Chapter 50 My Emotions and Desires

Who is Zhuyan? I pondered, my eyes fixed on Zhuyan, "When do you want to see it?" Zhuyan stared straight ahead without looking at me, his tone was cold, and his words interrupted My thoughts came back to my senses, but I didn't expect to be discovered by him, I scratched my brows and coughed and looked away.

"Come in." I waved my hand, first glanced at Zhuyan and then at the male ghost. The male ghost looked desolate and frowned. Maybe he was thinking about the memory of his disappearance. I sighed and got up and walked into the tavern. The tavern was full of ghosts, and all I could see were ghosts and shadows. I gathered my breath early, and other than the old ghosts like Sister Hua who have some practice, they should not find me.

"This is the sweet-scented sweet-scented osmanthus wine that just came out this year. The sweet-scented sweet-scented sweet-scented osmanthus is used in the world. It's delicious. Come and taste it." Sister Hua greeted softly, and she saw Luo skirt swaying lightly, her face pink, and she came in to practice. Another improvement.

The male ghost stared at Sister Hua hard, shook his head and exclaimed, "She is so beautiful!" I agree with a slight nod, Sister Hua is indeed a flower in the ghost world, and she is beautiful and charming, with a brain. She is very smart, no matter how difficult the ghost is, she can be obediently handled by her.

Stepping over the threshold with her feet, Sister Hua's nose moved slightly, and she glanced at me from the corner of her sharp and coquettish corner. Her eyebrows and eyes were curved, her teeth were slightly exposed, and the corners of her mouth filled with a smile. She immediately wanted to come, but she hesitated for a second, and I saw her eyes fall on Zhu Yan, her eyes flashed a little light, and she stared at me for a while, and then smiled quite meaningfully.

Without touching the ground, she walked very fast and landed in front of me in a blink of an eye. She didn't say a word and greeted us into the private room. She drew the straw curtains to avoid the noise outside. Only then did she hold my hand, "Little Li, why are you here today?" After speaking, she sniffed me and breathed a sigh of relief, "It's fine to see that you're all right, I thought you were suffering from others again. hurt.

"I'm fine." I smiled lightly and shrugged indifferently. Sister Hua laughed and greeted Zhuyan to sit down with the male ghost. I saw the light from the corner of her eyes looking at Zhuyan with a thoughtful look.

"These two..."

"Oh." I came back to my senses and forgot to introduce, "He is Zhuyan, I..." I pursed my lips and stared at Zhuyan, thinking about how to introduce him, Zhuyan looked awe-inspiring, and only looked at me from the corner of my eye, I struggled for a while, "He is my teacher in the world."

"Just a teacher?" Sister Hua covered her mouth with a coquettish smile, raised her eyebrows and her eyes were meaningful, "I think our little Li has grown up." Sister Hua said something I didn't understand, and I didn't care.

As a person, he came to the ghost world 1; 148471591054062, Candle Yan was calm and did not have any excess emotions, and the male ghost was already lost in the beauty of Hua Jie, so he almost pulled out his eyeballs and stuck them on Hua Jie's body . I shook my head secretly, "Sister Hua, I want to talk to Uncle Pa..."

"Little Li! Xiaoli, Xiaoli!"

Before I could finish speaking, a gust of cold wind flew over, and before I could react, I was hugged by a heavy body. If I were human, this way of hugging would have been strangled long ago.

"Little Li, I knew it was you. I smelled you and came after me. It's really you. Why did you come back? Why did you sleep for so long? Do you know that I miss you so much?" A series of words fell on In my ears, my head, which was not so clear before, was even more confused.

Seeing this, Sister Hua just smiled but didn't speak. I was full of helplessness. I looked at Zhuyan subconsciously. His face was very bad. I saw that he seemed to get angry, so I didn't feel like pushing away the thing that was pressing on him.

"Hu San, let go of Xiao Li, she is different from before, she can't bear you." Sister Hua walked over to pull Hu San away, and when she pulled away, I breathed a sigh of relief and a long-lost eyeliner appeared. face.

His face is like a crown of jade. Although he is a male, his lips are red and his teeth are white, but he is full of heroic spirit. He is not lacking in masculinity at all. There is always a smile on the corners of his eyes and brows, and his clear eyes flash with excitement. His name is Hu San. He is not a ghost, but a demon. He is a thousand-year-old fox demon. I have been friends with him for a thousand years. Hu San is not as good as he looks. He is surly and cunning. He likes to play pranks the most.

"Little Li, I heard from Sister Hua that you were carried away by humans, and you lost your spiritual power." Hu San stared at me anxiously, "Humans are so bad, if they bully you, how can you protect yourself?" While speaking, he shrugged his shoulders and nose, and stared at Zhuyan coldly, "Are you human?"

"Yes." Zhu Yan said lightly, Hu San's smile disappeared immediately, and he was about to be held down by me in the next second.

"He's my teacher." I pressed Hu San.

"Teacher?" Hu San raised the corner of his mouth, disdainful, I patted his head to calm him down, he still listened to me anyway. Hu San curled his lips and put away his demon power, "What's so great about a teacher, we Xiaoli know everything and don't need a teacher at all. Xiaoli, come with me, I will never let you be bullied, I love you the most! "Hu San said that he was about to hug me and was held down by me, Hu San is an open vixen, be careful to be eaten with tofu with him.

