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date="2021-11-10"

title="Chapter 10"

weight="143076"

series = ["When Everyone Thinks You Have a Crush"]

mode = "manual"

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Xi Feng went back to the banquet hall and told Xu Qing that he had something to leave first.

Xu Qing looked at him inexplicably, "What is so anxious? Haven't eaten the food yet?"

Xi Feng couldn't elaborate, but only vaguely said: "My friend is asking me for something, you can eat first, and we will call later." After speaking, he stopped listening to what Xu Qing said, and turned around and ran outside.

Xu Qing was holding the fire in his heart, but it was difficult to send it out in front of his colleagues.

Xi Feng hurriedly came out of the restaurant's gate and saw that He Yunsheng's car was already waiting for him by the side of the road, so he ran over to pull the car door and sit in the co-pilot.

He Yunsheng said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I have delayed your meal."

Xi Feng fastened his seat belt and said, "It's okay."

He Yunsheng sighed secretly and started the car.

Because it was the weekend and lunch time and there were not many cars in the city, He Yunsheng drove for half an hour to reach their destination.

Parked the car outside the gate of the community, He Yunsheng and Xi Feng got out of the car and walked inside.

Xi Feng was dull and silent all the way, and He Yunsheng was also silent until they arrived at Xu Fengjie's parents' house. After Xu Fengjie got divorced, he moved out alone, then committed suicide, and has been living with his parents ever since.

It was Xu Fengjie's mother who opened the door for them. The old lady already knew that He Yunsheng was coming, and she was rare and kind and invited them in.

The old lady walked to the door of a room, knocked on the door, and said, "Fengjie, He Yunsheng is here to see you." After speaking, she opened the door directly and stood at the door to let He Yunsheng and the others enter.

He Yunsheng walked in front and stopped to wait for Xi Feng when he stood at the door.

Xi Feng immediately followed, he couldn't restrain his curiosity and looked into the door of the room, wanting to see exactly what kind of person Xu Fengjie was.

However, when he walked to the door, he found that He Yunsheng suddenly held his hand.

Xi Feng was a little dazed at the time. He seemed to have never held hands with a man since he became an adult. He Yunsheng's hands are not as soft as women, but clean and strong, with slender fingers and a little dry skin.

He subconsciously rubbed the back of the opponent's hand with his fingertips, and He Yunsheng glanced at him inexplicably.

Xi Feng just recovered from the trance.

He Yunsheng took his hand and walked in. Xi Feng saw that this was a simple bedroom. There was a man lying on the bed in the middle. After seeing them, he sat up with a support.

Xi Feng looked at each other.

Xu Fengjie looked a little haggard. I don't know if it was because of depression, the whole person looked thin and pale. Even so, it can still be seen that the opponent has a tall skeleton and handsome features. He should have been a very good man. Xi Feng has always been confident about his appearance, and now he feels that he may not be better than the other.

Xi Feng stared at him in a daze. Whether it was He Yunsheng or Xu Fengjie, he completely subverted his impression of the homosexual group. He thought they should all be a bunch of twisted and feminine men.

However, He Yunsheng walked up to Xu Fengjie and said calmly: "Let me introduce it first. This is my senior from the university-Xu Fengjie; this is my boyfriend-Xi Feng."

Xi Feng pretentiously nodded towards Xu Fengjie.

Xu Fengjie's expression became even more bleak. When he didn't ask more about Xi Feng, he just said to He Yunsheng: "Can I talk to you alone?"

He Yunsheng hesitated a little when he heard the words, turned his head and said to Xi Feng, "Can you wait for me outside?"

Xi Feng suddenly became nervous. He didn't want to leave He Yunsheng to talk to Xu Fengjie alone. He was always worried that He Yunsheng's feelings for him would not be left. When he was begged by the other party, he would rekindle his old feelings.

He held He Yunsheng's hand and didn't let go.

He Yunsheng looked at him strangely, "Xi Feng?"

Xi Feng knew that he was not He Yunsheng's real boyfriend, otherwise he could refuse to let He Yunsheng stay and talk to Xu Fengjie alone. He does not have this right now. In the end, I could only let go and say: "I'm waiting for you outside."

He left Xu Fengjie's room, He Yunsheng closed the door from inside, so he had to walk to the sofa and sit down.

After a while, Xu Fengjie's mother poured him a cup of tea and put it on the coffee table.

