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Fanwai·Queen's Diary
Queen's Diary
1
[Yonghe 7 years? February 13]
Today, I met a person.
He saved my life.
He walked towards me with a bloody sword, with the murderous aura remaining on his body, his lips were tight and slightly drooping, and he looked very cold. He was born extremely well, better than anyone I have ever seen.
At that moment, I finally understood why it was said in the notebook that life-saving grace should be promised by the body.
Such a man is too aggressive and can easily break his defenses, which is fascinating.
I didn't dare to look at him too much, I was afraid that I could not help but reach out to touch his solid and smooth chest, and I was afraid that I could not help but kiss his cold thin lips lightly.
I never knew that I was actually a Meng Langdeng apprentice?
Fortunately, for so many years, I have become accustomed to being a lady who makes people choose not to make mistakes. I pretended to be more calm and stable than usual. I simply told my own experience, told him who I was, and thanked him by the way. A life-saving grace.
He speaks very little, his voice is very low, with a little hoarse, and his voice is sultry. There is a faint male cold fragrance on his body, hidden in the bloody smell, and he is brought to me by the night wind from time to time, which makes my heart palpitations slightly.
Women are all keen, and with his breath, I know that there is no one around him.
He was very serious, he didn't look at me too much, and he didn't even mean to repay me. After sending me to the door of the house, he left without looking back.
It wasn't until his figure completely disappeared that I woke up and found my nails embedded in my palms, which had broken the skin.
I actually...forgot to ask his name.
I think I may have been too irritated today, and I am a little delirious.
Obviously such a big thing has happened, but there is only his confusing face and his sharp and cold figure in the killing.
Can't think about it anymore.
I must go to sleep, calm down and take care of everything today.
I know that what harmed me today must have something to do with Aunt Sun and Mei Qiaoqiao.
I want to get justice for myself.
2
[Yonghe 7 years? February 14]
After talking with my father today, I was completely disappointed with this blood relative.
He didn't believe that it was Aunt Sun and Mei Qiaoqiao who harmed me, which was in my expectation. What I didn't expect was that he even scolded my dead mother and accused our mother and daughter of deliberately raising a good name, which would attract people's coveting. This is not observing the virtues of women. He told me to put the robbery in my heart and stay at home honestly to marry me.
What's more ridiculous is that not long after I finished talking with him, the crying auntie grandson and Mei Qiaoqiao rioted into my yard and yelled injustice, and secretly accused me of oppressing the frail aunt and concubine, just as tolerant as my mother. Unpopular.
It's disgusting!
Now it seems that there is only one way left for me to get married with Shen Xiuzhu and leave this messy Mei Mansion.
But I don't want it. I have already decided to divorce.
What's more, if you do so many things to mother and daughter, don't you just want to Shen Xiuzhu? How could they stop.
Sure enough, rumors spread throughout Kyoto in the evening, saying that I had been tainted by the culprits.
Mei Qiao Qiao's mother and daughter really know the gentleman Shen Xiuzhu. They knew that Shen Xiuzhu would never ruin his relatives because of this kind of things. My reputation was bad, and Mei Mansion could send Mei Qiaoqiao to the Guo Gong Mansion as a regular wife or a noble concubine for ‘compensation’.
If Shen Xiuzhu refused, Mei Qiaoqiao would hold her heart and cry in front of him, saying that she did not blame the eldest sister. The eldest sister’s bad reputation is tired. Up.
In this way, Shen Junzi had no other choice but to agree to include her in the palace.
Since then, I have served together with Mei Qiao Qiao. Because of my bad reputation, I can only bow my head in the Shen Mansion from now on, and Mei Qiao Qiao has become the real mistress.
In the second half of my life like this, I suffocated after thinking about it.
Shen Xiuzhu is a good man and a gentleman, but he is definitely not the husband I want. This is what I understood when Mei Qiaoqiao pulled his sleeve for the first time but he didn't turn his face directly.
but me……
I really didn't decide to remarry Shen Xiuzhu just because I was overwhelmed!
If they hadn't bought the people from Jinling to deal with me, I had already made a clear statement with Shen Xiuzhu yesterday. In fact, he had already felt it. For the past two months, whenever I wanted to talk about it, he always remembered urgent official duties and left in a hurry. Yesterday at the Eastern Outing Festival, he couldn't find a reason to hide from me. I even brought the token, and I returned it to him after I prepared to explain it clearly.
Who knows, the mother and daughter can't wait.
Something like that happened and I met that person.
I want to divorce. If you want to marry in this life, you have to marry such a person.
But, am I being sentimental? He never looked at me again yesterday.
3
【Yonghe Seven Years? February 23】
I reported to the official, and Kyoto was boiling.
