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date="2021-11-14"

title="Chapter Ninety Three"

weight="147571"

series = ["Carven Jade"]

mode = "manual"

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When Jiang Yebai heard Qin Yan's voice, he seldom caused a little panic, and he recovered and put the pen aside.

Qin Yan observed Jiang Yebai's expression and said slowly, "Master thinks...is there anything wrong?"

"Suddenly." Jiang Yebai laughed. "My teacher thought that you would become a Taoist couple with Yuqing."

"My senior sister and I have no friendship outside of my teacher's school."

Qin Yan answered honestly, and Jiang Yebai answered, "Then do you and Shen Xiufan have it?"

Qin Yan hesitated, and Fu Changling just touched it back.

With Jiang Yebai’s strength, he wanted to sneak in and it was not easy, but fortunately Jiang Yebai was injured recently, and Qin Yan was used to not being very defensive of his breath, so he carefully covered himself with a spell and leaned over, quietly spying inside. .

When I came back, I heard Jiang Yebai's question. Fu Changling's heart suddenly struck. He suddenly regretted a little. What would he come to find this sin for?

It's just that he has already arrived here. If he leaves again, he is afraid of being discovered, so he simply lurks here, listening to Jiang Yebai said: "With your ruthless realm now, it is impossible to have feelings for anyone."

Qin Yan didn't deny it. Fu Changling was stunned. After a while, Qin Yan slowly said, "But, I want to try."

Jiang Yebai didn't speak. He looked down at the letter in front of him. After a while, he laughed: "What's the point of trying? Ayan," Jiang Yebai looked up at him, "You can't love anyone."

Qin Yan couldn't speak, but Jiang Yebai was right. But he was always uncomfortable in his ears.

The master and the disciple looked at each other quietly. Jiang Yebai could see in Qin Yan's eyes a little dazed. His eyes moved slightly, seemingly unbearable, so he stood up and walked in front of Qin Yan, "A Yan, you know, as a teacher. Why teach you the ruthless way?"

"Master said back then," Qin Yan lowered his head, looking at the sword pattern on Jiang Ye's white shirt, and said slowly, "I am a good material for cultivating ruthless Tao."

"More than that," Jiang Yebai stared at him, "As a teacher, I also hope that if one day, if the teacher is gone, you can live well."

Qin Yan trembled in his heart. He raised his head and looked at Jiang Yebai: "What does it mean to be gone?"

"The path chosen for the teacher is difficult and dangerous," Jiang Yebai laughed, "I don't know which day I can't be by your side. But you are innocent by nature, seemingly indifferent, but in fact affectionate. Whoever chooses, believes It’s easy for anyone to walk to the dark. You are not a good material for cultivating the Ruthless Dao, Yuqing is the one. It’s just that I don’t want you to be disturbed by feelings, so I taught you the Ruthless Dao."

"Thinking for the teacher, if one day, I will leave," Jiang Yebai paused in her voice, and finally said, "You won't be too sad."

"Nothing in this world will make you too sad."

Qin Yan didn't speak, he felt that something was blocking his heart, and he was very uncomfortable.

"What does the master mean when you say this to me?"

He knew Jiang Yebai, and knew that if Jiang Yebai comforted him for a long time, he would have to say something bad. After Jiang Yebai pondered for a long time, he said slowly: "You have reached the last state. I hope you don't worry about yourself as a teacher."

"Since I didn't like it," Jiang Yebai's voice was flat, "you don't have to try."

Hearing this, Fu Changling hid outside and froze.

He felt cold in his hands and feet.

He knows too well the importance of Jiang Yebai in Qin Yan's heart, and also too know what he is to Qin Yan.

Qin Yan's feelings for him are more of guilt and compassion, and it is the love and intolerance of the brother to the brother.

When he promised him, it was just before he was on the verge of falling into a demon. For Qin Yan, agreeing to him might not be an important thing, so he could give it a try.

But now that Jiang Yebai told him not to try, he shouldn't refuse.

Fu Changling felt that his whole heart was held in his hands, and it hurt. He tried to hold his breath, afraid that he would be too gaffe and expose himself.

Qin Yan remained silent for a long time, and the two of them were waiting for his answer.

After a long time, Qin Yan said, "Master," he said affirmatively, "I still want to give it a try."

Hearing this, Fu Changling was stunned, and there was a burst of ecstasy that went straight to his heart. He hurriedly slapped on the door. In fact, he could hear clearly, but this action would give him the illusion that he could hear more clearly.

Jiang Yebai didn't speak. After a long time, his voice became a little dumb: "Why?"

"I don't know." Qin Yan laughed, "It's just that if I can try it, it should be better."

"I can't bear it."

Qin Yan said slowly: "Xiu Fan, is a very good person. If possible, I would like to like him very much, and I hope he has a good life."

Jiang Yebai squeezed his fist, he had no words.

"Master," Qin Yan said slowly, "Actually, you are right. I am not suitable for ruthless Taoism. I can't let go of a lot of emotions, so don't think about it. You must live well. If you leave, I will suffer for a lifetime."

When Jiang Yebai heard this, he seemed to lose his strength suddenly, he slowly loosened his fist and sank his shoulders.

