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    Jin Fengju smiled and said, "Who said I shouldn't take it seriously? It should be noted that although two wolves who both want to eat meat will eventually turn against each other, if they temporarily join forces, they may kill the cattle in front of them first, and then Fighting to divide the spoils, at that time, no matter who wins or loses, the scalpers are dead, what meaning does the victory or defeat have for the scalpers?"

    Fu Qiuning straightened up, clapped his hands lightly, and looked at Jin Fengju with a smile: "Indeed, if it is a scalper, it will only be killed. But what if it's not a scalper, but a tiger in cowhide? Even if the two wolves are united, it's useless, right? These things should have been expected by the Lord. If they really come, it's just a trick. With you and Prince Rong's holy family, Just be a little more restrained, cover the cowhide tightly, don't show your tail, what are you afraid of?"

    Jin Fengju couldn't help laughing, shook his head and said, "Really, you have an exquisite mind, but it's not as easy as you said. Forget it, it's getting late, go to sleep." After walking away, he took back his gaze, sighed with some melancholy, and said to himself: "Tiger? If I were a tiger, you would be a god? If I meet you, even if it is a tiger, I want to take a bite. I can't say anything, alas! Is this the retribution that God gave me? Just because I didn't pay attention to them before? Yes, that's all, since it's retribution, it will take some more torment before I can have it. Let's turn around."

    The next day, Fu Qiuning got up. After finishing her grooming, she saw that Jin Fengju was already waiting in the front hall. She was stunned for a moment, and then she remembered what the other party had said before, and couldn't help but sigh. Secretly, it seems that there is no way to escape the matter of going to greet the ancestors here today. See, you are waiting for me here.

    So I had to change clothes and put a Zhu hairpin in the bun. The temples were covered with yellow flowers, and the two children were dressed up, and ordered: "Today, I will go with your father to greet the old lady. Be calm and don't lose your sense."

    The two children answered in unison. Jin Zangjiao smiled and said, "Is this still according to my mother's orders? I have always done this. The ancestors also liked me and my brother very much. They have always been affectionate and warm to us." Yin said. Come to the front room. However, Jin Fengju was looking at the pot of Phnom Penh hydrangea chrysanthemum that was brought in on the windowsill that day. Seeing them coming out, he smiled and said, "It's rare that this chrysanthemum has bloomed until today." After that, he walked forward, cut a half-open chrysanthemum with scissors, and put a hairpin in Qiu Ning's hair. He smiled and said: "You've always dressed up too plainly. Today, wearing this flower, you look a little more gorgeous. Don't worry, you haven't lost your solemnity."

    He said so, and Fu Qiuning was helpless. He had no choice but to nod in agreement, and then followed behind Jin Fengju. Go to Kangshouyuan together.

    A hundred steps away from Wanfengxuan is the Emerald Garden, the garden that used to be full of flowers, but now it is full of decayed grass and fallen leaves. Fu Qiuning looked at the desolate scenery, and remembered that he had once traveled through and struggled to survive in this ancient mansion, and now he has to face an even more difficult road ahead. Even this seemingly sincere but deep man around him doesn't know what to do. I was calculating something, and I couldn't help but feel more emotional and let out a long sigh.

    "Why, when I see the bleakness in late autumn, I feel sad?" But Jin Fengju, who was walking in front, turned around and said, "You women are like this, what is there to be sad about? Even if the grass and trees are withered, and the spring breeze will come together in the coming year, it will naturally flourish again. Ye Sheng. The beauty is easy to get old, but these trees are blooming and blooming, aren't they better than us?"

    "What's this rhetoric?" She has always been saddened to hear people talk about Hongyan Yi's old age and flowers blooming. This is the first time she has heard Jin Fengju's words, which shows that this person's determination and personality are optimistic.

    "This is my Jin Fengju's argument." Sure enough, Jin Fengju raised his head high and said: "It's just that although the beauty is easy to grow old, it is not as prosperous as the grass and trees. However, how can people's thoughts ever change? Joys, sorrows, sorrows, and in detail, although life is long, it is also boring and tight.”

    Fu Qiuning said, "I don't know what Master means. One moment I sigh that the wood is not as good as the wood, and the other moment I sigh that the wood is not as good as the human being? It can be seen that it is not satisfactory." After speaking, Jin Feng shook his head and said vigorously: "Life is not as good as it is. The ** of ten. Everything in the world is like this, and nothing is perfect. If this is the case, why should we only focus on those imperfections and regrets? It is better to only look at some happy things, not arrogant in good times, and not discouraged in adversity , In this way, Fang will live up to your decades of life, what do you think?"

    Fu Qiuning couldn't help laughing and said, "It's just a question of seeing half a glass of water, and let the master tell the big truth of life. The concubine is really ashamed of herself." The voice fell, but Jin Feng said strangely: " What's the problem with seeing half a glass of water? Let's hear it."

