But he didn't want Bai Wenlin to help him at all. Bai Wenlin could help him the first and second time, but he couldn't help him forever.

Bai Wenlin had no way to intervene or guide him. He could only watch him fall into self-denial again and again. His comfort seemed to have little effect.

He couldn't think of a suitable way, after thinking about it, there was only one way to try.

His sub-personality, even if it is rabies, Bai Wenlin has to admit, that rabies will always have the ability to coax Yuan Xiao to forget his troubles. In Yuan Xiao's heart, Al is the most special existence.

But his sub-personality had not appeared for nearly ten months, and Bai Wenlin almost thought he was dead.

Bai Wenlin first discovered clues in himself when he was fifteen years old.

Anyone who finds that they are in a good mood before going to bed at night, and when they wake up, go to someone else's bed, or even in their sleep, leaning against each other's heads, will realize that there is a problem. At that time, Yuan Xiao told him, "You are sleepwalking, yes, sleepwalking."

When Yuan Xiao lied, it was very obvious that he would not lie. Besides, Bai Wenlin knew that he never sleepwalked.

Even if he found something wrong, he never asked. He silently recorded what he did every time period in the notebook, and soon, he found that every once in a while, his memory was blank for a certain period of time.

On Thursday, he looked at his notebook, which was blank all morning.

In the afternoon, he took a nap and woke up and started practicing the piano.

On Sunday, the notebook is a full page of white paper.

In a month, this kind of incident happened five or six times. In terms of no regularity, the only thing in common is that these things happened after he fell asleep, and the time he slept was a little too long. Later, this kind of thing happened more and more, and the time became longer and longer.

He doesn't have narcolepsy at all, so what are the memories he's missing during these times?

In order to find the truth, he used Yuanxiao's dv machine. This dv player stores a lot of video, and has filled several memory cards. Bai Wenlin spent an afternoon flipping through every video.

He rummaged through very fast, and suddenly, he turned to the Turkish March at triple speed in the dv machine.

Bai Wenlin read it carefully.

He's pretty sure it's not him, he knows his playing like the back of his hand. Immediately afterwards, I turned to the first movement of Beethoven's "Moonlight" Sonata.

He never played Beethoven, even if Yuan Xiao put the score in front of him, he wouldn't play it. This kind of natural dislike is like a different aura.

The further back he turned, the more clues there were, and the time on the video information was exactly the same as the missing part in his notebook. When he saw "self" playing a serenade under Yuan Xiao's guidance, overturning the doughnut irritably, and finally lying on the other's knee, Bai Wenlin's usual gentle face slowly sank.

He began to observe the other self.

That's the other extreme entirely. He is always foolishly acting like a spoiled child, and he has obvious problems with his intelligence. He can't speak yet. He falls on Yuan Xiao at every turn, sleeps on Yuan Xiao's lap, hugs, feeds, and kisses him. He has never seen such mentally handicapped rabies. .

Moreover, Yuan Xiao was obviously very kind to him, liked him very much, hugged him and called him "Cub" and stroked his hair. Bai Wenlin had never let him hug him so intimately. Obviously, Yuan Xiao likes that rabies more than he likes himself.

After observing for a long time, Bai Wenlin knew all about the character of rabies and even the style of playing the piano.

One morning, Bai Wenlin, who woke up and found that he was "sleepwalking" again, did not get up directly, but lay down and pretended to sleep. After a while, Yuan Xiao, who woke up, saw that he was still sleeping, so he lightly tucked the quilt for him without waking him up.

After another minute, Bai Wenlin quietly opened his eyes a little.

However, what he didn't expect was that Yuan Xiao was changing clothes in the cloakroom. He probably didn't think that Bai Wenlin would wake up, so he didn't close the door and didn't hide it. Bai Wenlin was lying on his side on the pillow and caught a glimpse of the thin and fair back, bowing slightly and taking off his trousers. He closed his eyes first, and after a few seconds, opened them a little and stared blankly.

He never stayed in bed, but he got up unexpectedly that day, a heart beating lightly and fast in his chest. After changing clothes, Yuan Xiao walked back to the bed and slightly lifted the quilt to see if he was awake.

Bai Wenlin opened his sleepless eyes, blinked, and did not speak.

worked.

Yuan Xiao naturally regarded him as Al, and touched his forehead, "Cub, why is his face so red?"

Bai Wenlin still didn't speak, blinked, and slowly stretched out his arms in a gesture of hugging. When he did this, his face flushed unnaturally, and he felt ashamed.

Yuan Xiao seemed helpless, but he leaned over and hugged him, "Can you get up now?"

In an instant, Bai Wenlin's heart was slightly scratched by the cat's paw.

That was his first taste of sweetness.

In the early morning, before Bai Wenlin opened his eyes, he told himself in his heart, "If rabies is dead, then I will die. I will never pretend to be like that rabies again to please Yuan Xiao. This is the last time."

From the first time he tasted the sweetness unintentionally, he intentionally or unintentionally misled Yuan Xiao, making Yuan Xiao think he was Al. Under this disguise, he could enjoy Yuan Xiao's kindness to him unscrupulously without restraint. .

