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    Captain Zhang ordered someone to bring Zhang Sihai back to Zhang's house. Chen Jinhua had expected that the gate of the courtyard was tightly closed, but she did not expect that the captain would intervene. The identity of the captain has played a pivotal role in this closed small mountain village these days. Chen Jinhua's scalp was numb as he watched the movement outside secretly, how could it be him again!

    Captain Zhang is also thinking, why is Chen Jinhua again, she can't stop and stop being a person. In his heart, the captain didn't want to get involved in this rubbish, but he was the captain and couldn't care less, especially when Xue Fangcao and Zhang Sihai divorced, he became a witness.

    "Chen Jinhua, come out for me, why are you hiding inside, thinking you'll be fine if you hide. This is your son, and now that he is injured, what do you put him in Xue Fangcao's place. What did you say when you divorced? , let Xue Fangcao's mother and son three fail, don't come back with a shy face, even if you starve to death, you won't care. Now you remember that Da Ya is the daughter of Zhang Sihai, and you want Da Ya to take charge of Zhang Sihai, Da Ya. How old are you, how can you do such a thing." Captain Zhang always thinks that Chen Jinhua is weird enough, and she can often refresh the lower limit, how does this person have a brain.

    Chen Jinhua refused to come out, knowing that she would not be able to please herself if she came out.

    Captain Zhang was angry and pointed at Zhang Sihai: "You say something, your mother won't even let you in, so there's nothing to say."

    Zhang Sihai was silent, like a wooden man.

    Captain Zhang was annoyed: "Virtue, your mother only dared to treat you like this because she decided you were useless."

    Zhang Sihai's eyes trembled, his head buried lower.

    "Chen Jinhua, I'll leave this for you, Zhang Lao Er will come back later, think about it for yourself, let Zhang Lao Er Zhang Wu know that you treat Zhang Lao Si like this, what will the two sons think? You Don't let your three sons leave your heart by then, I'll see how you live." Sometimes Captain Zhang really thinks Chen Jinhua is stupid, and he only cares about his own happiness when he does things, never thinking about whether it will chill people's hearts. Thinking about how eccentric she has been in recent years, and her sons didn't say a word of nonsense, she realized that Chen Jinhua had no fear, so she did whatever she wanted, and felt that her son could not be separated from her, even if there were some signs, due to inertia, Chen Jinhua also changed. Not selfish behavior.

    Captain Zhang gave Zhang Laosi a deep look, "Xue Fangcao Niang doesn't owe you a few, but your mother owes you. If you want to support it, your mother should support you. Don't find the wrong person."

    Zhang Sihai's pale face turned red little by little, as if there were flames burning on his face.

    Captain Zhang shook his head and turned his head to look at the house: "Chen Jinhua, you still have to live in Nanqiaogou, your family Tiantian will have to get married in the future, don't do things too badly. That's what I'm talking about today. Well, you can do it yourself."

    After all, Captain Zhang turned around and left.

    Zhang Erbo pointed at Zhang Sihai and pointed at the closed room: "Shame, shame!"

    The people scattered in twos and threes, with a lot of discussion, this old Zhang family, always make a moth from time to time to make everyone's busy and boring life more lively.

    Chen Jinhua, who was hiding behind the window, watched the crowd disperse, leaving only Zhang Sihai sitting alone at the door. Chen Jinhua was dumbfounded, she knew that she would be scolded, but compared to being scolded and taking care of Zhang Sihai, of course, being scolded by others would be good, and she would not lose a piece of meat, but taking care of Zhang Sihai would hurt. Muscles move.

    In Chen Jinhua's vision, as long as she doesn't let go, Xue Fangcao will finally accept Zhang Sihai under pressure. After all, the husband and wife have two children, and she can see that Zhang Sihai wants his wife and children to take care of him. But if those people didn't force Xue Fangcao, how could they force her!

    Chen Jinhua opened the door and hurried out, asking, "Fourth, did you ask for herbs?"