    Fu Qiuning suffocated, knowing that she had missed her mouth, but it was too late to take it back, so she smiled and said, "That old mother once told me that she met an eminent monk in her early years and asked for advice about her difficult life. The eminent monk, the eminent monk was drinking water at the time, and after drinking half of it, he pointed to the cup and said, "A man walking in the desert who was extremely thirsty saw this half cup of water. Some people will think: What a pity, there is only half a cup left. Some people will say: Great, there is still half a cup left. It can be seen that the pain and joy of life are all in one mind. Peace of mind, joy in suffering. My heart is sad, even though the food in the Golden House, the sweet wife and concubine of silk and satin, is still lacking every day. It's a pity that I'm thinking about that mammy now, but I haven't understood the joys and sorrows of this life even when I die. Now that I hear the words of the Lord, I think of this past, and I feel that the Lord is the second person. No matter the good or the bad, the Lord can live and understand the joy, which is extremely rare. "

    After hearing the words, Jin Fengju's heart was agitated, but his face was still calm, and he smiled and said, "What you said is very true, when you think about it, why aren't you also such a person? Otherwise, on this night In Fengxuan, you may not be able to endure it for six months, let alone six years? I remember that when we first got married, you still invited people to invite me from time to time, and sometimes cried. It was just that the relationship between the two governments was tense at that time. I hate you so much, so I never make excuses. Later, I heard that you hanged yourself and went to see it, and you became a lot quieter. But since then, you have thought about this past? Is something wrong?"

    Fu Qiuning thought to himself: This is a good reason you gave me, I don't need to feel sorry for myself. Yin nodded, but heard Jin Fengju sigh: "These days, I often feel that you are my confidant, but I always have doubts in my heart, and I feel that we may not be able to think of everything together. Now you say this, I was really sure that you are indeed my confidante. As the saying goes, a thousand taels of gold are easy to get, but a confidant is hard to find. But I didn't expect that I would be so lucky. My wife is my only confidante. Confidant. Just, but I don't know, is this luck or misfortune after all?"

    At that time, when they saw the harmony between the two of them, Jin Ming, Yu Niang and others all understood the wink, so they led the children out first, and Qiu Ning didn't notice it at first. At this time, I found that the topic was running in a direction I didn't want to mention. When I tried to find someone to prevaricate, I found that there was no one available. I couldn't help but scold these scumbags for being so abhorrent. I helped them for six years, but now they all listen to a general manager who specializes in helping Jin Fengju to push himself into a dead end.

    "Fortunate or unfortunate, it all depends on one's heart. How did the little marquis forget what we just said?" Fu Qiuning sighed deeply, and secretly asked little marquis, do you think that no woman can escape your charm? How many times have you tried me with words? In fact, although I didn't hit you hard because of your identity and kindness, I should have understood the meaning of those words, right? With your cleverness, you shouldn't be chasing and fighting like this, but why are you pressing so hard? That being the case, let me give you an understanding. Anyway, you have already got hundreds of catties of charcoal, so you can't take it back just because I refuse it, right?

    Sure enough, I heard Jin Fengju still not giving up: "I really care about one heart, but those who are not satisfied are always happy, it is human nature, some things, if you don't try to pick them up, how can you know that you won't get it? If you work hard, you can get it. But it just gave up, isn't it a lifetime regret?"

    Fu Qiuning stopped slowly, and looked at Jin Fengju with a half-smile, Jin Fengju also looked at her brightly, and the two eyes met, which meant entanglement was difficult to understand.

    After a long time, I saw Fu Qiuning walking again, and said leisurely: "The concubine's heart is like an ancient well, and the wind does not calm down. The tea is easy to boil, but the water is difficult to recover. Xiaohou, if you work hard, you can get it, of course you should work hard. But if you devote your whole life to it, it will be in vain, such as turning a dog's tail grass into a straight green like a pine. This is absolutely impossible, so why bother?"

    It was the result, and it was the result. Jin Fengju looked away from Fu Qiuning's face, and said softly, "If you don't try your best, how can you say that it's impossible? I believe in the truth that every effort is made by sincerity." We’re here to embrace Cuiyuan, look, Feng’er and Jiao’er are waiting for us.”

    Fu Qiuning sighed, and finally the matter has come to this point, she has finally confirmed Jin Fengju's intention, the other party barely took her hand and said, "Qiuming, I like you, I want to get you". If it wasn't for the previous promise, this man would never have been so wronged and asked for perfection. As his wife, if he made such a request, there would be no room for resistance at all. But it's okay, it's okay, there is a promise between them, and this little Marquis is a proud person who keeps his word, so that he doesn't have to be controlled by him.

    Qiuning, I know, you still hate me, right? It is this resentment that turns your heart into an ancient well. Indeed, six years is a withering that can destroy a woman. But don't worry, if it takes you six years to wither, I will take another six years to reopen you. One six years is not enough, there are still two, three, in short, thank God, we are husband and wife, as long as I never stop you, you are destined to entangle with me forever and never die. I don't believe it. With all my feelings, I still can't warm your cold heart. (To be continued)

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