Qin Yan turned around and wanted to take care of the house as usual, and said plainly: "I'm not here these days, has Master drunk? I think Master's complexion is not good. Can you invite Master to come here recently?"

Jiang Yebai stood there, he was silent and did not speak.

Qin Yan went to check the wine hidden in the floor, and found that it had been replaced with a new one, so he knew that Jiang Yebai had been drinking again. He was kind of funny: "Master is really..."

"Let's go."

Jiang Yebai spoke hoarsely, Qin Yan raised his head in surprise, and saw Jiang Yebai returning to the side of the case, as if nothing had happened before: "You go."

Qin Yan didn't speak, he was silent, knowing that Jiang Yebai was probably angry that he would not listen.

After he was silent for a moment, he only said, "Master, are you hiding something from me?"

"No." Jiang Yebai's voice was cold, "You go back and rest first. I think about how to deal with Lin Chen's unjust case, and I will ask you to come back for discussion."

"The Junzitai Sword Test Conference is about to start," Jiang Yebai took another pen and said slowly, "You also have to prepare well."

"Then your body..."

"I'm fine, just recuperate. You don't have to worry."

Qin Yan had no words. After a long time, he put down the lid of the wine hidden on the floor, stood up, and saluted Jiang Yebai.

Before he withdrew from Wenyue Palace, Jiang Yebai called him: "Yan Ming."

Qin Yan paused, listening to Jiang Yebai speaking slowly, "I'm very disappointed."

Qin Yan stood there, without making a sound, Jiang Yebai laughed out: "I never thought that you would disobey me for another person."

"Master," Qin Yan said calmly, "You don't think so."

"You told me before," Qin Yan raised his eyes to the main hall of Hongmeng Temple in the distance, "I will have my own life. I don't know what happened to you, but you weren't like this before."

Jiang Yebai didn't say a word, Qin Yan waited for a while before stepping away.

When he walked out of Wenyue Palace, Fu Changling took advantage of his departure and left with him.

Qin Yan stood up with his sword, and after a while, he felt that there was someone standing beside him.

Qin Yan was not surprised. Seeing Qin Yan's expression as usual, Fu Changling was a little embarrassed and said, "Brother, are you not scared?"

"I guess you won't leave."

Fu Changling's whereabouts were revealed, he was a little embarrassed for a while, he coughed lightly, and said a little embarrassed: "Brother is so smart."

"Have you heard it just now?"

Qin Yan's hair was a little messy by the wind, Fu Changling lowered his eyes, restrained his emotions, and said slowly: "Yes."

"You don't have to care too much," Qin Yan said flatly, "Master has always been strict with me, he probably just can't accept it. In his heart, he probably always expected Senior Sister Yuqing and I to become a Taoist couple. Master said before, Yuqing Sister Sister and I cultivated in the same discipline, and the physiques are the same. If I can form a Taoist couple, it will be of great benefit to my cultivation."

"Master..." Fu Changling didn't know what to pick up. He intuitively felt that Qin Yan was in a bad mood, and without knowing the reason, he could only smile embarrassedly, "I'm really devoted to practice."

"He wasn't like this before."

Qin Yan said slowly: "When he was young, he actually had a lot of ideas and a lot of hobbies. He likes to drink and listen to tunes. The cultivation level is not very important to him. Many people think he is thinking. Unsurprisingly, in fact, he is just too simple. In order to know his own strength, the sword picks a hundred schools. In order to seek justice, become the palace master of the Hongmeng Heavenly Palace."

"If it was back then," Qin Yan lowered his voice, "he wouldn't say these things."

"What are you talking about?"

"If I go back alone," Qin Yan smiled bitterly, "I guess he will only tell me that I'm grown up. Maybe he will applaud me and give you a gift."

Fu Changling didn't answer the conversation. In fact, he didn't understand Qin Yan and Jiang Yebai. This kind of lack of understanding made him feel a little uncomfortable, especially in the past, when he just thought about it, he would have so much sourness. It's only now that he has heard Qin Yan's words. Although Qin Yan just said to give it a try, he also feels that there is something sweet that cannot be said.

He pursed his lips, an uncontrollable smile on his lips. Qin Yan waited for a while, but did not see Fu Changling respond. He turned around and saw that he seemed to be laughing. He was a little surprised: "What are you laughing at?"

"Huh?" Fu Changling returned to his senses, "Nothing."

"You seem to be very happy?"

"There is... a little bit."

"Why?" Qin Yan frowned. After Fu Changling hesitated for a while, he finally told Qin Yan.

"Brother, yes, I found out," Fu Changling laughed out loud, "In fact, you like me quite a bit."

Qin Yan was stunned, and Fu Changling said embarrassedly: "You like me more than you think."

Qin Yan didn't speak, Fu Changling said slowly: "Look, for me, you will fight with your master, but your master is the most important person in your heart."

"He told you not to be with me anymore. You still want to try it. You can see that you have mine in your heart."

Qin Yan was silent, Fu Changling walked side by side with him, he looked at Qin Yan's expression, carefully stretched out his hand, and took Qin Yan's hand.

The wind blew the clothes of the two of them to flutter, with their wide sleeves tucked in one place, concealing their hands clasped.

"Brother," Fu Changling felt a little joyful, "You like me."

"It's just that you don't know it yet."