Ji Ling looked at him calmly and said slowly, "Of course I know what I'm talking about."

Ning Yu closed his eyes and opened them again, his black eyes were full of coldness, and his voice was hoarse: "What did you hear outside?"

Ji Ling pursed her lips.

Ning Yu said firmly: "No matter what you hear, don't take it to heart, I will handle it."

From the moment he embarked on this road, it was destined to be a lonely, bloody, cruel road. He could only go forward and never turn back. He was always walking on the edge of life and death, carrying everyone's expectations alone.

It's his own choice, and he won't blame anyone.

And no matter who wins Carlos or Jing Sui, the resistance army must be eliminated, and it cannot be tolerated.

Even without Ji Ling, even as in the previous life... Jing Sui still never let go of the rebels.

This time, it's just a little bit earlier.

Ji Ling smiled: "You should understand that if I go back, at least one of them can be persuaded to stop chasing you and the rebels temporarily, and they can also shift their conflicts and buy more time for you. Give more people a chance to escape."

Ning Yu took a deep breath, his chest rose slightly, and looked at Ji Ling gently and calmly: "I don't need you to do this, I can protect you, and I can protect them..."

"You can't, you can't protect everyone——" Ji Ling interrupted him with a calm look in his eyes, raised his mouth and smiled slightly: "Besides, I don't need your protection at all. Whether it's Your Majesty or Carlos, They are all very kind to me and are willing to protect me. Even if I go back to Jing Sui, I can still be my noble noble, even his queen, living a life of a group of servants in brocade clothes and jade food, instead of being here How do you know that I am incognito and drifting away...I don't want to go back?"

A look of pain finally appeared in Ning Yu's eyes, he walked towards Ji Ling step by step, his black eyes were as dark as an abyss, his voice was low and hoarse, wrapped in anger squeezed from the depths of his chest, and said sternly: "Don't talk stupid! It's stupid to stand up and do things that are beyond your control!"

This is the first time Ji Ling has seen Ning Yu so angry. Even if he provokes him before, he always takes it lightly, as if no matter what he does, it is not enough to cause him any disturbance. He is always so gentle, calm, Reasonable... But at this moment, he looked so fierce and angry.

But Ji Ling was not afraid at all.

He raised his head, curled his eyes and smiled softly, his voice was erratic and sharp as a knife: "It is not important whether I am overestimating what I can do, isn't it important - is this the best choice for you? Everything is full of calculations, and you clearly understand the calculations, this time..."

Ji Ling said word by word, "Gabriel, you have disappointed me."

Ning Yu's face suddenly turned pale, and he was almost unsteady, staggering and taking a step back.

He stared at the young man in front of him.

The young man's words easily revealed the deepest secret hidden in his heart.

This is the first time he has allowed himself to be dominated by emotions, without calculation, without taking advantage... to approach someone he shouldn't have approached at all, he wants to protect him.

He did an irrational thing.

But this time alone, the price was too heavy for him to bear.

Ning Yu closed his eyes forcefully to hide the anger, pain, and sadness in his eyes. He slowly said, "You don't love him..."

Ji Ling smiled and said indifferently: "It doesn't matter if I love him or not, do so many people in this world get together because of love? It's not like you would say such naive words. Woolen cloth……"

Life, freedom, money, ideals, career, everyone has their own scale in their hearts... Everyone has their own scales in their hearts, and there are things they think are more important than love.

For Ji Ling, going home is far more important than love.

He won't fall in love with anyone here. Since they are all the same, what is the difference between who is around?

So he doesn't mind doing something he can do, maybe just so that he can go home with more peace of mind.

Ning Yu opened the corner of his mouth, revealing a self-deprecating smile, yes, it really doesn't look like he would say something.

In his eyes, freedom and faith... are much more important than love, so even if he is tempted, he chooses to stay away, and even if he is reluctant, he chooses to let go.

Time and time again, let the boy who shook his heart leave his world.

But it wasn't until this moment, when some emotion that he had never had before was impacting his reason and made him make wrong judgments, did he realize that sometimes it's not easy to stay rational all the time. So there are weaknesses, precisely because humans are emotional animals after all, not fully rational machines.

