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date="2021-11-08"

title="Chapter 14"

weight="145865"

series = ["Please, Don’t See Me"]

mode = "manual"

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In the end, Shu Jin could breathe freely.

The light was not bright, but Shu Jin's tears overflowed as slightly as the liquid on the finger that left his mouth.

The sofa was too narrow and hard, so they went back to the room and fell on Shu Jin's not too big bed. Shu Jin raised his head to accept the kiss, put his arms around Sheng Xinghe's neck, touched the thick black hair on the back of his head, and smelled the same smell of shower gel on them.

This kiss lasted for a long time, and it was so long that everything was silent. Looking back in time, it was full of long-lasting affection.

When she felt the coolness, Shu Jin was taken aback, as if she didn't know where the things came from.

Sheng Xinghe did not explain.

It might have been bought when she went out to pick up the luggage, it might have been brought in the suitcase, or it might have been bought without Shu Jin knowing it when the two of them were visiting the supermarket together.

Sheng Xinghe was different from before. At that time, Shu Jin felt that he could see him through at a glance, because Sheng Xinghe had no reservations in front of him.

But now, Sheng Xinghe became calm, and Shu Jin had difficulty seeing his thoughts clearly, which made Shu Jin feel unfamiliar, but even more attracted.

Sheng Xinghe's excesses were worse than the previous few times. Shu Jin was ashamed and angry, and couldn't help crying, "Where did you learn it?"

At this time, it didn't even take into account that Sheng Xinghe had never had anyone else.

Sheng Xinghe said: "Thinking about what you learned."

Shu Jin could not speak, bit Sheng Xinghe's shoulder viciously, and heard Sheng Xinghe say: "You come to wear it."

Shu Jin was fainting, but he didn't know. So, after reacting, he was stuffed with something he wanted to buy but didn't dare to buy. Sheng Xinghe naturally reminded him: "I'm not free."

Finally, Sheng Xinghe grabbed his hand, closed his eyes, and let him touch his eyelids.

Sheng Xinghe's throat slid slightly: "You still want me."

Shu Jin was paralyzed with sweat, feeling that he was going to break, and he trembled abruptly when he heard the words.

The words he said five years ago are being overturned by this sentence.

He wanted to pull his hand away, but Sheng Xinghe didn't let go, opened his eyes and looked at him.

The eyes are facing each other.

As if falling into a gray sea, Shu Jin kept his face away and whispered: "Brother, don't look at me."

Sheng Xinghe kissed his finger.

The next day a colleague called to inform Shu Jin that the position had been booked, so that he must show up.

Sheng Xinghe heard the content of the call and said that he was also having something tonight, and he was about to visit his teacher in Xingcheng. Shu Jin hesitated for a while, and saw that Sheng Xinghe's business as usual did not agree after being angry.

The atmosphere between the two of them after last night was a little strange, or Shu Jin unilaterally made it strange.

Sheng Xinghe's magnanimity and tolerance made Shu Jin extremely guilty.

He didn't know what to do to make himself a little easier, and he didn't know what to do to make things easier.

The two bid farewell downstairs, Shu Jin took a taxi, and looked back at the figure of Sheng Xinghe standing on the street from the rear window of the car.

For some reason, he felt a little uneasy.

But before going out just now, Sheng Xinghe kissed him in the hallway.

Seeing a group of left-behind colleagues, Lin Xiang was there. His family was a local and he ran out to join in the fun. It's no wonder that strangers like Shu Jin are constantly "coerced and lured" to participate.

Lin Xiang asked Shu Jin: "I heard that someone ran into you and your brother in the cinema hall yesterday. Someone came to your house?"

Lin Xiang didn't expect it to be Sheng Xinghe, after all, according to Shu Jin, they should not be close to that degree.

Before Shu Jin answered, Lin Xiang said again, "I heard that your dad is also here."

Shu Jin: "..."

Lin Xiang didn't know what he had made up for his brain, so he added, "Let's stop having trouble with my family in the future."

Speaking of Shu Zhaoyuan, Shu Jin was a little concerned.

Shu Zhaoyuan said that they hadn't contacted him since he saw a friend. Shu Jin just called him on the road, but no one answered him, so he called a taxi to go to the hotel to find someone. The front desk told him that Shu Zhaoyuan was not there.

In the middle of the dinner, this anxiety began to amplify inexplicably.

Shu Jin's eyelids began to beat, absent-minded.

The phone rang suddenly, and Shu Jin was startled, and Sheng Xinghe's number was displayed on the screen.

