Chapter 33

The next day in class, Zhao Yibai came back.

Guan Di and others gathered around Zhao Yibai and asked him where he died. Zhao Yibai fooled him with a random reason, and Cheng Yan didn't realize that others were coming until he arrived in the class.

"Why didn't you go to me?" Zhao Yibai usually waits for him and learns together. Except for special circumstances, he didn't wait for him when he came back today, and he didn't send a message to him. Cheng Yan asked.

"I came from my aunt, and I didn't return home." Zhao Yibai said that his aunt's condition has improved and has now been moved home.

"How do you say it?" Cheng Yan asked in a low voice. He was quite concerned about these things, not politely, but really. He really wanted to know how to deal with these bad things.

Zhao Yibai sighed: "What can I do? Divorce."

"Just let that person go like that?" Cheng Yan thought, the uncle tossed the aunt so badly that the divorce was over, and it was too unfair to the woman.

"My dad beat people up, but what's the use? He's a scum. He's been like that in his life, so leave quickly, it's better to be less involved." Zhao Yibai said, "It's just pity for my aunt, she doesn't dare to Going home, and now living in our house, Chen Qi’s house is still rented, and he doesn’t even have a place to live.”

Cheng Yan was surprised: "When your aunt got married, you didn't even have a house?"

"There's a fart, Chen Qi didn't do it well, he rented a house when he got married, and it was easy to do."

"Then why do you want to?" Even if you didn't pay attention to the man's family background before, it's impossible to not care at all. You don't even have a house, you don't have a fixed place to live, and if you marry in a rented house, how can the woman's parents agree to it? of? Cheng Yan was very puzzled.

Speaking of this, Zhao Yibai couldn't help sighing, one by one, "What is my aunt, Ren Shan, I said back then that I couldn't do it,

after marriage

The two of them worked together to get everything, then Chen Qi pretended to be a dog, who knew he could be this kind of thing? The family objected and it was useless, and they also took a fluke and thought that they might be fine after marriage. Anyway, in one sentence, they saw the wrong person. "

Cheng Yan didn't know what to say, so he sat down, lying on Zhao Yibai's table, his face full of sadness.

Zhao Yibai patted his head: "It's okay, what are you worried about about my family?"

"It's uncomfortable," Cheng Yan said helplessly, "Why can't people be more honest with each other, before marriage and after marriage, you won't know if you choose the wrong person, but it's too late when you know, marriage and youth are all over the place. Paying up, this kind of ending... is too unwilling."

Zhao Yibai looked at him and said, "Yes, so keep your eyes open."

He leaned forward and whispered, "Have you figured out Song Yu's temperament?"

Cheng Yan retracted his arm, and was stared at by Zhao Yibai uncomfortable, he said, "Why did you pull it on me?"

Zhao Yibai put the schoolbag into the table hole.

"Cheng Yan test paper." Li Xiaoxiao came to the two of them, holding a stack of test papers in his hand, which was being distributed. Seeing the two eagerly chatting, he asked, "What are we talking about?"

Cheng Yan raised his head and carried the test paper. There was a bit of noise in the classroom, and he said in the noise: "Monitor, let me ask you a question, how do you girls identify scumbags?"

The question came suddenly, and Li Xiaoxiao was not ready: "Scumbag?"

Cheng Yan nodded.

Li Xiaoxiao: "What's wrong? Who met a scumbag?"

"What scumbag?" Shen Yun heard it too, came over from the side, had something in her mouth, and leaned down on a table.

"Cheng Yan just asked how to identify scumbags," Li Xiaoxiao recounted, "This should be your special session, answer him."

Shen Yun folded her arms and responded seriously, "It's easy to recognize, greasy, likes to sell miserably, tends to be violent, spends girls' money, likes to criticize, etc..."

"Do you have a story?" Zhang Zihao heard clearly from the side, and couldn't help but say.

Shen Yun gave him a roll of eyes and scolded: "You only have a story when you ride a horse, go away."

Zhang Zihao teased someone, but Cheng Yan ignored him and continued, "The characteristics you mentioned are all too obvious. Some boys won't be so stupid that they expose these shortcomings as soon as they meet you."

"Well...then you have to get along with each other to know." Shen Yun said, "The scumbags are also ranked, and the junior and senior can't be compared."

"How about a senior?"

