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    date="2021-11-14"

    title="Chapter One Hundred Five"

    weight="147606"

    series = ["Carven Jade"]

    mode = "manual"

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    Qin Yan rarely had such exposed emotions. Fu Changling froze for a while. After a while, he quickly reacted and said hurriedly: "I'm not going, I'm just going to help."

    Qin Yan didn't speak, he stood up, pushed Fu Changling behind him, and said: "Protect the others, the gentleman will wait for me on the stage."

    After speaking, he chased up with his sword and surrounded Song Zizhao with Xie Yuqing.

    Fu Changling roughly estimated Song Zizhao's abilities, and after confirming that Qin Yan should not have any major incidents, he turned to chase Sang Ganjun and Fu Minglan who were rushing to the Junzi Terrace. Although he was also injured, the demons who rushed up were also injured. Not a master, he used the experience of the previous life to cut a path.

    After setting up everyone, he yelled anxiously: "Brother!"

    Qin Yan got what Fu Changling said, and said with Xie Yuqing: "Retreat!"

    Xie Yuqing's sword swept forward to stop Song Zizhao, Qin Yan's sword slashed away from the crowd behind him, and then retreated swiftly behind him. Song Zizhao refused to be merciful and led people to catch up. Fu Changling stood above the front and gathered the spirit. As soon as the tower was set up, Fu Minglan immediately reacted, and said in shock: "Have you put a formation here?"

    As soon as the voice fell, Song Zizhao hit the ground with a bone hammer, and Qin Yan rolled on the spot and reached the side of Fu Changling. Then Qin Yan raised his hand to Fu Changling's hand, and Fu Changling felt Qin Yan's spiritual power rushing in all the way.

    "Heaven and earth enter the law, rise!"

    Fu Changling shouted loudly, Song Zizhao lifted the bones and hammered towards Fu Changling. At that moment, the blood-red formations on the ground instantly lit up, and the blood-red light beam penetrated Song Zizhao’s bones, touching him. Every node in the body exploded instantly.

    While Fu Changling poured spiritual power into the formation, he modified the details of the formation at the same time.

    This time, the target of the attack was changed to the magic repair of Karma Hell, and the method would naturally be slightly different. Fu Minglan watched by the side, and said in shock, "Temporary change of formation?!"

    As soon as Fu Minglan’s words fell, the surrounding demonic corpses exploded one by one, and the whole gentleman’s stage was splashed with blood. Fu Changling raised a hand and hugged Qin Yan behind him, whispering: "Behind me. Come."

    Qin Yan didn't say much, he quickly leaned on Fu Changling's back and raised his hand to bandage the wound.

    The formation that was originally used to deal with the three gods transformation stage was activated, and it didn't take much effort to deal with this group of remnants who had been fighting for a long time. After a while, the light of the formation slowly dissipated, and Qin Yan slowed down. Slowly, he said: "Fu..."

    Before he finished speaking, Fu Changling vomited with blood. Qin Yan's expression was shocked, and he hurriedly supported Qin Yan. When he was about to speak, Xie Yuqing came to him and calmly said: "He was hurt too badly, you should take it first. He is going to heal."

    Qin Yan hesitated for a moment, and finally replied: "Sister, first look at the casualties of the disciples. Save people first. Don't expose Fu Changling's affairs. People who are familiar with it in the past can't believe it."

    "I see."

    Xie Yuqing said calmly: "I will ask you."

    Qin Yan replied, and finally got up with Fu Changling on his back, and rushed towards the Moon Palace. He went to the Moon Palace and informed Fu Yushu. When he arrived at the Moon Palace, Fu Yushu had taken Shen Qingzhu and guarded him in front of the Moon Palace. .

    After Qin Yan stepped into the Moon Palace holding Fu Changling, Fu Yu hurriedly led Shen Qingzhu forward. Shen Qingzhu frowned when he saw Fu Changling, took the silver needle and said, "How come it hurts like this?"

    "I was injured when I ran yesterday, and today I forcefully activated the formation," Qin Yan said, looking at Shen Qingzhu, frowning, "Is there a serious problem?"