Even if you know that you can save more people by giving up one person, you can't easily gouge out the people in your heart and remain indifferent.

He didn't want to lose him again.

Ning Yu lowered his eyes, his face was pale due to blood loss, and his dark eyes had a faint repressed sadness. He walked over, lowered his head, and pressed his forehead against the boy's forehead, his voice was very soft, as if with a hint of pleading. Means, he said: "I will find a way, I don't need you to help me, so stop talking like this, okay..."

Ji Ling was silent for a long time, looked away, and said, "You've been here for too long, someone will come to you."

Ning Yu moved slightly.

He fought outside one after another, and finally brought the survivors back. He didn't even have time to treat the wounds, just to take a look at the boy and see if the boy was still here, but he knew that he couldn't stay long because he needed to. There are many more of him.

He doesn't have time to do whatever he wants.

Ning Yu closed her eyes to hide the sadness and bitterness in her eyes. Her voice was hoarse and gentle, she kissed the boy's forehead, and said, "Stop thinking about it, eh? Just stay here and you'll be fine."

Ji Ling did not speak.

It wasn't until Ning Yu finally left that he stepped forward and closed the door calmly.

The system hesitated for a moment, then said: [Are you really going to go back to Jing Sui? 】

Ji Ling said: [Yes. 】

The system said: [Is it because of the words of those people today? Those people are indeed a bit too much. 】No matter what happened to Ning Yu this time, at least he had protected them countless times before and died for them, but this time Ning Yu just wanted to protect one person, but faced such accusations and doubts...

Ji Ling was silent for a moment, let out a breath, and laughed: [Actually, it's understandable, it's an idol burden. 】

system:【? 】

Ji Ling: [No matter how much Ning Yu has done for them and sacrificed more, as long as one makes a mistake and does one thing unsatisfactorily, some people will be dissatisfied, and people's hearts have always been like this... but as long as it is human How can you not make mistakes? He is not a heartless and ruthless God, who always lives only for others. 】

The system has some difficulty accepting such a thing.

Ji Ling said quietly: [So to a certain extent, being a bad person is much easier than being a good person. A good person needs to go through ninety-nine-eighty-one hardships to become a Buddha, while a bad person only needs to do one thing. 】

System: [What's the matter? 】

Ji Ling: [Put down the butcher knife and become a Buddha on the spot. 】

system:【……】

Ji Ling sighed, although everyone knew that Jing Sui and Carlos would not let the rebels go, and they would definitely cut the weeds and roots after using them. The existence of the rebels and Gabriel was a thorn in their eyes... But Ning Yu revealed his identity in order to find himself. , and taking himself at Carlos' wedding really accelerated that.

Ning Yu really did something that shouldn't be done.

Although he has tried his best to minimize the impact and try to bear it all alone, his identity and position are destined that his words and deeds cannot only represent himself, and there are too many people behind him relying on him .

If he was rational and calm enough, he shouldn't have come to save himself at all, he shouldn't have come close to him at all, he should have been like the previous life...

'Be at peace'.

The nobles and the rebels, in fact, are the least likely between them.

This mistake should have ended with him.

………………

Ji Ling knew that he should leave, but bad things always come faster than people think.

The next day, he just got up and came to the team with Aman. Suddenly, the sky and the earth shook. The guard plate at the top of the base was shaken and fell down, revealing black holes, as if the sky had been dug one by one.

Looking around, people panicked.

The piercing sirens and people's cries, noises, and angry shouts are mixed together, like the sky is falling apart, and despair and fear are spreading.

Aman stood there in a daze, turned to look at Ji Ling, and murmured, "Why so quickly, we were discovered again..."

Yeah, it's so fast.

It seems that Jing Sui and the others are really determined and want to find themselves back as soon as possible. Fortunately, they haven't used destructive weapons in a frenzy. I'm afraid they are afraid that they will not be able to find the ashes they directly blast... Do you want to thank them for their mercy? At least they didn't kill them all, leaving a line.

Ji Ling was a little distracted.

Suddenly, he felt his hands tighten, and when he lowered his head, he saw Aman clutching his hands tightly, and said with a pale face, "Let's run away."

