This sentence alone made Ji Wang want to say everything in his throat, and he couldn't say it again.

His arm was pulled by the nurse, and several people pushed him out of the ward together.

Ji Wang seemed to have lost all his strength, and his heart was so tight that he could hardly breathe.

His eyes never took away from Qi Boyan on the hospital bed, but the man kept his eyes closed, and even buried his face deeper into the pillow, not wanting Ji Wang to see him.

Li Feng took him aside and said something softly. Ji Wang couldn't hear him, all he saw was Qi Boyan on the hospital bed.

He looked away with difficulty and embarrassment, and then he saw Qi Boyan's feet.

It's full of blood and it hasn't been cleaned up yet.

He thought he had prepared enough on the plane and cried enough tears.

But the facts told him that it was far from enough. He couldn't see Qi Boyan like this at all, he couldn't bear it.

He covered his eyes, pushed Li Feng away, stepped back vainly, and almost fell to the ground.

Li Feng grabbed him and supported him, settled him on a chair in the corridor, poured another cup of hot water, and stuffed it into Ji Wang's cold hands.

The two sat silently in the corridor, doctors and nurses came in and out, Ji Wang kept his face extremely low, so that no one could see his expression.

Li Feng leaned back on the chair, thinking that Ji Wang would ask him something, such as about engagement.

But when Ji Wang finally spoke, he asked the only thing he cared about: "When can I go in and see him."

"Wait, wait for his condition to stabilize." Li Feng didn't dare to say that the doctor might not allow the two of them to meet.

Ji Wang didn't speak any more, just stared blankly at the ground, wondering what he was thinking.

Li Feng finally swallowed some words and told Ji Wang selectively.

Qi Boyan's mother also suffers from schizophrenia, and the heritability of direct blood relatives is high. Qi Boyan developed the disease four years ago. Before he came to see Ji Wang, his condition had stabilized a lot.

Doctors say it's rare to get his disease under control as quickly as he did.

This is the first relapse, probably because of discontinuation of the medication.

This treatment should not be very difficult. After staying in the hospital for a month, he may be able to be discharged.

Li Feng explained hard: "Schizophrenia is not as terrible as ordinary people think. As long as you take medicine on time, or even when your condition improves, you don't need to take medicine."

He said that Qi Boyan had no choice but to get engaged to the Fang family because of family reasons, but the engagement had already been agreed and could be cancelled. After the end of the gambling, it should be cancelled.

It's just that the Fang family chose to break the news, and none of them thought of it.

Ji Wang covered his forehead, where the pain was terrible: "Four years ago...even if it was because of heredity, maybe something happened? Why is he sick?"

Li Feng didn't answer, and Ji Wang realized something: "Why did he relapse today, because of me?"

Li Feng sighed deeply: "Mr. Ji... Master Qi's hallucination is you."

Ji Wang didn't seem to react, and looked at Li Feng blankly, as if he didn't understand what he was talking about.

Li Feng: "Four years ago, when I first discovered something was wrong, no one realized that he was sick."

Qi Boyan behaved too normal, even if he was forced to make a marriage contract with Fang Shengyun, he successfully left a way out for himself.

Organized and thoughtful.

He even planned to start his own company, and also considered how to go in the future.

Li Feng was already working with Qi Boyan at that time. One day, he told Li Feng that he had contacted Ji Wang.

When Li Feng finally found out that something was wrong, Qi Boyan had been living with this illusion for several months.

He was caught in it, unable to extricate himself.

Until he was admitted to the hospital, taking medicine, and even electrotherapy, Qi Boyan always insisted that Ji Wang beside him was real, how could it be fake, this is his brother.

What finally woke him up was Doctor Fang's suggestion.

He told Li Feng that there are very few hallucinations like Qi Boyan. However, each patient's situation is different. Only by letting the patient realize that it is an hallucination can he slowly get better.

A good solution is to let him face the truth.

Having said that, Li Feng looked at Ji Wang: "Do you remember that four years ago, you won the Best Newcomer Award for Director Chen's film?"

At that time, Qi Boyan was in the audience, and that was his real reunion with Ji Wang.

On the dazzling stage, the brilliance of the sky seemed to fall on Ji Wang, he smiled and kissed the golden trophy in his hand.

Li Feng accompanied Qi Boyan and watched Qi Boyan staring at the stage almost obsessively.

He told Li Feng that his brother's appearance had changed a lot.

"It's become... not like the people around me."

Qi Boyan's hand was always half-raised, as if he was holding a person invisibly.

At that moment, Qi Boyan found his "truth".

So he let go of the hand of "Ji Wang" beside him, raised his hand and gently hooked the outline of Ji Wang on the stage, far away from him.

"It's still very beautiful, like it will glow."

Li Feng whispered these things Ji Wang might not know.