    "Meeting others is a big problem, meeting me," Shen Qingzhu put the silver needle on Fu Changling and said lightly, "let's count him out of shit luck."

    Hearing Shen Qingzhu’s words, Qin Yan relaxed. He watched Shen Qingzhu give Fu Changling acupuncture, and then fed him medicine. After he was sure there was nothing wrong, Fu Yushu said: "I’ll guard him, there are many people outside. Waiting for you, you go busy."

    Qin Yan heard this, he paused for a moment, and after pursing his lips, he raised his hand and bowed to Fu Yushu: "If there is any other news, I hope Patriarch Fu will inform me in time. he is gone."

    After speaking, Qin Yan turned around and walked out.

    Xie Yuqing came back and shocked the situation. She had already started counting the casualties of the disciples with the assistance of Yun Yu and Shangguan Mingyan. After Qin Yan arrived, Xie Yuqing looked up at him and said: "Several elders and other sect masters are waiting for you. You don't need to worry about it here, go ahead."

    Qin Yan glanced at the disciple on the ground and couldn't help but said, "Is the situation okay?"

    "Don't worry," Xie Yuqing said smoothly, "Fortunately, it's not what I expected."

    "Then you will take care of this first, and I will go back."

    After Qin Yan finished talking with Xie Yuqing, he got up and went to the main hall.

    As soon as he arrived at the main hall, everyone looked over. Without waiting for Qin Yan to speak, Sang Ganjun pointed to the palace lord on the high platform and said to him: "A Yan, come."

    "Mr Sang Gan," Sect Master Mengyang sneered when he saw Sang Gan directly let Qin Yan sit on the seat of the palace lord, "Why, now that the bones of the palace lord are not cold, Sang Gan is eager to let his disciple take over. ?"

    "Now the Hongmeng Palace is at the time of life and death," Sang Ganjun looked at the Mengyang lord and said coldly. Shi Nephew takes the post of palace lord on his behalf."

    "You also said it was the time of life and death," Yue Qin frowned, "Let such a stinky baby be the palace lord, Sang Ganjun, are you fainted?"

    "Then Patriarch Yue thinks, who is more appropriate?"

    Sect Master Yang Jun smiled and looked at Yue Qin: "Among the three sects and four clans, True Monarch Yuqiong, Elder Liu, and Elder Yue colluded with demonic cultivation, and they have all died. People from Taoism, Confucianism, and Yue family background, I didn’t dare to believe it, and there were four clans left, and there were no suitable candidates. Qin Yan used to be in charge of the Hongmeng Heavenly Palace and was also a disciple of the Palace Master. Strongly support Qin Daoyou as the acting palace lord. If Elder Yue finds it inappropriate, how about choosing a suitable person?"

    Yueqin looked very ugly when he heard Yang Jun's words. Dao Sect Sect Master Shen Mengyang held his teacup, and said slowly: "We all know what Jianzong means. Palace Master Jiang was originally Jianzong who pushed to become Palace Master. Now that something happened to him, Jianzong will certainly push another person up. ."

    "Sect Master Mengyang said so, I still suspect that Sect Master Mengyang wants to take this opportunity to push a Dao Sect person up? Sect Master Mengyang might as well say it straight, this acting Palace Master, who do you want to do?"

    "Don't quarrel, you guys," Su Qinghui said in a slow voice, "This is different from the past. Can you remember the prophecy of the Su family 18 years ago?"

    Hearing this, the expressions of several high-level monks present suddenly changed. The heads of some young sects were still at a loss, but they did not dare to ask more.

    Su Qinghui sighed: "The catastrophe is here."

    Everyone did not speak. It was Shen Mengyang Yueqin and others who also fell silent. Qin Yan saw that a group of people were arguing about the same, so he stepped forward and sat on a high seat, saying: "At this critical period, the juniors will stay for the time being. Taking on this position, the devil repair matter will be resolved in the future, and the younger generation will retreat by themselves. I also hope that the elders will work together to avoid internal injuries when Yunze survives."

    As he said, Qin Yan changed the subject and said, "In fact, the master had already noticed the magic repair for a while, and ordered the younger generation to secretly investigate for a long time."