    The fourth child looked like this now. She cried, made trouble, and hanged herself. She didn't believe that Xue Fangcao could stand it.

    Zhang Sihai said in an angry voice, "Mom, Fangcao can't agree, forget it."

    "Forget it!" Chen Jinhua was furious. "You said it lightly. Forget it, who will take care of you. I have to take care of Tiantian, and there is still this mess at home."

    "Fangcao has to take care of Da Ya and Donkey Dan'er, and there are a lot of things to do." Zhang Sihai returned his mouth for the first time.

    "She's your daughter-in-law, so she should take care of you!" Chen Jinhua was righteous.

    "Divorced," Zhang Sihai said sadly, "Mom, I don't need you to take care of me, I can take care of myself."

    "What you said is light, how do you take care of yourself." Chen Jinhua was furious, "You can't even walk now."

    "Then I can die!" Zhang Sihai roared unbearably.

    Chen Jinhua was stunned for a moment, and her anger surged, "What kind of anger are you throwing at me? If you have the ability, go to Xue Fangcao."

    "She didn't forgive me, why am I looking for her!" Zhang Sihai clenched his fists.

    Chen Jinhua was shocked and angry: "You mean I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for raising you so much." Chen Jinhua's tears came as she said, "Did I ask you to dig canals, yes? Second child, I told you not to go, but you want to go, okay, it's like this. I didn't put you in Xue Fangcao's place for your own good, I wanted you to rely on you for the rest of your life... "

    Chen Jinhua whimpered and cried, completely avoiding the important, not mentioning his own fault, anyway, it was all someone else's fault.

    Zhang Sihai was indifferent and only asked, "Mom, why did my second brother and I dig a canal?"

    Chen Jinhua stopped crying.

    "Second brother and I don't want to be ridiculed by the villagers outside, and we don't want to be scolded by your nose when we get home, so we dig the canals." Zhang Sihai pulled the corners of his mouth and wanted to laugh, but it was uglier than crying. "I really should have died in it, why do you want to save me? If I die, I can pay 500 yuan more in compensation, and I don't have to become a burden that everyone hates. Mom, don't you think it's better for me to die? ."

    Chen Jinhua's eyes trembled, her face turned pale, and she swallowed her saliva: "Fourth, you... don't talk nonsense, how could Mom!"

    Zhang Sihai looked at Chen Jinhua and lowered his head again.

    Chen Jinhua didn't dare to speak anymore, looked at Zhang Sihai, her complexion changed like a whirlwind, she stayed outside like this, and when she looked back, the second child knew that there was a famine. Gritting his teeth, he dragged Zhang Sihai into the house with all his strength, and Chen Jinhua, who was sweating from exhaustion, poured water into a half-porcelain jar, but in the end, the person returned to his own house, and was scolded in vain.

    Xue Fangcao, this unconscionable, the fourth child is also useless.

    Chen Jinhua's face was deformed with anger, thinking about how to tell the second child about this, she had to think of a way, can she push the fourth child to Xue Fangcao?

    It was getting dark, and Zhang Erhe just came back. He didn't see Zhang Sihai at the door of his house, so he was relieved.

    "Second, you are back."

    Zhang Erhe fixedly looked at Chen Jinhua.

    Chen Jinhua was seen as uncomfortable. Knowing why, she preemptively said: "Mom knows that you blame me for putting the fourth child in Xue Fangcao's place. Mom knows it's not kind. But Mom can't do anything about it. Mom can't really take care of her alone. As you know, the situation in our family is different from before. The fifth one sends back only five dollars a month, and the fourth one cannot work and has to be taken care of. So my mother thought of a rogue way to force Fang. Cao and the others come back, and I think your brother will have someone to rely on in the future. As long as Fangcao is willing to bring the children back, Mom will definitely treat them well and not be as partial as before. But Fangcao has no conscience. After a beating, look at her, I made her face scratched."

