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Chapter 75
Ji Wang came out of the ward, and all the calmness he pretended to be faded away.
He said to Qi Boyan, and returned to him before the mark disappeared.
In fact, even he himself is not sure whether Qi Boyan can find some strength in these words.
Dr. Fang told him yesterday that schizophrenia patients should not meet close people until their condition is stable, which is not conducive to their stable condition.
Now Dr. Fang added: "Just like the things marked just now, Mr. Ji's best not to do it again in the future. Pheromones may affect the performance of the drug."
Although Doctor Fang was polite, Ji Wang knew that he was warning him.
Ji Wang can understand Doctor Fang's attitude very well. As the attending doctor, he has to give priority to the patient's condition rather than emotion.
If the family does not trust the doctor, who can treat the patient?
Across the glass window, he looked at Qi Boyan inside. The other party was lying on the hospital bed. Because he was restrained, he didn't even have the strength to look at him.
Qi Boyan's blood remained in his mouth, a strong pheromone taste.
He had never wanted to retain the taste so much.
But now he must be strong, Qi Boyan said that he is his patron saint. Ji Wang doesn't think he is, but now he wants to be the one who protects Qi Boyan.
If it is possible, he may irresponsibly turn off all the work, just to be with Qi Boyan, as long as Qi Boyan needs him.
From yesterday to now, guilt has filled Ji Wang's heart.
He knew that this kind of emotion was wrong, but he couldn't control it. Anyone who saw his lover become like this, especially knowing that the cause of the lover's attack was himself, couldn't calm down.
Li Feng probably understood his current mood, and he specifically asked Ji Wang to do something.
For example, go to Qi Boyan's house and pack his clothes, because Qi Boyan may have to stay in the hospital for a long time.
Li Feng said that if you can, it is best to take some photos. Because after the mect is done, part of the memory will be damaged.
A few years ago, Qi Boyan forgot a lot of things just after the electrotherapy. He wanted to retrieve his memory and could only rely on photos, but found that there were so few photos of him and Ji Wang.
Li Feng: "So after the reunion..."
What happened next, even if Li Feng didn't need to say it, Ji Wang understood.
That is, after the reunion, the set of program photos that Qi Boyan and him took together were Qi Boyan's selfishness.
The feeling of missing memory is not good, and the treatment is also very uncomfortable. The only sweetness in life was lost by Qi Boyan himself.
He asked Li Feng, if his brother knew what he was like now, would he come back to him?
Later, Qi Boyan said again that he should not let his brother know.
Just like his father had been madly infatuated with his mother in the early years, but in the end, when she fell ill, her father looked at her like a monster.
It's not their fault they're sick, it's just that they can't control how others feel about them.
What should you do if your lover doesn't love you anymore? Are you crazy to stay, or stay in his memory in the best possible way?
Qi Boyan said that he didn't know what he would choose before, but now that he was sick, he knew, that is, never let Ji Wang know, he didn't want Ji Wang to sympathize with him.
Li Feng stepped out of his memory and smiled bitterly: "Look, I said so much without knowing it. I will send you the address of Master Qi's house via WeChat. The password for the gate is 94814."
This password is Ji Wang's birthday. This string of numbers is not only the password of the house, but also the password of everything Qi Boyan.
Qi Boyan once joked with Li Feng, if one day he goes crazy like his mother and loses his life, then maybe he can leave everything to Ji Wang.
Qi Boyan seldom had anything in his life, and Ji Wang was the only person he wanted, the person he wanted to occupy.
He also wanted to be the most important, at least the most memorable person in Ji Wang's life.
If he left everything to Ji Wang, his brother might remember him longer.
When Ji Wang heard this, he suddenly remembered that Qi Boyan always said those words before, what I know you haven't forgotten me, I know you love me, I know you never forget me.
Is this really believing that Ji Wang has not forgotten him, or is he convincing himself.
It's been six years, Ji Wang also said that there is nothing he can't forget, he will meet better.
Qi Boyan has remembered this for many years, so it seems to be very confident, but it is actually terribly fragile.
Only because he couldn't get through to his phone, he relapsed again.
Ji Wang was in a bad mood and couldn't drive, so he had to ask Xiaoxu to come pick him up.
He was so tired that he had several nightmares last night, all about Qi Boyan committing suicide.
Ji Wang hoped that Qi Boyan's tattoo on his wrist would be useful. Every time Qi Boyan wanted to do something stupid, he would stop when he looked there.
Ji Wang is willing to make a tape tied to Qi Boyan's wrist and keep him firmly by his side.