Looking at the old lady's wrinkled hands and haggard face, Xi Feng suddenly thought of his mother, and he didn't have any reason to twitch in his heart. He felt that the old lady was very pitiful. Not only was the old lady pitiful, but Xu Fengjie was also pitiful. If Xu Fengjie was not a homosexual at the beginning, and if Xu Fengjie got married, he was willing to live a good life and stop tossing, then this family wouldn't be like this.

He waited outside for about twenty minutes, and his heart was extremely impatient, but he couldn't express it.

After a while, He Yunsheng opened the door and walked out, facing the old lady's expectant gaze. He didn't say anything, but said: "We're gone, I won't come to see him again."

The old lady ignored He Yunsheng and hurried into Xu Fengjie's bedroom to see his current situation.

He Yunsheng and Xi Feng came out of Xu Fengjie's house one after another, and entered the elevator without speaking.

Later, until he got into the car, Xi Feng asked him: "Did you make it clear to him?"

He Yunsheng looked at the rearview mirror and reversed, "I said I am very happy now, I hope he will not disturb me."

Xi Feng breathed a sigh of relief when he heard this, but after a while he couldn't help but asked again: "Did you say he really gave up?"

He Yunsheng replied: "I don't know if he has given up his heart, anyway, I have given up already. I will not force myself to be with someone I don't love, even if he threatens me with death, it's useless."

He Yunsheng was expressionless when he said this, and Xi Feng felt a little uncomfortable.

After driving the car out for a while, He Yunsheng seemed to recover suddenly, and asked Xi Feng: "Are you going back? Your girlfriend seems to be still there, right? I'll take you to the wedding banquet?"

Xi Feng said quickly: "No, I told her that I won't go back this afternoon. Let's find a place to eat something first."

As soon as his voice fell, Xu Qing called.

Xi Feng turned his head and answered the phone in a low voice. Hearing Xu Qing questioning him where he had gone, he told him to go back quickly, and said, "I haven't finished my business yet. You can play card games with your colleagues in the afternoon."

Xu Qing said a few words and hung up the phone a little angrily.

He Yunsheng could guess who he was talking to, opened his mouth hesitantly, and in the end he didn't say anything, because he felt that he had no position to care about Xi Feng's affairs.

Later, He Yunsheng said that because his business delayed Xi Feng’s meal, he came to invite him for this meal. Xi Feng thought for a long time, and pointed to a western restaurant that was far away, where he sold rice and afternoon tea, so that he could meet with him. He Yunsheng sits together for a while longer.

As a result, He Yunsheng drove to the road there for a while, and when he arrived at the destination, it was already three o'clock in the afternoon.

Sit down in a secluded corner of the restaurant and ordered a meal by himself.

A man as big as Xi Feng, he was so hungry that his chest was on his back, but he was still very satisfied with He Yunsheng in the car for so long.

Sitting down for a while, there was nothing to say, Xi Feng opened his head and said, "I think Xu Fengjie his mother looks too pitiful."

He Yunsheng held the lemonade and glanced at him.

In fact, Xi Feng didn't think too carefully about what he wanted to say. He just wanted to say a few more words to He Yunsheng, and then said: "You are like this, have you ever thought about the feelings of the elderly?"

He Yunsheng took a deep breath, as if suppressing something, he put the glass of water on the table and said: "I understand that he considers the feelings of the old man and chooses to break up. I didn't bother him."

Xi Feng said: "I didn't mean that. I mean, since he can marry a wife and have children, so can you. Why do you have to be gay and show it to others."

He Yunsheng couldn't help but sneered, "Do you think I should find a woman to cheat on marriage?"

Xi Feng was stunned by what he said. He considered his words, "This can't be called a fraudulent marriage. You see, so many people get married when they are old and they feel that they are suitable for each other. Can’t you say that I don’t love that woman enough, and that I’m marrying her by cheating?”

He Yunsheng squeezed the glass severely with his finger. If he knew that Xi Feng didn't know how to speak and do things without thinking, otherwise he would splash a glass of lemonade on his face. He said, "I am different from you, I I can’t stand up to a woman, and I can’t give my wife a complete family after I get married. Even if I treat her well, it’s a deception. I won’t get married.”

Xi Feng looked dimmed and said, "Well, when you are old, you won't have a family or children. Isn't it pitiful to be alone?"

He Yunsheng looked at him for a long time and said in a cold voice, "Thank you for your concern."