    "So you are so familiar with them?"

    Fu Minglan looked at the fan and looked at Qin Yan. Qin Yan nodded, and Sang Ganjun said with a bit of fatigue: "You can tell what you know."

    "These demons, everyone should be able to see that they use the same techniques."

    "Yes," Shen Mengyang showed a bit of disgust, "They can suck other people's cultivation skills."

    "This kind of exercise is not owned by Yunze, but comes from another world. Today’s demonic cultivation attacking Hongmeng Tiangong, such as the old white bones, they do not belong to Yunze’s people. They have peculiar exercises. When I came to Yunze for these reasons, I used this special fast and diligent technique to admit disciples. The Hongmeng Temple had hidden a lot of magic cultivation before, and they have been cleaned up once, but I didn't expect them to grow so strong."

    Some people already know these things, but they are not surprised. But while working as most of the heads, they knew almost nothing about these things. One of the heads of the small sect said: "Friend Daoist Qin, according to you, isn't it possible for every sect to have demonic cultivation? "

    "Yes."

    Qin Yan said calmly: "They use the cultivation of others and their lives as the method of diligence, and they have made rapid progress. If there are disciples in various sects who have improved their cultivation too quickly in the near future, you can pay more attention."

    Everyone stopped speaking, with a worried expression on his face. Qin Yan looked at everyone's expressions, and then said: "However, since they dare to attack Hongmeng Tiangong today, they are afraid that their wings are already abundant. Our first battle, and in the future, they may start from the small sects and defeat them one by one. They use monks as the nourishment, and the more sects are attacked, the stronger it is. If they don’t stop it at the beginning, it will be difficult to control in the future."

    "Palace Master Qin is right!"

    The already anxious Xiaozongmen immediately spoke out, and immediately changed the name: "If they use the Xiaozongmen as a nourishment, they will eventually threaten the three sects and four clans. Now the Yunze Immortal Realm should work together to defend against the enemy. The strong. Protect the weak, the weak assist the strong, Palace Master Qin," the head of the small sect looked at Qin Yan and pleased, "You mean?"

    "Head Xiao is right," Qin Yan nodded and looked around and said, "I propose that starting from today, the core disciples of the small sect should be sent to Hongmeng Tiangong, and every sect should be strictly defended. Become a monitoring point and communicate at any time. If something goes wrong, each case will go to support each other. What do you think?"

    "Nephew Qin Xian is not bad," Shen Mengyang laughed, "I don't know who is in charge of the various affairs in this immortal alliance. Who does Nephew Qin Xian think is?"

    "That is naturally Palace Master Qin." Yang Jun said immediately, "Hongmeng Tiangong was originally left after Ye Lanjianzun led Yunze Ji to retreat from the demon repair. In the event of war, the palace lord is naturally the lord."

    "Sect Master Yang, what are you saying..."

    "I agree with Sect Master Yang."

    Su Qinghui suddenly said aloud. Everyone looked at Su Qinghui. Su Qinghui took the tea cup and said flatly: "As far as the current understanding of these magic repairs is concerned, it is more suitable for the leader of the Immortal League to lead the overall situation."

    "But……"

    "Sect Master Mengyang," someone in the crowd finally couldn't hear him, and said directly, "When is it, you three clans and four clans are still fighting for this position? This matter is a matter of life and death, you have to grab the lord of the palace. Everyone, when this is over, none of us will speak."

    "Yes." Someone took the lead, and many people became dissatisfied. "Sect Master Mengyang, you know how the Palace Master Qin protects everyone. In terms of cultivation status, talents, and status, Palace Master Qin is the leader of the Immortal League. As it should be, don't argue."

    Everyone said a word to me, and the big hat came up, and Shen Mengyang was also a little embarrassed for a while. In the end, he really couldn't help it, and shouted in a low voice: "Okay, let him be it."

    Qin Yan glanced at Shen Mengyang lightly, without saying much, before turning around, he began to clarify the formation of the Immortal League with everyone.

    The core plan of Xianmeng is to let everyone stay together as much as possible, and don't give these magic repairs a chance to catch orders.