    It sounds so reasonable, but Zhang Erhe knows that his mother just doesn't want to take care of the fourth child. When they have all hands and feet to earn work points, his mother doesn't want to take care of them, but wants them to serve her instead. Now that the fourth child is useless, it's even more impossible for his mother to be willing. His mother's calculus was that Xue Fangcao took over the burden of the fourth child, and it was best to come back and serve her again. He's shrewd, but Xue Fangcao isn't stupid, so why would he want to jump into this fire pit.

    Zhang Erhe is extremely sad, this is their mother, mother!

    "I will take care of the fourth child, you don't have to worry about it." Leaving a sentence, Zhang Erhe went to Zhang Sihai's house.

    Chen Jinhua was stunned on the spot, and suddenly panicked. The fifth child ran away, and the fourth child was useless. All she could count on now was the second child. Chen Jinhua chased after him, "The second child, are you blaming me? "

    "Blame myself. I took the fourth child to dig the canal. The fourth child's accident is entirely up to me, so I will take care of the fourth child."

    Chen Jinhua was choked, and after a while, she said, "How do you support it?" The whole family was counting on him.

    Zhang Erhe twitched the corners of his mouth: "If I eat one bite, I won't be hungry for the fourth child."

    Zhang Erhe took care of Zhang Sihai very carefully, and he sincerely felt that he had harmed Zhang Sihai.

    At first, Chen Jinhua saw that Zhang Erhe's attitude towards her was a bit wrong.

    Chen Jinhua was a little flustered, so she took the initiative to wash clothes and cook. She held Zhang Sihai's 300 yuan compensation in her hand, and the 100 yuan that Zhang Wuyang remitted to Zhang Sihai that she found out. With money in hand, Chen Jinhua would not feel wronged, and went to the black market to exchange for some refined grains and meat.

    In the past few times, was embarrassed to take daughter to eat alone, and divided the two brothers into one bite. Gradually, the Zhang brothers ate less, and gradually Zhang Sihai, a patient lying on the bed, could smell the aroma of the food, but it was not at all. He didn't eat it, he knew his mother was opening a small stove for his little sister.

    Things that were commonplace in the past few years, don't know why, but now feel a little uncomfortable. Suddenly, Zhang Sihai remembered that Da Ya and Donkey Dan'er were watching the little girl eat alone with their fingers, Zhang Sihai's heart was even more uncomfortable, as if it was being pulled tightly by something.

    Zhang Sihai didn't tell Zhang Erhe about Chen Jinhua's opening of a small stove for Zhang Sitian, but Zhang Erhe knew that the smell and residue of the food were all there. Zhang Erhe didn't say anything, he had no strength to speak. .

    Apart from cooking and washing clothes, Chen Jinhua ignored all the work on the private plot, the team, and the family, including the affairs of Zhang Sihai, which made Zhang Erhe breathless.

    But gradually, Chen Jinhua's old problems reappeared, and it was difficult to change the nature of the country. The clothes were piled up for several days without washing, Zhang Erhe didn't say a word, and picked out himself and Zhang Sihai to wash.

    Chen Jinhua was bitter, but it was hard to say Zhang Erhe. She knew that the second son had a tougher temper than the fourth son.

    "Mom, give me some money, and I'll take Sihai to the hospital for a check-up." During the autumn rain, the cold, and the cold, Zhang Sihai's leg hurt badly. What's more, the feces and urine are sometimes uncontrollable.

    Chen Jinhua felt distressed: "How much?"

    Zhang Erhe: "Fifty." Seeing that her face was wrong, "Thirty."

    "Going to check something, the doctor said at that time, after his leg..." The rest of the words were silenced under Zhang Erhe's icy face.

    Zhang Erhe looked at Chen Jinhua: "Mom, that money is the government's compensation for the fourth child."

    Chen Jinhua was embarrassed, went back to the house and took out thirty dollars, "I didn't say no, I'll keep it for him."

    Zhang Erhe said in a deep voice, "Mom, save some money for this money, it will be used for medical treatment in the future."

