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Chapter 45
The day Ji Wang was discharged from the hospital happened to be Qi Boyan's birthday. He let the other party follow him to his house. The house was the same as he left half a month ago. Qi Boyan had already called someone to clean it.
Ji Wang returned to his room, there were two small boxes on the bedside table, which were gifts prepared by Ji Wang.
Unexpectedly, in just ten days, things have changed.
Qi Boyan sat quietly in the living room and waited for Ji Wang to change his clothes and come out, and then he repeated softly: "Brother, today is my birthday."
Ji Wang scratched his hair, and before he could answer, the doorbell rang. There was a delivery man outside the door. Ji Wang placed an order early this morning, and estimated the delivery time when he was discharged from the hospital in the afternoon. He opened the door to take the takeaway, and took out the cake box from the insulated ice pack, which was small and beautiful.
Since Ji Wang took the cake, Qi Boyan's eyes have become brighter and brighter, and finally he rarely shows a happy smile.
He looked at Ji Wang again and again, and didn't dare to be too arrogant, but leaned over to Ji Wang and looked at the cake.
It's Qi Boyan's favorite flavor. On the surface of the snow-white cake, a large peach is drawn in the middle, and a piece of chocolate with a happy birthday is inserted.
Ji Wang put down the cake, went into the kitchen and wrapped in an apron to cook noodles. Qi Boyan followed: "Your body still hurts, why don't you order takeout?"
Ji Wang finally said something while busy, "It's alright."
It's really okay, a bowl of noodles can be cooked quickly, and it's not rich. After serving it out, Qi Boyan was very satisfied and asked, "Is there only one bowl?"
Ji Wang hummed expressionlessly: "You eat."
Lighting a candle to make a wish, Ji Wang cooperated and sang a birthday song to him. Everything was so peaceful, as if nothing had happened.
As the candles were blown out, Ji Wang looked at Qi Boyan who had closed his eyes and made a wish. He liked the boy who had been with him for a year and ten months.
He wanted to give a chance, give each other a chance.
"Happy birthday." If these things hadn't happened, Ji Wang might have added, my darling.
Only when there is comparison can one feel sad, some things that can be done cannot be done, and some words that can be said cannot be said.
Qi Boyan opened his eyes, his eyes moistened with a layer of water: "Brother, I made a good wish."
Ji Wang nodded, as if he was saying something like a commonplace: "So now, can you give me a reason? The reason you did that."
Qi Boyan knew what he was asking, and his face turned gray in an instant, as if he was less willing to talk about what happened in the box than Ji Wang.
Ji Wang looked at Qi Boyan calmly, it seemed that he was calm, but in fact only he knew that he didn't, his hands were hidden under the table, clasped together tightly, shaking violently.
He slowly coaxed Qi Boyan to speak, and his heart was sour. If Qi Boyan didn't want to make up a reason, he could help make it up.
Ji Wang knew that if the people around him knew what he was doing in this relationship, they would think he was cheap.
But Ji Wang didn't want to care about other people, he was like someone who was about to fall into the abyss, trying to hold the last straw.
He asked Qi Boyan to speak out.
Qi Boyan stared at the birthday cake: "As I said, I can't let my family know about our relationship, so I deliberately pretended not to care about you."
"And Ren Ran, he deliberately brought you here, just to want us to break up! He's from my brother's side, don't trust him too much."
Ji Wang didn't speak and listened in silence, but the emotion in his eyes was so obvious, Qi Boyan lowered his face: "You don't believe me."
"Do you think what you said is reasonable?" Ji Wang said, "Even if it wasn't me, if others listened to them, they would..."
"What's the matter with other people? I'm just asking you, do you believe me or not!" Qi Boyan said in a hoarse voice.
He couldn't wait for Ji Wang's answer for a long time, and he couldn't control his emotions any longer: "Since you don't believe it, why do you ask!"
Ji Wang breathed quickly: "Because I want to give us a chance!"
Qi Boyan stood up suddenly: "You don't want to give a chance at all, you just want to blame me and hate me!"
"I've been apologizing to you. How many times do you want me to say sorry before you can forgive me, or you also scold me. You go and tell Ren Ran that I'm disgusting and that I'm a monster who doesn't understand love. Is that enough?!"
Ji Wang didn't turn his eyes red from the harsh tone, and gritted his teeth: "It's not enough, how can this be enough!"
Qi Boyan's body was trembling with anger, he fixedly looked at Ji Wang for a long time, and then he said word by word: "You just think I lied to you, what crap loves me, believe everything in me, Ji Wang, you just It's that liar who only talks nicely!"
Qi Boyan swiped the cake on the table hard.
Ji Wang looked at the cake that fell to the ground, like a loud bang in his heart, shattering his already weak hope.
He realized only now how absurd that hope was, because from the beginning, there was no hope at all.
Qi Boyan didn't know that what he destroyed was not just the cake, but Ji Wang's final salvation for this relationship.
