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date="2021-11-14"

title="Chapter Eighty Six"

weight="147551"

series = ["Carven Jade"]

mode = "manual"

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Carrying a lantern, holding his shoulders and turning back, Qin Yan was stunned when he heard this.

However, he soon reacted, and the throbbing and crying of Fu Changling may not only be Fu Yushu and Lin Chen.

There is also Qin Yan from the previous life.

Fu Changling hated Qin Yan from the previous life because he felt that Qin Yan had killed his people. Even if he has been bullied since childhood, even if he is not favored in that family, but that is Fu Changling's only destination after all.

Everyone must have a place to settle down.

No matter where it is good or not, I can comfort myself, I have a home.

Qin Yan killed the Fu family, and Fu Changling hated him all his life. For this reason, he even killed him with his own hands. Now even if he is reborn, Fu Changling feels that Qin Yan is a rebirth person, improperly carrying such a sin, but deep down in his heart, he always cares about it. On this matter.

He hated it all his life, and for this he harmed Qin Yan and himself, but now he suddenly told him that it was not his home.

Qin Yan killed the Fu family back then, perhaps because of him.

Qin Yan killed the Fu family back then, maybe, there was nothing wrong with it.

How did this make him face his hatred in his previous life, and what he did to Qin Yan?

What he owes Qin Yan.

It's not just the kind of thank you he should say after Qin Yan in the Xuanji Secret Realm condemned him;

It's not just that Wanguya Qin Yan picked the raw flowers for him and was swallowed by flesh and blood reincarnation for a hundred years, he should say a word of gratitude.

What he owes Qin Yan is from beginning to end. He should not hate him. Everything he does seems to be the most absurd, most laughable, and most disgusting reaction in a big drama. Horn.

But he thought he was righteous, and that he gave up so much for justice and the way of heaven.

Fu Changling cried and laughed in Qin Yan's arms, Qin Yan held him quietly, and he felt that something was constantly hitting his heart, and again and again, slamming fiercely, making him feel as if there was something about to pour out.

"Who do you think I am? If I didn't give birth to me, my mother-in-law would be able to live well with my father without going out of the Ten Thousand Bone Cliff."

As Fu Changling said, he laughed, thinking that it seemed to be extremely funny: "Without me, Qin Yan would not have to go to the Jinguang Temple to vindicate him, he would not be recognized as a demon, he would not go to Wan Bone Cliff to experience being gnawed by ten thousand ghosts. The pain of bite will not contaminate his Dao Heart Cultivation for this."

"It's all because of me."

"He killed the Fu family, he became the Demon King Sui Yan, I ruined my parents' life, I ruined Qin Yan's life. And I lived well."

"It's not like this……"

Qin Yan trembled, but Fu Changling couldn't hear his voice at all. He was immersed in his own world and smiled with emotion: "I am the leader of the Immortal League, respected by thousands of people, I am in a tall building, and he is in the gutter. My life is bright and upright. , And my mother lived for me, she became a demon, Qin Yan let me live well, he became a demon..."

"It's not like this!"

Qin Yan couldn't listen, and shouted loudly. Fu Changling raised his head and stared at him: "That's not the case, what is it like?"

"Your mother died to keep a fair share in this world."

"What about Qin Yan?"

"So is he." Qin Yan looked at Fu Changling seriously, "You don't know what he has experienced."

"So you know."

Fu Changling spoke directly. Qin Yan didn't speak. Fu Changling stared at him and shouted, "So you know what?!"

"Are you him? Have you experienced what he has experienced? Have you ever loved me? Have you seen heavy snow, drank alcohol, and watched Yunze recirculate for thirty years?"

Qin Yan was shaking, he clenched his fists.

Fu Changling looked at his clear eyes, and he sneered: "You don't."

"If you have," Fu Changling raised his hand and put it on his own heart, "you won't just watch me come here."

"You won't look at me, the pain, blame, and despair over and over again."

"You are not so cruel."

"You don't know who he is," Fu Changling's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he laughed in front of him, with tears in his eyes, his smile was gentle and bitter, "My Qin Yan, he loves me."

That is the few people in that world who love him.

Qin Yan looked at Fu Changling in front of him, and he suddenly understood. Qin Yan was no longer a simple truth about Fu Changling.

He is the pillar supporting Fu Changling.

In that world, perhaps Fu Yushu did not love him because of the passing of time, Lin Chen was already dead, and the Fu family only used him, the only pure person who put him in his heart and gave up his life and forgot to die, there was only Qin Yan. .

Even if this Qin Yan might be what Fu Changling had imagined in his heart, it was all the power that supported him.

That is his destination, his persistence.

Qin Yan suddenly lost all courage. He faced Fu Changling in front of him. After a long time, he said hoarsely: "Yes, he loves you."

"You do not understand."

"Yes," Qin Yan was a little tired, "I don't understand."

"I killed him."

Qin Yan couldn't speak. He felt like a person standing on the shore, watching the other drowning, watching the other party struggling, but could do nothing.

Fu Changling stretched out his hand. He shook Qin Yan's hand and laughed hard: "Brother, I have done it in the previous life. He has already gone. Can I return it to you?"