    "I know." As soon as the person left, Chen Jinhua's face changed. Three hundred yuan seemed too much, but it was useless at all. After suffering for two months, Chen Jinhua took retaliatory consumption. In this big month, she spent several 30 to go, and this time she went to 30 again.

    Chen Jinhua thought about the second child's talk, and she would have to ask for money in the future, and her whole person was not well. When Zhang Erhe and Zhang Sihai came back and asked, only to check whether the dressing was changed and whether some medicine was dispensed, it cost twenty-eight yuan and fifty cents.

    Chen Jinhua didn't believe it, Zhang Erhe handed the pills to Chen Jinhua together with the change: "The doctor said that malnutrition in the four seas will affect the recovery, Mom, in the future you will make something for Tiantian and leave a portion for the four seas."

    Chen Jinhua's face changed back and forth, and she wanted to scold someone, whether it was taking care of the sick or caring for the ancestors.

    Chen Jinhua didn't dare to say something in front of Zhang Erhe, but she didn't have so many concerns when facing Zhang Sihai. She cooked a bowl of noodles for Zhang Sitian, and Chen Jinhua filled a small bowl of noodles and a large bowl of soup and sent it to Zhang Sihai's house. Mancang is helping this little slut Xue Fangcao to carry water, no wonder he has to take care of you, someone has been co-authoring, how long has it been, if you move fast enough, maybe you will get better soon." I have wanted to marry Zhang Sihai for a long time.

    Chen Jinhua was full of anger anyway, scolding non-stop, suddenly smelled a stench, Chen Jinhua glared at Zhang Sihai: "Why are you peeing your pants again, such a big man, you won't say it in advance, sweet and sweet. Pissing his pants."

    Zhang Sihai was so ashamed and angry that he couldn't control it at all. The doctor said that it would be a waste of money and that it would be more serious in the future.

    Chen Jinhua couldn't stand the smell, let alone clean up for Zhang Sihai, put down the bowl and ran out. After going out, she didn't go to find Zhang Erhe. After she went out, she couldn't be told that she didn't clean up herself and let the second child do the work, but how to clean up, such a big son, how inconvenient.

    When Zhang Erhe came back at night, when he smelled that smell, he didn't say anything. He fetched water for Zhang Sihai to clean up.

    Zhang Sihai closed his eyes and burst into tears. What energy does he still have in life, his wife and children are gone, his mother dislikes it, and he doesn't even bother to look at him. The only second brother who treats him well, he is exhausted by dragging him down. He sweats outside every day, and when he comes back, he has to serve him, a crippled eater, and he is exhausted.

    If he is alive, he will only drag down the second brother.

    Forget it, don't harm your brother.

    "Second brother, I drag you down."

    Zhang Erhe took off his trousers: "I said that again, I took you to dig a canal."

    "You're doing it for my own good, I don't blame you." Zhang Sihai choked, "Second brother, I blame myself, why don't you listen to your words, do what you need to do, and no matter what the other mother says or scolds, I'm the one who suffers. No, you can't stand to dig a canal, I asked for it myself."

    Zhang Erhe paused, "Stop talking, it's boring."

    "It's boring, you said why our mother is so different from other people's mothers." Before Zhang Erhe could answer, Zhang Sihai laughed at himself, "Our brothers are also different from other people's sons, the obedient one , my wife and children have to lean back, and the good wife and children all ran away. Brother, I am very sorry now, I regret that I should not listen to my mother, really, I am very regretful. Brother, don't do anything in the future. Listen to the mother, let the fifth one do the same, think more about yourself, and then think about how other people's mothers treat their sons, don't let the mother cry and depend on her for everything. Our mother is too cruel. "

    "Fourth?"

    Zhang Sihai wiped his face: "Second brother, I'm fine."

    Zhang Erhe woke up early in the morning and went to Zhang Sihai's room to take a look. As soon as he opened the door, he saw two drooping feet. Then he went up to see Zhang Sihai with his face twisted and his tongue sticking out.

    "Fourth!" Zhang Erhe shouted in horror, rushing up to put the man down.

