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date="2021-11-10"

title="Chapter 19"

weight="143094"

series = ["When Everyone Thinks You Have a Crush"]

mode = "manual"

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The restaurant is not expensive and the dishes are exquisite. At dinner time, guests come and go, surrounded by noisy voices. Xi Feng looked at He Yunsheng on the opposite side and saw him roll up his cuffs and fold his napkins next to him, carefully and delicately.

For a moment, Xi Feng felt a little confused.

When he first met, he did not think He Yunsheng was like a woman, but at best he was not rough enough. Later, when he knew that he was a homosexual, he suddenly realized that the other party’s meticulousness was actually a feminine expression. Today, he does not think He Yunsheng is like a woman. A woman is just a gentle and introverted man, who is not rough and doesn't like generals.

Xi Feng had already ordered the food, and when He Yunsheng sat down, he asked the waiter to serve the food.

Cold and hot dishes were served one after another. There were four dishes and one soup. He Yunsheng watched the dishes and said, "Too many."

Xi Feng said: "Not much, I have a good appetite."

No one moved his chopsticks for a while.

Xi Feng raised his head and looked at He Yunsheng for a while, and said, "Is it because I step back so that we can continue to be friends?"

He Yunsheng replied: "I am afraid it will be very difficult. We can be ordinary colleagues, but we can't be friends anymore."

Xi Feng pressed one hand on the edge of the table, couldn't help tightening his fingers, swallowing the unwillingness. He has regressed to this point, but in the end the other party is unwilling to do it with his friends.

"This trip to the branch office, develop well," He Yunsheng said to him.

Xi Feng deliberated, choosing words and saying, "I haven't been to Chongfeng, and I don't know if I can get used to life."

"I've been," He Yunsheng said, "my mother is over there."

Xi Feng was a little surprised and looked at him.

He Yunsheng’s eyes seemed to look into the distance through Xi Feng’s body, “I remember I told you that she formed a new family after my father’s death, and she is now in Chongfeng City. That’s a good city, maybe You will get used to it soon after you pass."

"Do you often visit her?" Xi Feng couldn't help asking.

He Yunsheng said slowly: "No, her daughter is in college, and my family was embarrassed when I was in the past."

Xi Feng suddenly felt disappointed. He originally thought that He Yunsheng would visit his mother often, so maybe they had a chance to meet again.

He Yunsheng didn't know if he could see through his thoughts, but just said, "So the feeling is like this. After a long time, it will fade away."

Xi Feng understood this truth in his heart.

He Yunsheng hesitated. He had something to say to Xi Feng, but he didn't know if it was appropriate to say it, so he fell silent and ate some dishes first.

Xi Feng thoughtfully helped him scoop a bowl of soup, and then he wanted to help him with vegetables.

He Yunsheng politely refused, and said to him: "Xi Feng, if you meet a suitable girl after you pass, you can consider it."

Xi Feng was stunned, and asked him: "Do you doubt what I said before?"

He Yunsheng shook his head, "I just hope you don't be stupid, you are straight, don't go further and further on this road, this is a road with no end, or those who walk on this road will just look back and choose another path. , Or you can only be exhausted on the road."

Xi Feng knew that He Yunsheng would not look back, but he wanted to accompany him on this road, but the other party did not accept it. He couldn't help but ask again: "Why am I still straight? Am I already bent?"

He Yunsheng smiled this time, "The body can't deceive people. You still react to the female body, right?"

Xi Feng couldn't refute, he thought he might be bisexual.

He Yunsheng said: "As long as you can still accept women, you will always embark on the road of getting married and having children, so now you don't have to make detours to waste your time."

Xi Feng listened quietly, and after a long time asked him: "Are you and your boyfriend happy?"

He Yunsheng looked at him and said, "It's good, I think we can have a chance to go to the end, so you don't have to worry about me, go live your own life."

Xi Feng took a deep breath, lowered his gaze, and said in a deep voice, "I'm really sorry that I have caused you so much trouble for so long."

He Yunsheng smiled, "I wish you good luck in the future."

This was the last meal that Xi Feng had with He Yunsheng before he left, and neither of them had contacted him until he left.

However, He Yunsheng has always been in Xi Feng’s WeChat friends. He Yunsheng never posts to Moments, but when Xi summit posts, he also knows that He Yunsheng will read it, although He Yunsheng never responds or gives him a thumbs up.

A new beginning in a new city.

The company gave Xi Feng time and asked him to rent a house two days in advance. The house price in Chongfeng City is not expensive, so he simply rented the house near the company, a small apartment, enough for him to live alone.