"Senior," Shen Yun thought for a while, "it's the kind of person who cares a lot about people, and he can give you reasonable advice when something happens to you. He's simply a friend of women, giving people a very reliable feeling. Infatuation and single-mindedness, you will think that he has no shortcomings, and the details are perfect in all aspects, giving you an impeccable love experience. This is the most dangerous, because it is impossible for a normal lover to take care of all the details. Purpose and intentional performance will be so thoughtful.”

"How do you know?" Cheng Yan asked.

"I read it online, and many bloggers have shared it."

"On the Internet," Cheng Yan said, "I can't fully trust it."

Shen Yun spread her hands: "Then what do you think? Let's talk about it from the perspective of a boy, and let us avoid lightning."

"I'm not that good. I just think that liking someone's eyes is not pure. Maybe actions can be faked, but eyes are difficult." Cheng Yan doesn't have such rich emotional experience and can't give others any useful advice. At least he can't do it, pretending to like someone is as difficult as pretending not to like someone.

"So who do you like?" Shen Yun's topic changed, and she led to the puzzle on the bus yesterday, which not only aroused the curiosity of other people, but Zhao Yibai also looked at Shen Yun.

"You don't know..." Shen Yun put her hands away nervously. She covered her mouth and said to Cheng Yan, "Sorry."

Cheng Yan lowered his head, turned over his papers, and did not care much on his face.

I have never heard Cheng Yan say who he likes, and everyone has asked them on weekdays, but Cheng Yan said no, and it is not true with Yu Kexin, so Shen Yun said that many people are interested in this topic, Zhang Zihao immediately asked: "I rely on it. , even Cheng Yan is playing secret love?"

"Am I going to have a younger sibling?" Qu Tao also joined in.

"No, shut up, it's not." Cheng Yan's three-strike attack didn't stop everyone's gossip. Li Xiaoxiao saw that he was pitiful and wanted to clear the siege, so he started talking about Cheng Yan's test results.

"The test was not bad this time. The score is 89. The test paper is still a bit difficult. I haven't done it a lot."

"What? Cheng Yan, you got 89 on the test? I rely on it. Why is it so high? You don't have to copy the test paper this time." Guan Di quickly picked up his test paper and doubted his life. The scores on the math test paper are destined to add some time after school work.

The topic was successfully led to the past, Guan Di climbed over and asked Cheng Yan who copied it, and Cheng Yan said that he was confused.

Zhao Yibai sat behind him, holding his chin. His bad grades were not faked at all. He was very magnanimous. He stared at the back of Cheng Yan's head and said, "After all, he was a former academic bully. Mengdu has a better record than us."

Cheng Yan turned his head and rolled his eyes at him. His glorious years of study were in elementary school, and in the first and second year of junior high, he lay flat afterward, and he never went up or down.

Cheng Yan did well in the test this time, and he was indeed exempted from the punishment of copying the test paper. During the class, the old class even pointed him out, mainly because of an application question, Li Xiaoxiao and several top mathematicians did not do it right. Cheng Yan actually wrote it right, which made him receive all kinds of admiration in the math class, as well as the confused eyes of Guan Di and others. don't know how Cheng Yan got it right. Can he also get the application questions?

At the end of the math class, the old class mentioned the evening self-study.

It is said that the evening self-study is about to start. Chengnan always takes a step behind. Every time, the evening self-study is only held two or three months after the school starts. However, everyone has a good time without the evening self-study. As soon as the news came out, there was a burst of wailing.

The first is Zhang Teng, who said that he has no free time to play games, and then there is Zhang Zihao, who also plays games. Recently, he became obsessed with a new MOBA terminal game.

The old class had a headache when he heard the screams, and said angrily, "I usually get bad grades, and I don't know what to do when I get home. I can even catch you guys in the evening self-study. Prepare yourself. Statistics are good."

Li Xiaoxiao: "Okay."

These things are all done by Li Xiaoxiao, all the time.

After hearing this, Zhao Yibai poked Cheng Yan's back and asked, "Can't you live this year?"

Cheng Yan has been staying at school, and he has to go home after self-study at night. Zhao Yibai didn't stay at school before, so the two of them can be together.

Cheng Yan thought about it and said, "I want to live this year."

Zhao Yibai thought he heard it wrong, "Ah? You want to live on campus?"

"Cheng Yan, do you live on campus?" Guan Di received the information quickly, he was close, and he was the first to invite him: "Okay, okay, stay in the dormitory with me."