    Chen Jinhua was awakened by Zhang Erhe's shrill scream, followed the sound to Zhang Sihai's room, and saw Zhang Sihai lying on the bed, Zhang Erhe squatting on the ground with his head in his arms, still a little confused: "What's wrong?"

    Zhang Erhe slowly raised his head and looked directly at Chen Jinhua: "The fourth is hanged."

    Chen Jinhua was startled: "What nonsense are you talking about!"

    Zhang Erhe stood up abruptly, "The fourth child is dead, and you won't have to spend any more money on medical treatment and won't drag you down. Are you satisfied?"

    Chen Jinhua's body trembled, she couldn't believe it, "Dead?"

    How did he die? Chen Jinhua sat in the chair dumbfounded. In front of him were the family members who came and went to deal with funerals. Chen Jinhua ignored them, and they ignored Chen Jinhua.

    Dead, really dead, hanged in the middle of the night, how did the fourth child hang himself? Why didn't he want to hang it up? She disliked the fourth child for being useless and pickling it, but she never thought about letting the fourth child die. That was her son, her own son.

    Chen Jinhua grabbed her clothes, tears rolled down unexpectedly, and cried, "Fourth."

    A voice startled everyone, in exchange for a bunch of strange eyes, none of them were sympathetic, there were no secrets in this village, how did Chen Jinhua treat Zhang Sihai, everyone could see clearly.

    Zhang Sihai couldn't think of it, Chen Jinhua, the mother, was at least half of the responsibility. Now know that it hurts, how can people not feel distressed when they are alive.

    "You need money to buy a coffin to do errands." Zhang Erhe with a pale face approached Chen Jinhua.

    Chen Jinhua was not reluctant this time, "One hundred yuan, is one hundred yuan enough?" Chen Jinhua went back to the house and took one hundred yuan and handed it to Zhang Erhe, "The second, the fourth, the fourth."

    Zhang Erhe took the money, turned around and left.

    Chen Jinhua stretched out her hand and stared blankly at Zhang Erhe, who had strode away, as if falling into an ice cellar, the ice was bone-chilling, and boundless panic enveloped Chen Jinhua. Chen Jinhua felt that she had lost a son, and this son would also be gone. Chen Jinhua thought of her younger son and ran to the brigade to call Zhang Wuyang.

    Zhang Wuyang had received a call from Zhang Erhe an hour ago. Zhang Wuyang wanted to ask for leave to come back. Zhang Erhe told him not to come back. Why did he come back? The fifth one was the first among their brothers to figure it out, and finally figured it out, it's better not to come back and be affected, and live a good life outside.

    The fourth child was gone, and he had nowhere to escape if he wanted to. Fortunately, the fifth child escaped.

    Zhang Erhe relayed to Zhang Wuyang what Zhang Sihai said the night before he left, "The fourth child said that he regrets it very much, that he should not listen to our mother. Said, my mother, the heart is too cruel!"

    Chen Jinhua didn't find Zhang Wuyang, and came back in a daze, looking up in a trance, she saw Xue Fangcao with her two children.

    No matter what, Zhang Sihai is the father of two children, so he should come over and kowtow when he is gone. The old lady Xie said the same, so Xue Fangcao came.

    "Xue Fangcao, you still have the face!" Chen Jinhua was furious.

    Xue Fangcao turned back and looked at the angry Chen Jinhua, "Why did I have no face, you wouldn't want to say that Zhang Sihai was killed by me."

    This is what Chen Jinhua thought, asking Xue Fangcao to take people over, how could Zhang Sihai not want to live with his wife and children, "You dare to feel your conscience and say that the death of the fourth child has nothing to do with you."

    "What does it have to do with me, but it's you, do you dare to feel your conscience and say that your son has nothing to do with you at all, Chen Jinhua, forcing his own son to death, tigers are not poisonous to you, how can you still have the face? The responsibility is on me, oh, so you can feel at ease and sleep well at night. Zhang Sihai hasn't been buried yet, so you should shirk the responsibility in front of him, and you won't be afraid that he will sit up and settle accounts with you."