But Xi Feng really cared about He Yunsheng, and even felt sad for the miserable old age of He Yunsheng he envisioned. He didn't want He Yunsheng to become like that. He said: "I don't understand your group, but I still think it's wrong. You are too selfish. Why don't you think about it for those who care about you."

He Yunsheng leaned back, he calmed his heart with big mouthfuls, feeling that he was almost laughing with anger, and finally said: "If you don't understand, you don't have to understand. This is everyone's choice in life, not marrying a wife and having children. I am not selfish anymore. The result of being worthy of my parents is that I am sorry for myself and my innocent wife. My sexual orientation is natural, and I cannot be pursued for perfection."

Xi Feng clasped his hands in front of him, and said, "Maybe it can be changed."

He Yunsheng suddenly felt that he had nothing to say.

Xi Feng still didn't give up: "Would you like to find a girlfriend to try?"

He Yunsheng looked at him, sighed weakly, and said: "Since you are full of curiosity about our group, then I will take you to have a look."

The two of them ate dinner and sat in the restaurant for a while, when He Yunsheng let Xi Feng get in his car.

Xi Feng was a little nervous, "Where are we going?"

He Yunsheng said: "Go to my friend's bar."

Xi Feng immediately understood that the bar He Yunsheng said should be gay. He had never been to such a place before and couldn't help but ask He Yunsheng: "Do you often go?"

He Yunsheng shook his head, "I don't go often, but occasionally go for a drink."

Xi Feng had a drink with He Yunsheng before. He knew that He Yunsheng was very restrained in drinking. Now when he heard him say to go to a bar, he asked: "Drink too much?"

He Yunsheng glanced at him, "What do you want to ask?"

Xi Feng hesitated to say that he didn't understand. He just thought the circle was messy. He didn't know if He Yunsheng went to a bar to drink, and he would also have a one-night stand or something.

But he couldn't ask these questions.

Since he didn't ask, He Yunsheng naturally didn't want to say it, and fell silent and concentrated on driving.

The bar was opened by a friend of He Yunsheng. He didn't come often but the waiter and the bartender also knew him. It was early when they arrived. He Yunsheng found a secluded corner and sat down with Xi Feng, and ordered two more bottles of beer at random.

Someone was playing guitar and singing on the small stage of the bar. He Yunsheng put his arms on his chest and leaned on the back of the sofa chair to listen intently to the song.

Xi Feng also sat in silence, looking at people coming in from the entrance of the bar from time to time.

The later the time, the more people in the bar, the people who originally sang on the stage went down, replaced by a woman in a low-cut long skirt, and she stood in front of the microphone and sang the first sentence before Xi Feng reacted. This is not a woman at all, but a man in women's clothing.

The seats in the bar are full, and there are many people standing or sitting in front of the bar. There are men and women here, but it is not clear how many of them are male and female, because he also saw several pairs of les. They were all young and beautiful women, but they looked uncomfortable in a hug.

Xi Feng noticed that someone was looking in their direction, and suddenly became uncomfortable. He turned his head to look at He Yunsheng, only to find that he was drinking with a bottle in his mouth.

He Yunsheng finished a bottle and raised his hand to ask the waiter to bring another bottle.

Xi Feng was stunned. He grabbed He Yunsheng's hand, "What are you doing with so much drinking?"

He Yunsheng glanced at him and shook his hand away, and the look in that glance just now was a bit bored and impetuous.

Xi Feng realized that He Yunsheng was in a bad mood. Perhaps he was already in a bad mood after coming out of Xu Fengjie today, but his good self-cultivation kept him from showing it. It was not until now sitting in the bar, under the dim and dim environment, that He Yunsheng began to fill the bottle with his own wine.

The beer was not swallowed completely, and the liquid slid down his chin onto his white neck, leaving a bright mark.

Xi Feng noticed a tall man looking at He Yunsheng, and then walked towards them with a wine glass in his hand. He immediately grabbed He Yunsheng’s wrist and said, “Don’t drink, how can you drive back later?”

He Yunsheng said irritably, "I will take care of myself. If you don't like it, please go first."

Xi Feng listened to his impatient tone and realized that he was already half drunk.

At this moment, the tall man had already walked to their table and shook the wine glass in his hand and shouted, "Sound of clouds."

Xi Feng was taken aback, He Yunsheng looked up, and then sat up, "Brother Cong?"

The man is called Cong Yu, who is exactly the friend He Yunsheng said, the owner of this bar. He used to come out of the same school with He Yunsheng and Xu Fengjie. From the time they realized they were together until they finally broke up, he saw them in his eyes.