Today is the weekend, don't have a job and don't need to go to class. Yuan Xiao has been very tired recently, and he is in a sad mood. He really wants to sleep in, but his biological clock wakes him up.

The weather in the Magic Capital in October was not cool, and Yuan Xiao was so hot that he kicked the quilt away. Bai Wenlin next to him was still sleeping. They were very close to each other, and it seemed that he accidentally rolled over to Bai Wenlin's side in his sleep.

He was a little guilty, carefully lifted the corner of the quilt, and got up to go to the toilet, but this little gesture seemed to provoke the man next to him.

Bai Wenlin rolled over with one arm involuntarily, wrapped his arms around Yuan Xiao's waist, and pulled him strongly to his side, pulling him into his arms.

Yuan Xiao was about to call, but suddenly met his eyes.

Very close, the blue eyes just woke up, clean and clear as if there were clouds flowing.

Bai Wenlin tilted his head, blinked, and then, in Yuan Xiao's surprised eyes, put his chin on his shoulder, rubbed his chin like a small animal, and called out "full" in a nasal voice.

Al never spoke. At the age of sixteen, "Luo Yuanxiao"'s mother brought her one-year-old baby over for a short stay and kept teaching the baby, "Your name is Duoduo, and your brother's name is Manman."

Because the pronunciation is similar to "mom", Duoduo will soon call his brother "full", and he calls it every day, which is a joy. Suddenly one day, Al also learned. But he turned it over and over, only these two words, as if it was a tone particle, shouted when he was happy, and shouted when he was unhappy.

Yuan Xiao suddenly heard Bai Wenlin calling him that, and immediately realized that it was Al who woke up.

The tip of his nose was sore, moved and disappointed, and he hugged him back at a loss, "Cub, you finally woke up, brother misses you so much." Yuan Xiao always wanted to ask Bai Wenlin about Al, but he didn't want to. Dare, the current Bai Wenlin is always different to him, Yuan Xiao is a little afraid of him.

Yuan Xiao's eyes were wet, and he touched his hair with the palm of his hand.

In the direction that Yuan Xiao couldn't see, Bai Wenlin's face buried on his shoulder was as heavy as the unfathomable sea before the storm.

Yuan Xiao didn't know it, and said, "I've been worried about you, I'm afraid you'll cause trouble, you don't know anything, I'm afraid others will find out that you don't know how you were when I left." He rubbed the back of Al's head , wanted to let go of him, but Al's strength was as big as Bai Wenlin's, and it was difficult for Yuanxiao to break free, and he asked, "Cub, can you talk now, how do you get along with him?"

He stabbed Bai Wenlin in Bai Wenlin's heart every word, like a knife, slashing blood from his heart. He suppressed his anger and shook his head slowly.

Bai Wenlin used the monitor to observe the rabies. He could talk, but he didn't like to talk. Immediately stare nervously at the place.

When rabies falls asleep, the person who wakes up is himself. Bai Wenlin has also seen a doctor. He wants to kill his sub-personality. He hates this feeling of being out of control. But there is no such thing as a once and for all method, the human brain is too mysterious.

The doctor said, "The personality structure is multi-level and multi-faceted, and the personality is a whole composed of complex psychological characteristics and unique combinations. The second personality is not a mental illness, but your two personalities are completely different and too different. It's a mental problem."

The doctor prescribed some medicines to relieve his problems.

Since Yuan Xiao's death, rabies has not come out very much, and it seems that he has lost interest in this world. In addition to taking medicine, he came out less often, and Bai Wenlin's own sub-personality had disappeared.

But once came to the performance, rabies suddenly woke up without warning. Fortunately, Butler Royce was a smart person, and pushed another personality of Bai Wenlin to the stage, "follow the score."

The housekeeper has been holding the cross beside him and praying. Both the orchestra and the conductor found that Mr. Royce seemed to have changed from a Satan to an angel. His performance was completely different. The whole orchestra was very confused and cooperated with him for unknown reasons. But that performance had an amazing effect, and it went unbelievably smoothly without a hitch at all.

Albert's talent once again shocked the entire international music scene. In the same year, Vienna invited him to perform at the New Year's concert with the world's top orchestras and conductors. Major music festivals also rushed to throw olive branches to him. . People also called them two different names, "Hero" and "Bai Luo".

Bai Wenlin doesn't like public performances for this reason.

Lantern wanted to push Al away, but he couldn't push it at all, Al also started kissing his cheek, just like in the past, only more passionately.

Yuan Xiao hid, but couldn't help laughing again, "Okay, okay, you are so heavy, get up quickly."

Bai Wenlin said nothing, put a hand into his hair, kissed Yuan Xiao's neck, sucked a bit, Yuan Xiao was a little sensitive, but he still thought he was still the ignorant child and himself.Playing jokes "Don't kiss the cub, don't stop it, it will be weird if you kiss again, hey, hey, stop it, you are obedient"

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