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date="2021-11-10"

title="Chapter 23"

weight="143101"

series = ["When Everyone Thinks You Have a Crush"]

mode = "manual"

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At the tenth time of the alarm, He Yunsheng reached out and pressed it off. Xi Feng was still asleep beside him, and there was no sign of waking up. He obviously said that he would get up every morning to make breakfast for He Yunsheng, but the alarm clock woke up He Yunsheng for a while, but Xi Feng still fell asleep. Nothing happened.

He Yunsheng got up from the bed, went to the bathroom to wash after he got dressed, and then went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast.

It was He Yunsheng's own choice to move to Chongfeng City to live with Xi Feng. He knew it was a risk, but he couldn't resist that heartbeat. He hasn’t tried this kind of heartbeat for a long time. For a moment, he felt like he had returned to university and just met Xu Fengjie. Brainless rampage.

If you let your heartbeat develop, it will become love. If you restrain it early, it will only become a heartbeat in the future.

He Yunsheng once thought, if he and Xi Feng did not go there, it would be better if Xi Feng, who appeared in front of him at first, was like this, but after thinking about it carefully, if they really didn’t have the past, he might not choose to come here. Try to accept Xi Feng, because he can't help but worry and doubt. Precisely because of those past experiences, he thought that a man who had experienced separation and loss, but was still devoted to him in the end, shouldn't he be more credible?

In the end, everything is hypothetical. The least guessing thing in the world is the human heart, and the last thing you should not bet on is your own happiness. He Yunsheng was willing to come to Xi Feng to accept him, but he always had reservations in his mind. As long as Xi Feng took a wrong step, he would immediately retreat and would not miss him. Those who have suffered a loss will cherish themselves more.

Later, Xi Feng woke up. He came out of the room with sleepy eyes and went straight to the kitchen and said, "Why don't you call me?"

He Yunsheng was frying eggs, "The alarm clock won't wake you up, let you sleep a little longer." Today's breakfast is tomato fried egg noodles. Both of them could go out to buy breakfast, but Xi Feng wanted to give it to him. He Yunsheng made it, so the materials were all ready to be placed in the refrigerator. He Yunsheng took it out in the morning and handled it.

Xi Feng hurriedly finished washing up, and He Yunsheng had already cooked two bowls of noodles and brought them to the table.

This house was rented by Xi Feng. A bedroom, a living room and a dining room, a kitchen and a bathroom are just enough for two people.

And the dining room can't fit a large dining table, there is only a small square table, two people sitting face to face.

Xi Feng grabbed his mobile phone and looked at it while he was eating the noodles. He saw that He Yunsheng was almost finished eating, so he speeded up. After two or three bites of his noodles, he stood up and took both of them's bowls and took them to the kitchen to wash.

He Yunsheng packed up his things and prepared to go out.

Xi Feng's rental house is very close to the company. They can walk to work every day, but because they are too close to the company, two people will not go out together, and they always go one after the other.

Xi Feng told He Yunsheng that he didn't care, he was willing to make the relationship between the two people public, and even if he felt that it was made public, he would be able to let He Yunsheng see his determination clearly, but He Yunsheng disagreed.

He Yunsheng himself had experienced those rumors, and he was not as optimistic as Xi Feng. In his opinion, if this relationship is made public, it will not only affect their feelings, but also their careers, and he doesn't want to treat his private life as an after-hours conversation for others.

In the morning, He Yunsheng went to the office to sit for more than an hour, and the two business department directors came to his office and started arguing over a project issue.

This is something that happens from time to time. He Yunsheng has been able to calm down since he was not used to it at the beginning. He listened to the two people tossing and wrangling while drinking coffee in a calm mood.

Since the last time they fought for the position of deputy general manager, the two supervisors simply tore their faces, and the secret fight was changed to an open fight. Sometimes He Yunsheng suspected that the two of them didn't want to fight for a result, but simply enjoyed arguing with each other.

He Yunsheng had discussed the project with the general manager, and he had the result in his heart, but he didn't plan to make it public before the time was up. He was expressionless as if listening to them carefully, but he was actually on a business trip.

While sipping his coffee, he glanced over the coffee cup towards Xi Feng's face sitting on the sofa.

Xi Feng came with his supervisor and said he was here to report on the project plan. In fact, he hasn't said a word until now, and he has been staring at He Yunsheng in a daze.

He Yunsheng glanced at him and motioned him to converge a little, not to be too explicit in his eyes.