Cheng Yan had never lived on campus before, not even once. His mother wouldn't let him live on campus. He was not too far away and could go home. It doesn't matter if you rent a house outside.

Just come to study at night.

"I'll go home and tell my mother, how about you," Cheng Yan said, "Do you want to experience it once?"

"I've lived there before, but I don't want to live on campus. It's too noisy," Zhao Yibai said. "Then if you live on campus, I won't be able to accompany you."

Cheng Yan held a ballpoint pen in his hand, and said with scruples, "There's nothing else to do except quarrel..."

"It's okay, if you want to live, you can live there. You haven't lived there before. You can experience it. The university will live there sooner or later."

Cheng Yan nodded, he decided to live on campus.

I just don't know what mother means, hope her old man doesn't object too much.

Several people went to the cafeteria at noon, and everyone was discussing the matter of living on campus. With the number plate, Cheng Yan, Zhao Yibai, Guandi and others found an empty seat to sit.

"It's agreed that we are in the same room, let Li Xiaoxiao split us up together, as for the other roommates," Guan Di thought about it, "Zhang Teng is too noisy playing games, Zhang Zihao is alright, I went with him last semester If you live, if you don't live on campus, the others can do whatever they want."

"Is this arranged by Li Xiaoxiao?" Cheng Yan asked.

"Let's form a team by yourself, even if Li Xiaoxiao said it doesn't count, you can change it with others when the time comes." Guan Di said from experience.

Cheng Yan had never lived on campus, so he was looking forward to it. He and Guan Di discussed a lot of things about living on campus. After their meal was ready, Cheng Yan went to serve it. When he came back, he saw a few people entering the cafeteria door.

He couldn't help but take a second look.

It was Song Yu and his classmates.

Song Yu is so outstanding that it is easy to find in the crowd. A few people enter the door with the temperament of the graduating class, and automatically form a magnetic field that attracts people to look at. Among the main crowd is Song Yu, who brings his own hot spots.

"It's really tall," Guan Di's eyes followed, and he said with emotion, "It's really handsome."

Qu Tao picked up his chopsticks, sandwiched the chicken wings, and said, "Isn't Cheng Yan related to him?"

Guan Di turned his head and asked, "Yes, I never asked you, how did you know Song Yu?"

Zhao Yibai sighed on the side.

Cheng Yan sat down, "I know it naturally."

Guan Di said, "He fought for you last time. You didn't know him earlier and said, why don't you walk sideways in Chengnan?"

Cheng Yan said, "It's just a little friendship."

As soon as he finished saying this, someone came in front of him, Cheng Yan raised his face, and Song Yu sat directly opposite him.

Cheng Yan didn't pay attention for a while, Song Yu moved in front of him, Cheng Yan opened his mouth slightly, and he could feel the gazes from all directions.

Song Yu put a can of soda in front of him, didn't say hello to anyone, and said to Cheng Yan, "Have you heard about the evening self-study?"

Cheng Yan carefully looked at the faces of Guan Di and the others. They were all immersed in their meals, as if they didn't know Cheng Yan. Cheng Yan knew that Guan Di and the others were a little scared of Song Yu. Only Zhao Yibai, the insider, watched directly. come over.

"Yeah." Cheng Yan replied in a low voice, as if there was a time bomb sitting next to him. He wasn't afraid to get along with Song Yu. What he was afraid of was getting along with him in public, and it felt like an unknown amateur and celebrity had a scandal. .

"Can't live on campus?" Song Yu didn't care about his embarrassment, and asked if he had something to say, with a magnanimous expression.

The person next to him was dumbfounded, and he didn't dare to let out the air. The corners of his eyes flashed on the two's faces, and he was afraid of being discovered. Guan Di pursed his lips, held up his chopsticks, and glanced at Qu Tao quietly.

Cheng Yan squeezed his chopsticks tightly, there is nothing to avoid this topic, but they just talked about it yesterday

warm

It's just a little awkward, "Stop."

Song Yu said, "Okay, see you at the old place after school this afternoon."

Cheng Yan nodded.

Song Yu stood up, smiled and said, "Let's eat."

He left, bought food and left, didn't eat in the cafeteria, didn't know what was going on, and came and went in a hurry with a few people.

As soon as Song Yu left, Guan Di lost his calm, "Is this called a little friendship?"

Qu Tao was also very interested. He knew that the two knew each other, and Cheng Yan had helped them send love letters, but he only thought it was a simple friendship. Since the last time Song Yu helped Cheng Yan fight, he only knew that the two were related. shallow.