The flow of people rushed to the rear, and everyone was desperately heading to the spaceship and the shelter.

try to escape from here.

don't know how many people will survive this time.

Ji Ling looked at Aman and smiled, then threw off his hand and walked forward against the flow of people. At this time, no one could take care of him.

Aman was very anxious. He didn't understand what Ji Ling was doing, and shouted his name. Unfortunately, because there were too many people, Aman's words were soon drowned in the crowd, and he was dragged back by the crowd.

Ji Ling was fortunate that he still had at least a C-level physique, so that he would not be trampled to death among this group of civilians, and he managed to swim against the current, gradually reducing the number of people around him.

The civilians, the old and the weak, women and children have all retreated, and the soldiers in the resistance army are in the back, they are wearing combat uniforms to block the enemy's attack.

There were casualties everywhere, and the air smelled of dust and blood.

The sky of the base has been shattered and crumbling, and the sky is about to fall...

Ji Ling could already see the imperial soldiers outside, and the attire should be the royal army on Jing Sui's side. He was walking among the ruins and was about to walk out. At this time, a man in black attire with a cold and serious face used to be. Fang Yi jumped over, his legs were straight, standing there, like a god of war who would never fall, blocking Ji Ling's face.

Ning Yu was injured again, Ying Ting's cold face was stained red with blood and flowed down his thin chin. He looked deeply at Ji Ling and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't go."

Ji Ling was silent for a moment, then suddenly raised his mouth and smiled: "You asked me what I want? You told me that I can choose to do what I want..."

Ning Yu seemed to have anticipated what he was about to say, her lips trembled slightly, her eyes changed slightly, and her hand clenched suddenly.

Ji Ling looked at him seriously and said slowly, "I'm doing what I want to do now, but are you going to stop me?"

Ning Yu looked at him with an expression of pain and sadness, fierce and decisive, and blood dripped on the ground along his fingertips.

He has never begged a person like this, begged a person to stay, this is the only time... But he is destined to not get the result he wants, because he knows in his heart that the young man looks weak, but he is more stubborn than anyone else , he has his own perseverance.

Now he finally saw the real boy, saw him bravely choose to do what he wanted to do, but suddenly he would rather not see it.

This is not what he wants to see.

Ji Ling looked at Ning Yu, was silent for a moment, and said softly, "Why..."

He won't love anyone in this world, because he doesn't want to lose his heart in a place where he can't find it, he doesn't want to carry too many unbearable things, and he always guards his bottom line carefully.

Maybe a little indifferent, maybe a little ruthless, but as long as it is human, who doesn't want to be a little selfish?

He is the same.

So sorry.

Ning Yu's chest was ups and downs, and his black eyes fluctuated violently. He persistently stretched out his hand to Ji Ling again, and said slowly and hoarsely: "Go back with me, don't be willful."

Ji Ling sighed, he suddenly raised his hand and took off the disguising device behind his ear, revealing his bright and beautiful face, his blue eyes were open, the corners of his mouth raised, and he smiled: "Don't be self-willed. You're right. You know... as long as I don't want to, you can't keep me."

No one would allow their gods, their hopes, their leaders... to leave behind an imperial aristocrat.

Especially this one, the imperial nobles who will make them irreversible.

Unmasking, revealing identities - that's when they parted.

Ning Yu looked at the young man in front of him showing his true face, so dazzling and dazzling, even in the midst of the swirling flames of war, people couldn't take their eyes off, like a bright color in blood and fire, so beautiful... but more than any other People are more decisive and cruel.

The heavy mecha troop landed on the ground with a bang, and a man of steel stared at him, ruthlessly destroying everything in front of him...

Ning Yu stood there.

Watching the young man give him a smile, he turned around and walked forward, passing him by, step by step... getting further and further away from him.

And he couldn't move.

He thought he saw through everything, thought he was the closest to the truth, thought he was different. But in fact... he is the one who is the furthest away from him, the least qualified to approach, and he is not even qualified to keep the other party...

Remove the disguise and reveal your identity.

Meeting is parting.

Maybe it is because I understand this, I expected today, so I don't want to get close, I don't want to give my heart, it's a pity...

What he did in the last life, he did not do in this life.

One step away, and the whole game is lost.