    Chen Jinhua's eyes widened angrily: "If it weren't for you and Zhu Mancang, the fourth child would not have lost his mind."

    "Keep your fucking mouth clean." Xue Fangcao was furious.

    Chen Jinhua: "If you dare to do it, you are afraid that people will say, you..."

    "Enough! Mom, today is the day for the burial of the fourth child. Can you stop making trouble? You will not feel at ease if the fourth child dies!" Zhang Erhe's facial features were twisted, the veins on his forehead violently throbbed, and with a kind of resentment Cold eyes stared at Chen Jinhua.

    Chen Jinhua was stunned, only to feel a chill jumping up from the soles of his feet, and chills swelled between the bones.

    Xue Fangcao was a little surprised. He didn't expect Zhang Erhe to dare to yell at Chen Jinhua, but then he felt ironic.

    Chen Jinhua, who was yelled at in front of people, lost all face, and immediately burst into tears, but no one paid him any attention.

    Zhang Erhe said to Xue Fangcao, "Thank you for coming. The fourth child is sure to be happy. He knows I'm sorry for you and the child."

    Xue Fangcao glanced at him without saying anything, and led the two children over to see Zhang Sihai.

    Chen Jinhua, who was full of tears, stood on the spot, embarrassed to death, unable to stand the ridicule and ridicule thrown in from all directions, covered her face and ran back to the room.

    In the room, Zhang Sitian was sitting on the bedside eating candy, but Chen Jinhua didn't let her out, but gave her a handful of candy to eat by herself in the room.

    "mother."

    Chen Jinhua hugged her daughter, tears streaming down silently: "Sweet, Mom is only you, Mom is only you."

    The fourth child is gone, the fifth child cannot be contacted, and the second child is obviously disengaged. What will their mother and son do in the future? An unspeakable panic hit his heart, tightly grasping Chen Jinhua's heart.

    Soon, the panic became reality.

    After the funeral, Zhang Erhe invited Zhang Erbo and several elders and proposed to split the family. He only needed two rooms in the family, and the five rooms belonged to Chen Jinhua. He only needed his own share of the private land. Give 120 catties of grain.

    Chen Jinhua stared at Zhang Erhe in disbelief as she was struck by five thunders, "Separation! You actually want to split up with me, I'm so old, your sister is still so young!"

    "In their early 40s, everyone in the village is working and can support themselves. Wuyang sends you 5 yuan every month, and Sihai spent 62 yuan for the funeral, and 30 yuan before, as compensation. Jin, you still have 200 left, plus the 100 from Wuyanghui to Sihai, the total is 300 yuan. I give 120 catties of grain every year. Your life is better than most people in the village. "

    But the account is not calculated like this. There is no man in the family. Chen Jinhua doesn't worry about his son, but he knows that he can't live without a son.

    "I don't agree." Chen Jinhua sold miserably, "The fourth is gone, the fifth is outside, and you are the only son by my side. How can you ignore me? Your sister is only six years old, how can you be cruel."

    Zhang Erhe's voice was muffled, "I agree or not, I'm like this."

    Chen Jinhua burst into tears, "Second child, you are trying to force me to die.

    Zhang Erhe stared into Chen Jinhua's eyes, "You forced the fourth child to death. Do you know what the fourth child said to me the night before he died? He said, "My mother is too cruel!"

    Chen Jinhua's head exploded with a buzz.

    "Let's break it up, I'm in my early forties, I'm not old, I have hands and feet, and I have money and land, so why can't I live. It's the second child, if I live with you again, I won't have a good life." Zhang Erbo sighed, The second child can be considered to understand the mother, but the price is too bad.

    I hated this nephew for being useless before, but now Zhang Erbo is in pain, and his heart aches in a panic. Such a big boy is gone. The second child can't have another accident, let Chen Jinhua be restrained again, don't look at how regretful Chen Jinhua is now, it seems that she has to change it, the dog can't eat shit, she can't pretend for too long, sooner or later, the second child will follow. She would be exhausted and suffocated to death.