"Let's talk to you later," Cheng Yan had no time to explain to Guan Di now, and turned to look at Zhao Yibai. Sure enough, Zhao Yibai's face had already stinked, and Cheng Yan pushed the soda can that Song Yu gave him. In front of Zhao Yibai, he said tremblingly, "Master Bai..."

You listen to my sophistry.

Zhao Yibai didn't know about his relationship with Song Yu. Cheng Yan wanted to tell him, but he never had the chance. How could he know that Song Yu would suddenly come to him and turn what he was going to say into being forced to say it. The nature of things is different.

Zhao Yibai didn't attack him at that time, these people were there, he saved Cheng Yan some face, didn't take the can of soda, and immersed himself in eating, the atmosphere froze.

Guan Di and Qu Tao didn't know what was going on. They were like little lovers in the Cold War. Although they didn't quarrel, the magnetic field was not right.

Guan Di picked up the noodles in the bowl, looked at Cheng Yan, looked at Zhao Yibai, and then looked back at Song Yu, he was no longer in the cafeteria, he finally couldn't bear this inexplicable, frowned and asked, "Why? already?"

Song Yu didn't come to beat them again. What's the situation with them?

Zhao Yibai remained quiet, did not respond, quickly finished his meal, and left the venue.

Leaving Cheng Yan on the spot was embarrassing, Guan Di and Qu Tao continued to be shrouded in clouds and fog, unable to find his way.

Cheng Yan picked up the can that Song Yu gave him, stood up, and patted Guan Di on the shoulder, "You guys eat first."

Liang Bingbing's can was close to Cheng Yan's palm, Cheng Yan quickly chased after him, but before Zhao Yibai could go far, Cheng Yan sighed depressedly, chased after him and said, "I'm sorry."

Zhao Yibai didn't turn his head back and continued walking with his trouser pockets in.

Cheng Yan scratched the back of his head, very embarrassed, he didn't know how to say, "I didn't want to hide from you, I'm not like you think, it's not good..."

"If you think about it, people won't be nice to you." Zhao Yibai said murderously, passing by a few classmates and greeting Zhao Yibai, Zhao Yibai was not in the mood to deal with it.

Cheng Yan clenched the can tightly and said in a hollow voice, "Master Bai, don't choke me."

Zhao Yibai turned his head and took the unnatural emotion on Cheng Yan's face into his eyes. He didn't even want to choke with Cheng Yan here. The ground came to him to complain, and said a lot of words from the bottom of his heart, and the rhetoric was a passion, but the result? Song Yu hooked his fingers, and his flag fell.

There is really a feeling that my son is not good enough, and my father has a myocardial infarction.

"Who wants to choke you, I don't understand, how did you tell me before?" Zhao Yibai turned over the old accounts, "You don't want Song Yu anymore, you regret having a showdown with him, you promised me that I would forget him, What the fuck?"

"No... There is a bit of a misunderstanding between me and him."

"What misunderstanding? Is it true that you kissed him?" Zhao Yibai was there that day, but he wasn't there. That night, Miles Yan asked Song Yu to go out. Taking advantage of the name of the drinking party, Cheng Yan drank too much. He kissed Song Yu on the face, which made their "pure friendship" collapse.

Zhao Yibai left early, and Cheng Yan didn't restrain himself when only Song Yu was left. Zhao Yibai wasn't quite sure what happened. In short, Cheng Yan told him about his hooliganism afterwards, and Song Yu's indifference The performance, while speaking, was uncomfortable, and Zhao Yibai still remembers that tone.

Cheng Yan lowered his head and had no way of defending: "I kissed..." He still felt embarrassed when he mentioned it, and a kiss that was not cooperated was of course embarrassing.

Zhao Yibai said solemnly: "It's not obvious? We've already kissed him, but Song Yu still doesn't understand what he means? If they didn't respond to you, isn't that refusal?"

"He rejected me..." Cheng Yan was scolded bloody, and it was a bit embarrassing to say what happened after being drunk. He really wanted to defend Song Yu, but he didn't know how to say it. It would make Song Yu's refusal sound a little more reasonable.

Rejecting your will, isn't it just that you don't like it?

Cheng Yan thought about it for a long time, and then said unreliably: "Maybe he just thinks the progress is too fast? Or...he just wants to be my friend?"