    They are not too powerful at the moment, but if they continue to feed on their cultivation bases during the battle, even Qin Yan will have nothing to do with them.

    In order to realize this plan, it is necessary to use Hongmeng Tiangong as a stronghold to include the core monks of all sects, and then the sects to establish multiple connections and make blood oaths to be dispatched at any time and help each other.

    After Qin Yan finished all these things and settled in the various sects, he turned back to the injured disciple and checked with Xie Yuqing about the injured disciple's situation before returning to the Moon Palace.

    When he first arrived at the gate of the palace, he saw Fu Yushuzheng and Shen Qingzhu playing chess at the main hall. After Qin Yan entered the door, Fu Yushu raised his head, smiled and said, "People are already awake, you go in and take a look?"

    Qin Yan nodded, bowed to Fu Yushu, and then walked towards the sleeping hall.

    Shen Qingzhu watched Fu Yushu drop the chess piece, and whispered: "Do you know what happened to them?"

    "What do you deny?" Fu Yushu smiled, "He likes that person, and it doesn't hurt the truth. What can I deny?"

    "You and Lin Chen have such a good relationship," Shen Qingzhu said plainly, "I used to say I wanted a granddaughter. I thought you would persuade them."

    "Old Shen," Fu Yushu sighed, "This is what you want to do. I have my own ideas, but what's the matter with Guan Changling?"

    "In fact, the closest relationship between parents and children is in the word'raising'. When he was young, I raised him well. This is my responsibility. I raised him, and he cannot interfere with me more; and now he grows up. When he grows older, it is his responsibility to support me with filial piety, and besides filial piety to support me, I can’t interfere too much in what he wants to do. What kind of person he likes is his business. But it’s mine."

    "You can think about it."

    Shen Qingzhu dropped a pawn, then remembered: "How about Lin Chen's spirit?"

    "Keep it."

    Fu Yushu raised his hand to touch the Tan Xinjian next to him, showing a bit of gentleness: "Just keep it for a few more years and it will be fine."

    Fu Yushu and Shen Qingzhu were talking, and Qin Yan came to the door of the sleeping hall. He felt that there were a lot of words before. Now that Fu Changling woke up, he didn't know what to say for a while.

    He didn't know what to say, and he was a little afraid to see Fu Changling. He stood at the door for a long time. Fu Changling woke up in a daze and opened his eyes. He noticed someone standing at the door.

    He was still stained with blood on his clothes. He was obviously busy for a day and had not rested. The two of them looked at each other quietly, and Fu Changling laughed: "Brother, you can come in and talk."

    Qin Yan listened to him, walked into the room and stood beside Fu Changling. The two of them remained silent. Fu Changling paused for a moment, then raised his hand and said, "Brother, sit down."

    Qin Yan hesitated for a moment, and finally sat down. Qin Yan is a person who doesn't like to talk. Fu Changling doesn't know what to say. He said a lot in the past, but now he thinks about it. It feels ridiculous. He always feels that he seems to say. Everything is wrong, so even if he was born a talkative person, he dare not say anything at this moment.

    The two remained silent for a long time before Qin Yan finally said, "Are you... okay?"

    "Thanks to Uncle Shen, it should be fine."

    After Fu Changling finished speaking, he thought for a while, fearing that Qin Yan would deliberately shake his face to show him when he was in a cold war with him, Fu Changling found some more topics, and continued: "Uncle Shen gave me a good medicine. It will be fine in a few days. I recuperate for a few days, I'm afraid I will leave again."

    "where to?"

    Qin Yan's voice became dumb when he said he was leaving, and Fu Changling laughed: "It seems that I met the person you met in your previous life."

    "He made you a magic repair?!"

    Qin Yan raised his head sharply. When Fu Changling saw him talking like this, he just looked at him quietly, with a look of pity and regret, mixed with distress and sadness, and looked at him quietly.

    Qin Yan was a little at a loss for a while. He would have swallowed this blankness before, but at this moment he did not hold back, and said softly, "What are you looking at?"