    So even if Zhang Erhe wants to separate from Chen Jinhua and Zhang Sitian, the reasoning is wrong. One is old and the other is young. He is the only son by his side, or the eldest son. There is no such reason, but Zhang Erbo must support.

    Chen Jinhua was not happy, as long as Zhang Erhe was happy, it really didn't matter if she wasn't happy. In the past, Chen Jinhua was able to be so obsessive, because her three sons were used to her, so she could be obsessed, no one was used to it, Chen Jinhua couldn't be obsessed, it was useless for her to cry and make trouble, as long as Zhang Erhe was ruthless.

    Many people think that Zhang Erhe can't hold back his heart, and that he can't hold on for long.

    Facts slapped the face, Zhang Erhe was ruthless. He gets up early every day, makes two meals, eats breakfast, packs the rest, and then goes out to work and eats in the field.

    Chen Jinhua came over with the food to show his hospitality, but Zhang Erhe didn't even look at it.

    Chen Jinhua was rushing to wash his clothes, but Zhang Erhe grabbed his head and left. Now that he washes his own clothes, no one will laugh at him for being useless. Zhang Erhe finds it extremely ironic.

    Chen Jinhua cried and repented a bunch of promises, begging the second son to change his mind.

    Even Chen Jinhua sent Zhang Sitian to play the family card. Zhang Erhe still didn't soften his heart. He didn't even care about Chen Jinhua's mother, nor his sister. He loves his sister only because Mom doesn't want to love her. He doesn't even love his own children.

    Zhang Erhe looked at the mellow Zhang Sitian, his eyes were sore.

    The soft won't work, Chen Jinhua's messing around is still useless, Zhang Erhe is as determined as he is, and he lives his own life, regardless of the old lady next door. The only advantage Chen Jinhua can take is to steal Zhang Erhe's firewood, and there is really nothing else left.

    Chen Jinhua was flustered, this son was really separated from her, and the fifth, she couldn't get in touch with her, and the two sons ignored her.

    Chen Jinhua, who was mourning for the exam, hugged Zhang Sitian and cried bitterly, and finally accepted her fate and began to live on her own.

    This is how she came here in the early years, but as a Lafayette for five years, Chen Jinhua has returned to the past. At most, she was cooking and washing clothes, messing around with hygiene at home, and as for Chen Jinhua. The work on the private plots, after insisting on it for a while, gave up. If she could endure hardship, how could she be reduced to where she is today.

    Jiangshan is easy to change and its nature is difficult to change. In the early years, diligence was suppressed by her mother-in-law and her husband. When her mother-in-law and her husband left, Chen Jinhua let her nature fly, and her three sons were used to being more lazy. Even if several sons are dissatisfied, because the bullets can't hold back, Chen Jinhua still goes his own way. Now Chen Jinhua knows it's not right, but she is even more concerned about her, it is absolutely impossible to be diligent.

    In this way, Chen Jinhua's life is better than most people in the village. She doesn't need to work in the field, and she doesn't have money or food. But Chen Jinhua felt old and bitter. After all, she had a better life before. Chen Jinhua felt that the current life was as bitter as soaking in the yellow lotus water. She had to do everything herself. More importantly, she had no sense of security. She had hundreds of dollars in her hands. Money, but after spending it, it will be gone. After that, you can only live on five yuan a month.

    Chen Jinhua just wanted to save some flowers, but Zhang Sitian quit, crying and crying and wanting to eat noodles, meat and canned food.

    Chen Jinhua couldn't hold back her daughter's cry, she was cruel to her son, but she was completely cruel to her daughter. She regards her daughter as herself who suffered when she was a child. Instead of loving Zhang Sitian, she is compensating for her childhood self.

    Chen Jinhua responded to Zhang Sitian's requests, but Zhang Sitian was still unhappy, "Mom, Da Ya doesn't play with me, why doesn't she play with me, everyone doesn't play with me."