When he came to the windowless house, Ji Wang stood in the living room, thinking that he and Qi Boyan once conceived of this picture of two people living together.
Everything seemed like a lifetime away, and it didn't take long for it to pass.
He thinks that there will be a chance, Qi Boyan will always get better and come back here again.
At that time, he would really peel oranges for Qi Boyan to eat. They could take a lot of photos and leave a lot of memories.
They also filmed a variety show together, and those Qi Boyan can show it, instead of being pitiful, and they don't have a few photos when they want to recall.
This is his mobile phone vibrating, and it is a WeChat message sent by Li Feng.
Li Feng told him on WeChat that maybe next time he came to see Qi Boyan, he could bring him a peach-like cake.
Then came a picture.
Li Feng said that Qi Boyan likes to eat this cake every time he is in a bad mood.
The moment Ji Wang saw the photo, he was almost speechless with sadness.
This peach cake was a breakup gift he left to Qi Boyan, but Qi Boyan used it to spend so many years of hardship.
Ji Wang wanted to replace this cake with something more than this cake that symbolized the end.
In fact, he is not good to Qi Boyan at all. If it is good, then Qi Boyan should not be in the hospital now, but should be by his side.
Ji Wang slowed down for a long time before regaining his strength.
He packed his clothes in the room for a long time and covered them with his pheromones.
Ji Wang knew that Qi Boyan would like it. This time, Qi Boyan didn't need to look at his back from a distance, but really felt everything about him.
He folded his clothes and put them in his bag and sat in the huge room, deeply feeling that there was so little he could do for Qi Boyan.
Ji Wang found a few books for Qi Boyan, downloaded several movies on the tablet, filled his pockets with candy, and stuck notes on every page of the book.
Because Qi Boyan can't touch his mobile phone for the time being, these notes are all what Ji Wang wants to say.
He carried the bag back to the hospital and handed it to the nurse.
The nurse was one of the ones who stopped him just now, and apparently still remembered the act of marking Qi Boyan just now.
She looked weird, Ji Wang noticed, but now he can't think about whether he regrets it or not.
He only does what he wants to do and can appease Qi Boyan.
At this time, a person came on the face, the culprit who caused this uproar, Fang Shengyun,
When Fang Shengyun saw him, he raised his eyebrows slightly, a little surprised, probably didn't expect that Ji Wang would dare to appear here,
Ji Wang had the same mentality as him, he didn't expect Fang Shengyun to dare to come over.
For omega, Ji Wang has always been polite,
But obviously, Fang Shengyun is not on the list that Ji Wang wants to treat politely.
He looked cold: "I think Bo Yan doesn't want to see you now, Mr. Fang, please come back."
Fang Shengyun folded his hands and said to Ji Wang, "Did you make a mistake? I am his fiancé, and I am the most qualified to visit him."
"Besides, if he liked me, he wouldn't be lying in it now, like a waste."
These words forced Ji Wang to approach Fang Shengyun. He said, "If you dare to speak rudely to him again, even if the Protection Association takes me to court, you will not be able to get out of here today."
Fang Shengyun didn't seem to be afraid, but he actually stepped back slightly.
He glanced at the monitor in the corridor and said to Ji Wang, "People come and go here, don't do things that you regret. Besides, if he doesn't get engaged to me, you think you can see him like this now. ?"
Ji Wang paused, he knew that Li Feng was hiding something from him, such as why did Qi Boyan get sick?
If it was caused by their breakup, why did the disease develop after two years?
In those two years, why did Qi Boyan never contact him?
You know, Ji Wang waited for Qi Boyan for a long time.
Fang Shengyun continued: "Don't treat me like a bad person, Qi Boyan should thank me. There were so many people for me to choose, but I chose him, so he was saved, right?"
"Speaking of something interesting, do you know how Qi Boyan got sick?" Fang Shengyun's eyes brightened slightly, as if he was talking about a topic he liked very much.
Ji Wang instinctively felt that something was wrong, but he did not stop Fang Shengyun from continuing to speak.
Maybe Qi Boyan, or even Li Feng's concealment, will finally be revealed at this moment.
Fang Shengyun held his chin and chuckled lightly. He could see Ji Wang's eagerness to know the answer, and he also satisfied him.
"You don't know yet? The punch you gave Qi Boyan in the box made Qi Tian discover his alpha, so he was put in a mental hospital."
Fang Shengyun said softly: "That mental hospital is an industry owned by Qi Tian, where electrotherapy is performed, and there is no anesthesia. How do you think Qi Boyan is crazy? He was tortured and insane."
"It's you who sent Qi Boyan to hell with your own hands."