On the first day of the first day, he was lowering his head and twisting the lid of the iced black tea. He just twisted it twice, and when he heard Yan Hang's words, the hand holding the bottle subconsciously expressed his surprise, and he tried hard.

The black tea in the bottle directly lifted the bottle cap, and slammed into a short and fat arc, slamming Yan Hang's leg.

"Hey!" Yan Hang was startled and jumped off the sofa, holding his trouser legs and shaking.

On the first day of the new year, quickly put down the bottle, grabbed two pieces of paper and wiped off the black tea on the sofa. Fortunately, it was a leather sofa, and the water did not penetrate.

"I'll change my pants," Yan Hang looked at him, "you're surprised."

I was very embarrassed on the first day of the new year. When Yan Hang went to change his pants, he twisted the rag and wiped the sofa again. He sat down and sighed.

Yan Hang changed his pants and sat back beside him: "Are you all right?"

"No," Chu Yi rubbed his nose, "how did you guess, guess?"

"It's not a guess. I thought he was a little familiar before, but later you said he was gay," Yan Hang said, "I thought a little bit in that direction."

"Then you, you..." I took iced black tea on the first day of the first year, and there were still more than half a bottle.

"Drink if you want, don't pinch back and forth." Yan Hang pointed at him.

On the first day of the first day, I took two sips and put the bottle down: "Then you..."

"What am I?" Yan Hang squinted his eyes after speaking, "You didn't come to help him confess, did you?"

"Ah?" It took two seconds for the first day of the first year to shout, "No! No! No!"

"Oh," Yan Hang made his reaction laugh, "No, no, what are you shouting?"

"I am..." On the first day of the first year, he really didn't know how to express it. He actually wanted to know what Yan Hang thought about this matter, but he couldn't find a suitable way to ask.

"I don't feel anything," Yan Hang smiled, "I don't hate it or dislike it. I think he is your classmate, nothing else."

"Oh." Chu nodded and breathed a sigh of relief.

A few seconds later, I suddenly found myself in a corner that was not easy to notice, and I was still a little disappointed.

I have absolutely no idea what this feeling is about and where it comes from.

After watching TV for a while and listening to Yan Hang whispering and practicing interpreting with the TV, he took out his mobile phone on the first day of the first day.

He is no longer a child, not the little dog who wanted to hide from everything before.

He is a dog.

The local dog is very fierce dog brother.

It's just a phone call, what's so scary?

He pointed out his mother's phone number and took a breath.

Yan Hang turned his head and glanced at him.

He looked over, and Yan Hang smiled at him.

He pressed dial, held the phone to his ear, and listened to the dial tone.

After a few rings, the phone was picked up.

"Hello." Mom's voice came out.

When he heard this "hello", he realized that he had not spoken to his mother for a long time. This short word suddenly reminded him a lot, and even pulled him back to his past memories for a moment. inside.

He was still very familiar with this voice. His mother's usual state was weak and boring. Just listening to the voice, he could imagine the nasolabial lines on her face that stretched to the corners of her mouth.

"Mom," said the first day, "it's me."

"Oh, why." There were no surprises or surprises in my mother's voice, as if this was his 186th call today.

"My grandmother is sick, is she ill?" the first day asked.

"Well, I'm in the hospital. I'm still thinking of giving you a dream to tell you when we're all dead." Mom said.

On the first day of the first day, he sighed softly, which sounded very familiar.

"Is there anything? It's okay to hang up," Mom said. "I don't have the ability to disappear together with your father. I was very tired after a day in the hospital."

"My grandmother, is it serious?" The first day asked again.

"It's not serious, and it's still alive," the mother said. "Why don't you call her and ask her when she'll die and you'll come back."

There was no sound at first.

Mom didn't speak any more, just hung up the phone.

The first time put a mobile phone on forehead and closed eyes, felt a little stuffy.

"What?" Yan Hang asked.

"I may, but I still have to go back." Chu Yi frowned.

"Your grandmother is seriously ill?" Yan Hang leaned over and patted his back.

