even became a kind of prophet who "as expected".

    He smiled, raised his hand to turn off the light, and then leaned against the window, digging out a pot of sake from his spirit capsule, and looking into the distance, he drank without a mouthful.

    He was panicked, but he didn't know what to do.

    How much pain he faced, always just, constantly evading and covering up, as if this matter didn't exist. Every time he feels uncomfortable and quickly gets better again. It's not that he is born with heartlessness, but he will dig a hole in his heart and bury this matter, this person, all.

    Just like Qin Yan in the previous life, he had already taken root in his heart, but he still had nothing to do. Only in the inadvertent sleep, seeing that person's soul return to the moon, would he feel tears in his eyes in the dream. Or when you accidentally walked through thousands of mountains and rivers, just to see a trace of him left by him at a certain moment, and to hear a trace of his rumors.

    Many things were not because of his blindness, but because he had buried the eyes of his heart with the soil of his heart, so he was blind to the eye and turned a blind eye to many things.

    It's just that there are always limits to this method. When he was filled with upsets and had nowhere to put it, or the matter was too big to hide, he was at a loss.

    He stared blankly at the bright moon in the distance, and after a while, he suddenly heard the sound of a certain musical instrument in the courtyard.

    Fu Changling was taken aback for a moment. He lowered his head and saw that under the promenade, the man in white twisted a leaf on his lips, blowing a small tone.

    Fu Changling stared at the man blankly, Qin Yan noticed his gaze and raised his head. Fu Changling felt that he was already drunk. From Qin Yan's always cold eyes, he saw silent comfort and companionship.

    In an instant, he suddenly knew where to put his emotions.

    He looked at this person, looked at his eyes, he suddenly had infinite courage, and then he came out of thin air to this person, countless desires/hopes.

    I want to hug, kiss, possess, want this person to be with him forever, to be with him forever, and to never be separated. It burned all the way to his brain. Qin Yan saw him looking at him all the time. He got up and jumped to the eaves of Fu Changling's window. Fu Changling was sitting by the window, holding a wine jar in one hand, and bending his feet gently.

    Qin Yan lifted his clothes, sat down at Fu Changling's feet calmly, and said calmly: "I don't know how to comfort you, but I think you need someone to comfort you."

    As he said, Qin Yan turned his head, stared at him, and said calmly: "What can I do for you?"

    Fu Changling didn't speak, he looked at him quietly, and Qin Yan laughed: "Let you be willful once."

    "Anything?"

    Fu Changling also laughed, and Qin Yan thought for a moment: "It's not okay to violate the bottom line."

    "Is it okay to have a drink?"

    "Of course." Qin Yan replied and raised his hand to grab the hip flask. At that instant, Fu Changling took a sip of wine and then directly bullied him over and kissed him on his lips.

    The aroma of wine poured in, and Fu Changling closed his eyes.

    The bright moon shone in the sky, and both Fu Changling and Qin Yan's hearts were beating fast.

    After a long time, Fu Changling let go of him, he raised his eyes and looked at Qin Yan's shocked eyes.

    He smiled lightly and wiped the corners of his lips with the back of his hand: "Brother, is the wine good?"

    Qin Yan didn't speak, the expression in his eyes turned back and forth, and he still couldn't say anything. He seemed to want to scold him, but he couldn't say anything.

    After a long time, he turned his head and said, "You are drunk."

    Fu Changling laughed at himself. He lay back, leaning against the window, and followed Qin Yan's words: "Oh, it's been a long time since I kissed someone. Is the brother scared?"

    As he said, Fu Changling turned his head and said, "Just kidding, don't take it seriously."

    Qin Yan bowed his head and said nothing, and Fu Changling stood up: "Okay, let's go to bed, it's so late, brother should also rest."

    Qin Yan raised his eyes to look at him. Fu Changling jumped back to his room and thought for a while. He didn't look back, but he still said, "Brother."

    Qin Yan replied, "Huh?"

    Fu Changling said with a low voice, "I am very happy to be with me tonight, thank you."

    "Originally I was sad, but with you, I suddenly became less sad. After all, this is the past, the hardest, and the people of the past. They represent hardship, but we represent hope," said , Fu Changling turned his head and said with a smile, "Isn't it?"

    Qin Yan listened, he actually couldn't recover. His heartbeat was so fast that he felt flustered and absurd. So he could only take a moment of reason out of confusion, and responded with a low voice.

    "Um."

    When the two of them were talking, the more Sihua was at the door, the longer they tremble and walked over.

    "Pre... Senior..."

    He stammered and looked up: "I can, can I see my mother?"

    "Why can't it?" Shangguan Mingyan smiled, "That's your mother, you look at him, of course it should be."

    With that, Shangguan Mingyan made a big gift to Fu Changyan, then opened the door and said respectfully: "Please."

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