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    Chen Xian couldn't remember when he fell asleep.

    When he woke up again, he only found that he was still holding his mobile phone, leaning on the head of the bed like a salted fish, maintaining the posture of surfing the Internet before, and a hairy head in his arms.

    "When did you come here?" Chen Xian looked at Mu He helplessly, raised his hand and gently rubbed her hair twice, "If you don't have a good rest and recover from your injury, why did you come here in the middle of the night?"

    Mu He seemed to be still angry with Chen Xian, buried his head tightly in front of Chen Xian's chest, didn't raise his head, didn't speak, and hummed non-stop, like an angry... ...pig.

    Thinking of this, Chen Xian couldn't help but twitch the corner of his mouth, looking at the angry little girl in front of him, he was embarrassed to laugh.

    "You...yesterday...why didn't you accompany me..."

    "Yesterday?" Chen Xian recalled and replied, "I saw that you were all asleep when I came back, and I didn't go to accompany you for fear of waking you up."

    Hearing Chen Xian's answer, Mu He suddenly raised his head and stared at Chen Xian angrily.

    "daytime!"

    "During the day?" Chen Xian thought for a while, and suddenly realized that what Mu He said was when he first returned to the precinct. During that time, he was really busy with other things. After taking her back to the living room, he didn't accompany her anymore. "It was a bit busy at the time, so..."

    Before Chen Xian could finish speaking, Mu He suddenly buried his head again, and rubbed against Chen Xian's chest very hard, like a kitten coquettish to his master, Chen Xian couldn't see her eyes, but from In the tone of her voice, Chen Xian could vaguely hear a kind of fear.

    "I don't like... alone.... I'm not angry with you anymore..." Mu He's voice was still soft, but she could tell that she was not in a good mood , this is the first time she has spoken like this in front of Chen Xian, as if she was really abandoned by Chen Xian, the pitiful voice makes people feel distressed, "I'm afraid....a people......."

    Chen Xian wanted to coax her a few words like a child, but for some reason, when he heard Mu He say these words carefully, he felt as uncomfortable as a stone was blocked in his heart, as if he had suddenly lost his mind. Going back to more than ten years ago, I saw myself who was isolated by countless children.

    I remember that I was the same as Mu He now. Everything in life has to be careful, and sometimes I even think too much about the feelings of the other party, and I will try my best to please the other party, for fear that my hard-earned friends will be isolated like others. Myself, if that's the case, I'll be left alone... loneliness is really a terrible thing.

    Although Chen Xian has been accustomed to living alone over the years, it is undeniable that he has been deliberately avoiding or even selectively forgetting those things in his childhood.

    But at this moment, when he saw Mu He, he couldn't help but recall the dark and helpless years for him. If he hadn't been with his grandfather Chen Ba... Maybe Chen Xian His personality will be even more withdrawn than he is now, and he might even become a different person.

    "Are you unfamiliar with this world?" Chen Xian asked suddenly.

    Mu He didn't seem to understand, just like the drowning person grabbed his last support, still holding Chen Xian tightly and unwilling to let go.

    "I used to feel very unfamiliar, just like you..." Chen Xian seemed to be talking to himself in a low voice, "I'm also very afraid of being alone when I'm outside."

    Mu He raised her head slightly, and through the gaps in the hair scattered between her foreheads, she saw a somewhat unfamiliar Chen Xian.

    Inferiority, cowardice, fear, pain...

    These words, which seemed to have nothing to do with Chen Xian, suddenly appeared on his face.

    Perhaps it was because of seeing Chen Xian like this, Mu He forgot how uncomfortable it was for a while. She raised her uninjured hand in confusion and touched Chen Xian's face lightly, as if to determine whether the person in front of her was. Chen Xian.

    Mu He quickly got the answer from the slightly warm touch, it was him, but this Chen Xian seemed to be more real than the previous Chen Xian, maybe this was the side of his heart.

    Chen Xian seemed to realize that he was a little lost, and the expression on his face was gradually taken back by him, as if it suddenly changed back to normal.

    "I won't leave you in the future."

    Chen Xian said softly, the smile may not be so bright, but there is always a trace of tenderness in his eyes, just like the sunshine in the spring, which seems hazy and unreal, but has a kind of truth. of warmth.

    Mu He didn't know what to say, he muttered a few words that Chen Xian couldn't understand, and then nodded heavily.

    "I'll wash your face and brush your teeth first, and then take you to dinner."

    "Uh-huh!"

    In the bathroom, Chen Xian asked Mu He to sit on a small chair, while he was half-bent over to help her wash up. His serious expression only made people think that he was doing some kind of scientific research.