"No, I know, my mother said that, like that," Chu Yi sighed, "I don't ask, come out."

Yan Hang also sighed and said nothing.

"My grandfather said," on the first day of the first year, he put his elbows on his knees and lowered his head, "you have to be responsible and responsible, and you can't touch me like my dad. If something happens, you will run away."

"Then what do you think, Brother Gou." Yan Hang looked at him.

"Brother Gou wants, go back and have a look." On the first day of the first day, he turned his face.

"Okay," Yan Hang didn't say anything else, took out his mobile phone and looked at the calendar, "If you decide, don't hesitate, I'll ask my colleague to book your ticket for you..."

"Machine, machine, machine..." The first day of the first year was a little anxious.

"Cuckold," Yan Hang glanced at him, "don't worry, they don't have much money, they can get tickets with a low discount, is it enough to stay for a day?"

"Enough," thought about it on the first day of the first year, and then became depressed again, "Mid-Autumn Festival is over, it won't work."

"Who said that?" Yan Hang smiled, "When will you come back and when will you pass? The moon is very round these days."

The moon tonight is actually quite round and quite big.

On the first day of the first day, Yan Hang sat on the balcony, watched the moon for a long time, and ate two moon cakes.

He took a selfie with his mobile phone and wanted to take a picture of himself, the moon and moon cakes on the first day of the new year, but it took a long time without success. He was a little depressed and looked at Yan Hang, who was always beside him. Emotional."

"No." Yan Hang said with a smile.

"Give you five or five dollars," said the first day of the first year, "buy one, the same minute, sympathy."

"Okay." Yan Hang stretched out his hand.

On the first day of the first day, he touched his pocket for a long time, and only found three dollars. He sighed: "A discount?"

Yan Hang took the money from his hand, sat next to him, raised his mobile phone with one hand, and put the mooncake pestle next to his face with the other: "Let you see how steady brother Xiaotian's hand is."

On the first day of the first day, he looked at Yan Hang in the camera.

Yan Hang is a very photogenic person, and he looks good no matter how he shoots.

"Are you going to laugh or just be so cool?" Yan Hang asked.

"Cool." Chu Yi said.

"Okay, one, two, three." Yan Hang quickly finished the count and pressed the shutter.

They both looked grimly.

"It's so cool." Yan Hang passed the original image to him, then put a mask on his face and posted the photo on Weibo.

"Why, why don't I have a mask?" On the first day of the first year, he leaned over and took a look.

"You are handsome." Yan Hang said.

The first day of the first day laughed: "Aren't you handsome?"

"I'm humble." Yan Hang said.

"Really said, convincing." Chu nodded slightly.

I didn't get much sleep on the first day of the night.

I woke up from a dream for a while, but don't remember what thought when woke up from the dream.

Still not mentally strong.

Don't you just go home and get scolded?

Isn't it just to be separated from Yan Hang for two or three days?

Isn't it...haven't been on a plane before?

Yes, the most terrifying thing that has never been on a plane, how can get the ticket? What do you do after you get the ticket? Get on the plane from there? How can find a seat?

"Come on, come with me," Yan Hang said after washing up, holding a bottle of yogurt while drinking, "My colleague has already booked a ticket, and I'll take you to the airport after a while."

As soon as I heard that Yan Hang was going to send him off, I felt a lot more at ease during the first meal, but I immediately remembered: "You don't go to work, are you going to work?"

"The flight at 10:30," said Yan Hang, "I'll take you there and come back in time for lunch."

"Oh." Chuyi got up and picked up the packed bag and followed Yan Hang out the door.

After going to the hotel to get the ticket, when took a taxi to the airport, always had the illusion that was traveling with Yan Hang on the first day of the new year.

Suddenly excited.

The thought that this was not a trip and that they were separated for a few days when they got to the airport made him suddenly depressed again.

After a while, mind was in a trance and suddenly excited, went on a trip!

Then come back to your senses and continue to be depressed.

"What are you thinking?" Yan Hang whispered in his ear.