Qin Yan lowered his eyes, and Fu Changling felt that a huge panic was coming up. He hurriedly said: "Brother, don't be afraid. I just want to be nice to you. I feel better. I can't do anything. I really can't, he I'm dead, I..."

"what do you want to do?"

Qin Yan raised his eyes and looked at Fu Changling. He asked seriously.

Fu Changling was stunned. He looked at Qin Yan blankly and listened to Qin Yan's words: "You just want to redeem your sins, or do you want something?"

Fu Changling opened his mouth. Before he said anything, he heard Qin Yan continue to ask: "Do you want to be with me?"

Fu Changling's eyes widened suddenly, Qin Yan looked at him, and at the moment he made a sound, he saw such a faint, flash of joy in Fu Changling's eyes.

He couldn't tell what it felt like, he seemed to have found a straw, the only straw that could let Fu Changling go ashore, at least the straw that could breathe a little on the surface of the water.

He couldn't tell the reason, and he didn't understand why he thought this way, but at that moment, he watched Fu Changling step by step on the brink of desperation. He really hoped that this person would be well, and happy as before.

So he leaned forward and approached Fu Changling.

He first touched his lips lightly, a soft touch came, and he changed the direction again and touched it again.

Tears fell in Fu Changling's eyes.

It's just that he didn't feel bitter. When he looked at the person in front of him, he felt that there was a kind of indescribable tenderness emanating from this person.

In fact, he also knew that Qin Yan couldn't take pity.

But this mercy, to him, is already a gift.

He looked at Qin Yan awkwardly and comforted him with such a bit of stiffness and shyness. He took the person in his arms, covered Qin Yan's head with his hands, and pressed him to the ground.

When he kissed this person, he felt that he didn't have to think about everything. This person invisibly opened a sturdy and tough net for him, shielding everything from wind and rain.

They are like intertwined vines, relying on and protecting each other.

Qin Yan raised his hand and brushed the hair behind Fu Changling's back, gently patted his back, still letting him kiss his forehead, cheeks, lips and teeth.

After waiting for a long time, the two slowly calmed down. Fu Changling buried his face on Qin Yan's shoulder and said in a low voice, "Thank you."

Qin Yan didn't speak, but only asked, "Is it better?"

Fu Changling closed his eyes: "I want to be with you."

Qin Yan was stroking Fu Changling's back and listened to Fu Changling's whisper: "I know you don't like me now. You have always been kind, but I will stay with you. I will always be with you. One day, you will like me again."

Qin Yan didn't speak, he quietly looked at the top, and after a long time, he said, "Okay."

"Brother," Fu Changling laughed, and he raised his head, as if regaining his usual expression, and said happily, "Are you agreeing to try with me?"

Qin Yan couldn't help laughing when he saw that he was happy.

"Yes."

"Then can I kiss you again?"

These words made Qin Yanwen laughed. He felt that Fu Changling was a little childish at the moment. Just as he was about to answer, a female voice suddenly came next to him: "You haven't finished talking yet?"

The voice was a little hoarse, it seemed to be an old man, Fu Changling and Qin Yan got up at the same time, Fu Changling guarded Qin Yan, and said coldly: "Who?"

The stone door of the tomb was rumbling, with smoke and dust flying around, the door slowly opened wide.

However, after the door opened wide, no one appeared. Qin Yan frowned, and Fu Changling explained in a low voice: "She should be far away from us."

If it was close, they should have noticed it.

After talking for a moment, saw a puppet flying in with a big laugh.

This puppet is only a three-year-old baby tall, with round head and iron teeth, and a high-hat and red shirt. It looks very fierce. It hung in the air and smiled sharply: "The distinguished guest wait a moment, I'll be here soon."

"The more Sinan?"

Fu Changling frowned. As soon as the voice fell, a woman in a purple robe appeared at the door. She was surrounded by the robe and couldn't see her figure. Then she raised her head. The puppet was so cute and flew back to her shoulder. , Sitting on her shoulders.

She walked slowly into the house. Fu Changling looked at her vigilantly and curiously. As soon as she raised her hand, a chair appeared out of thin air in the room. Yue Sinan stepped forward, sat down on the chair, and then lifted her hand off. She removed her hat, revealing her gorgeous face.

Compared to the girl in the memories of the divine sense, the woman in front of her is much more mature, with heavy makeup on her eyebrows, and she looks beautiful and sharp.

Because of those memories, Fu Changling didn't feel bad for the people in front of him, but after all, nineteen years have passed. It's hard to say who Yue Sinan is today. So Fu Changling can only stay vigilant and keep a close eye on Yue. Sinan.

Yue Sinan leaned against the handrail next to him and laughed: "It's been a long time, Xiao Changling."

After listening to Yue Sinan's greetings, Fu Changling knew that Yue Sinan knew that he had entered Lin Chen's memory.

He thought for a moment and then reacted: "Did you deliberately?"

"It's intentional, it's also unintentional." Yue Sinan raised his hand and gently touched the head of the puppet sitting on her lap.Yes."

Fu Changling didn't speak, Yue Sinan lowered his eyes: "Since you already know everything, then you should also know, what should you call me?"

Fu Changling heard this, and after a moment of silence, he laughed.

"Yue Auntie."

Yue Sinan smiled softly and said softly, "Good."