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date="2021-11-10"

title="Chapter 4"

weight="143063"

series = ["When Everyone Thinks You Have a Crush"]

mode = "manual"

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Obviously Xi Feng took the initiative to approach him from the beginning, but he couldn't push it and gradually got closer to Xi Feng. Now, in a blink of an eye, he deceived Xi Feng, and he refused to let him go!

He Yunsheng felt very angry, and left the small restaurant with his jacket, and took out his mobile phone to delete Xi Feng's phone number.

Going back that night, he opened the refrigerator and took out a bottle of mineral water, standing still and drank the water slowly.

The cold water soothed his emotions, and his stagnation throughout the night slowly began to dissipate.

He Yunsheng put a hand on the refrigerator door, suddenly smiled bitterly, and said to himself don't be angry, there is nothing to be angry about, this is not the first time someone has been treated like this. In the eyes of everyone in this society, they are abnormal self. How can they hope that someone can understand him and take the initiative to associate with him?

Look, it really is still a misunderstanding.

After drinking a whole bottle of water, He Yunsheng threw the empty bottle away and went to the bathroom to open the water and wash his hands. He washed both hands with hand sanitizer, and he almost washed off the skin before turning off the faucet. Then he picked up the rag and started cleaning. In one night, he cleaned the whole house thoroughly before taking a shower. Go to sleep tiredly.

From that day on, He Yunsheng had made up his mind to keep a distance from Xi Feng. He believed that Xi Feng planned to do the same, and maybe everyone would forget it over time. If Xi Feng had a girlfriend in the future, there would be no more random thoughts.

It's a pity that things are not always satisfactory.

I don't know who did it. Anyway, someone in the company started spreading rumors. The content of the rumors was that He Yunsheng had a crush on Xi Feng.

At first, He Yunsheng even suspected that Xi Feng had deliberately said that in order to separate him from his relationship, but soon, He Yunsheng denied this idea. He has been in contact with Xi Feng for so long. Although Xi Feng likes to complain a little bit, his personality has always been straightforward, and he is not a person with so many crooked thoughts.

After much deliberation, it was probably deliberately spread by people in the company who were malicious to him.

This is ridiculous. He has never provoke anyone and has been working in a low-key and down-to-earth manner. But just because he is a homosexual, there will always be people who have inexplicable malice against him and spread his private affairs everywhere.

He Yunsheng had a secret crush on Xi Feng, and after being noticed by Xi Feng, he began to alienate him.

Okay, He Yunsheng thought indifferently, whatever you think is fine.

But Xi Feng was not calm.

From discovering that He Yunsheng was gay, and after he said the unceremonious words to He Yunsheng, he was in entanglement.

On the one hand, he complained a little about He Yunsheng for not telling him clearly at first, and on the other hand, he felt that he was making troubles unreasonably. It was obvious that He Yunsheng was also innocent, but he couldn't help but vent his anger on He Yunsheng.

Especially after he heard the rumor that He Yunsheng had a crush on him, he was a little relieved at first, feeling that he could get rid of the suspicion of homosexuality, and then he felt a little wronged. Although he is also a bit disgusted with He Yunsheng's homosexuality, he still likes He Yunsheng. He has always had a good impression of him after getting along for so long, and he does not want other people to treat him with such malicious eyes.

However, after all, he broke contact with He Yunsheng. At the same time, in order to prove that he was a straight man, Xi Feng began to pay attention to a new intern from the company and decided to pursue that young and beautiful girl.

When Xi Feng made up his mind not to meet with He Yunsheng again, he unconsciously began to pay more attention to He Yunsheng.

For example, when they passed by in the company lobby, when they took the same elevator, when the company held a meeting, He Yunsheng passed by him to the front seat.

Often when he came back to his senses, Xi Feng found that he had been paying attention to He Yunsheng's back until he sat down in his seat.

Xi Feng analyzed his own state carefully, and felt that he was still paying too much attention to He Yunsheng. For example, when he watched He Yunsheng wipe his hands with a tissue, he would think about it. Sure enough, He Yunsheng is a homosexual. Why didn't he notice it in the past? For example, once he saw He Yunsheng helping a female colleague in the finance department move things in an elevator. It was probably because of some sweat that He Yunsheng unbuttoned the collar, revealing his white skin and delicate collarbone, he would go again Think, when He Yunsheng is with a man, he is mostly playing the role of the female side, right?

Just like this, along with random thoughts, more than one person asked Xi Feng if He Yunsheng had a crush on him. Over time, Xi Feng also began to think that He Yunsheng was in a crush on him.

When they passed across the corridor that time, didn't He Yunsheng turn his eyes away when he saw him?

Thinking of this, Xi Feng began to think carefully about the two of them getting along. Because he didn't have a car, He Yunsheng drove out every time. Whether it was He Yunsheng driving by himself or looking for a driver, he would take him home first every time.

Once he accidentally soiled his clothes, He Yunsheng took a paper towel and carefully wiped him clean. Now recalling the look in He Yunsheng's eyes at that time, he was full of patience and gentleness.

If He Yunsheng didn't like him, how could he be so good to him?

When Xi Feng took a shower at home alone, he stood naked in front of the full-length mirror and looked in the mirror. He thought he had such a good figure, and he must be the type that gay would like. Seeing He Yunsheng's white and clean appearance, he must be like him. A tall man.