"Yes, it's a bit like going on a trip, traveling." Chu Chu replied in a low voice.

Yan Hang laughed: "I can go on a trip when I take my annual leave."

"Really?" Chu Yi looked at him.

"Well," Yan Hang nodded, "Where do you want to go, you can figure it out now, I'll probably be free by the end of the year."

"Then I don't, it's not fake." Chu Yi said.

"You may not have someone to take care of your school's truancy," Yan Hang smiled, "Just buy a leave note and ask for a week's leave."

The airport is quite big and looks very classy.

On the first day of the first day of the new year, he had been in a state where the eyes and brains of the country dog ​​were not enough when he entered the city. He followed Yan Hang and looked around. He had to quickly familiarize himself with the environment, and he would have to do it himself when he came back.

"Okay, the boarding gate is written on the ticket." Yan Hang gave him the boarding card. "You can just walk in and follow the sign when you get in."

"Yeah." Chu nodded.

"Let's go and line up, you can enter." Yan Hang said.

"Oh," on the first day of the first day, he hurried to the back of the security check line, and then turned to look at Yan Hang, "How about you?"

"I have to go," Yan Hang looked at the time, "I can't go in either."

"Ah." The first day of the first day was suddenly a little flustered.

"You can call me and send a message when you go in," Yan Hang scratched his head twice, "call me when you arrive."

"Yeah." Chu Yi replied.

"When you come back, we will go to admire the moon." Yan Hang said.

"Yeah." Chu Yi laughed.

When Yan Hang turned around and walked out, he kept twisting his neck and staring at his back on the first day of the first year.

Yan Hang is very handsome, and his back looks slender and unrestrained, especially eye-catching. People come and go at the airport, but he can always see Yan Hang.

It was twenty or thirty meters away from going out. Yan Hang suddenly turned around, held a gun with his hand, fired a shot at him, and added a "pop" sound to his mouth.

At the first meal, I couldn't be more happy, so I covered my chest and cooperated with "ah".

An uncle next to him gave him a nervous look: "Where is it uncomfortable?"

"No," the first day of the first day hurriedly stood up, "no."

It was not until Yan Hang walked out of the hall that he turned around and slowly moved forward with the team.

He only had a small bag, and he passed the security check quickly. When he walked to the boarding gate, he wanted to go to the toilet first. He was afraid that he would not use the toilet on the plane, but he was worried that he would get lost and could not find the boarding gate, so he trotted After checking the place first, I went to the toilet again.

It was only when he was sitting in a chair waiting to board the plane that he relaxed and felt that he had become more foreign.

- It's taking off soon, it's going to shut down

Before Yan Hang returned to the hotel, the news of the first day of the first year was sent.

- take off and sleep for a while, you have been making pancakes last night

Yan Hang replied to him, and then the phone from the restaurant called. He was really busy these days. He came out today to send the first day of the first year of the new year, but he didn't dare to tell Manager Tang, so he could only let Zhang Chen have something to do. Call him right away.

When got back to the restaurant, didn't even bother to drink water, so started the noon work first.

When the lunch time was over, he took out his mobile phone and saw a few messages from the first day of the new year.

-It's late!

-I'm here, I'm going to take the airport bus now, I don't know where to go

- came out with people

- get in the car, go well

Yan Hang made a call.

"Are you done?" The first day of the first day answered the phone quickly.

"Well," Yan Hang smiled, "are you home?"

"Just got off the bus, hand over the car," the first day of the first year is estimated to be talking while walking, his voice is a little trembling, "Go home first, then go to the doctor, the hospital."

"Well," Yan Hang said, "your mother, let them say what they want to say. You can just listen to it, don't think too much."

"Okay." Chu Yi replied.

In fact, he didn't leave the house for a long time, and the surrounding scenery did not change at all, except that the temperature was much lower and he was a little cold, everything else was the same as he had seen for more than ten years.

"Yo, are you back on the first day of the new year?" The owner of the commissary was a little surprised to see him, "How long has it been since I saw him? Are you growing again?"

"Uncle." Chu Yi smiled.