    Chen Jinhua couldn't keep Zhang Sitian at home all the time. Zhang Sitian went out to play with the children, but the children didn't like to play with her. She went to Da Ya, who ignored her.

    Zhang Sitian was very sad.

    Chen Jinhua also became sad. The biggest difference between today's life and before is this. In the past, their mother and daughter were the stars holding the moon, and their sons, daughters-in-law and grandchildren had to coax them. Now people hate dogs, let alone Zhang Sitian as a child, even Chen Jinhua can't stand this psychological gap.

    How could their mother and daughter have been reduced to such a lonely place? Thinking of the old days when everything was not to be worried about, Chen Jinhua began to regret it, regretting that what she did was too extreme, but now it is too late to say this.

    As time went by, Chen Jinhua became more and more regretful. She ran out of savings and could only live on five yuan a month. No matter how noisy she was, the fifth one didn't care. Five yuan was five yuan. Zhang Erhe next door doesn't care either, one hundred and twenty catties of grain a year, nothing else, and Chen Jinhua and Zhang Sitian's private plot.

    Under the pressure of life, in order to support her daughter, Chen Jinhua had to go to the fields to do farm work, and she was obviously getting old. Even so, he couldn't make Zhang Sitian as clean and dignified as before, like a pampered little girl in the city.

    Today's Zhang Sitian is thin and dark. Without the care of her brothers, sisters, nephews and nieces, Chen Jinhua is unable to do what she can do. She slowly learns to take care of herself, not the little princess of the Zhang family who did not touch the spring water with ten fingers. The nephew helps with the back.

    When Zhang Sitian was 6 years old, she was arguing about going to school. Chen Jinhua thought that her grandchildren could take care of her, so she agreed. That's how Daya got the right to go to school. Now Zhang Sitian is making trouble, but Chen Jinhua doesn't agree. She is afraid that she will be bullied when she goes to school because she is too young. She knows that her daughter has no playmates in the village.

    Chen Jinhua touched Zhang Sitian's face sadly, the baby fat had long since disappeared, and now there is no meat. Not only the meat is gone, but the smile of her daughter is also less, she is more sensible than before, and she is distressed by being sensible.

    "Tiantian, Mom will send you to school next year. You should study hard and go to university later."

    After the resumption of the college entrance examination, the group of educated youths went crazy, and they all went to take the college entrance examination. It is said that those who passed the test not only did not need tuition fees, but also included living expenses and assigned jobs.

    "Mom Tiantian is so smart, she will definitely pass the entrance exam. After graduation, she will be able to get a good job and marry a good family."

    Zhang Sitian nodded obediently: "Mom, I will support you in the future, so you don't have to work."

    Chen Jinhua snorted, and her eyes slowly turned red. The son is unreliable, but fortunately, she still has a daughter, and she can survive through gritted teeth.

    The mother and daughter were in a warm relationship, and Aunt Niu smiled and shouted, "Jinhua, have you heard? Jiang Hui and her youngest brother have both been admitted to college, and the old Jiang family has two college students all at once. Before It is said that Jiang Hui is a companion for her brother, and the exam is to strengthen her brother's courage, but I didn't expect to pass the exam, oh, it's incredible, college student!"

    Chen Jinhua was stunned, she passed the entrance exam, just Jiang Hui, how could it be possible!

    If you want to ask who Chen Jinhua hates the most, Jiang Hui does her part. All disasters started with Jiang Hui's divorce. Since Jiang Hui's divorce, disasters have happened one after another in the family. Chen Jinhua felt that if Jiang Hui hadn't divorced, there would be no follow-up of these bad things, and Jiang Hui made a bad start. In the past two years, her life has not been as good as the day, but Jiang Hui is getting better and better, her work has become regular, her salary has been raised, her people have become more and more beautiful, and there are several young men with very good conditions chasing after her.

    Now that she is still admitted to university, her future is bright, and it can benefit the entire Jiang family. Chen Jinhua's face changes like a windmill, and her whole person is not well.

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