How can I make the mother and daughter do what they want?
I don’t know if I have some anticipation in my own heart, I hope that person will think of me after hearing this...
Speaking of which, I can't guess his identity at all, I have no clue. A horse is a good horse, and a sword is a good sword. The style of the night-walking black clothes on the body is simple, but the material is absolutely unusual.
His temperament is completely different from the noble princes in Beijing, that is, Shen Xiuzhu, who is capable of literary and military skills, and is one of the best in Kyoto, will also be eclipsed in front of him.
Could it be that he is a knight? Martial arts leader?
Maybe it’s just like saving a cat or dog on the side of the road to save me. Everyone says that I am the first beauty in the country, so why is he not beautiful?
In the past few days, my good father was scorched by my report to the official. Sun and Mei Qiaoqiao are like two frightened birds, crying and crying in panic.
They did well, and they moved Shen Xiuzhu here.
Thinking of his embarrassment in the daytime, I couldn't help but feel embarrassed and cramped my fingertips for him.
He bit the bullet and persuaded me, saying that the Principality Government would urge the government to investigate it as soon as possible, so that I would no longer be suspicious. He was willing to withdraw the case for me and take Mei Qiaoqiao and the maid next to Aunt Sun from her. The inside of the yamen was let out so as not to be beaten into tricks, which would even ruin the reputation of the Mei Mansion.
If I insist on going my own way, he will marry Mei Qiao Qiao back to the mansion to shelter this weak and helpless poor woman who has been wronged.
He was very painful and very anxious. He thought that I had gotten into the horns, just to kill Mei Qiao Qiao.
I have nothing to say.
He never believed me. He said that he only believed in conclusive evidence, but didn't he actually believe in Mejocho's tears?
Shen Xiuzhu and I finally retired.
I didn't give up, but I didn't care about it either. Why do bad guys always fail to receive retribution in time?
Shen Xiuzhu is much sadder than I am. He didn't really kiss Mei Qiaoqiao, but he still protected their mother and daughter.
I collected all the things he did for the mother and daughter as evidence and kept them. When my cousin came back from the border of Qishu, I must file a complaint.
I don't have any evidence that Mei Qiaoqiao's mother and daughter harmed me, but I have evidence that Shen Xiuzhu worked hard for other women.
The cousin is a hot temper and must not tolerate it.
When the time comes, I will ask my cousin to take me to the border, and he will definitely agree.
I want to defend my family, make military merits, and be a general!
If you are destined, you will surely see that person again in the future, right?
These days, don't think of him often anymore.
4
【Yonghe Seven Years? February 24】
The hand holding the pen keeps shaking, just like my mood at the moment.
There seemed to be a boiling stove stuffed in his chest, with hot bubbles rushing indiscriminately.
When planning the ‘future’ yesterday, that person was never taken into consideration.
Who would have thought that he actually appeared in front of me today, saying that he would like to shelter me from the wind and rain, and asking me if I would marry him. He stretched out his hand to me, the hand holding the sword, with slender fingers and distinct joints.
I was so confused at the time, I didn't know what I was saying, I just managed to hold on to the airs of my ladies.
He is so good-looking!
I thought that the dim light at night made him look flawless. I didn't expect him to be as perfect as a jade sculpture under the sunny and white day.
It's just... At this moment, when he recalled seriously, his expression was always calm and calm. The cold and solemn man, his dark eyes are deep and clear, and his tone is calm and calm, not as if he is fascinated by sex.
He should have known what happened to me, he sympathized with me, simply did good things to the end, and sent the Buddha to the west.
Yes, in this case, I am the poorest one.
But the people close to me have never comforted me.
My father only spoiled his concubine and concubine. Shen Xiuzhu was a cousin who had known each other since childhood, but he treated me as a political enemy.
Is it just because I never cry or make trouble?
It looked like a disadvantage before, but now I have a clear intuition. If I cry, this man who has fascinated me must not like it.
He is willing to marry me, in addition to seeing me pitifully, he should fancy me calm and dignified.
Did I really promise him?
It seems that there was just an hum, and he didn't even ask who his last name was or where he was home...
But I got his hand! Big and beautiful hands, dry and warm, with thick calluses on palms and fingertips. His martial arts are so strong, he must practice swordsmanship every day.
He said to go back to prepare and come home to propose marriage tomorrow, so I went home dizzy and forget about everything.
I was so fainted by this man, how could there be such a good-looking person in the world?
He was born in the world, so he came to mess up my mind!
I was really upset at the sight, and I was even worse than the dude in the capital.
I am...
Never let him discover the Meng Lang in my heart. A person who is as cold and lonely as him is really not to be blasphemy.
I will be a wife of the leader who can convince the crowd!