    Mu He seems to be enjoying all this. She likes that Chen Xian takes care of her like this, so when Chen Xian helped her brush her teeth, Mu He also had a smile on her face, her two fair feet were dangling beside the chair, her eyes were clear. From the beginning to the end, it was placed on Chen Xian and reluctant to remove it.

    Just when Chen Xian was about to get a towel to wash Mu He's face, someone suddenly knocked on the door of the living room, and the sound of dong dong dong sounded very anxious.

    Walking to open the door, Chen Xian saw Lu Yisheng who was excited outside the door.

    Before Chen Xian could ask, Lu Yisheng hugged Chen Xian and shook frantically.

    "Fuck the boss, something has happened!! There's someone coming from the headquarters!!"

    "........"

    "I heard from the director that he is here to reward us both!! We both posted it!!"

    "........"

    "Today is a good day. Everything in my mind can be accomplished. Today is a good day... Why don't you talk, boss??"

    Lu Yisheng hummed halfway through, only to realize that Chen Xian's expression was stiff and awkward.

    say?

    Chen Xian had the heart to kill him.

    Although there are not many people on this floor of Chen Xian, but at this point in time, it is the time when the downstairs employees come up to submit documents and reports, so at a glance... there are at least ten people in the corridor. Several employees of various departments, as well as two cleaning aunts.

    At this moment, their eyes were all on Chen Xian and Lu Yisheng, and they looked at them as if they had seen two fools.

    "Come in...Come in and talk..."

    Chen Xian's expression was as stiff as a dead man, and he almost dragged Lu Yisheng back to his living room.

    After closing the door, Lu Yisheng jumped and jumped like a mad dog who had taken off the reins.

    "Oh shit! Boss, you don't know how happy I am, right! Then you definitely don't know what the award from the headquarters means to a member! This is such an honor!"

    "Glory?" Chen Xian was stunned for a moment, as if he couldn't understand the word very well.

    "Don't talk about those fakes, just talk about the rewards they gave..." Lu Yisheng looked like a financial fan, his eyes narrowed with laughter, and he kept rubbing his thumb and index finger, "Headquarters Our employees are still very generous, and every time the award is a large amount, I don’t know how much they are going to give us this time.”

    Chen Xian asked curiously, "The headquarters awards are only given for money? Nothing else?"

    "Things... Yes, but as far as I know, that's rarely the case." Lu Yisheng scratched his head, "If you send things, you should also send some special equipment, such as magic weapons or something."

    Chen Xian nodded and said nothing. It seemed that he was not as excited as Lu Yisheng imagined.

    At this moment, Chen Xian's cell phone rang suddenly, and when he took it out, he saw that it was Fatty Huo's call.

    "Hello? Xiao Chen, are you awake??"

    From the phone, Fatty Huo's tone seemed to be very happy, and the tone of his speech was upturned, vaguely revealing a feeling of pride and relief.

    "Wake up." Chen Xian replied.

    "Hurry up and take a shower now, don't eat breakfast yet, go and find Xiao Lu, someone from the headquarters wants to see you later." Fatty Huo's tone became a little more serious, as if the elders were telling the younger ones "You all dress me up and show off the style of our Ningchuan branch!"

    "...Okay." Chen Xian replied.

    The phone hung up just like that. Chen Xian put away his phone, looked at Lu Yisheng who looked expectant and said, "Huo Ju asked you to change and dress up so that you can show off our style."

    Lu Yisheng nodded hurriedly, and felt that his hip-hop outfit was a bit too trendy. For formal occasions, it must be a suit and tie!

    "What about you?" Lu Yisheng asked Chen Xian.

    "I didn't bring any clothes, and I don't have a place to change them. I'll just go wash my face in a while..." Chen Xian said, yawning long.

    Just when Lu Yisheng was about to go back to change his clothes, Chen Xian suddenly remembered something and couldn't help asking him, "Is that Master Lu Lu on the local forum you?"

    "Ah?" Lu Yisheng was stunned. He didn't expect Chen Xian to ask this, and nodded subconsciously, "It's me, what's wrong?"

    "Nothing." Chen Xian re-examined Lu Yisheng and couldn't help sighing, "I just found out that your eloquence is very good. Last night I watched you fight against the Confucian scholars."

    "Boss...Did you see that post too?" Lu Yisheng looked a little embarrassed, but also a little unhappy, "You don't say help me, I'm so tired of spraying them alone!"

    Chen Xian said calmly, "I helped you."

    "Did you speak for me?" Lu Yisheng scratched his head, "Why didn't I see it?"

    Chen Xian continued to say calmly, "I gave you a like."

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