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date="2021-11-10"

title="Chapter 12"

weight="143079"

series = ["When Everyone Thinks You Have a Crush"]

mode = "manual"

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He Yunsheng came out of the shower, wearing pajamas, with moisture in his hair. He put a towel on his shoulders, sat opposite Xi Feng, and asked, "Is there anything else?"

Xi Feng scratched his head and said, "Are you okay?"

He Yunsheng glanced at him.

Xi Feng said, "I last night" He swallowed after half talking, as if saying nothing was appropriate.

He Yunsheng said in an unusually flat tone: "It's not too good. To be honest, your technique is too rough, and my body feels a little uncomfortable."

Xi Feng didn't expect that he would say such blunt words, and he would be judged as poor technique. He sat awkwardly, slowly reddening from the base of his ears.

At this point, He Yunsheng originally wanted to say something to mock Xi Feng and suddenly felt unnecessary. He was originally not a mean person. Rather than fighting against others and forming a little bit of resentment, it is better to completely cut it out and not afterwards. Back and forth.

So He Yunsheng said to Xi Feng, "We have forgotten everything about last night."

Xi Feng was taken aback when he heard this. This was originally what he wanted to say to He Yunsheng, but when he heard He Yunsheng talk about it again and again, he felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.

He Yunsheng said: "You don't have to be too entangled, and no one in this circle has ever done anything with straight men. You can't change things like sexual orientation. You can live as you like in the future."

When Xi Feng heard the meaning in He Yunsheng's words, it seemed that he was still comforting him.

He Yunsheng picked up the corner of the towel and wiped the water on his cheeks, "I think you should cherish your girlfriend."

Xi Feng's heart was in a mess, and he was messed up like he was cooking porridge. He couldn't figure out his emotions, and he felt that He Yunsheng had said everything right, and he couldn't refute a word of it.

In the end he could only say: "I'm sorry."

He Yunsheng laughed when he heard the words, "Although I am drunk, it is also something you wish me. I am sorry."

The words that should be said were all finished, and Xi Feng could not say what Xi Feng originally wanted to say. The two of them sat silent for a while, and Xi Feng could only stand up and say goodbye.

When he returned home that day, Xi Feng sat in front of the computer for a long time, searching for content about "bisexuality."

He was sure that he had always liked women, but he had such a strong reaction to He Yunsheng. After thinking about it for a long time, he felt that he could only be bisexual.

There were many messy things found on the Internet, but these didn't help Xi Feng too much. He still couldn't sort out his feelings.

After a bleak weekend, Xi Feng went to work on Monday to find that Xu Qing ignored him.

Xu Qing called Xi Feng on Saturday night. At that time, Xi Feng didn't hear it in the bar. Later, he didn't see the missed call until he left He Yunsheng and returned home. However, Xi Feng was in a bad mood and did not give Xu Qing. Call back.

When he went to work on Monday, Xi Feng was still thinking about what to do if he saw He Yunsheng. Later, when he was about to eat at noon, he called Xu Qing and the other party did not answer, only to realize that Xu Qing was angry with him.

Xi Feng felt that he was a little sorry for Xu Qing, of course not only because of not answering the phone, but more importantly, the matter between him and He Yunsheng.

Whether it is gay or bisexual, this redundant identity makes Xi Feng unacceptable. The incident with He Yunsheng made him faintly scared, always wondering if he would embark on a path of no return.

He thought for a long time, and felt that He Yunsheng was actually right. He shouldn't care too much about this matter, his attention was affected unknowingly. If he didn't know that He Yunsheng liked men from beginning to end, then he would definitely not have such thoughts. At this time, he should put his life back on track, rather than getting more remote.

For Xi Feng, Xu Qing is on his right track.

That afternoon, Xi Feng was waiting for Xu Qing at the door of the office building.

Xu Qing came out with a female colleague from the department, but after seeing Xi Feng, he quickened his pace and left.

Xi Feng stopped her and said sincerely: "Qingqing, I was wrong, don't be angry with me."

The female colleague smiled and bumped Xu Qing's arm, and left by herself.

Xi Feng and Xu Qing were left standing in place. Xu Qing didn't hide his anger at first, but Xi Feng apologized to her over and over again. Later, Xu Qing also softened his attitude.

That night, the two of them were shopping for dinner and watching a movie. In order to show his sincerity, Xi Feng bought Xu Qing a bag worth more than 3,000.

By the time Xi Feng sent Xu Qing home in the evening, Xu Qing's mood had obviously improved. The two of them stood downstairs in the community and kissed each other. Then Xu Qing and Xi Feng waved goodbye.

Looking at Xu Qing's back, Xi Feng thought that this was the right way, and that this was his life.

Working in the same building, Xi Feng still didn't see He Yunsheng for nearly a week. When they met again, it was already the second week of the staff meeting.

He Yunsheng's seat was in the front row. After sitting down, Xi Feng glanced at He Yunsheng's seat habitually and saw that it was still empty. After a while, he heard He Yunsheng walk into the large conference room while talking in a low voice.

He Yunsheng walked past Xi Feng's seat and did not say hello to him.

As soon as Xi Feng looked up and saw the smooth lines wrapped under He Yunsheng's self-cultivating suit, he suddenly suffocated. He stared at the front and lost his mind. When he came back to his senses, he found that he had written a congratulatory note in his notebook, and he tore off the page of paper in fright.

More than half a month later, Xu Qing's parents came to visit their daughter from another city, and proposed that they wanted to have a meal with Xi Feng.

After Xu Qing told Xi Feng of the incident, Xi Feng immediately agreed and said that he would arrange the meal.

This kind of means seeing your parents.

Every time Xi Feng talks with his mother on the phone, the other party will urge him to take his girlfriend home. Originally, Xi Feng had been a little hesitant, but after He Yunsheng happened, he suddenly hoped to accelerate development with Xu Qing.

