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date="2021-11-08"

title="Chapter 10"

weight="145847"

series = ["Please, Don’t See Me"]

mode = "manual"

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Shu Jin's heartbeat gradually accelerated, and he involuntarily stopped to see more clearly.

But even if he couldn't see the opponent's face clearly, he couldn't admit that he was wrong with that tall figure. After confirming who that person was, he knew rationally that such development should not continue, but the other party was like a magnet, attracting him to approach uncontrollably.

Sheng Xinghe had no luggage with him, his hands were in his coat pockets, his hair was a little messy by the wind, and a few small snowflakes were still stained on his shoulders.

"Brother." Shu Jin yelled timidly.

"Where did you go?" Sheng Xinghe asked flatly.

I haven't seen it for more than half a month, from the hot seaside city to the icy and snowy north.

Sheng Xinghe put on a thick, neatly tailored woolen men's coat, and all at once suppressed the whole person's temperament more calmly. If Sheng Xinghe, who was wearing a white shirt, that Shu Jin saw last time, could still find a trace of his college years, now he can't find it at all. Sheng Xinghe in front of him is closer to the legendary upstart that Shu Jin saw on the People Encyclopedia, making him feel strange and distant.

There are no people downstairs, except for the trees and grasses in the community, which are silent buildings.

The cold wind was slow, and Shu Jin was cold all over, and her eyelashes trembled. "Go shopping."

Sheng Xinghe said, "Where are you buying?"

With empty hands, Shu Jin was stunned by the question, and said, "I wanted to buy it, but I didn't buy it."

Sheng Xing Heben just asked casually, turned around and went upstairs with him.

The two entered the elevator, and Shu Jin pressed the button.

He subconsciously stood on Sheng Xinghe's right, was turned around and glanced at Sheng Xinghe, then lowered his head and did not dare to speak, his face was already red.

From the process of rising the elevator to when he opened his door, he was thinking about why Sheng Xinghe came.

How did this happen? He mentioned the company's name once, did Sheng Xinghe remember it? Moreover, Sheng Xinghe had at least two hours' voyage to Star City. Did he come to him on a business trip or...

Shu Jin knew that the last time they were actually not a pleasant farewell, Sheng Xinghe was very angry, and he couldn't give an answer, so what would it be?

Shu Jin was very nervous, but failed to insert the key into the keyhole after inserting the key several times.

Sheng Xinghe said "I'm coming" and took the key from his hand. He felt that Sheng Xinghe's hand was cold, and he didn't know how long he had been waiting downstairs.

The lights in the living room were bright, and Shu Jin forgot to turn off the lights just now.

Shu Jin casually kicked off his wet shoes in the snow, gave his slippers to Sheng Xinghe, and walked in with socks on, "Brother, come in."

The house is warm, but Sheng Xinghe grabbed his arm and "put it on."

Shu Jin said, "There are no other slippers."

Sheng Xinghe raised his eyebrows slightly, "Do you think I can wear it?"

The height difference between the two is half a head, and of course the shoes are not the same size.

Shu Jin put on his slippers awkwardly, and walked away, "Would you like some water?"

Sheng Xinghe took off his coat and hung it on the narrow entrance, perhaps not called the entrance, because standing here can have a clear view of the entire living room, with only a low shoe cabinet as a partition.

The decoration of the house is very old and rudimentary.

A fabric sofa, a TV set, people sitting on the sofa watching TV, reach out to touch the other side of the dining table, if you want to eat at the dining table, then you can not enter the room, because the chair will occupy the aisle to the room.

Overall, the entire living room is not as big as Shu Jin's previous bedroom.

Shu Jin seemed to be used to such an environment.

I saw him skillfully plug in the kettle, then took out the cup from the cupboard to wash it, and finally found the tea bag and put it into the cup. This time was just right, the water was already boiled when he turned around. .

From the age of nineteen to twenty-four, Shu Jin is no longer the bluffing and spoiled boy in the past.

"How do you live here?" Sheng Xinghe asked.

"It's cheaper here, and it's close to my work, so I can sleep a little longer in the morning." Shu Jin handed him the water, "Be careful, and warm your hands first."

Sheng Xinghe frowned.

He glanced at the coffee table and said, "Were there a guest?"

There were also two cups on the coffee table, which were used by Shu Zhaoyuan when he came. Before he could take it, Shu Jin subconsciously said, "It's a colleague."

Sheng Xinghe, "Which was the last time I went to travel with you?"

Shu Jin bit his scalp and let Lin go back and nodded.

He never dreamed that it would be so lively today, and he reminded himself that he must remember to reply to his colleagues for a while, lest they worry about finding it.

Sheng Xinghe didn't sit down, and Shu Jin asked, "Brother, haven't you eaten yet?"