In fact, don't want to defend Qi Boyan, just think that maybe Ji Wang wants to know about this.

"Speaking of which, the first time I found out that Master Qi was wrong, he gave me your phone number."

"Fortunately, your phone number is already empty, otherwise I wouldn't be able to find out what's wrong with him so quickly."

Li Feng tried his best to use a relaxed tone, although what he said was not easy.

When Ji Wang heard this, he suddenly remembered that Qi Boyan appeared at his place for the first time and asked him, have you changed your phone number? I called your old number for several days.

Therefore, after Qi Boyan was cured, he should have found out that it was an empty account.

Why do you ask this question because it has never been better?

Ji Wang nervously told Li Feng about this: "Could he have relapsed since then?"

Li Feng heard this and shook his head with a wry smile: "That's not the case... Actually, Master Qi, he never called that number four years ago."

"In all his hallucinations, it was you who took the initiative to call."

"The doctor has said that maybe he already knew subconsciously at that time that your phone will not get through again."

"If he tells you that you can't get through on the phone, it actually means that he was fine at that time and can clearly distinguish between reality and illusion."

And now, it's the real thing that can't tell the difference between reality and illusion.

It was the second day when Ji Wang was allowed to enter Qi Boyan's ward.

Qi Boyan just finished the mect without convulsions and electroshock. He was lying on the bed in a dizzy state. Because of the effect of the drug, his thinking was very slow, and it was very difficult to speak.

But today he is more decent than yesterday.

Not like a lunatic who needs to be tied up in order not to go mad.

Mentally ill.

But now, it doesn't seem to be getting any better.

These thoughts revolved slowly in Qi Boyan's head. He opened his eyes and saw Ji Wang, who was haggard after only one night, was sitting in front of the bed, holding his hand and giving him a ring.

Ji Wang's finger pulp left the ring and came to the tattoo that covered the scar. Such a wound was cut with a sharp knife.

Beneath the raised scar was a slow pulse, beating under Ji Wang's fingers.

He felt that the pulse seemed to speed up, so he raised his eyes and met Qi Boyan's gaze.

Qi Boyan blinked tiredly and didn't have the strength to speak, so he could only hook his palm twice with his fingers, like a naughty response or a weak confession.

Ji Wang held his hand and didn't let go. Knowing that he couldn't speak, he said it himself.

Ji Wang: "I didn't mean to not answer your call yesterday. I went to City B to audition. It's the script you read, Chen Baihe, I got the role."

"You can't make phone calls on the plane. You should leave me a message on WeChat. Remember next time, don't call again if there is something important."

"Look at you, I won't be here for a while, so you make yourself like this. What will you do when you're on the road in the next episode? I've also thought about how to secretly kiss you in a variety show behind everyone's back."

Qi Boyan listened to what Ji Wang said, his lips moved, as if he wanted to laugh, but he failed.

Ji Wang didn't cry, his tone was calm and his emotions were calm: "The doctor said you have to be hospitalized, get well soon."

Qi Boyan seemed to be in a hurry, and his fingers lightly hooked Ji Wang's fingertips, trying very hard to speak.

Ji Wang leaned over and kissed Qi Boyan's forehead: "Don't cheat on the me you imagined, the real me is here, right in front of you. You can touch it, you can touch it, and you won't be as coaxing as before. You, say so many nice things."

He stepped back a little and kissed Qi Boyan's lips again. At that moment, a little moisture fell on Qi Boyan's cheeks and slipped into his temples.

Qi Boyan knew that Ji Wang was crying. But he couldn't even raise his hand to wipe Ji Wang's tears.

Ji Wang gently suppressed Qi Boyan on the bed and buried his face in the other's neck, a silent hug.

Holding Qi Boyan, Ji Wang whispered: "I can't stay here with you all the time. When I'm not here, I won't call you. Remember, it's not me who called you."

Qi Boyan seemed to realize something, his body was tense, he wanted to hug Ji Wang, but he couldn't move because of the power of the medicine. He frowned in anger, and Ji Wang couldn't see it.

When Ji Wang got up, he felt that Qi Boyan's fingers were still weakly hooking him.

Qi Boyan said intermittently, and finally said the words: "Don't, go."

Ji Wang grabbed his fingertips, his eyes were red and he didn't speak.

The door of the ward was knocked open. Doctor Fang and the nurse were standing outside the door. Doctor Fang said politely to Ji Wang: "Mr. Ji, you should go back first. I will inform you of the next visit time."

Ji Wang didn't move, and the next moment, in front of the doctors and nurses, he bit Qi Boyan's neck.

Information poured in, blood gushed out, Doctor Fang shouted to stop, and the nurse came over to pull people with a frightened face.

Ji Wang licked the blood on his lips and said to Qi Boyan on the hospital bed, "Before the mark disappears, come back to me."