He hopes that he can prove to himself that he is a truly normal man.

The meal was arranged at a Chinese restaurant with elegant environment, and he ordered the wine and dishes in advance, hoping to give Xu Qing's parents a good impression.

Xu Qing was from an ordinary family. His parents didn't expect their daughter to find any rich people, they wanted to find a motivated young man who was kind to his daughter.

Xi Feng is tall and handsome, and his appearance must be decent. Today's attitude is also serious and sincere. After a meal, Xu Qing's parents should have been very satisfied, if it hadn't happened halfway through that accident.

Halfway through the meal, Xi Feng saw the waiter lead He Yunsheng in from outside and took him to a four-person booth.

He Yunsheng did not see Xi Feng, but Xi Feng noticed He Yunsheng at a glance.

This is not too coincidental, because the first time Xi Feng came to this restaurant was He Yunsheng invited him, otherwise Xi Feng would usually go to cheaper or hot pot skewers and other small restaurants.

Xu Qing didn't notice He Yunsheng either. She was talking to Xi Feng. Suddenly, Xi Feng lost his voice, and she asked him strangely.

"Nothing," Xi Feng answered her. But his attention fell uncontrollably on He Yunsheng.

He Yunsheng did not come out to eat alone. He waited for a few minutes. A man came in from the outside, a young and handsome man in a casual suit with a smile on his face sitting opposite He Yunsheng.

Xi Feng couldn't judge the relationship between the two of them, but could see that the two of them were not familiar with each other.

"Xiao Xi?"

He suddenly recovered, only to find that Xu Qing's father had called him several times.

"Huh? Uncle?"

Xu Qing was a little unhappy, "Why are you absent-minded?"

Xi Feng shook his head. He now put all his thoughts on He Yunsheng's body. He was always thinking, Didn't He Yunsheng come to have a blind date with this man?

Maybe the man opposite him is also gay. They are all single. It is not impossible to have friends introduce each other to meet him.

This thought entangled Xi Feng.

In fact, even if He Yunsheng has a new boyfriend, it has nothing to do with Xi Feng. What he is thinking now is to concentrate on being with his girlfriend and forget those things related to He Yunsheng as soon as possible. And he also felt that this was a very smooth thing for more than half a month. He was almost about to succeed, but it happened that he saw He Yunsheng again on this occasion.

Although He Yunsheng and the man came late, they ate very simply. The two of them kept talking and laughing. Later, the man looked at the time and didn't know if he was in a hurry to leave, so he waved to the waiter to settle the bill.

When he got up and left, Xi Feng saw the man helping He Yunsheng pick up his coat and put it on him, and he reached out his hand to touch his face, and then the two people walked out of the restaurant one after another.

Xi Feng suddenly thought that the two of them might go to the bar for a drink after dinner, and then they would have a relationship in the evening. This thought made him stiff for an instant, and he felt that he should ask He Yunsheng to ask clearly anyway.

So Xi Feng stood up.

Xu Qing was already upset because of his absent-mindedness all night. At this time, he asked in a bad tone: "What are you doing?"

Xi Feng only said one sentence: "Something!" Then he chased it outside.

After chasing out the restaurant, Xi Feng only saw He Yunsheng's car parked on the side of the road just starting. He ran over and stopped in front of the car that had just started.

He Yunsheng stepped on the sudden brakes, looked at the people in front of the car in surprise, then pressed the car window and shouted angrily: "Are you crazy?"

Xi Feng saw He Yunsheng alone in the car. He was panting because he was running too fast, and asked, "Where is that person?"

He Yunsheng looked at him inexplicably, "Which person?"

Xi Feng said, "The one who ate with you just now, is it your boyfriend?"

He Yunsheng's anger has not dissipated yet, and now he rushes up again. He said, "What does it have to do with you?"

Xi Feng walked towards the driver's seat, reaching out to pull his car door, "Listen to me first."

He Yunsheng locked the car door and said, "I don't want to hear you! Please leave now!"

Xi Feng was afraid that he would also close the window, so he quickly reached out and held it down, "I care about you."

He Yunsheng felt that he had lived in his thirties, and it was the first time he encountered such an unreasonable person. He couldn't help but yelled: "Who are you? Who wants you to care about! Get out of here!"

When Xi Feng heard him yell at himself loudly, he was a little aggrieved, but he still insisted: "Sit down and talk, okay?"

Regardless of whether his hand is still stuck on the car window, He Yunsheng insisted on closing the car window upward. He said, "No! I have nothing to say to you!"

He felt that he was about to be smirked by Xi Feng. He was known for his good temper since he was a child. How could he have tried to yell at people in the street so angrily?

At the last moment when the window was about to close, Xi Feng still withdrew his hand. He tried to pull He Yunsheng's door, but He Yunsheng stepped on the accelerator and drove the car out.

"He Yunsheng!" Xi Feng chased for two steps.

He Yunsheng looked at him from the rearview mirror, and was a little afraid of being caught up by him. He couldn't help but stepped on the accelerator. As a result, when he turned his head, he noticed that a large truck suddenly changed lanes. It was too late to step on the brakes and slammed into it.

When Xi Feng saw this scene, his voice trembled with fright, "He Yunsheng!" He screamed and ran over.

The front part of the car and the driver's seat were a little deformed. Xi Feng ran over and slammed the driver's door open. He saw the airbag bounce out and He Yunsheng was stuck between the airbag and the seat.

He stopped breathing, and shouted hoarsely: "He Yunsheng?"

He Yunsheng slowly raised his head to look at him and said, "I'm not dead, don't worry." I don't know if it was an illusion. He heard Xi Feng calling his name just now, as if he was about to cry.