He took a sigh of relief and heard Sheng Xinghe say on the phone: "Shu Jin, when are you coming back?"

Shu Jin looked at the table full of people and said, "It should be soon, have you already gone back?"

"Yeah." Sheng Xinghe said, "Someone is coming to find you at home."

There seemed to be a sound in his ear, and Shu Jin was stunned: "...who is it?"

It took a few seconds before I heard Sheng Xinghe's voice on the phone clearly: "I don't know him. I said it was your father's friend."

Shu Jin felt that Sheng Xinghe had something to say, and only vaguely replied, "Oh."

"He said that Uncle was hospitalized." Sheng Xinghe's tone sounded unusual, "I'll go to the hospital and wait for you first."

Shu Jin took a taxi to the hospital and forgot to take his coat in a hurry.

When they arrived at the hospital, Sheng Xinghe, who was waiting downstairs, was wrapped in a warm coat, only to realize that he was cold.

Sheng Xinghe did not ask when Shu Zhaoyuan came to Star City, nor did he ask anything else. He briefly told Shu Jin that it was a fight. Shu Zhaoyuan was kicked in the waist. There is no major problem. He was admitted to the hospital in the afternoon. Now he needs to be kicked. Check for a ruptured spleen.

Shu Jin was chilly, and Shu Zhaoyuan had a previous conviction. don't know how to deal with this matter.

"you……"

He didn't know how to speak.

Sheng Xinghe knew what he wanted to ask, and said, "I didn't meet him."

Even so, the two did not feel relaxed at all.

Because they all knew that even if Shu Zhaoyuan hadn't seen Sheng Xinghe's face now, it would be a matter of time before they knew they were together again.

Shu Jin Liushen has no master.

Sheng Xinghe stretched out his hand to wrap his coat tightly, touched his face restrainedly, and arranged: "You go up and see him first, sign or something, I'll pay the bill."

Shu Jin immediately said: "No need"

Sheng Xinghe interrupted him: "It's okay, I don't like him, but at any rate he has taken care of me and grandpa for so many years, I still remember these."

Shu Jin's eyes were red, and the words were on his lips, but he couldn't speak.

For Sheng Xinghe, Shu Zhaoyuan did something that can be regarded as annihilating his conscience, but in his boyhood, Shu Zhaoyuan really cared about him, took care of him, and even replaced his seriously ill grandfather, which made up for the fact that he needed parents to show up at school. The vacancy almost played the role of a father.

Sheng Xinghe has clear grievances and grievances.

"Go." Sheng Xinghe said.

Shu Jin looked at him and stepped back before entering the elevator.

When went to the nurse's station and asked where Shu Zhaoyuan was, Shu Jin walked through the long corridor to the ward.

Opening the door, Shu Zhaoyuan was lying on the bed with no expression. Hearing the sound of the door opening, the father and son looked at each other. Shu Jin only had time to call "Dad", and Shu Zhaoyuan grabbed a water glass on the bedside and slammed it at him.

With a "pop", the ceramic cup was torn apart, and everyone in the ward was shocked.

Shu Jin was hit by the cup, and his forehead immediately began to bleed.

Shu Zhaoyuan was going crazy and yelled: "You get out! You eat things inside and out! Get out of me!"

Shu Jin stood still.

A middle-aged man pushed him out half-coaxing and half-persuading him. It might be the friend Shu Zhaoyuan said.

The middle-aged man said to him: "...your dad is this temper, he was so angry at first, when I heard that your half-blind and coughing friend was like this. Shu Jin, that's it, your dad and People fighting were purely accidental. Uncle took him to dinner. Who knew he would meet his enemies."

"That person was originally a worker under your father's hand. In the past few years, he started doing his own work in other places and he has developed."

"I only learned later that he had reported your dad when he went in. What is this all called..."

...

Shu Jin's brain buzzed.

His face was pale, and it took several minutes to turn around again, the world was so small.

The passing nurse scolded them and asked Shu Jin to go to the clinic to treat the wound on his forehead.

After coming out of the clinic, Shu Jin did not go upstairs again.

He stood for a while beside the flower bed in a quiet part of the hospital, took out his cell phone and dialed Sheng Xinghe.

Neither of them spoke immediately after being connected.

In a brief silence, Sheng Xinghe spoke first: "Shu Jin."

Shu Jin: "Yeah."

Sheng Xinghe: "You are going to break up with me again, aren't you?"

He was obviously still wearing Sheng Xinghe's coat, the temperature was still there, but the hand leaning on his cheek comfortably froze like ice. He heard Sheng Xinghe say: "There is no next five years."