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date="2021-11-08"

title="Chapter 11"

weight="145848"

series = ["Please, Don’t See Me"]

mode = "manual"

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Shu Jin guessed that Sheng Xinghe's words were just a relief. Sheng Xinghe was already more than five years old at that time and had already started to remember things.

Perhaps sensing what he was thinking, Sheng Xinghe continued: "Really."

Shu Jin clenched Sheng Xinghe's clothes on his back, not daring to ask Sheng Xinghe if it was painful, he would rather he really didn't remember how he felt at the time, and the clenched teeth were not loosened, and he asked tremblingly: "Then you remember me?"

They talked about this issue for the first time in several years.

Did Sheng Xinghe remember one of the children who played games in the open space next to the factory building?

"I don't remember." Sheng Xinghe said, "In fact, I have a very vague impression of that day, how I went to the hospital and how I went home... Those memories are very shallow, and I can't even remember the pain at that time."

He paused and said to Shu Jin like this, "You know, the brain actually makes up some memories. The more you think about it, the more real it will be and the more complete the details will be."

Shu Jin listened quietly, gradually calming down.

Will what Sheng Xinghe said is true?

In fact, he is not sure about his so-called "remembering a little bit of childhood". At least he hadn't remembered it at all before. Otherwise, how could he stand on the moral high ground in the first place, really thinking that his family was doing the funding for Sheng Xinghe. Great charity. But the memory suddenly rushed into his mind one day, and it was unclear whether it was because of an incentive or just a psychological suggestion.

I felt something soft and moist on my forehead.

It took a few seconds for Shu Jin to realize that it was Sheng Xinghe's lips.

Like a frightened bird, he hid in Sheng Xinghe's arms and eased in a gentle kiss. Even if the trembling lasted for a long time, he did not stop, but the warm embrace gave him a sense of security on the ground.

This night in his sleep, Shu Jin dreamed of the past for a long time.

In the evening, he and Sheng Xinghe were both wearing short-sleeved shorts and walking their dogs by the river. Walking to a place where there was no one, the puff broke free from the traction rope and started running. They went down to the almost dry river bed, picked up rocks and floated on the water, and they were the first to hit the water level stone in the middle of the river than anyone else's small rocks.

Shu Jin squinted one eye laboriously. Because he couldn't control this advanced skill, his eyelids kept trembling, and the stone was able to rub the water level stone several times, and fell into the water with a thud.

Sheng Xinghe searched for a moment in the river bed, and soon found a suitable small stone, and hit the water level stone with one hit.

Shu Jin was defeated, observing Sheng Xinghe's actions, and said dissatisfied: "It's not fair!"

Sheng Xinghe turned his head: "What?"

Shu Jin complained: "You only rely on one eye, you don't need to aim!"

Sheng Xinghe was amused: "...You are really silly." After speaking, he walked around behind Shu Jin to help him cover his right eye, "Come on, you try too. If you can't hit it, you will shovel the puff for the puff today."

Not far away, Puff was already looking for a good place to start making Baba.

Shu Jin jumped away unconvincedly: "I'm not afraid, just come, you first find me a stone like yours!"

When she woke up in the morning, Shu Jin's mood became much lighter.

For a moment he was still in a dream, not knowing where he was, but Sheng Xinghe's sleeping face came into his eyes, and the four entangled legs reminded him of the fact that Sheng Xinghe came back to him.

Sheng Xinghe didn't open his eyes. He probably didn't wake up yet. He unscrupulously swept the opponent's forehead, eyebrows, eyes, nose and lips, lingering back and forth.

The phone rang suddenly.

Sheng Xinghe frowned, but didn't open his eyes, Shu Jin quietly turned around his arm, and touched the phone on the bedside table.

Shu Zhaoyuan sent him a message.

He almost forgot about Shu Zhaoyuan's coming out. He trembled when he saw the first half, but he was relieved when he saw the second half.

Shu Zhaoyuan said in a text message that he had an appointment with a friend to talk about things, which is very important, and that it will not be here for the time being.

Shu Jinru was in the cracks, and only hoped that this time would last longer. He didn't want to see Shu Zhaoyuan, especially when Sheng Xinghe came. He hoped that as long as possible, it didn't matter that Shu Zhaoyuan never came again.

After getting up to wash, Sheng Xinghe brushed his teeth in the bathroom.