"Your mother just went in," said the boss. "You came back by coincidence."

"My grandmother..." He hesitated for a while before entering the store, "Buy two packs, cigarettes."

"Your grandma hasn't been doing well these days," the boss brought him a cigarette. "I don't quarrel with anyone anymore."

I didn't speak on the first day of the new year. After my father's accident, the whole family seemed to be drained of all their energy. When he left again, my grandmother didn't even have anyone to be angry with.

When the door was opened, the familiar musty smell of the home that had not seen the sun for a long time came, mixed with the old oily smell of the kitchen.

When my mother heard the door open, she came out of the house. When she saw him, she was surprised for a moment, and then she frowned: "How about coming back for the funeral? It's early."

"Yo," Grandpa looked at him in surprise while sitting on the sofa, "Who is this?"

In the first day of the first year, didn't speak, changed shoes.

There was a box of moon cakes on the coffee table in front of grandpa, and he recognized at a glance that it was the box that Yan Hang helped him send back.

The moon cake has been opened, and the moon cake has been cut into small pieces in a mess, and the grandfather is pinching it and putting it into his mouth.

"Is it delicious?" Chu Yi asked.

"The skin is too thin and the oil is too big," my grandfather tutted while eating, "It's not as good as the vegetable market."

"I'll give it to you later, I'll serve you food, and buy it at the market." The first day of the new year passed and the remaining months of cakes were packed.

"You've been on the market for a long time, haven't you!" Grandpa slapped the table and shouted.

At first glance, he didn't speak.

"Put it down!" Grandpa shouted again.

The first batch of mooncakes was opened again.

"You're a bitch," my mother said next to me, "the name of the hotel is printed on the box, and you have never eaten mooncakes from a big hotel in your life, and you still have a vegetable market. Will my mother take your turn at home? "

"My grandmother..." The first day of the first year looked at my mother, "In the hospital?"

"Otherwise, where are you lying on the street?" Mom said.

"Which doctor, hospital?" asked the first day.

"I don't know." Mom turned a little irritably and went into the house, slamming the door.

"It's most suitable for your grandma to live in a mental hospital." Grandpa said in the back while eating.

I stood in the living room for a few seconds on the first day of the new year, turned around and changed my shoes and went out again.

How he lived in this family for more than ten years before, he suddenly couldn't understand.

Perhaps because of Dad's disappearance, the family, which was already depressed, has become even more eccentric and unbearable.

On the first day of the first year, didn't know whether to blame Lao Ding, father, or grandma, grandparents, and mothers who were always wrapped in a group of dejected living.

In fact, he didn't need to ask his mother before. Grandma's designated hospital is next to the third hospital, and she can't go to other hospitals except here.

On the first day of the first day, went directly to the inpatient department, asked the nurse to check the name, and asked grandmother's bed number.

In the past, he would have no confidence to do these things, dare not speak, dare not ask people, he would be unreasonably nervous in places like the hospital where people come and go.

But now, when he walked to the ward, he suddenly found that he had really changed a lot.

Maybe he was angry with his grandfather and mother just now, maybe he just came out of the airport, as a foreign-style dog, he didn't feel nervous and uneasy.

Grandma looked in good spirits, sitting cross-legged on the hospital bed, talking at a high voice.

The object of the conversation should be the other two old ladies in the bed next door, but the two old ladies were lying on the bed with their eyes closed, with a helpless expression on their faces, and one raised his arm to cover his face.

On the first day of the first day, he stood at the door for a while, and the state of his grandmother made him not want to enter the ward at all.

"Yo!" Grandma turned her head and saw him, her eyebrows jumped in shock, "Look at who this is! I told you, my grandson!"

The old lady on the bed next to her opened her eyes and glanced at the door, and snorted, "You can tell your grandma to stop shouting."

"What are you doing here?" Grandma looked at him, "This distinguished guest?"

He didn't speak on the first day of the first day, walked over and stood beside the bed.

"I'm fine." Grandma squinted at him, "Why are you running back, is it your aunt's good news for you?"

