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Chapter 13
The car accident was the responsibility of the truck that changed lanes in front. After the traffic police came to deal with the scene, Xi Feng took a taxi to take He Yunsheng to the hospital. He Yunsheng is not life-threatening. He fractured his right wrist and went to the hospital for an X-ray. Fortunately, it was not too serious.
In the evening, He Yunsheng stayed in the observation room for infusion, and Xi Feng sat next to him.
Even if He Yunsheng closed his eyes, he could feel Xi Feng's gaze fixed on him. He slowly opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling and said, "What are you looking at me for? I'm fine, you go back first."
Xi Feng said: "It's okay, I'll look at you, and you can go to sleep. I'll call a doctor for you after the infusion is over."
He Yunsheng didn't know how to answer him for a while.
At this time, Xi Feng's cell phone rang, and he took it out to see that it was Xu Qing's call, and quickly took the cell phone out of the ward to answer the call.
Xu Qing didn't lose his temper this time. He only calmly said five words when Xi Feng answered the phone: "Let's break up."
In the evening, Xi Feng ran away before finishing the meal, leaving Xu Qing and his parents to sit awkwardly. Xu Qing's father also asked if there was something urgent for Xi Feng and asked Xu Qing to follow him.
Xu Qing was stuck in his stomach and refused to accept it. As a result, Xi Feng never went back and didn't make a phone call. In the end, Xu Qing paid the bill.
At this point, Xi Feng knew that it would be useless to say anything about being sorry. He whispered to the other end of the phone, "I understand, I'm really sorry, if "
Before he finished speaking, Xu Qing hung up the phone.
He originally wanted to say that he would explain to Xu Qing if he had a chance, but now it seems that the other party might not give him a chance.
When Xi Feng returned to the ward, He Yunsheng turned his head to look at him, and said, "Is there anything wrong? Let's go first."
"What do you do if I'm gone?" Xi Feng said as he sat down beside the hospital bed, "Will someone else take care of you?"
He Yunsheng was suddenly speechless. He still has relatives and friends, but they don't seem to be close enough to come to the hospital to guard him all night. If he was seriously injured in a car accident today, he might be able to call someone, but it doesn't seem necessary to look like this now.
So he was silent for a moment, and answered Xi Feng: "It's not necessary."
Xi Feng said: "You go to sleep, as long as I don't exist."
He Yunsheng saw that he couldn't say anything about Xi Feng, and he was heartbroken after talking to him too much, so he turned his back to him and closed his eyes.
Xi Feng stared at He Yunsheng's back in a daze.
The fear that he had watched He Yunsheng crashing the car just now hasn't calmed down. At that moment, he even felt that his legs were weak, but even if his legs were weak, he would run to He Yunsheng's side to confirm whether he was safe.
Looking at He Yunsheng's slightly thin back now, Xi Feng suddenly felt uncomfortable in his heart, not for himself, but for He Yunsheng.
He thought that He Yunsheng was injured, but he didn't even have a person to look after him. Then one day when he gets old, will he have to stay at home alone without anyone around him?
Just imagine, Xi Feng already felt that this uncomfortable feeling was so strong that it made his nasal cavity a little sore.
He didn't know what he could do on his own. In such a quiet night, he suddenly wondered if he could stay with He Yunsheng forever?
Xi Feng stretched out his hand like He Yunsheng, wanting to touch his hair, but before touching his hair, he suddenly retracted his hand. He seemed to wake up from a dream, and suddenly realized that he had just been born. What a terrible idea.
He can't be that person, Xi Feng told himself repeatedly, then what about that man tonight? He Yunsheng didn't seem to call him when something happened.
If He Yunsheng was destined not to be with a woman, would it be the best result for him to find a man?
Xi Feng was in a daze, but as long as he thought of the scene where He Yunsheng was with that man, Xi Feng felt that he was going to be dazzled by anger. No, maybe it wasn't just anger, it was more jealous and unwilling.
He raised his hand to cover his face.
Someone once said that feelings can be controlled. As long as you don't think about it, some feelings may never sprout. But Xi Feng couldn't hold himself back anymore, the unacceptable secret feelings had already sprouted, and it wasn't that he could really wipe it off by shaking his head and denying it.
Xi Feng thought he seemed to be finished.
It was midnight after He Yunsheng finished the infusion. He had already slept unknowingly. Xi Feng called the nurse on duty to help him pull the needle.
At that time, He Yunsheng woke up, but because he was too tired, he soon fell asleep again. It was already dawn when he woke up this time, he opened his eyes and found that Xi Feng was still sitting by the bed staring at him in a daze, as if he hadn't closed his eyes all night.
He Yunsheng was a little startled.
Seeing him wake up, Xi Feng asked, "Is there any discomfort?" His voice sounded dumb.
He Yunsheng shook his head, except that his wrist fracture had been fixed, he had no other discomfort.
Xi Feng said, "I will call the doctor to see it later, there is nothing I should be able to go back."