But... Mei Chengfeng will definitely not agree to this matter.
Shen Xiuzhu declined Mei Qiaoqiao, but he didn't know how to cry. Mei Chengfeng also counted on buying one get one free, and stuffed me and Mei Qiaoqiao into the Dingguo Mansion.
Tomorrow, the person I like comes to ask, and I will be humiliated.
How should this be done?
Will they fight for relatives directly?
If I do, I will just follow him, so as to save nights and dreams.
From tomorrow, is it going to embark on the road of escape? If you are with him hand in hand, it is also exciting.
It's a big deal to go to the border and go to my cousin. A great chivalrous man, for the country and the people, it is always more meaningful to defend one's family and the country than to wander around the rivers and lakes... right.
If you can sleep tonight, there will be swords and shadows in your dreams.
5
【Yonghe Seven Years? February 25】
I really don't know how to describe my mood at the moment.
he.
How could he be.
How could it be.
Turning through the book, the year number can be seen everywhere, at this moment, it is as hot as if it surfaced on paper.
This is his reign, and he is the young King Wei who has been on the throne for seven years.
Wei Jinzhao. Today, don’t know how many times have said this name silently in heart. Every time say it, the root of ears will become hot.
Thinking of Mei Chengfeng's aggressive manner and taking the nursing home to the front door to chase people out, but when he saw his appearance, his face was pale and he fell on the ground and shouted long live, I can't wait to write this book full of hahaha.
But I didn't laugh during the day.
Of course, a lady who has never changed her appearance like me has to keep her air well at all times. No matter if he is a great king or a martial arts leader, I will treat him without any difference.
He didn't make me a concubine, but married me as a queen.
But at the moment, I am emotionally sad.
It turned out that he really just liked my calm atmosphere. The prince of a country, what stunning beauty hasn't you seen? What he wants is for a handsome lady like me to manage the harem for him...
It's completely different from what I originally imagined.
I just want to live with him in love, even if I wander around.
I want a double for life.
Why is he a king?
what should I do? Do you want to be an indisputable queen to assist him and leave a world-famous name, or to let yourself fall in love like a moth to the fire, and finally be lonely?
It's better to be a virtuous queen. He had a life-saving grace for me, and today he took charge of investigating the Jinling kidnapping case for me, and I owed him a lot.
It should take a lifetime to repay it.
After all, it's a bit unreasonable.
That's it.
6
【Yonghe Seven Years? March 21】
Today, I married him.
Why am I here on the night of the wedding to bring up all kinds of notes for the next day... It's a bit hard to say.
Tired is really tired.
I want to write a very dangerous sentence: I will never do things like big weddings again!
I woke up earlier than the moon last night, and wore the back-closing Chinese clothes for nearly two hours. After that, it took another two hours to put on makeup and do some strange rituals.
Then boarded Feng Nian, and finally took a break for a while.
The journey by car is too short, but the walking corridor can't be seen to the end.
Fortunately, with him holding hands, walking across the square, the jade bridge, and the steps of the palace, Fang didn't feel it was so long.
The drums are rumbling, no voices can be heard, and the eyes are full of joy when look around.
Maybe it was an illusion. When passing by Shen Xiuzhu's side, Wei Wang seemed to slow down.
Yes, it should be an illusion.
How does he look like a jealous person? Welcome me, but because I am suitable.
Tonight, he doesn't want to move me.
...Of course it moved in the end.
He excused that he was too tired today. He was wearing a shirt and lying on my side without moving, so that I could rest at ease.
There is a clear distinction, and can't wait to build a bedding between the two.
I had no choice but to tell him some great truths, what kind of national heir, what responsibility, I was so dizzy when I said it, and he was also dizzy when he heard it.
Those who want to be kings are most afraid of those pedantic veterans who talk about ancestral rules.
He couldn't bear it, so he started to untie my clothes.
The rules were so serious that I took off my shirt, and the skin on my hand hadn't touched me for half an inch, as if I was an untouchable scourge.
His breathing was heavier, but he was still very calm and self-control, and he gave me a chance to repent.
It's like I suffered a huge loss.
Maybe I was hiding too well, and he didn't even know that I had missed him for a long time.
I am embarrassed to look at such a perfect face and body.
Because of the joy of the heart, he didn't feel the pain and intolerance when he was doing it physically. I just seized the opportunity to hold on to him, and used my natural instincts to cover up my admiration for him.
He is restrained, careful, and... jerky.
This surprised me very much.
Although he had known that he had not had a concubine by his side for many years as he succeeded to the throne, he had never expected that he was not well versed in personnel.
He stroked my hair and didn't mean to kiss me.
You can stop at any time depending on what he looks like.
