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    At the end of the last life, Yuan Xiao was not only blind in both eyes, but also got worse and worse. He realized that he might not live long, and said a word to Al, "If my brother disappears one day, he will go far, far away. In the sky, if you look up and see the stars, you can see me."

    Al is innocent and can't speak, so Yuan Xiao can't see it, so naturally he can't see his expression and movements.

    Yuan Xiao could only feel that Al was holding him tightly, guessing that he might be expressing "I want to go with you."

    "No, I can't take you with me, it's too far."

    Yuan Xiao remembered that the last sentence he said to Al was "Wait for me." Because the Royce family came that day and wanted to pick up Bai Wenlin.

    Then, Al fell asleep, and the one who woke up was Bai Wenlin, who was unable to see him again until Yuan Xiao died. So before his death, Yuan Xiao had been thinking about this matter all the time, thinking that his funeral had not been explained clearly.

    Hearing him speak, Yuan Xiao raised his head in surprise, his hands trembling. Finally found the slippers under the bed, mentioned Al's slippers and walked towards him, "Why don't you wear shoes?"

    Yuan Xiao put his shoes on the carpet, looked down at Al who was leaning on the sofa, and asked eagerly, "Cub, you can talk"

    Al looked up at him, his eyes slowly blinking.

    Seeing his reaction, Yuan Xiao doubted whether he had heard it wrong just now. He bent down slightly and looked into his eyes, "Did you speak just now?"

    Al just looked at him persistently with his deep blue eyes, and Bai Wenlin often looked at him this way, but the eyes of the two personalities were different. Yuan Xiao was able to tell the difference between them, and felt that Al was shrouded in a deep sadness that the sun couldn't remove, but that expression was filled with a very shallow joy, thinking of the words Al suddenly said just now.

    "You're back."

    In the last life, after saying "wait for me" to Al, I never saw him again. Yuan Xiao looked into his eyes and wondered if he was blaming himself.

    He felt a little distressed, but Al didn't speak, and couldn't figure out what he was thinking. Yuan Xiao sighed, stretched out his hand and opened the curtain. The window facing Lake Como was like a picture frame of perfect proportions, showing the clear sparkling light of Lake Como to his eyes.

    Yuan Xiao saw the fine snow flying outside, gradually disappearing on the lake, and suddenly thought of the concert.

    Today, Bai Wenlin has to go back to Vienna to continue the rehearsal. Now that Al has suddenly woken up, Yuan Xiao does not know how long this personality will last. According to past experience, it will only be a day at most. He intends to see the situation and then.

    "Are you going out to see the snow?" Yuan Xiao stretched out his hand towards him.

    Al tilted his head, then carefully placed his chin in his palm, and looked at him, that "kitty" feeling came back, but in his eyes, there seemed to be deep pain, blue. Eyes are moist.

    Yuan Xiao really realized now that this Al is different from the one that appeared a few days ago. Now this one is almost the same as the one in memory. Except for his mature face, time has not left any traces on him. His clean temperament and clear blue eyes are exactly the same as when he was a teenager. An illusion that he was only eighteen years old.

    Yuan Xiao followed his chin, stroked the top of his head, rubbed it lightly, and whispered, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kept you waiting for so long."

    Al reached out and hugged his waist, leaning his head lightly on his chest, as if listening to his heartbeat.

    Looking at the top of his hair, Yuan Xiao said again, "Al, I'm sorry."

    He knew that although Al couldn't speak, it didn't mean that he was low in intelligence. It could only be said that he was the other side of Bai Wenlin, a personality caused by Bai Wenlin's excessive stress reaction. Yuan Xiao later communicated with the doctor and believed that Al was Bai Wenlin's escapist personality, so he used a fierce appearance to close himself. But behind the fierceness, there was a pure heart, and he was very fragile.

    Al hugged him tightly in silence, closed his eyes, and behaved like a child.

    Yuan Xiao saw a white boat quietly paddling on the beautiful Lake Como outside the window.

    After having breakfast under the grape trellis in the garden, Yuan Xiao took Al out to watch the snow. The snow fell lightly and failed to pile up, but this did not affect the scenery of Lake Como, which is known as the most beautiful lake in Europe.

    Walking along the promenade by the lake, a few swans are floating on the lake, and you can see the colorful Bella Corner on the other side of the lake. A Royce family bodyguard is closely followed one meter away. Come forward, "Sir, in front of you is Mr. Beckham's villa, you can't go any further, you can go this way and climb the mountain."

    Yuan Xiao looked up at the white villa with a corner not far away.

    "Beckham really lives here"

    The bodyguard nodded. "It will come every spring."

    Yuan Xiao took a breath, and the bodyguard pointed to the other side and said, "The opposite is Napoleon's Villa Merazzi."

    Al has always been very quiet. Sometimes when Yuan Xiao talks to him, he will nod or shake his head, never make a sound, and looks very good. In the afternoon, the two were rowing a boat on the lake. Al was tired and fell asleep leaning on Yuan Xiao's shoulder. The weight was like a grounded bird, breathing on Yuan Xiao's neck.

    After a while, it was Bai Wenlin who woke up.

    Bai Wenlin saw that he was on the lake with his chin resting on Yuan Xiao's shoulder, and immediately realized something.

    Yuan Xiao immediately saw that this was Wen Lin, and asked the boatman to dock the boat, "You have to go back to Vienna today, and you have to rehearse tomorrow."

    A deep haze shrouded Bai Wenlin's face, "Have you seen him?"

    Yuan Xiao said "um", a little confused, "Ask Lin, why do you and your sub-personality get along well?" Al seems to appear very rarely. In the past half year, Yuan Xiao has met him twice. He knew that one of them was fake, it was faked by Bai Wenlin, and he was afraid that the three views would be broken.

    Bai Wenlin sneered, "He delusionally wanted to take my things."

    "You mean you two are fighting for control of your body"

    Bai Wenlin glanced at him, "You can say the same." Looking at Yuan Xiao's appearance, he knew that he was still stupid and didn't know that he had pretended to be Al. Is it too slow to notice or does he actually not like Al as much as he thought?

    Yuan Xiao was a little puzzled. He felt that Al didn't have such an intention, but he had been away for too long and had no right to say anything about it. He saw Bai Wenlin's stinky expression and wisely did not continue to ask.

    Now, the two will pack up and prepare to go back to Vienna.

    However, Bai Wenlin didn't have anything to pack. He just went back to the room and saw at a glance that the apple he put on the bedside last night had disappeared, leaving only a single card with Yuan Xiao's greetings to him. Len's poems.

    "If I will see you, it will be years later. How can I congratulate you with tears and silence."

    Picking up the card, he stared at the poem as if to burn a hole in the paper.

    Yuan Xiao felt bad when he saw his appearance, and said cautiously, "Are you upset? I bought a lot of them yesterday, and I'll get you another apple."

    "No need." Taking a deep breath, Bai Wenlin looked at Yuan Xiao and said meaningfully, "It's in my stomach anyway, and no one can take it away."

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