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    date="2021-11-03"

    title="Chapter 149 Fan Wai-Second Prince vs Chris"

    weight="142418"

    series = ["Interstellar Spell Carder"]

    mode = "manual"

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    After being forcibly taken back to the Capital Star by the second prince, Chris has been making noise all the time. His way of making noise is not just throwing things casually or getting angry with the servants in the second prince’s house. He just keeps repeating My feelings for He Yishu.

    "His Royal Highness, I'll say it again, the person I like now is He Yishu who can make Chinese character cards, not you, an incompetent person!"

    "Even if I can't see my little cutie, I only have him in my heart. I can't even look at you more. Even if you imprison me here, I can't change my mind."

    "Today is the official school day for the Chinese Character Card Major? Xiaoshu is really amazing. Not only can he produce so many powerful Chinese Character Cards, but he also founded the Chinese Character Card Major. How could he be so perfect!"

    ...

    Chris thought that with the character of the second prince, as long as he kept saying this, the second prince would soon be discouraged and let him go.

    But Chris had forgotten that the person who was slowly changed by time was not only himself, but the second prince was no longer the young man who was slightly indecisive and fragile in his heart a few years ago.

    Chris said this over and over again, and he was a little tired of hearing it himself, but the second prince still had no response.

    Every day I should eat when I should eat, go to bed when I should go to bed, and watch the news when I should watch the news, as if I didn’t hear these words at all.

    Finally, one day, Chris couldn’t stand it first: "His Royal Highness, if you think I’m not guilty, you shouldn’t restrict my freedom. If you think that as a pirate, I should be arrested and imprisoned, then so should you. Send me directly to prison instead of putting me here."

    The second prince put down the newspaper and looked at Chris with a calm expression. Chris felt a little guilty, but he did not avoid the other's sight. Instead, he said ironically: "His Royal Highness finally pays attention to me as a'prisoner'?"

    The second prince sighed inaudibly: "Do you really want to leave here?"

    "Of course." Chris lifted his chin.

    The second prince asked again: "Want to go to your father?"

    "Do you think I will go there?" Chris snorted coldly, but immediately realized that his attitude was a bit wrong, and immediately changed his attitude, "Where do I go, does it have anything to do with His Royal Highness?"

    Everyone thought that the reason Chris would run as a pirate was because of his father's affairs, but in fact it was not the case.

    Chris has always had a bad relationship with his father, and even the reason why he chose to go to be a pirate instead of going to other planets was because a big part of it was to oppose his father and leave his face blank.

    As for the other part of the reason, it was naturally the second prince.

    The second prince and Chris can be regarded as the last to grow up together, and their relationship has always been very good. The two have even discussed when they will get engaged.

    But just because Chris’s father was found to be in collusion with the pirates when the two were getting engaged, the second prince unilaterally postponed the engagement time, and even asked for a temporary cooling of the relationship between the two to extend the relationship between the two. The distance between people.

    Chris was stimulated by the actions of the second prince, so he didn't agree with him and went straight to be a pirate. He was reluctant to return to the capital star for several years.

    Or conversely, if Chris was really a pirate because of his father's affairs, he should have returned to Capital Star long ago after his father was wiped out.

    "Then go where you want to go," and the reason why the second prince was able to endure such a patience, even if Chris was so noisy, did not lose his temper, is obviously related to this, "but I have one condition, you can't leave the capital. star."

    Chris didn't expect the second prince to be so talkative. For a while, he was a little uncertain whether he had any new conspiracy: "Are you really willing to let me go out of here?"

    "Even if I don't let you leave, do you think there will be any progress between us?" The second prince leaned on the back of the chair with a tired expression and slowly closed his eyes.

    Chris' heart jumped inexplicably, but he was quickly suppressed by him: "It would have been better if your Royal Highness said this earlier? Since His Royal Highness has such a large number of adults, then I will look for my little cutie."

    Chris was left unobstructed when he left, which made him feel a little uncomfortable after being imprisoned for several days, but immediately, he was taken aback by his own thoughts and couldn't help but laugh at himself.

    After leaving the second prince's place, Chris did not go to He Yishu, instead he wandered on the street.

    He has been away from Capital Star for several years, and he thought he would not have any attachment to this planet, but when he really set foot on the land of Capital Star again, seeing these familiar buildings, his heart was still inexplicably sour.

    In fact, it is not that he has not regretted the original decision, but when the impulse passed and regret slowly grew, he could no longer find the reason and the way to go back.

    He knew that the second prince had been looking for him, but what about it?

    He still remembered how he told the second prince before he left.

    A cowardly and incompetent person like you does not deserve to have love at all! You never want to find me again!

    Maybe because this sentence came out of his own mouth, Chris has always remembered it very clearly. He had imagined countless times how that person would feel when he heard this sentence.

    Chris couldn't find the answer because he was afraid to hear the answer.