Cong Yu sat down on the sofa, put the wine glass on the table, and said to He Yunsheng: "Drink with the cup."

He Yunsheng looked at him and laughed.

Cong Yu raised his jaw towards Xi Feng, "Friend?"

He Yunsheng said: "Company colleague."

Xi Feng didn't expect that he was not even a friend at He Yunsheng's place, but just a company colleague, and he suddenly felt puzzled.

But He Yunsheng didn't care about those, but said to Cong Yu: "I went to see Xu Fengjie today."

Cong Yu sighed when he heard the words, and said: "I have visited him before, he is really not very good."

Xi Feng took a sip of the wine bottle sullenly, stood up and said, "I'm going to the bathroom." He really didn't want to sit there and listen to He Yunsheng telling people about his previous emotional entanglements, but let him just leave and feel that Not reconciled, Xi Feng himself can't figure out where he is not reconciled.

He grabbed the waiter on the road and asked the direction of the toilet. When he walked over and opened the door of the men's room, he saw a woman in a skirt coming out. He was so scared that he leaned against the door.

As a result, the woman walked up to him and gave a rough laugh, and touched his chest before he realized that this was a man.

The man in a skirt and a wig said to him, "Brother, please buy me a drink."

Xi Feng suddenly felt sick. He pushed the man away and said, "Go away!" Then he went to the bathroom, hesitated in front of the urinal, and finally went to the compartment and locked the door.

He was standing in front of the toilet, thinking of the mess of people in this bar, but he was upset. Just like the man who touched him just now, he wanted to punch him home with a punch. If a man doesn't do it well, what kind of woman should he wear in a skirt?

Xi Feng stood for a long time to suppress his anger, unzipped the zipper and peeed. The moment he finished the pee, he made a decision. He wants to go back now and take He Yunsheng away. This kind of environment is really not suitable for He Yunsheng. In his memory, He Yunsheng has always been a clean and decent man and shouldn't be so depraved.

He strode out of the bathroom, ignoring all the demons and ghosts who had chatted with him along the way, but his full momentum wilted when he saw Cong Yu draped He Yunsheng's shoulders. He thought that since Cong Yu started gay, he must be gay. He Yunsheng is alone now, and it is impossible to guarantee that he will not be ambiguous with the development of this surname Cong.

He Yunsheng was still drinking, and even Cong Yu began to grab his glass and told him not to drink.

Xi Feng walked over and yelled softly: "He Yunsheng?"

Seeing him coming, Cong Yu helped He Yunsheng stand up and said: "You are his colleague, can I trouble you to send him home? He drank too much, so it's better not to let him drink again."

Xi Feng had this intention, and he quickly stepped forward to support He Yunsheng and said, "I will take him away now."

He Yunsheng pushed him a bit and said, "Brother Cong, I'm fine, I know what I'm doing."

Cong Yu looked a little helpless. He said to Xi Feng, "Yunsheng has a bad drink, but now I can speak clearly. I guess it won't work as soon as I get out of this door, so don't give him any more drinks."

Xi Feng then said, "I also want to tell him not to drink, and I will send him home."

Cong Yu nodded, and first called on behalf of the driver. Sure enough, as he said, while waiting for the driver, He Yunsheng became more and more drunk.

When the driver came, Cong Yu helped Xi Feng help He Yunsheng out together, and then told the address of the driver He Yunsheng's home. Then he bent down and said to Xi Feng who was sitting in the back seat: "Be careful on the road, I will trouble you. "

Xi Feng put his arm around He Yunsheng's waist and said, "Don't worry, leave it to me. I will definitely send him home."

He Yunsheng, who was drunk, was not noisy, but quietly leaned his head on Xi Feng's shoulder to sleep.

Xi Feng was afraid that his glasses would be squeezed out, so he first stretched out his hand to help him take it off, and then drew his fingers against the messy hair on his cheek.

People in their thirties are already in their thirties, how come they look like a child when they are drunk?Xi Feng stared at He Yunsheng's face in a daze, as he thought to himself.

The driver who drove them safely to the parking lot of the community where He Yunsheng lived. Xi Feng got off the car and paid for it. After the driver returned the car key to him and left, he went to the back seat and wanted to wake He Yunsheng.

He Yunsheng was not too drunk and unconscious. He opened his eyes and asked in a daze, "Who are you?"

Xi Feng was a little injured, and thinking that he didn't have to worry about a drunkard, relying on his strength, he simply hugged him out of the car.