He Yunsheng wanted to say that it was unnecessary, and let Xi Feng go back to rest by himself, but Xi Feng had already stood up and walked outside. After a while, Xi Feng came in with the doctor, asked about He Yunsheng's condition, and checked his wrist fixation, and if there was no problem, he could go back first.
Xi Feng stretched out his hand to help He Yunsheng.
He Yunsheng avoided, and said to him: "I can do it myself."
He said that, but after all he lost a hand that could only move, and it became extremely difficult to wear shoes. Xi Feng squatted down to help him put on his shoes, and then took his coat to put on him.
When doing these things, Xi Feng was silent, and He Yunsheng glanced at him, and his thoughts were a little complicated.
Today, He Yunsheng has to deal with the follow-up of the car accident. He contacted the truck driver and planned to go to a repair shop. There is no other way but to ask for leave for work.
Unexpectedly, Xi Feng also asked for leave.
Two people stood at the entrance of the hospital, and He Yunsheng asked him: "What are you doing on leave? Money will be deducted at the end of the year."
Xi Feng said, "Otherwise, let you go alone? It's not convenient for your hands."
He Yunsheng subconsciously touched the bandaged right wrist. He said, "It doesn't matter."
Xi Feng didn't plan to discuss with him, only said: "Let's go, all leave. Let's go for breakfast first. What would you like to eat?"
Last night, Xi Feng had just guarded He Yunsheng all night. Regardless of whether He Yunsheng wanted it or not, it was impossible for him to reject the opponent severely at this time. In the end, he could only say, "Whatever you want to eat."
After breakfast, Xi Feng accompanied He Yunsheng to deal with the car affairs for a whole day, until the evening he took a taxi to send He Yunsheng back.
Sitting in the taxi, neither of them spoke.
He Yun froze outside the window for a while, turned his head to look at Xi Feng, and said, "Thank you for today."
Xi Feng's whole person was a little low. He said, "You were in a car accident because I chased you yesterday, right?"
He Yunsheng did not admit or deny it, but said: "That's because I didn't concentrate on driving, and the injury on my hand is not a big deal. It is enough for you to help me for a day, so I don't need to worry about it anymore."
Xi Feng suddenly asked: "Will anyone take care of you?"
He Yunsheng said: "It's just a small injury, I will take care of myself."
Xi Feng asked him: "What if the injury is serious this time? Is there anyone besides me who will guard you all night?"
He Yunsheng leaned back on the back of the seat. He was a little irritated by what Xi Feng said, but he tried to suppress it. He told himself that Xi Feng really cared about him, otherwise he would not stay with him for so long. But this kind of rude and provocative words will make people feel uncomfortable no matter what kind of care.
The taxi arrived at He Yunsheng's downstairs, and He Yunsheng pulled the car door and got off.
Xi Feng also got out of the car and said, "I will send you up."
He Yunsheng did not refuse, he turned and walked into the community, and Xi Feng quickly followed.
Seeing that the taxi had turned and left, He Yunsheng stopped and waited for Xi Feng to walk in front of him, and said in a deep voice, "Xi Feng, I will say it again. I am very grateful for your help, but do you think you are really over-controlling? too much?"
Xi Feng looked at him. There were no street lights, and they couldn't see each other's expression clearly in the dim environment.
He Yunsheng continued: "I know that I am a homosexual. In your eyes, I am abnormal. I will not have a complete family or children. Even now I am in my thirties and I am alone. You can have mercy on me. , I donโt mind what you think of me, but please donโt approach me in the name of caring, and at the same time accuse me of my life! What kind of life I live does not require you to judge by your standards, I should not pity me I know in my heart, what I want to do is my business when you go to get married and have children to live your life!"
After saying these words, He Yunsheng's chest was still slightly undulating, and he wanted to fan his face to cool down his bloodshot brain quickly.
Xi Feng was surprisingly calm. He looked at He Yunsheng and said, "I can't do it."
He Yunsheng clenched his left hand into a fist and raised it, and then put it down again. He said, "You have a hole in your brain, right?"
Xi Feng said seriously: "I can't bear to see you alone. I feel uncomfortable. I want you to live a happy life."
As soon as he said this, He Yunsheng's original anger dissipated in an instant, and what was left seemed ridiculously desolate.
He Yunsheng raised his hand and pressed his forehead. After a while, he said to Xi Feng: "Let me put it this way. Single is my own choice. I am still waiting for the one who suits me. I believe I will love me in the future. People are happy for a lifetime. All we lack is a child."
Xi Feng did not speak.
He Yunsheng stretched out his hand in his pocket and took his mobile phone. He said, "Thank you for your concern. I will immediately find someone to accompany me tonight, so that you can rest assured that you don't have to worry about me anymore."
After speaking, He Yunsheng turned over the mobile phone in his pocket, opened the phone book with one hand to find the number, and dialed out after a while.
While waiting for the connection, He Yunsheng raised his head and glanced at Xi Feng.
Xi Feng's expression was a little sad, he probably didn't even notice it.
Soon the phone was connected, and He Yunsheng said to the people over there: "Cheng Lei, is there anything tonight? Come to me for the night."