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date="2021-11-10"

title="Chapter 7"

weight="143069"

series = ["When Everyone Thinks You Have a Crush"]

mode = "manual"

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In the afternoon, when Xi Feng went to see He Yunsheng, he also brought two bags of cold granules. Of course, the cold granules were not his, but he asked for it from a female colleague in the office.

The female colleague asked him if he had a cold, but Xi Feng made no answer.

At this time, it was the quarterly settlement of the Finance Department. When Xi Feng entered the large office, he saw that everyone was immersed in work, and no one noticed him.

This is also just right, the last thing he wants is to let everyone know that he is looking for He Yunsheng.

He took a deep breath, thinking that although He Yunsheng had some problems, he should not be discriminated against, and at the same time he was afraid that he would be regarded as someone like He Yunsheng, and he was struggling.

He Yunsheng was in his small office.

Xi Feng knocked on the door.

He thought it was his subordinate, and said without looking up: "Come in."

Xi Feng walked in and saw that He Yunsheng didn't realize it was him, so he put the cold granules on his desk, and at the same time asked, "Is the cold better?"

He Yunsheng raised his head in amazement, his eyes under the lens showed some surprise, "Why are you?"

Xi Feng stood next to his desk with his hands in his pockets. The tall man blocked the light and gave people a sense of oppression. He glanced at He Yunsheng’s computer screen and said, “You’re not catching a cold, I’m here. look at you."

He Yunsheng was a little inexplicable, but he said politely, "Thank you."

Then it's over.

Xi Feng noticed something uncomfortable at this time, so he had nothing to say, "Are you busy?"

He Yunsheng responded: "Yes."

At this moment, someone hurriedly knocked on the door outside, shouting: "Supervisor!"

He Yunsheng raised his head and said, "Please come in."

It was an employee from the finance department who opened the door and was surprised when he saw Xi Feng standing inside, but he didn't care about the work he was doing, so he hurried to He Yunsheng and told him that there was a problem with the report.

He Yunsheng then took the report and looked at it, and didn't care about Xi Feng.

At this moment, Xi Feng really felt embarrassed. He reluctantly smiled and said, "Then I will go first."

The two people in the office couldn't bother answering him.

Xi Feng left angrily.

It was not until he left the office that He Yunsheng raised his head to take a look at his back, and then lowered his head to continue analyzing the report with the employees.

Going out of the large office of the Finance Department and walking into the corridor, Xi Feng still couldn't get rid of the almost melancholy mood.

He didn't know what happened to him, but even when he first met He Yunsheng and was not familiar with him, He Yunsheng had never been so indifferent to him.

There was some confusion in Xi Feng's head, and he found that he could no longer guess what He Yunsheng was thinking. At the same time, he was a little at a loss to find out that he didn't know what he wanted to do to He Yunsheng.

Back to the past relationship? It's almost impossible, because he wanted to end that relationship first.

It was a little dull in heart, as if couldn't breathe under pressure.

Before leaving get off work in the afternoon, Xu Qing sent a text message to Xi Feng, asking him if he wanted to eat together at night.

Xi Feng stared at the phone screen for a while and did not refuse.

Although it was a tentative invitation by the woman, Xi Feng's choice to accept it meant that the relationship between the two should continue to develop.

From that day on, the two began dating.

Don't dare to be too high-profile, afraid to let other people in the company know that they all send text messages before get off work, and pack things to eat, go shopping, and watch movies after work.

Xi Feng doesn't like Xu Qing, but he thinks that liking this kind of feeling can be cultivated. As long as two people get along for a long time, they will always gradually become intimate.

However, in the past one or two months, Xi Feng has never come out of this state of being absent-minded.

It was a little better at the beginning, but after a long time, staying with Xu Qing every day became like finishing homework, eating meals that he didn't want to eat, watching movies that he didn't want to watch, but because of their relationship, they couldn't easily refuse.

Xi Feng felt that he was under a bit of pressure.

So two months later, when Xi Feng heard the news that his grandmother was in bad health, he resolutely took an annual vacation and planned to go back to his hometown.

He asked for leave suddenly, Xu Qing froze for a while after learning about it, and said: "I was going to ask for leave with you to go out to play."

Xi Feng quickly apologized, "My family called me suddenly, my grandma wanted to see me because of illness, I had to go back."

This is the end of the matter, Xu Qing can't say anything, but can only compromise, "Then you go back, and we will see if we can go there during the National Day."

Xi Feng responded with a smile: "Okay."

After that, he drove back to his hometown. Xi Feng was thinking about the relationship between himself and Xu Qing on the way. If he didn't feel happy but pressured to get along with this kind of relationship, shouldn't it end as soon as possible?

But after going around for so long, people he likes don't like him, and people who like him don't like him. How difficult is it to meet a suitable person?

Could it be that he is destined to be a bachelor in this life?

Xi Feng took a deep breath, and his whole body was impetuous.

When returned to hometown, grandma was in good condition, her body was old and sick, and she went back and forth every year. When calling before, Xi Feng's mother just mentioned casually, saying that grandma had been in the hospital, but she didn't expect him to come back like this.