In the first three months, Xi Feng has deeply felt what it means to devote himself to work. His daily work schedule is very full. The new leader is also a young man, full of enthusiasm, and constantly inspires and inspires them. Of course he Every bit of effort has also reaped enough rewards.

Different from the past, Xi Feng really wants to develop his career this time and get rid of all the bad things he used to do so carelessly. Whether it is a colleague or a leader, he has a high evaluation of him.

Such high-intensity and busy work made him have no time to grieve for a broken relationship. Only when he was lying in bed in the middle of the night, he would think of He Yunsheng, but would soon be overwhelmed by drowsiness and fall into his sleep tiredly.

Three months later, the work of the new company began to gradually get on track, but Xi Feng did not relax. He still devoted most of his energy to work, and even went to a training class for a short weekend to conduct business. Related training.

Xi Feng himself didn't realize that he was actually quite attractive when he devoted himself to his work.

The branch has recruited many new employees here, and many new female colleagues have praised Xi Feng for being responsible and responsible, young and handsome, and very popular.

Xi Feng spent his 26th birthday here alone. It was still working overtime that day. After work, he walked back to the rental house. On the road, he saw a cake shop with a ready-made birthday cake that was not sold. , So he thought about it and bought the cake by himself.

When he returned home, Xi Feng sat on the sofa in the living room and put candles in the cake. The included small candles were not enough. He only inserted one candle in the middle. After lighting it, he took a photo with his mobile phone and sent it to Moments. Writing: Happy birthday to a person’s twenty-six years old.

After the delivery, Xi Feng blew out the candles, cut it down with a knife and ate a tooth and felt tired, so he had to put the rest of the cake back into the box and put it in the refrigerator.

After eating the cake, his mother called him, talked to him about the situation, and finally said that he wished him a happy birthday.

After finishing the call, Xi Feng went to take a shower. After the shower, he turned on the TV and lay on the sofa, and began to look through the messages in the circle of friends.

There are already more than 20 messages under his cake photo, all of them wishing him a happy birthday. He hastily turned over and suddenly found He Yunsheng’s name in the comments. He Yunsheng also left him only four words: birthday hapiness.

But at that moment, Xi Feng suddenly hugged his phone and turned over on the sofa happily. He couldn't contain his excitement. He first picked out He Yunsheng's comment to reply. He typed a bunch of words and wanted to say that he was one of his own. It’s very lonely for people to celebrate their birthdays, and I want to say that they are busy at work now, and I have time to celebrate my birthday so late, but I deleted them at the end, leaving only two words: Thank you.

After replying, he left the lock screen of the phone aside, grabbed the remote control and pointed it at the TV and changed the channel randomly. Less than two minutes later, he picked up the phone and looked at it. The comments in the circle of friends are still increasing, but he After replying to He Yunsheng that thank you, the other party did not reply again.

Xi Feng wondered in a daze, what else should the other party reply to? There was nothing to say at all.

It's just that the mood is constantly fluctuating, he raises his hand to cover his face, thinking that it's not that all feelings will fade over time, why this time it fades so slowly? This thick and colorful stroke was directly painted on his heart, and the time when the handful of clear water was splashed on and slowly slipped off, in the end the stroke remained there, still as beautiful as new.

After his twenty-sixth birthday, Xi Feng was a little bit ready to move, but after all he was too far away, he had a desire, and it was difficult to move. He could not judge how to do it, or whether to do it, or not.

But Xi Feng did not expect that the turning point of the matter occurred on a Saturday morning. He stayed up late last night and rushed to a plan. When he was asleep at seven o'clock in the morning, he was awakened by the persevering cell phone ringing.

The awakened Xi Feng was a little unhappy, but he quickly grabbed the phone and saw He Yunsheng's name.

All the sleepiness disappeared instantly, he sat up all of a sudden, the quilt slipped down to reveal a strong upper body, he cleared his throat, connected the phone and whispered: "Hello? He Yunsheng?"

"It's me," He Yun's hoarse voice sounded, making Xi Feng a little excited, "Is it bothering you?" His tone of voice was anxious and hasty.

Xi Feng realized that he might have something, and quickly replied: "No, what's the matter?"

He Yunsheng said, "I don't know if it is inconvenient for you to do me a favor. Can you go to the Qingya community on Wutong Road now? My mother is alone at home and her leg seems to be broken."

Xi Feng immediately grasped the point, "She's alone? Can she get up? Do you still have the key?" He decided whether to call the ambulance and the fire brigade to open the door to save the person, or rush over and take the person to the hospital.

He Yunsheng said: "I should just be able to get up but can't walk. I really can't find anyone else. I can only call to trouble you."

Xi Feng replied: "No problem, I will go over immediately and call you if there is a situation."