    "I just wanted to," Fu Changling laughed, "Brother must have had a bad life in his last life."

    "No……"

    "That's why I heard that I had such a big reaction when I was going to experience what the senior brother was going to experience."

    Qin Yan was stunned, listening to Fu Changling's words, he suddenly didn't know how to respond.

    What Fu Changling said seemed to make sense, but in his last life, deep in his heart, he really didn't feel sad.

    Fu Changling looked at his expression, lowered his head and laughed: "But I also understand why the brother feels that he is doing well, because the brother at that time," his voice was very soft, and the words between his lips and teeth brought a little lingering, "Yes. same as me."

    "What... the same?" Qin Yan raised his eyes to look at him, Fu Changling raised his eyes, his eyes fell on his face, and slowly laughed. Everything is actually fine and nothing."

    "You shouldn't leave." Qin Yan said slowly, and finally returned to the day when he left him behind.

    "I guessed you wanted me to settle the account," Fu Changling sighed, "I won't be back if I knew it a long time ago."

    "You can't help but come back." Qin Yan continued to speak seriously, and Fu Changling nodded, "I know, I shouldn't leave you behind that day. I'll admit my mistakes, can I?"

    "You didn't think you were wrong."

    Qin Yan continued to expose, Fu Changling was a little bit dumbfounded: "I admit my mistakes, you say I feel right. I don't admit my mistakes, you have to be angry again. Brother, what do you want me to do?"

    "You can't do this in the future."

    Hearing this, Fu Changling suppressed a smile. He thought for a while and only said: "Brother, do you want me to lie to you, or make you angry?"

    Qin Yan frowned, Fu Changling leaned against the bed rail, and said calmly: "One more time, I still have to go. Another hundred times, I will protect the brother."

    "Brother, you don’t have to feel the burden. In fact, I should be responsible for all this. The seal in the Xuanji Secret Realm was opened by me. I should be responsible. I bothered my brother in the last life. This is my fault. In this life, I hope that brother can give me a chance to make atonement for my sins."

    "this is not your fault."

    "This is my fault."

    The two looked at each other quietly. After a while, Fu Changling realized that they couldn't talk about this topic. Fu Changling smiled and turned his head and said, "Don't you think it's strange? We have already sealed these three seals. Why are there so many magic repairs? Is it because the four seals of the earth have been opened?"

    "The seal of Taiping Town was opened in advance," Qin Yan explained, "A long time ago, after the seal of Taiping Town was opened, the Karma Prison kept sending people to Yunze. These people took root and operated in Yunze. It’s not surprising at the scale today."

    "Nowadays, spiritual energy is scarce. With their practice, more and more people will rush to them."

    Fu Changling thought, rather worried. Qin Yan glanced at him and calmed down: "You don't have to worry too much, after all, they are limited in number. You will completely strengthen the fourth seal, and we will work together to encircle and suppress the existing magic repairs. It's fine."

    "The problem of spiritual energy will not be solved in one day," Fu Changling shook his head, "someone will definitely practice their exercises. Even if the karma is not coming, it will be difficult for us to stop these magic cultivations."

    Qin Yan didn't speak. After a long time, he said: "So back then, after I died, the problem of spiritual energy was not resolved, did it?"

    "Yes." Fu Changling whispered, "The problem of aura does not seem to be caused by karma."

    "Perhaps Karma grabbed the spiritual energy?" Qin Yan thought, "Look at those near the vital energy, the spiritual energy will be constantly eroded, such as the one in Taiping Town, it will obviously inhale the spiritual energy, perhaps Yunze these years This is the reason why the aura fades. Although we killed the demon in the last life, we did not seal the aura, so the aura still leaked to the karma, which led to the disaster of the Yunze aura's exhaustion."

    Listening to Qin Yan's words, Fu Changling suddenly asked, "Devil Venerable?"

    He finished asking, and before Qin Yan could reply, he said: "I actually wanted to ask you before. Since you are only inquiring about the news, you have been in immortality. Don’t stop? In fact, you can find a way to cooperate with us, design those magic repairs, and catch them all in one go, can’t you?"