But Xi Feng didn't notice it. He just swept He Yunsheng's chin, throat, and neckline, his eyes fell on his white fingers, feeling that his fingers and the pure white bone china coffee cup he was holding were almost the same color. Yes, and the fingers are long and thin, the pale pink nails are round and clean, and there are thin calluses on the fingertips. When holding it up...Xi Feng couldn't help straightening his back and swallowing his saliva.

He Yunsheng put down the coffee cup at the same time, and pointed at Xi Feng with his slender fingers that Xi Feng was thinking about. "Xi Feng, you can talk about your project." He finally couldn't listen to it and interrupted the two supervisors. The controversy is endless.

Suddenly, Xi Feng was named, stood up from the sofa, quickly recovered his dignity, turned around and found the project case he had brought, and began to explain to He Yunsheng carefully.

There was only Xi Feng's voice in the entire office, and He Yunsheng suddenly felt a lot of joy. His eyes behind the lens fell down and stared at the coffee cup and continued to take a short run.

On Saturday night, He Yunsheng was going to his mother’s for dinner. On Friday, he told Xi Feng: "Let’s go together tomorrow."

Xi Feng was writing a plan on his laptop, and he looked up at He Yunsheng in surprise.

He Yunsheng had a dinner party at night, and he just came back from eating and drinking.

There is no study room in the one-bedroom apartment, only a desk beside the bed. Xi Feng sits at the table typing while He Yunsheng stands beside the bed undressing. He slowly unbuttons, pulls off his tie, and loosens his shirt. Neckline.

Xi Feng rubbed his fingers on the keyboard and asked after a moment: "Is it to disclose our relationship with my aunt?" He always felt that He Yunsheng's mother knew He Yunsheng's sexual orientation, but it was difficult to ask.

Now He Yunsheng tells him: "Forget it." After saying that, he added, "Are you willing?"

"Of course," Xi Feng stood up from the desk suddenly, he walked behind He Yunsheng and stretched out his arms around his waist.

He Yunsheng had a faint smell of alcohol. Xi Feng lowered his head, leaned close to his neck and took a hard breath, and asked uncertainly: "Are we seeing our parents?"

"It's just eating," He Yunsheng didn't break free of him, "don't think so much."

Xi Feng said: "It's still necessary. Go and see your mother, let her know that you are living happily with me now, and she can rest assured in the future."

He Yunsheng asked softly: "Do I live happily with you?"

Xi Feng was stunned. If He Yunsheng asked him the question, then the answer is undoubtedly. He is very happy, but if he asks He Yunsheng with this question, he doesn't know what the answer will be, and he is a little afraid to listen to it. Answer.

So he let go of He Yunsheng and said in a casual tone: "Of course I am happy. I eat well and sleep well. Now my life is happily. You go take a bath, change your clothes and I will take them tomorrow for you. Dry cleaning in the laundry."

He Yunsheng glanced at him, did not say anything, opened the cabinet and took out the changed underwear, picked up his pajamas and went to the bathroom.

Xi Feng stood by the bed, humming a song to sort out the suit jacket that He Yunsheng had changed, and carefully folded it in his pocket. He planned to go out early for work tomorrow and take it to the laundry first.

He Yunsheng could still hear Xi Feng's humming in the bathroom. He knew that Xi Feng's mood was obviously not as relaxed as he showed. He knew that what he had just said hit Xi Feng, and he faintly couldn't bear it.

In fact, letting Xi Feng go back with him was to confess their relationship to his mother, showing that he basically recognized Xi Feng. But sometimes I just can't help but want to slap him a few words, who made him talk bad before, and provoke him for so long.

Now Xi Feng occasionally blunts, he will immediately realize that he is wrong, first carefully apologized to He Yun, and then the big man surrounded him like a bee collecting honey for a long time, until he was sure that he was not angry, he dared to relax. Tone.

He Yunsheng knew that Xi Feng was working hard like this, but he also wanted to point to him and say something that deserves it.

At night, the two of them were lying on the bed. Xi Feng habitually stretched out his arms and hugged He Yunsheng’s waist to sleep. He was going to fall asleep in a daze. He Yunsheng said: "In fact, it’s okay."

Xi Feng asked himself to wake up and talk to He Yunsheng, "What's okay."

He Yunsheng said: "In fact, life is okay now."

Xi Feng opened his eyes and stared at He Yunsheng's silhouette in the dark for a long time, and said, "Then go on, OK?"

He Yunsheng was also silent for a while, and replied, "Okay."