Thinking that he was secretly in love with He Yunsheng, Xi Feng made a disgusting expression, but he was not really that disgusting in his heart. Instead, he couldn't help being complacent. He Yunsheng has always been a good man in his opinion and can be liked by good people. , Which shows that he is attractive.

At noon one day, he and his colleagues had lunch at a fast food restaurant opposite the company.

There were four people in their party, and they talked and laughed about the female intern that Xi Feng had recently fallen in love with.

Suddenly, the person sitting opposite Xi Feng raised his head, called Xi Feng softly, and motioned him to look back.

When Xi Feng turned around, he saw He Yunsheng opening the door of the fast food restaurant and walking in.

He felt a little unhappy about his colleague deliberately letting him watch He Yunsheng, his face sank and he didn't say anything.

He Yunsheng didn't seem to see them at all, and went straight to the counter to order food.

A colleague said to Xi Feng, "Did you come after you?"

After speaking, several people laughed.

Their laughter finally caught He Yunsheng's attention, but He Yunsheng just glanced at them, and soon turned around, still assuming he hadn't seen them.

The fast food restaurant was bustling at noon, and He Yunsheng sat in the corner with his own meal and ate silently.

Xi Feng has been forcing himself not to turn his head to look at him. He still talked and laughed at a meal with a few colleagues. He didn't turn his head to look until he had finished eating, only to find that He Yunsheng, who was obviously better than him, did not know when. They had finished eating, they left first.

This feeling of meeting a stranger still makes Xi Feng a little uncomfortable, and He Yun declared that he liked him, but he should treat him as not knowing each other, probably even more uncomfortable in his heart.

Xi Feng suddenly felt that even if he wanted to keep a distance from He Yunsheng, he didn't have to do so well. It should still be okay to meet and greet him like ordinary colleagues. This would be regarded as pitiful for He Yunsheng.

That afternoon, when Xi Feng went upstairs to pick up a document, he passed the office of the Finance Department and saw He Yunsheng standing in the large office talking to a female colleague. After speaking, he walked outside.

Xi Feng stepped back two steps quickly, pretending to pass by accidentally, raised his head and was about to say "good afternoon" to He Yunsheng, only to find that He Yunsheng turned away without even looking at him.

At that time, Xi Feng felt a little angry, and wanted to pretend to pretend that he didn't know what to pretend to be a big deal in the future.

It went on like this for a while, until the female intern left the company, Xi Feng and her still had no results.

When spring comes, the company organizes employees to go out for spring outing in batches.

Xi Feng and the others were in charge of the same deputy manager as the Finance Department, so they were arranged in a group to travel on the same bus.

When Xi Feng got on the car with his colleagues from the department, he noticed that He Yunsheng had already come up first, and he was sitting alone in the last row.

He did not hesitate to sit side by side with a female colleague in the front seat.

After a while, saw that the entire bus was slowly being filled with people. Xi Feng bored out his mobile phone to play games. At this time, a young man from the Finance Department got on the bus and walked straight to the last row. .

While Xi Feng was playing the game, he was distracted to hear the young man greet He Yunsheng: "Director He, is there anyone next to you?"

He Yunsheng replied: "No, sit down."

With the phone in one hand, Xi Feng changed his posture somewhat uncomfortably. The seat of this bus seemed too narrow for him, and his two long legs could not be stretched.

This spring trip is to go out for two days and one night, and stay in a mountain hotel at night.

At dinner in the evening, Xi Feng and his colleagues drank at a table. Because there was a rare opportunity to come out to play, everyone was very relaxed. While playing games and drinking, Xi Feng drank a little before he knew it.

It was already around nine o'clock in the evening. Both the teenage colleagues and the older colleagues had gone back to their rooms to rest, and a dozen people were still sitting in the mountain pavilion where they ate and continued to drink.

The mountain breeze in the evening was a little oozing on him. Xi Feng put down his cup and pulled his collar. He looked up and saw He Yunsheng and a young man standing next to the hillside outside the pavilion.

Suddenly, Xi Feng stood up and walked in their direction. All the colleagues sitting here looked at him, but he didn't notice it.

Xi Feng walked to He Yunsheng and the others, and said to the young man: "Do you know that he likes men?"

The young man looked stunned.

However, He Yunsheng's face flushed immediately. He looked at Xi Feng in disbelief, never expecting Xi Feng to say such a thing.

Xi Feng drank a lot, and continued to say to the young man: "He likes men, do you dare to walk so close to him? Do you like men too?"

The young man frowned, "What are you talking about?"

Xi Feng said to He Yunsheng: "It seems that you like tall young men?"

He Yunsheng couldn't bear it, raised his hand and punched Xi Feng in the face.

A tall man as tall as Xi Feng was beaten back by him two steps, and almost didn't stand still and sat on the ground.

The colleague over there saw that they were all starting their hands here, and hurriedly ran over and began to discourage him. The young man with He Yunsheng also grabbed him and told him not to do any more.

He Yunsheng looked at Xi Feng coldly, said "madness", then turned and left.

Xi Feng wiped the beaten place on his face with the back of his hand, and found that the corners of his mouth were knocked out by his teeth.

Colleagues persuaded him one after another, but his head was blank, and he didn't hear anything.