    "I am the Demon Lord," Qin Yan shook his head, "but there is actually someone else who is in charge of the Wugou Palace."

    "The news you gave before doesn't seem to say about it?"

    Fu Changling inferred: "You sent news to the Xianmeng before, and your internal staff will find a way to pass this news to me."

    "Yes, because of this news, I'm not sure. After I became a demon lord, these demons told me that their karma prison has a god, which is the belief of their entire karma prisoner, so there is a statue of a god in the dirt palace. ."

    "I remember," Fu Changling nodded, thinking, "that statue has no face."

    "The magic repairs in the karma prison have an ultimate goal."

    "What's the purpose?"

    "They want to open the door of the Karma Prison and bring everyone in the Karma Prison to Yunze. They said that when the door of the Karma Prison is opened, the face of the god will appear."

    "At that time, I was a demon king, but for all the affairs of Wugou Palace, in fact, many times rely on divination. I will ask the hexagram in front of the statue according to their requirements. The final result of this hexagram is the action plan of Wugou Palace. So I used to be unsure whether there is such a demon in this world. Because if there is, no one has seen it before. But if there is no, in fact, many decisions are actually made by him."

    Fu Changling listened quietly, and Qin Yan continued to recall: "Until later, Song Zizhao suddenly came to me and said that the Demon Lord was going to open the door of the Karma Prison. Now that I think about it, they should have secretly opened the four Karma Prison seals. So it’s the last step to open the door of the hell of karma. I can’t let them open the door of the hell of karma, so when they were preparing, I secretly arranged the manpower and notified you."

    "So you gave the news about the attack on Wugou Palace?"

    Fu Changling connected the memories of the previous life, and Qin Yan nodded and said, "Yes, I deliberately mobilized their staff, kept my own people, and secretly made preparations, and then when they held the ceremony, I was ready to do it."

    "I thought I could do it alone, but that day, the Demon Lord appeared in the crowd."

    "What cultivation base?" Fu Changling was most concerned about this, Qin Yan shook his head, "It's far above you and me, unpredictable."

    Fu Changling was a little surprised: "At that time, you couldn't even see his cultivation level?"

    "It's close to the way of heaven," Qin Yan said in a slow voice, thinking about the scene at that time.

    Fu Changling listened and weighed it secretly, but he could feel the difference, maybe it was his level before his death in his last life.

    At that time, he was just one step away from soaring.

    Qin Yan continued: "After he appeared, everyone knelt down and called him the Demon Lord. He wore a mask. I couldn't see his face. He asked me to protect the law for him. Then he turned on during the worship of everyone. The gate of the prison of karma."

    "It's actually not easy to open the door to the karmic prison. Even with his cultivation level, he was almost exhausted the moment he opened it. I shot him at that moment. He reacted very quickly. When I got out of the sword, I saw him. He had a sword, in fact, he could have killed me."

    "Why not?" Fu Changling listened, with some curiosity, Qin Yan shook his head, "I don't know, I only know that when he turned his head, there was a flaw in the sword in his hand, so I killed him. The moment I killed it, it turned into fragments and disappeared in my arms. Then there was a bloody battle inside the Wugou Palace, and I forcibly closed the door of the Karma Prison. When you took someone to the Wugou Palace, everything was almost done."

    Fu Changling digested Qin Yan's words. He thought for a moment and couldn't help but said, "Why didn't you say it at that time?"

    Qin Yan paused, and after a while, he turned his head and said, "Do you want to eat something? I'll get it for you."

    "Brother," Fu Changling couldn't help smiling wryly: "The way you change the subject is too hard."

    Qin Yan stopped. After a long time, he said, "I don't know what to do."

    "You just say it."

    Fu Changling's voice was peaceful: "Actually, you are right. You are no longer alone with you in your last life. You tell me other people's stories, it's nothing."

    "Why do you have to know?"

    "Because I have to know," Fu Changling returned earnestly, "What have I owned."

    Qin Yan sat on the side of the bed with his back facing Fu Changling. He looked at the bright moon in the sky through the round arch. He seemed to think about it for a long time before saying, "Because, I don't think it would be better if I didn't say it."