At home, his mother made him a bed and asked him, "Do you have a girlfriend?"

Xi Feng immediately thought of Xu Qing, but still replied casually: "No."

Mom said: "You can think about it."

After that, there was no more text.

The next day went to grandma's house. Because Xi Feng came back so far, father's brothers and sisters were called back by grandma, and a large family had a meal together.

During the meal, Xi Feng realized that Auntie's mood was not right, and his mother whispered something to Auntie.

Xi Feng was not easy to ask at the time, but later asked his mother when he went back.

As a result, his mother told him that the eldest son of the aunt, Xi Feng's eldest cousin, was gay.

Xi Feng was stunned at the time. He has lived for more than 20 years. He used to think that homosexuality is a new word that only appears in novels or TV. How come one or two around him have become homosexual now?

My mother was very emotional, saying that her eldest cousin did not get married when he was in his thirties, and later admitted to the family that he was gay, and that he also had a boyfriend who was beaten out by his dad. He also said that fortunately there is still a young man at home, otherwise what should do if there are two elderly people left.

These words made Xi Feng feel very uncomfortable, and suddenly he remembered He Yunsheng.

The whole company knows that He Yunsheng is gay, and his family probably knows it too. Speaking of which, he should be in his thirties this year, so he doesn't know how to deal with these pressures.

Hearing his mother still talking, Xi Feng couldn't help but say: "Homosexuality is not a pervert..."

Mom glanced at him, "You young people, anyway, our generation can't accept it."

The topic did not continue.

In fact, Xi Feng and his eldest cousin had a good relationship since they were young, but they broke contact after the adults lived in a different place. At this time, he hesitated whether to call his big cousin, hesitated for a long time and finally gave up. What did you say after the call? can’t ask him: Cousin, why are you gay?

A week's vacation was fleeting.

For Xi Feng, the escape can only be temporary. When the short escape is over, he still has to come back to work in the company and face Xu Qing.

Break up!

This thought became more and more intense in his head. Sitting on the bay window in the living room the day before work, Xi Feng repeatedly rubbed his mobile phone, struggling fiercely whether to text Xu Qing.

But once they broke up, he had to find a woman again and try to establish a relationship again. And the woman he likes may still not like him, or he can't find anyone he likes, so he can only find the next Xu Qing.

In the end, the text message was still not sent.

Xi Feng went to work the next day, carrying a bunch of local products brought from his hometown in his hand. gave some to boss and colleagues in the same department. The remaining two bags are for Xu Qing, and the other is for He Yunsheng.

The bag for Xu Qing was the same as the gifts for other colleagues, but the one for He Yunsheng was specially selected.

Xi Feng didn't know why he had specially selected gifts for He Yunsheng, but when he saw the dried wild vegetables, he instantly recalled its sweet taste and He Yunsheng at the same time.

This clean and sweet taste seems to suit He Yunsheng.

Since that time he left He Yunsheng's office angrily, and the two of them have not had a direct conversation since then. Xi Feng sometimes thinks that He Yunsheng should like him, but sometimes he is not so sure.

Repeatedly, he paid more attention to He Yunsheng himself. But He Yunsheng completely regarded him as a stranger.

At that time, I planned to improve the relationship. After being treated coldly, I also wanted to give up. Now, Xi Feng bought the present and told himself that it was just for his colleagues, just like sending other colleagues.

Didn't He Yunsheng bring him raisins? At that time, he refused to hurt the other person, and now it is an apology.

It's a pity that Xi Feng didn't make time to send the gift to He Yunsheng in the morning. People rested for a week, but the work is still the same, and the piles up make him not free for several days.

I thought that Xu Qing would definitely accompany Xu Qing to dinner at noon, but Xu Qing sent a message before lunch, saying that he had something to go out with his colleagues at noon, but Xi Feng was free, and other colleagues did not greet him, so he could only slowly clean up the documents. , Go out to eat by yourself.

As a result, as soon as he walked out of the company's gate, Xi Feng saw He Yunsheng's car parked on the side of the road.

He is a little sensitive to He Yunsheng's car, even the license plate number has long been memorized.

Xi Feng slowed down.

He Yunsheng was originally sitting in the car, but he pulled the car door down and walked to the front, and said something to an old lady. The old lady looked a little agitated, and He Yunsheng seemed to be trying to calm her emotions all the time.

Xi Feng suddenly thought of his big cousin, he was wondering if the old lady was He Yunsheng's mother.

As a result, the old lady became more excited as she spoke, and later ran to He Yunsheng's car and lay down.

It was time for lunch at noon. Many colleagues of the company went out from the front door and just happened to see this scene. Xi Feng found that many people around him stopped to watch the excitement.

He Yunsheng walked over to help the old lady up. The old lady was not as strong as him, and after making him stand up with his arms, he suddenly slapped He Yunsheng with a slap in the face.

A girl next to Xi Feng covered her mouth and gasped.

The slap was very hard, and everyone around could hear a crisp sound, and He Yun's head was also missed.

Xi Feng couldn't bear it anymore and ran in the direction of He Yunsheng and the others.