    But he has to be responsible for his choice. What has been done cannot be regarded as not done, and the person who missed it cannot be regarded as he has been there all the time.

    The really weak and incompetent person is actually him, and the person who is not worthy of love is also him. So instead of saying that Chris has been blaming the second prince, it is better to say that he is avoiding and afraid.

    Chris took a deep breath and stopped abruptly.

    Now that the choice has been made, why is it wavering at this time?

    Hasn't he already thought about it before, through He Yishu, let the second prince thoroughly see his "true face", so that he will not continue to worry about the past that has long turned into clouds?

    Why does he suddenly... don't want to do that?

    Chris raised his hand to cover his face, and there was a low, bitter laugh between his lips. He shouldn't have stopped, should he?

    But he did waver too, didn't he?

    When that person's face appeared so intuitively in front of him not through news reports, Chris felt that his heart seemed to be beating again, and it was getting faster and faster, making people more and more powerless.

    In fact, he was always cowardly, and immediately began to regret after escaping, but at that time he neither had the courage to face the second prince again, nor did he want the second prince to be completely disappointed in him.

    So at that time, he chose to escape, escaped to a far place, and then followed the second prince like a voyeur, but he knew very well that such a distance was not enough to escape the struggles and struggles in his heart. contradiction.

    Until recently, after he had experienced a pirate battle that almost cost him his life, he suddenly realized that his cowardice was not only punishing him, but also himself, but also torturing the second prince who had not given up on finding himself.

    He shouldn't be so selfish, don't want to give up, but always choose to escape, and has been dragging down the second prince, so he would even feel despised by himself.

    He was cowardly and mean, he looked ugly.

    So he has already planned that he will reappear in front of the second prince in some way, but the purpose is not to go back to the past, but to completely cut off the past.

    After making this decision, Chris still hesitated for a long time. This event required a lot more courage and determination than he thought. He needed enough preparation, so much that he began to hesitate again.

    But he will not continue to struggle meaninglessly as before, because he has set a final time for himself to die. Before this time comes, he will definitely do what he should do.

    As the time of death approached day by day, Chris felt anxious and apprehensive. When he felt the hardest time, an accident happened.

    Chris didn't expect that someone in the plan would appear in front of him, and what followed was the reunion that had been rehearsing countless times in his heart.

    There was almost no change in his appearance, but the expression in his eyes had become unfamiliar. Perhaps it was not that his eyes had become unfamiliar, but Chris himself had changed. He didn't even dare to look at that person's eyes.

    Everything has changed because of this sudden accident. Chris returned to the man and the Capital Star in a way he didn't expect at all, but it also made him even more at a loss.

    Although the reality is far from the plan, this reality does not prevent him from continuing the next plan, but at the moment he saw that person, Chris had inevitably hesitated.

    Everything fell apart, and he even had a hard time maintaining the surface disguise.

    But he must not show his feet. If the second prince knows the thoughts that have been hidden in his heart for a long time, he will definitely forgive himself without hesitation?

    But such a selfish, wicked, contradictory and false self is not worthy of his forgiveness.

    In order to conceal the panic in his heart, Chris struggled in his heart, but couldn't help but do things more contradictory to hurt that person.

    He is really...so gross.

    Even he himself thinks so, so why can that person tolerate him so quietly?

    When the other party suddenly said the phrase "then go where you want to go", Chris knew that he was not relieved in his heart, but slowly gave birth to a sense of relief that was finally desperate.

    It's really over.

    It's that simple and it's over.

    This is really great.

    Chris stood quietly on the deserted street, suddenly feeling a daze with a thick loneliness.

    Then, the huge virtual screen installed on the street suddenly lights up, which is only used by the interstellar government or military department when issuing important notices.

    Then a familiar figure appeared on the virtual screen.

    The second prince wore the home clothes he had when he left. It looked completely different from the rigor that he usually appeared in the public. It looked soft and made people feel close.

    Chris was stunned. He stared at the virtual screen, his eyes sore but he refused to blink easily.

    He knows exactly what he is greedy for, but most of the time, he must suppress this emotion that he can't even accept, but at this moment, on this unmanned street, he may be able to last more. Take a few glances, don't have to be so depressing.

    "I have considered the consequences of privately using the official Interstellar Empire notification channel very clearly, but I still decided to do so, because this is the most convenient and quick way." The second prince's voice sounded very peaceful and very slow. It seemed to be still With a touch of solemnity, "The reason why I did this is because the lover I have been looking for for several years has returned to Capital Star, but it is regrettable that he seems to have forgotten the way home."

    Having said that, the second prince took a deep breath: "If any of you happened to see him, please remind him that his way home is always there, never disappeared, and will never disappear."

    Chris's eyes suddenly became blurred, and he heard his own heartbeat again and again, from contradictions, struggles, self-blame, and guilt to gradually becoming firmer.

    It turned out that the road he thought had long since disappeared, in fact, has always been there.

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