    "At that time, I had nothing left, and I still owed you so much. You hate me and want to kill me. I think it will make you happy and happy."

    "Don't say it, just to make me kill you, to be happier?" Fu Changling couldn't help laughing when he heard this. Qin Yan looked at the moon outside the window and listened to Fu Changling's words. , Whispered: "Perhaps."

    "However, I didn't want to live anymore at the time. I just thought it would be even better if I died to make you happy."

    "Look, I killed your family, I did so many bad things, no matter how many reasons, my hands were stained with blood from a lot of people, this is a fact. You hate me, when you kill me, you will You can get relief and peace. But if you tell the truth, you will know that your family does not love you. So many people in the world want to hurt you."

    "How sad to admit such a thing."

    On the one hand, he is a family member who has lived for more than ten years, and on the other hand, he is an unknown demon king. If a person wants to hurt him, then the harm of outsiders is always better than the harm of family members.

    Fu Changling listened, but he didn't speak either. He lowered his head, quietly thinking about Qin Yan's words.

    He was full of Qin Yan's words.

    ――I didn't want to live anymore.

    Those words reverberated and rolled in his heart. After he slowed down for a long time, he wanted to ask him why he didn't want to live anymore.

    But he couldn't ask, he knew and guessed so many reasons. If Qin Yan was asked to talk to him again, it would be like a wound being torn apart alive, it hurts too much.

    He wanted to hug Qin Yan, and wanted to say a few words of comfort to him, and a few more words of sorry.

    But he knew he couldn't.

    Qin Yan has bowed his head for his whole life, and he didn't want Qin Yan to take care of him anymore, and wronged himself.

    The two of them sat quietly. Qin Yan was actually not used to Fu Changling like this. He sat by the bed for a while before finally saying, "Do you want something to eat?"

    "Need not."

    Fu Changling laughed, and then he suddenly remembered that he was on Qin Yan's bed, and he hurriedly said, "You see, I forgot, I will return to myself..."

    Before he finished speaking, Qin Yan held his shoulders and said calmly: "You can rest here, you go to bed first."

    As he said, he got up and went out. Fu Changling was stunned. Seeing Qin Yan coming into the clean room, he didn't know whether to leave or not.

    He was nervous on the bed, eager to lie here, and at the same time uneasy about whether he was making progress again.

    His mind was faint, and after a while, he stopped listening to the sound of water in the clean room, and then Qin Yan walked out of the room wearing a single shirt. He dried his hair with force, walked straight to the bed, pulled off the quilt in Fu Changling's shocked look, and lay down next to Fu Changling.

    When Qin Yan put on the quilt, Fu Changling reacted violently. He hurriedly got up, wanted to go outside, and said anxiously: "I won't disturb the teacher..."

    Before he finished speaking, Qin Yan grabbed his sleeve.

    Qin Yan didn't say anything, so he pulled him quietly, and the two of them were deadlocked. Fu Changling didn't dare to move, and Qin Yan didn't keep him. He just pulled him and said nothing.

    After a long time, Fu Changling laughed hard: "Brother, it doesn't have to be like this."

    As he said, he lowered his eyes: "Don't do this. I feel sad to do things that you don't like."

    Qin Yan did not say, Fu Changling continued: "I know you are guilty, but originally I had a lot of charges. Now if there is an apostasy between you and me, I am more suitable than you. You don't need to make me happy. , Just do it. I hope you can truly live as yourself and do all the things you want to do without having to think about others too much."

    "I didn't consider others."

    Qin Yan spoke calmly. Just as Fu Changling was about to speak out, he heard Qin Yan say: "How do you know that I am not willing?"

    Fu Changling froze in place, Qin Yan lowered his eyes, tugged Fu Changling's sleeve tightly, and whispered, "Don't go."

    Fu Changling turned his back to him, and he couldn't understand: "Brother, you are the one who killed the fourth soul..."

    "I know."

    Qin Yan said in a low voice, "But, don't you let me do what I want?"

    "I want to do whatever I want."

    "I want you to stay, as before, during the time with you, I am very happy, Fu Changling."

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