"Grandma," the first day bent down to look at her, "speak well."

Grandma looked at him and didn't react for a while.

"Have you eaten yet?" Chu Yi asked.

"No, eat a fart," said grandma, "your mother doesn't even have a holiday on National Day. I have to live by eating air at noon these days."

"I'll buy it." Chu Yi said.

The sign hanging on the bedside of my grandmother didn't say that she needed to avoid food, so on the first day of the first day, she packed a double-cooked pork at the restaurant at the door and took it back to the ward.

Grandma didn't shout this time, she sat on the bed with her face down in a daze.

"Let's eat first." Chu Yi said.

"Do you have any news about your father?" Grandma asked him suddenly.

"No." Chu Yi said.

"They say he's dead," my grandmother said, "or the police won't be able to find him, and if he's dead, they won't be able to find him."

"Eat." Chu Yi said.

Grandma took the lunch box and put a chopstick of meat: "This meal you gave me is better than your mother, she wants to starve me to death, so don't worry about it."

She didn't speak on the first day of the first day, leaned against the wall and watched her eat.

After eating, he packed up and threw it away, stood by the wall for a while, and left the hospital.

I didn't want to go home, and there was no other place to go, so strolled to the riverside on the first day of the first day.

Everything is the same as before. Now it's cold and there is no unpleasant smell by the river. As long as you don't look at the garbage on the beach, it's still okay.

His tree hole was still there, as quiet as before.

He stood in front of the tree hole and touched the edge of the hole, the familiar touch with a little warmth made his nose a little sore.

"Look," on the first day of the first year, he took out a small leather jacket and a steel shovel and stuck it to the entrance of the hole. "See you again. Let's talk. Let's talk for a while."

He pressed his face to the hole, said nothing, and stayed silent for a while.

It's really long, and it's a little hard to button up your face now, he smiled.

He stayed by the river for an afternoon, and when it was about dinner, he went to pack another braised pork rice and took it to the ward.

This time, my grandmother didn't speak in a strange way, but her mood was not very high.

I haven't seen you for a long time, but can feel it on the first day of the first year that grandmother's spirit is not as good as before.

"That school of yours," Grandma asked while eating, "does it take care of assignments after graduation?"

"It doesn't matter." Chu Yi said.

"Then where do you go to work and find it yourself?" Grandma asked.

"Yeah." Chu Yi responded.

"It's just you stuttering. You'll be damned if you can find it yourself," Grandma frowned. "Trash, you can't even get into a school that manages assignments."

The flight back was the morning of the day after tomorrow. He thought he could stay at home all day, but he didn't expect it to be half a day, and he was already a little irritable.

Tomorrow he plans to stay at his grandparents' house for a day and go directly to the airport the day after tomorrow.

I don't know why, when he usually doesn't see Yan Hang for a week, he doesn't feel so uncomfortable. Now, strictly speaking, he didn't even arrive for a long time, but he began to think about Yan Hang.

Thinking a little restless, walked back and forth by the river, but couldn't calm down.

When it was finally time for Yan Hang to get off work, he pressed down and called.

"Dog." Yan Hang picked up the phone and called him with a smile.

As soon as the voice came out, the whole person on the first day of the first day seemed to fall to the ground and sat on the stone bench next to him: "Are you off work?"

"Just came out, the uniform hasn't changed yet," Yan Hang said, "How are you doing?"

On the first day of the first day, he knew that Yan Hang was asking about the situation at home, but when he heard "how is it", his answer went astray: "I miss you so much."

Yan Hang was stunned for a while and then laughed: "It's been a long time since I saw you? I think I don't stutter when I think about it?"

The first day was suddenly a little uneasy.

The answer of his conditioned reflex, his kind of miss that surprised Yan Hang.

Emotions he hadn't been paying attention to came up suddenly.

He didn't even have time to think carefully, and suddenly felt a little stiff in his body.

"Why didn't you speak?" Yan Hang asked.

"I don't, I don't know," Chu Yi said again, his voice trembling uncontrollably, "I have, a little... scared."