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date="2021-11-08"

title="Chapter 7"

weight="145835"

series = ["Please, Don’t See Me"]

mode = "manual"

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Suddenly leaning against a warm body behind him.

Shu Jin shook his hand and the phone fell on the sofa.

Sheng Xinghe had just finished taking a shower, and the cold water droplets on his hair slid down Shu Jin's neck into the neckline, and his voice rang in his ears, "Who are you messaging with?"

Feeling his face was touched, Shu Jin grabbed the hand and said, "It's my colleague."

Sheng Xinghe replied casually, gently squeezed Shu Jin's face, then walked away and continued to wipe his hair with a towel.

Because of the low-grade fever since the last time, they haven't done it again in the past two days. The most overwhelming thing was that Sheng Xinghe held him on his lap and kissed him twice, and then hurriedly resolved it.

But Shu Jin's body was already hot.

He didn't know why he was like this, why he was so disappointed, and he couldn't control himself even after being touched like this.

Two days passed in the blink of an eye.

Shu Jin had heard Sheng Xinghe and his assistant talk about arranging the next itinerary. They will not go back immediately after their work here, but will go to another city for a few days.

Shu Jin's annual leave is almost running out, but he has quietly asked his colleagues in the personnel department if he can take a few more days off.

After graduating, Shu Jin accumulates experience elsewhere, and only formally admitted to this firm a year ago as an assistant designer.

He works hard and has his own ideas. He is also very popular in the office, unlike a person who neglects work for the sake of pleasure. A colleague from the Personnel Department told him directly that the annual leave plus the leave time is too long, which may not be good, and it may affect his year-end evaluation, and asked him to seriously consider it.

Shu Jin said verbally, but in his heart he was ready to ask for leave.

Although he and Sheng Xinghe have been together all the time in the past two days, they have never talked about the future.

Sheng Xinghe never asked his cell phone number.

If Sheng Xinghe intends to take him to another city, it makes sense, they still have at least a few days.

"Brother, do you want to go for a walk?"

Shu Jin plucked up the courage to ask.

Twilight is approaching, and the rays of sunset light come in, rimming everything.

Sheng Xinghe dried her hair and threw the towel aside.

Shu Jin said, "Are you in a hurry? Can you come back and see?" He explained, "I'll be leaving tomorrow, I kind of want to go around again."

Sheng Xinghe looked back at him, then turned to find the t-shirt, "Are you feeling sick?"

Shu Jin suffocated "Yeah."

After the fever subsided, his ass had been sore for two days, and he was almost better now.

Sheng Xinghe stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and put on clothes. The beautiful pectoral and abdominal muscles and the mermaid line bathed in the sunset. It looked warm, but the words from his mouth were not very warm. "Go around, don't go too far." ."

After speaking, he returned to his cup on the front of the table, really picked up the information and walked away.

Su Jin did not hold back the soreness of his nose, and quickly looked out the window to suppress his tear ducts.

Nothing improved outside.

I don't know if it's an illusion, Shu Jin saw that all the couples who came out for a walk on the beach this night were lovers.

He stayed outside until it got dark before returning to the hotel. Sheng Xinghe was not in the living room, nor did he see where the other party was. He went back to the room and went to bed after taking a shower.

Sleep until midnight.

Shu Jin felt that someone had grabbed his calf.

There was no light in the room, and Shu Jin felt a familiar breath and called out to brother.

Sheng Xinghe said nothing, and started a gentle movement.

Shu Jin worked hard to cooperate, trying to hug Sheng Xinghe's neck with his arms, but his legs were placed on the other's shoulders, and he had to lie there and let Sheng Xinghe ask for it.

The cold liquid was much more than last time, but Sheng Xinghe slowly became fierce from the beginning.

Perhaps because he was afraid of ruining Shu Jin, Sheng Xinghe's two days of depressive sex exploded very violently.

Shu Jin couldn't help but bit the pillow, just like hiding in a room on the second floor when he was a boy.

The puffs slept together under the bed, turning their ears occasionally, listening to the annoying noises made by the two young men.

"You touch here." Eighteen-year-old Shu Jin blushed and complained, "Don't you?"

Then he moved his body to arouse him, "Still not?"

Shu Jin lay on his side, wrapped his arms around his neck, then gently kissed the gray eyes, and said religiously, "Brother, I don't hurt."

In fact it hurts very much.

Now it hurts very much.

Every time Shu Jin ends, he seems to have lost his life.

He took a big breath to calm the irritation in his brain, and his body was soaked in water, but Sheng Xinghe ripped off the dirty one and replaced it with a new one. This time Shu Jin felt that Sheng Xinghe was almost going to lose the last two days. Make up for everything you do.

The separation is imminent, and the two are like the carnival before the end.

In the end there was only a tired gasp in the room.

In a daze, Shu Jin heard Sheng Xinghe ask, "Why do you ask the front desk for my room number?"

Shu Jin trembled in her heart and did not dare to answer.