The house is so big, Shu Jin can't avoid Sheng Xinghe's sight at any time, saying, "I only have simple food here, dumplings, noodles, etc. I can't make complicated ones. If you are hungry, I will give it to you first. Get something to eat."

About to hide in the kitchen again, Shu Jin was caught by Sheng Xinghe's wrist.

He trembled all over, hearing the sound of Sheng Xinghe putting the cup on the dining table behind him, and then a hug completely wrapped him from behind.

Sheng Xinghe wrapped his arms around Shu Jin's thin body, and buried his head between Shu Jin's warm neck.

This hug is very tight and has a strong possessiveness.

Shu Jin's nose was sour, and the whole person began to tremble.

Both of them haven't spoken for a long time.

"You don't need to cook." Sheng Xinghe's voice was heavy, a little sandy, as if he was suppressing a certain strong emotion, "I have eaten it."

"Oh." Shu Jin stammered, "Okay, okay."

"Shu Jin."

Sheng Xinghe suddenly called his name.

Shu Jin seemed to have a hunch, knowing what Sheng Xinghe was going to say, the trembling became more obvious.

Sheng Xinghe still hugged him tightly, his generous chest firmly pressed against his back, and muttered, "You don't want me, and don't reject me. How can there be such a good thing in the world?"

"...Forget it if you can't say it, I won't ask you again."

"No matter what I want to do in the future, you are not allowed to have any opinions. You are no longer alone, and I am no longer alone. We are in a new relationship."

Shu Jin couldn't answer, even simply shaking or nodding his head.

Sheng Xinghe made a final conclusion on this matter, "If you still feel sorry for me, then from now on, you will be atoneting for your sins, and I will be the one who forced you."

After Sheng Xinghe finished speaking, he turned Shu Jin around to face him.

Shu Jin's eyes were very red, and the proud Sheng Xinghe was not much better.

Shu Jin wanted to say something, but looked at Sheng Xinghe several times and failed to speak.

Sheng Xinghe stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, whispered "Don't look", then kissed him gently with his lips in his mouth, and then slowly intensified and deepened. When Shu Jin was kissed, he took a step back and he touched the door frame of the kitchen. He was a little out of breath and had to raise his head to bear it.

Shu Jin cried.

However, his hand gripped Sheng Xinghe's sweater very tightly.

As Sheng Xinghe said, he dared not want Sheng Xinghe, nor could he refuse Sheng Xinghe, he could only paralyze himself in this moment of joy, and be a coward who didn't have to choose or give promises.

The two people lay on the same bed again this night.

Sheng Xinghe wrapped his arms around Shu Jin and pressed him into his arms, as if to completely make up for the power he gave up more than half a month ago.

They did not do i.

When taking a bath, Shu Jin forgot to take the bath towel-he had already put the suitcase in before. Sheng Xinghe helped him find it according to the instructions, knocked on the door and handed it to him.

There was steam in the bathroom, and half of Shu Jin's exposed face was red with steam, and the water was shining in his eyes, and he thanked Sheng Xinghe.

Sheng Xinghe glanced at him, and his Adam's apple rolled, "Where are you going?"

Shu Jin said, "I was going to my mother's place."

Sheng Xinghe stood at the door with no fluctuations in his expression.

Shu Jin immediately added the sentence "I won't go now!"

Sheng Xinghe said with satisfaction and closed the door for him.

After Shu Jin dried her body, she put on her pants and faced the embarrassment of being unable to go down. His mind was filled with Sheng Xinghe's extremely sexy Adam's apple, and he could not help but recall the feeling of biting it on.

At this time, lying on the bed, Shu Jin also opened his eyes and did not sleep, and his eyelashes scanned Sheng Xinghe's side face again and again in the dark.

Sheng Xinghe asked, "What are you thinking about?"

Before he could answer, Sheng Xinghe stepped back, pinched his chin and asked again, "Shu Jin, what are you thinking about?"

Shu Jin gently held Sheng Xinghe's hand and said, "Brother, I actually remembered a little bit of my childhood."

"It was a few years ago." He told Sheng Xinghe, "At that time, I just graduated, and once went to the construction site to do research and write environmental reports."

"There were a few children playing near the construction site that day. They were divided into two factions, pretending to compete with a broom or something."

"I think vaguely, I seem to have played a game like that before. I found a branch on the ground... The first one was too thick, I couldn’t take it. After walking a few steps, I found a thin one and took it. It’s just right in hand."

While speaking, Shu Jin felt a burst of chill on his body.

He involuntarily grinds his teeth, "Everyone is yelling, I rejoin the game, it seems to have stabbed something."

The room has been quiet for a long time.

Finally, Sheng Xinghe hugged him back into his arms, and said lightly, "Maybe, I don't remember."