"Being a fart friend? How to be a friend?!" Zhao Yibai said excitedly: "He will talk about a girlfriend in the future. As his friend, do you want to applaud him and call him sister-in-law?"

Cheng Yan had nothing to say, the canned food in his hand was cold in his heart, he was not someone who was easily influenced, but when it came to Song Yu, his mouth was flying in front and his mind was chasing after him. He didn't think about the consequences. promise to others.

It wasn't that he didn't think about it seriously that day, but when Song Yu said that, he really couldn't refuse.

Now that Zhao Yibai has exposed it so clearly, he has to reconsider whether it is safe for him to promise Song Yuxian to continue to be friends.

Zhao Yibai kept Cheng Yan speechless, this was not his original intention, he was just worried that he was too wishful thinking and made a decision in a frenzy, Zhao Yibai said in a fatherly tone: "Cheng Yan, I know You like Song Yu. Song Yu is very good. He is excellent in many aspects. I also admit that he deserves your liking, but you have to find out if others have you in their hearts. I will say an inappropriate word. What's the difference?"

Cheng Yan raised his head, frowning because of his disapproval, "Why is this called licking? He has no girlfriend, neither do I, I like him, and I am giving him time to wait for his reply, so why is it called licking? ? I don't like the word."

Cheng Yan hates the word "lick" very much, not because he is noble or anything, but because the word lick has been messed up by the Internet, licking is everywhere, licking every time, and affectionate is also called licking, and it is not good for the other half. The response is to lick.

There is also Zhang Zihao, he likes Li Xiaoxiao, he has liked Li Xiaoxiao for a long time, and he has been chasing him for a long time, but he has not succeeded.

Cheng Yan felt a pain in his head when he heard Shen Yun and the others use this word, because he didn't think Zhang Zihao was wrong, why did he like Li Xiaoxiao? What happened to being rejected? What's wrong with chasing the same person over and over again? They are upright and upright. The current era has been brought out of a morbid rhythm by morbid people. Single-mindedness and affection have been slandered. The seamless connection has become the certification of trend and ability.

Although Cheng Yan didn't play much with his cell phone, he still had a fresh memory of hearing about this topic being discussed by the girls in the class.

"Okay, I was wrong," Zhao Yibai corrected in time. He was also taken over, and his thoughts were easily influenced. The information age is too developed. Now, Zhao Yibai said, "Then answer me directly, where are you now?"

"Just friends."

"What about later?"

"Look at him," Cheng Yan said, "I need to give him time."

"What if he doesn't agree?" Zhao Yibai raised his concerns, "If he doesn't agree, can you and him continue to be friends?"

"Let's talk about it later," Cheng Yan took two steps, his good mood was affected by Zhao Yibai's words, he said, "It's up to people."

Zhao Yibai is afraid that he will be injured for the second time, and he has no other meaning. He didn't hate Song Yu at all. He was indeed as good as the rumors, but the relationship between Cheng Yan and him made Zhao Yibai have to worry. .

"Okay, what's the use of what I said, you can decide for yourself," Zhao Yibai said, "but say it first, don't cry at that time."

Cheng Yan frowned and said, "You think I will fail again."

Zhao Yibai asked back, "Do you think you will succeed?"

Cheng Yan was speechless.

He wasn't sure about Song Yu's place. He didn't say two words, but they were all tricks. Zhao Yibai took it to the bone, and Cheng Yan was speechless.

After school, he failed to leave as he wished and was stopped by someone.

He didn't remember this girl and didn't know who it was, but the other party knew him and called out his name.

"Cheng Yan?" She wore a peaked cap and waved at Cheng Yan, "Hello, I'm Tan Tingting."

Tan...Tingting?

Why does it sound familiar? Cheng Yan couldn't remember for a while, and the other party smiled, "You don't remember me? We chatted on WeChat."

Cheng Yan's memory recovered and he remembered, Song Yu's suitor.

"It's you." Cheng Yan looked at her, "Is something wrong?"

Tan Tingting looked left and right, and made sure that no one was there, so she took out the envelope from her schoolbag, "It's still this thing..."

She looks very cute, with two braids, the lady's style, with small white teeth and a sweet smile. Although Cheng Yan has someone he likes in his heart, he still has an inexplicable affection for this girl. This may be the mysterious charm brought by the first impression.