In the darkness, Sheng Xinghe asked, "Why do you cry when you see me?"

With a "pop", Sheng Xinghe turned on the bedside switch.

Shu Jin turned his head in embarrassment, his face was full of tears, his nose and cheeks were red, and he bit his lip.

Sheng Xinghe finally got angry, and he couldn't help but clamped Shu Jin's chin with his hands, leaving him nowhere to hide and face him, and said solemnly, "Shu Jin, look at me."

Shu Jin's tears slipped from the corners of his eyes until they reached the pillow, but he tried to turn his face away and did not want to look at Sheng Xinghe.

With tears in his eyes, he saw Sheng Xinghe's angry face and Sheng Xinghe's red eye sockets, but in the end his eyes fell on that gray eyeball, rebirth intentionally, and his back was cold.

"If you say, I'll look back." Sheng Xinghe gritted his teeth, "Take back what you said before, these five years are nothing. As long as you say, I will give it."

A one-minute standoff.

Sheng Xinghe's voice was a little trembling, and he said sharply, "Speak!"

Shu Jin still couldn't say any words.

Finally, Sheng Xinghe released his hand and looked at Shu Jin blankly. About ten seconds later, he turned Shu Jin over.

It was very heavy and deep, and then Shu Jin kept hitting the head of the bed, and had to grab the bed rail with his hand to barely keep it from falling down.

When Shu Jin woke up in the morning, Sheng Xinghe had already left.

The front desk called and told him, "Mr. Sheng has renewed the room for you. You can stay as long as you want."

Shu Jin was sticky and the room was in a mess.

He wrapped a nightgown and sat at the table in the living room. Everything that belonged to Sheng Xinghe here had disappeared. Only a thin flight ticket for the return journey at 2 o'clock in the afternoon was left on the table.

Looking at the light blue sea level in the distance through the window, these two days have seemed like a dream.

Shu Jin replied in a dumb voice, "No, I have to catch a plane too."

Back in Star City, Shu Jin took a day off and went to a dinner with colleagues the night before returning to work.

The temperature dropped quickly in early winter, and Shu Jin only wore a windbreaker when she left, and she had to wear winter clothes when she came back.

Shu Jin found the wool coat and felt very cold when she walked downstairs, then went back and put on a thin fleece jacket, but still felt cold when she went out again, only to realize that the cold was not physical.

In the first year after leaving home, Shu Jin often felt this way.

Also living in a university dormitory, the roommate thinks that the heating is too high, only he feels cold. When there was no one in the dormitory on holidays, the quilt was also shivering.

Later, after graduating from university, moved out of the dormitory and changed two rental places in a row, thinking that the landlord’s house was leaking.

In the end he didn't move either.

Slowly, as I got to know more people and more friends, the coldness quietly subsided. It may be numbness or adaptation. Shu Jin rarely feels lonely anymore.

Sure enough, chose a buffet for the gathering place.

More than a dozen colleagues from the department arrived at a seven-to-eighth. Lin Wang did what he said. In order to thank Shu Jin for inviting him to go out and see the luxury tour, he paid for everyone's consumption that night.

Young people get together very lively, playing games and talking jokes while eating.

Shu Jin behaved quieter than usual, and everyone only assumed that he was tired and hadn't relieved.

Lin Xiang had already shared the photos and experiences of their outing this time with everyone. As soon as Shu Jin came back, everyone inevitably talked about Sheng Xinghe.

Shu Jin was mentally prepared, and he didn't act as if he was secretive. He acted very naturally.

"I only heard that Sheng Xinghe is from Yuecheng." A colleague said, "I know that Shu Jin is also from Yuecheng, but I never thought that they would actually know each other! The first time a celebrity has a relationship with people around me, it feels like Curious!"

"It's not just acquaintance, didn't Shu Jin tell me, Sheng Xinghe is his brother." Someone said so.

Everyone was curious and asked Shu Jin what the relationship is between them.

"He is older than me. He lived in my house for a while before." Shu Jin said, "That's it. In fact, the relationship is not very close."

Someone asked, "Hey, his eyes, were they like that when you met?"

Shu Jin sat at the other end of the long table, gurgling a small hot pot with clear soup in front of him, and the chopsticks of the hot dishes paused "Yeah."

Lin Xiang got close to him, touched his shoulder and said, "That said, Mr. Sheng was blinded by his playmate, isn't it true?"

As soon as Shu Jin's chopsticks were loosened, the dishes fell into the pot and couldn't be found.

He heard himself say "I don't know."

Lin Xiang shrugged and stopped talking about this topic.

When the colleague's topic passed for another round, Lin turned around and saw Shu Jin sitting there in a daze, so he asked him what's wrong.

Shu Jin looked up, his face was very pale, and suddenly said to him, "It's me."

It was noisy, Shu Jin's voice was not loud, and Lin Xiang didn't hear "What?"

Shu Jin kept the volume and murmured to Lin Xiang, "I am the one who broke Sheng Xinghe's eyes."