Although I haven't seen Hu San for hundreds of years, I don't miss him at all when I think of him as a talkative and courting madman.

"No." I glanced at Hu San, "Be honest, I have something else to do."

"Anything, I'll help you. Anything is fine, even hell." Hu Sanliang's eyes were shining, and the stars in his eyes were twinkling. I vaguely felt that the surrounding air pressure was very low. It won't look good either, probably because I'm wasting time, I thought to myself.

"Okay, Hu San. Don't make trouble." Sister Hua said with a smile, "What the hell is going on with Xiaoli?"

Hu San closed his mouth and stared at me expectantly, I forgot that he was not just a chatter but also a nympho, I gathered my mind, told today's case first, and stared at Sister Hua, "I want to know , Is there anyone in the ghost world doing human flesh business?"

It’s not that there is no ghost market in the human flesh business. It’s just that if you violate the precepts of the ghost world, you will lose your soul and never survive. However, most of the ghosts who stay in the ghost market want to cultivate and become Dao. For thousands of years, there have been many methods of cultivation, and sorcery has become more popular in the past hundred years. , There is a saying that eating human flesh and drinking human blood can promote cultivation, so although there are risks, there are still ghosts willing to take risks.

"I haven't heard of it, but I can check it out." Sister Hua thought for a while and said, then turned to look at Hu San, "You go to the ghost market first, especially those who do black business, you should ask about it first." Hu San agreed, but disappeared.

"Little Li, wait for me, I'll be back soon!" Hu San's shout came from the sky, my face was black and helpless and funny, after all these years, Hu San hasn't changed at all, he's chatty and nympho.

"Hu San, he's just your nympho." Sister Hua seemed to see through my mind and smiled slightly, and when I looked at her intently, I smiled. "Xiao Li, you just said you wanted to find Uncle Pa, did something happen to your body?" Sister Hua looked at me worriedly.

I pursed my lips tightly, I'm not sure, but my heart hurts occasionally, and my body temperature becomes very strange. I want to find Uncle Pa to see, is this going to die? Although I work with dead people, I haven't died, so I don't know exactly what death is.

"Is Uncle Pa here?" I asked softly.

"Yes, go see him. After you left last time, he said that you should come again soon. As expected, he was right. This old guy has not been unfamiliar with his craftsmanship for thousands of years. Name. You go, he is waiting for you in the garden." Sister Hua smiled, and glanced at Candle Yan from the corner of the eye, "Don't worry, I will take care of them."

"Yeah." I agreed, staring at the candle flame.

"Be careful." Zhu Yan said solemnly, his eyes focused, I nodded and got up and left.

The last time I came, the backyard was still very deserted. Today, the flowers in the backyard are all in bloom. The red blood spirit flowers are delicate and dripping, and the red ones can drip blood. I walked all the way and saw Uncle Pa watering the flowers. Seeing me coming in, Uncle Pa looked up at me.

"Come." Uncle Pa said in a deep voice.

"You know I'm coming?" I pouted, Uncle Pa didn't answer, just smiled lightly, with an unfathomable look, "Uncle Pa, am I going to die?" I thought about it and said directly without going around in circles, no Knowing why I thought of dying, I was looking forward to it. Maybe I was really tired of being in the world and didn't want to come again.

Uncle Pa's eyes sank, and the corners of his mouth curled up like a smile, "What do you think?"

"My heart will hurt, I didn't before, I will have a lot of messy emotions, and I didn't have it before." I walked to Uncle Pa, "Uncle Pa, what's the matter?"

"Little Li, you are forced to enter the human world, and you are contaminated with the human breath too much. These breaths have entered the depths of your body and become the memory of your soul. I noticed it when I replaced your organs last time. You are no longer the same as before. The one who has washed away has no heart, no love, no hate, it is a sacred and noble existence, you have spent seventeen years in this world, and you have already made you more like a person." Uncle Pa said it, and my heart was silent. tightly.

"Those things are..."

"It's human emotions." Uncle Pa said in a low voice, "Little Li, you have grown up. Although you have existed for thousands of years or even longer, you have never grown up."

Seven emotions and six desires? How can I have people's emotions? What will happen to me if I have emotions? I still want to ask, Uncle Pa shook his head and said only two words, "Heavenly Secret."

"Do you like that human outside?" Uncle Pa suddenly looked at me, staring at me with vicissitudes of life, and I was taken aback. Humanity? Uncle Pa is talking about candle flames!

"Is he really human?" I said faintly, in fact, I always felt that Zhu Yan was not a human being, but something else, but I didn't expect that he was really a human being.

Uncle Pa didn't look at me, looked down at the flower, "Heavenly Secret."

Another heaven!

"Uncle Pa, do you only know these two words?" I was a little helpless and wanted to know more. Am I going to be an adult? I don't want to be human.

"Although you have more human emotions, but don't worry, you will never be a human being. You are still Shuli, but you are no longer the same as before. Your spiritual power is still in your body, waiting to be awakened." Looking at me, the look in his eyes reassures me.

I, also have emotions?