"Sorry, I'm here to trouble you. You said before that you have nothing to do with Song Yu, so I don't plan to disturb you, but I saw you two staying together that day, and I thought you might not want to help me. Send? In short, you must have your reasons, and I came to you because I really wanted to gamble." Her performance on WeChat was completely different, on which she seemed a little excited, but she was very quiet and spoke. All in all, "I really like Song Yu, not like the public. I have a little relationship with him, he should know me."

"Then you can't give it to him yourself?" Cheng Yan didn't really want to give it away, but he didn't have a reason to directly refuse, and he would eat it secretly when he was jealous.

"I'm a little scared," Tan Tingting's eyes were vague, "you know, others are a little indifferent."

"Then you still like him," Cheng Yan said, "if we are together in the future, you won't be afraid anymore?" He was really curious, do those girls who like Song Yu really understand him, if they can accept this Indifferent, why don't you even dare to express your heart? If you can't accept it, why continue to like him?

They are the same as themselves, with the same contradictions and persistence.

"It's another matter when we're together. As long as we can be with him, everything will be fine," Tan Tingting said cheerfully: "Isn't it not together yet?"

Cheng Yan had nothing to say, he was defeated.

Tan Tingting chased after the victory: "Can you help me this time? I promise not to bother you in the future."

He had been delayed for a while, he still had an appointment, and he really didn't want to be harassed any more, Cheng Yan sighed and took the letter.

"Thank you," Tan Tingting said excitedly: "You are really a good person, hey, can you say two more good things for me, just say..."

"Impossible," Cheng Yan became indifferent, put away the envelope, carried the bag on one shoulder, and left in front of Tan Tingting, "Goodbye."

He went downstairs, his steps were fast, his back was decisive, and he did not give the other party a chance to discuss.

Tan Tingting looked at him embarrassedly and didn't care. Anyway, it's fine to send this love letter out, and she will work hard for the rest. She looks into the distance with anticipation, with a blush on her face.

Song Yu was waiting for Cheng Yan for a long time.

Cheng Yan came to the basketball hall, but didn't go in. He lingered at the door for a long time, until he was discovered by Song Yu, and he walked in.

"What are you doing?" Song Yu squatted on the floor with a basketball in hand.

"It's nothing," Cheng Yan walked in, feeling down. He wanted to hide his emotions and changed the subject, "How long have you been here?"

"For a while, I sent you a message, but you didn't reply to me."

"I didn't look at my phone." Cheng Yan came to Song Yu, took off his schoolbag, and put it on the floor. He didn't leave the schoolbag, he still held it in his hand, looked at Song Yu, and was struggling with himself.

Song Yu stood up, played the ball skillfully in his hand, looked at the basketball hoop and said, "I'll practice layup today, and I'll practice three-pointers in the second half. You have to practice three-pointers. The accuracy is not enough."

Cheng Yan lowered his head: "I know."

Song Yu said, "Let's start then. It's over before seven o'clock, and it's not too late to go back."

Cheng Yan didn't say anything.

Song Yu turned around and found that Cheng Yan was still standing there. He dropped the basketball and squinted at him, "What's the matter?"

Cheng Yan exhaled, his hand stopped, Zhao Yibai's warning was still in his ears, Tan Tingting's expectant gaze still echoed in his mind, the envelope in his hand was heavy, and Cheng Yan had nothing to do.

He never thought deeply about what would happen if they broke up in the end? Now that he has accepted to reconcile with him, what if Song Yu just wants to be friends with him? He talked about his girlfriend later, can he accept it? If you say something bad, will you happily call the other party "sister-in-law"?

What should Song Yu do if his feelings for him are not that kind? What if Song Yu doesn't want to be gay? What if he can't accept him as a boy?

He only looked at his liking, and hadn't thought about how much his liking would affect the other party.

"Not feeling well?" Song Yu stepped forward and noticed that Cheng Yan's face was not very good.

"No," Cheng Yan handed out the envelope in his hand, "this is for you."

Song Yu has received a lot of this kind of stuff, and you can see what it is at a glance. Cheng Yan hasn't delivered it to anyone for a long time, and Song Yu didn't pick it up. He looked up at Cheng Yan and said, "Why are you still helping them deliver it?"

His voice sounded questionable.

Can you not question it? Cheng Yan's relationship with him is no longer pure, and Song Yu doesn't quite understand the meaning of sending love letters to others.

"Song Yu..." Cheng Yan looked at the floor and the toes of Song Yu's shoes, not even daring to lift his head, and finally said what he had been thinking about all afternoon, "I think we need to talk again about our relationship. ."