This is not what I want. Although I am not a greedy person, I have already married my favorite prince, but I am not tepid on the couch, which is really unreasonable.
So I deliberately lost my sight, accelerated my breathing, and clenched him tighter and tighter with my hands.
When he lifted his body reluctantly, he casually kissed his lips.
His lips opened and closed, his breathing was messy, and the sound tempted him.
After all, he is a strong-spirited, strong-bodied man who practices martial arts.
He tried to kiss back, and I softened my body to respond to him, indulging him.
He got bold and let go of his hands and feet a little bit.
When it was in such a situation, he actually said to me, if you feel unwell, just stop it.
I had to gag his mouth.
His body smells so good.
With his caution, I survived the initial discomfort.
Although I don't have much skill at all, my heart is full of joy to hold my husband who is satisfied everywhere.
I am a little bit happy.
What a serious and self-controlling man this one is, I actually tempted him to show some affection.
The corners of his eyes were stained with a light crimson, as if a white jade came here with blood, gorgeous and cold.
I like him, and to this day, I like him even more.
He surrendered quickly because of no means.
He hesitated a little, as if he wanted to embrace me, but he didn't know what he was worrying about.
What can i do? Since I am married to this incomprehensible wood, I can only take the initiative.
I leaned on his chest and talked softly about the day when he saved me. Of course, I concealed the part that I was excited about.
I don't know where I touched him. Halfway through, he actually bowed his head and kissed me, and then it was a jerky and wildly presumptuous.
It was this time that his left arm on the couch was overstretched, and the wooden couch collapsed with a bang...
After that, I was temporarily placed in the side hall by him, waiting for him to repair the wooden couch...
People who are as upright as him and care about demeanor are naturally unwilling to let outsiders know that this is a shameful thing, and that it is not ashamed or ashamed.
Hasn't it been repaired after so long?
he comes
7
[Eighth year of Yonghe? May 11]
Too many things happened this year. I accidentally turned to this book and discovered that it has been more than a year since the last record.
I haven't seen him for three months.
He conquered himself, and the future Jinling army returned to their own territory. Now he is like an iron wedge embedded in the Jiawu Pass of Jinling, waiting for Jinling to bow down and negotiate a peace.
I didn't tell him that the person who escorted the food this time was the queen.
To be honest, until now, this man still makes me a little unpredictable.
After all, it's a king.
During the days after the marriage, he was so harassing that I couldn't even use the strength to lift a pen every day.
But he never said.
He didn't say he liked it, he didn't say love, and when he left me to fight, he never said what he missed.
Of course I don't say it.
He is Mingjun, and I am a virtuous empress. We should have a relationship that is as respectful as guests, as plain as water. On the couch... There are no counts on the couch, that's just natural instinct.
But this time I personally escorted the grain and grass over here, so I was a little bit out of the ordinary.
I don't know if he will tell him how distracted I am?
When he looked at others, his eyes were accurate and poisonous.
Uneasy, but can't suppress joy. I'm about to see him!
The camp is right in front, so stopped here first. In the second half of today, don’t know what it will look like...
...
I am drunk.
He had just finished a victory, and when he saw me, he had always been incapable of anger and anger, but he couldn't stretch it. He grabbed my waist and lifted me three times.
Seeing that he was happy, I drank a few sips of spirits like soldiers and congratulated him on his great victory.
And then……
I was so happy that I couldn't stand still, hanging on his body, telling him that I was walking along the way, feeling uncomfortable, and wanting to take a bath.
I didn't say that I would wash it with him! ! !
Not to mention that want to be with him in the tub...
Although I think he wants to die, I can still wait for a bath.
But when I was drunk, I just smiled at him stupidly, letting him hug me into the tub.
Recalling at this moment, the net is sparkling in front of my eyes, and circles of steaming water are constantly swaying and swaying...
My soul is also swaying in the hot water, I can only hold him, climb him, and make him slower and slower...
My wine is fully awake in the barrel.
If it hadn't been for the water to cool down, I was very suspicious that I would die in the water or melt in the water.
Having not seen him for three months, he seems to have mastered the skills in his mind.
The apex of his heart seemed to be held by him with a string, once and again, killing someone.
By the time he was hugged on the soft couch, I didn't want to move a finger anymore.
but……
He also has to deal with official duties.
He was sitting on the desk at the other end of the camp, with the lights on, neatly giving instructions.
Not to be outdone, I pretended to deal with official affairs, and recorded all the things today.
Look, where is this man who is indulging in love?
Vinegar.-Slippery. Wen. Learning. Sending. Fastest! In this life, I'm afraid I don't even want to hear him say that he loves me once.
Wei Jinzhao casually closed the diary in his hand and put it back into time.
He looked up at her.
"Queen, come, I have something to tell you."
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