Fatigue swept over, Ji Wang seemed to have fallen into the deepest darkness, and finally understood what it meant to give up.
He stepped back: "Qi Boyan, let's break up."
Memories are like healing on the surface, and the scars that bleed after digging open, everything seems to be happening again yesterday.
Ji Wang's face paled in the thunder, and he looked at Ren Ran in front of him: "I'm sorry, can you go back first, I'm really uncomfortable."
Seeing his discomfort, Ren Ran stood up silently, closed the window in the room for him, and after asking him if he wanted to go to the hospital was rejected, he left the room wisely.
Ji Wang closed every window and found a mop to clean up the water on the ground. While cleaning, the house suddenly went dark and the power went out.
The collapse of adults may be in an instant, and Ji Wang's emotional out-of-control is more due to Qi Boyan.
He threw away the mop and sat on the sofa, burying his face in his hands.
Ji Wang once let go of the harsh words, he said that he could forget about Qi Boyan.
He removed the tattoo on his ring finger, but bought the house where the two lived together.
In every corner of this room, there was a shadow of Qi Boyan.
When Ji Wanghui woke up in the middle of the night, he subconsciously touched the other side of the bed, it was empty and there was nothing.
When he was shopping, he would subconsciously choose Qi Boyan's favorite snacks.
In winter, I want to buy a pair of gloves for the person who never takes good care of his body.
Tomato scrambled eggs almost became Ji Wang's favorite, but Ji Wang never put sugar.
And Qi Boyan disappeared from his life completely since his birthday that day.
Sometimes Ji Wang thinks that the one who wants to break up should be Qi Boyan, who is more decisive than him.
He did not choose to go to city b, but stayed in city c.
Once he came back from a shopping trip and saw a person standing in front of his room. Ji Wang walked over with bated breath, stopped a few steps away, and asked cautiously, "is that you?" ?"
The man stepped out of the darkness and smiled at him, not Qi Boyan, but a neighbor, and asked him to borrow a repair kit.
After that day, Ji Wang deleted all contact information about Qi Boyan, changed his mobile phone number, signed a new company, and devoted himself to his acting career.
Just when he thought he could put it down completely, when he came back from the filming crew in an isolated mountain, he was walking on the airport, and was squeezed by a group of girls with light signs and almost fell.
Each of them has those three words in their hands, Qi Boyan, this long-lost name, bombarded Ji Wang's life irresistibly.
In a completely different and most unavoidable way, Qi Boyan became a star, a shadow that can be everywhere.
If there is a previous life, Ji Wang must have done a heinous wrong in the previous life, and only in this life will he have to experience these emotional tortures.
Can't escape, can't avoid, can't forget.
Ji Wang took a deep breath in the palm of his hand, he cheered up again, and went downstairs with the light on his mobile phone.
The elevator was out of power, and he stepped down the stairs in the dark. No matter what, this time, he would never collapse as easily as before.
Far away in the hotel in city b, Li Feng hurriedly came to room 3012 with a bag of things. He knocked on the door, but nothing happened. Li Feng took out his card and opened the door.
Turning on the light, he saw a large bulge on the bed, with only a pale hand exposed under the quilt, with distinct blue blood vessels, which looked lifeless.
Li Feng's heart froze, and after putting down the things in his hand, he rushed up and lifted the quilt.
Qi Boyan curled up in the quilt and slept with messy hair. He was shocked and opened his eyes. He rubbed his eyes in confusion: "Have you bought the cake?"
After he finished speaking, he sat up, stretched out, noticed the palpitations on Li Feng's face, and couldn't help but smile: "What are you afraid of, afraid that I will die again?"
Li Feng didn't speak, Qi Boyan shook his head, picked up his phone and looked at the weather in City C, it was raining heavily, and said to himself, "I don't know what Ji Wang is doing."
"Have you taken your medicine today?" Li Feng checked the medicine box by the bedside, and Qi Boyan waved his hands wearily and said, "I took it."
Li Feng then brought the cake to him, snow-white cream and a pink peach. Every time Qi Boyan was in a bad mood, he would ask Li Feng to order a cake like this and send it over.
Qi Boyan took a few bites, but couldn't eat much, because his stomach was always uncomfortable.
Li Feng said: "Are you tired of eating, or should you change another one?"
Qi Boyan said no, lowered his eyes and thought for a while, and suddenly said to Li Feng, "Have I told you that the first time I ate this cake, I was able to eat it whole."
He smiled smugly, like it was something to show off.
After finishing speaking, Qi Boyan retorted himself: "It seems that I haven't finished eating it, because it is broken on the ground, and even if I pick it up, I can't eat it all."
In fact, Qi Boyan is not sure if he picked them all up.
He cried a lot at that time, and the cake in his mouth was not sweet at all.
But he still wanted it, even though he knew that no matter which cake came later, it was not the original one.
Just because he is Qi Boyan, he is willing to do useless work.