Song Yu's face was replaced by seriousness, his hand paused, and he threw the ball aside.

Cheng Yan took a careful look and took Song Yu's serious face into his eyes. He said under pressure, "I thought about it this afternoon... I think it's better to understand our relationship."

"What do you want to say?" Song Yu asked, his eyes like a torch, hitting Cheng Yan's unwilling face.

"I don't mean anything else, I just want to ask you, did you reject me because...you don't want to be gay?"

"No." Song Yu said decisively.

Cheng Yan nodded, and he said tangled: "Then...if, if you have a girlfriend in the future, or someone else you like, will we continue to be friends? Do you still want to continue to be friends with me? ?"

He wants an accurate answer. He doesn't want Song Yu to reply to his feelings now, he just wants to know what he plans to do in the future, whether they succeed or not, what does he plan to do?

He wanted to hear Song Yu's arrangement.

"Tell me your scruples." Song Yu didn't like to beat around the bush, and asked to the point.

Cheng Yan's words have come to this point, and he can no longer hide them, "I just want to know if my waiting is worth it."

He is very unconfident, he is so afraid that the final result will not be what he hoped, what should he do then?

"If the final answer is no, don't you want to stay with me for a second?" Song Yu asked.

Cheng Yan didn't answer, but this was already the default. Song Yu wanted him to have an accurate answer, but he didn't accept his default.

"Look up Cheng Yan," Song Yu stared at him closely, repeating his meaning again, "I ask you, if there is someone else by my side, will you leave?"

Cheng Yan lowered his eyes, he just wanted to be with Song Yu, any relationship would be good, but actually thinking about it, with his other half, can he really be so cheerful and generous? Can you act the same as you are now? Certainly not.

If it can't be done, then be practical, Cheng Yan's voice is firm: "I will."

He couldn't be in the same room with someone Song Yu liked, he couldn't make up for the smile, he couldn't, he couldn't pretend to that extent.

Song Yu took the envelope from him, he was satisfied with the answer, but he was not satisfied enough, he didn't want to see him embarrassed, but today's embarrassment must continue, "So, why do you still send love letters to others? "

Cheng Yan finally raised his head, his eyes full of panic.

Song Yu continued to ask: "Do you like me?"

Cheng Yan clenched his fists.

Song Yu's voice was low: "Do you want to test me, or do you just want to play with me?"

Song Yu's questioning went from simple to deep. It was originally Cheng Yan's dominance, but he was unknowingly messed up by a love letter. Song Yu continued to ask: "If you like me, then you shouldn't do this kind of thing again. You will make me mistakenly think that you want someone else by my side, if you are a temptation, it is unnecessary, because I care that you don't need to be tempted any more, of course, if you are playing, I have no problem."

Cheng Yan remained silent. He knew that he shouldn't have given it to others. While he wronged himself, he was afraid that Song Yu would agree, but he couldn't resist other people's requests and helped him against his will. He felt that he was really bad now.

And Song Yu was really messed up by his behavior.

"I just think that I have no reason... to stop other people's pursuit, stop better people from running to you, stop you from choosing who." Cheng Yan felt aggrieved in every way.

"You like me, this is your reason, your qualifications." Song Yu tightened his fingers: "There are millions of people in the world, who is better than you and who is worse than you, what does it matter to me? I don't even want to look at it. , I'm not interested, they live their lives, and I just need to know you."

Song Yu didn't quite understand the meaning of the love letter that Cheng Yan sent him. Since he was waiting for his answer, why should he send love letters to others and create a crisis for himself? Or, how does he want him to respond to these love letters?

He was too dissatisfied with Cheng Yan's answer, he wanted him to be completely mad, and no one else was allowed to touch anyone he liked.

He has to have the confidence and momentum when he plays billiards, in terms of liking him.

"Now I'm answering your question. Before this letter is in my hands, my answer is yes. Your waiting will not be worth it, but now I'm not sure," Song Yu's eyes darkened. , once he was really angry, his face became terrifyingly heavy, he stared at Cheng Yan's face and eyes, and asked sharply: "Please answer me directly, you hope that someone better comes to me, you think better than you The people who should be chosen by me? Do you think I should fall in love with them? If you nod..."

Song Yu sent the love letter to his eyes: "Then I will also nod."

The author has said:

The question is:

I can't see my wife's grievances.

Build confidence in your wife.

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