Shu Jin walked over slowly, gently hugged Sheng Xinghe's waist from behind, and then put his face on Sheng Xinghe's back shoulder without speaking.

Sheng Xinghe let him hold.

The two conjoined infants finished washing in the bathroom, and Sheng Xinghe turned his head and asked him what he wanted to eat.

Shu Jin let go: "There is a soup dumpling nearby. I'll take you to eat."

Sheng Xinghe said yes.

Before going out, Shu Jin stopped Sheng Xinghe: "Brother, wait a minute."

He pulled out a scarf from the closet, and it looked new, not his style. He asked Sheng Xinghe to lower his head: "It's so cold outside, you can wear a scarf."

Sheng Xinghe came in a hurry, letting him surround himself: "How about you?"

Shu Jin wore a turtleneck sweater, her eyes avoiding: "I don't like wearing scarves."

Sheng Xinghe's expression seemed to ask why he bought it.

Shu Jin: "I bought it before, but I bought it when I saw it and thought it looked good."

Sheng Xinghe wears this scarf very well. He didn't ask any more questions, maybe Shu Jin's face will burst red after asking.

The two came to the breakfast shop, Shu Jin ordered the order, and the boss skillfully asked the buddy to pack Shu Jin: "Put two soup dumplings and take them away."

Shu Jin said: "I won't pack today, I will eat here."

The boss changed the order and looked at Sheng Xinghe more. The businessman was very flexible, and looked up at Shu Jin with a smile: "Oh, it's been a year, I remember correctly, you are still eating for the first time!"

Shu Jin replied: "I'm usually alone, I don't want to take your place."

The shop was very lively, and they found a place to sit down.

Sheng Xinghe asked: "Do you usually buy breakfast here every day?"

"It's not every day. I buy it every few days. Sometimes I buy bread downstairs in the company after sleeping." Shu Jin took the chopsticks, blanched them in boiling water, and carefully wiped the tabletops with paper towels. "But eating here is the first time since I moved here."

Sheng Xinghe said: "It's not the same as I thought."

"What's the difference?"

"Be careful." Sheng Xinghe reminded.

The guy in the shop quickly brought two hot soup dumplings and seaweed soup.

Shu Jin didn't eat outside food before, and didn't like visiting such small street shops. But this slightly greasy tabletop, disposable chopsticks, and clean and delicious food, coupled with the noisy diners around, Shu Jin is very well integrated, as if he grew up in this market. .

Shu Jin didn't know what he thought of, and was a little embarrassed: "Take you to eat delicious food at noon."

Sheng Xinghe didn't mean that, but he didn't explain: "Okay."

The guy was busy and frizzy, and the vinegar dish was placed on the edge of the table, just to the right of Sheng Xinghe.

Shu Jin calmly pushed for him, and when nothing happened, he lowered his eyelashes and moved. When Sheng Xinghe took the first bite, he raised his head nervously and asked how it tasted.

Sheng Xinghe was slightly surprised and said, "It's delicious."

Shu Jin's eyes lit up: "I knew you would like it when I first came here!"

As the two of them ate, Shu Jin said regretfully: "But the door will definitely not be open during the Spring Festival days. Look at the notice on the wall, and we will be on vacation tomorrow."

Sheng Xinghe said, "Well, we can do something else."

Shu Jin agreed.

Speaking of which, after breakfast, Shu Jin proposed to go to the supermarket to buy some stock.

The huge shopping mall was crowded with people buying New Year goods. Shu Jin wanted to buy everything when he saw it, and wondered whether Sheng Xinghe liked it or not, and whether Sheng Xinghe's appetite had changed in the past few years.

After passing an area, he suddenly looked over there: "Brother, you are waiting for me here."

Sheng Xinghe said yes.

Shu Jin hesitated: "Don't walk around."

With people coming and going, Sheng Xinghe changed to a trolley, took out his mobile phone from his pocket and pressed it.

Shu Jin's phone vibrated, and he was surprised when he took it out. The screen showed an unfamiliar number... it was from Sheng Xinghe.

Sheng Xinghe was very calm and rubbed his head with his hands: "If you can't see me, just call."

Shu Jin squeezed the phone, a piece of hot in his heart, and he dared not look back and walked away.

After walking for a long time, his palms were still hot, and he stored Sheng Xinghe's name in the phone again, so that they seemed to have a real intersection again.

It is no longer empty, people who can be connected through fantasy.

It's someone who can hear his voice immediately after a phone call.