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    Chapter 51

    Cheng Yan's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, his fists clenched tightly, and he couldn't take a step.

    Song Yu stood there straight, without any movement, staring at Cheng Yan. When he turned around, his eyes met, his dark pupils released something suspicious, and he nailed Cheng Yan to the cross.

    Cheng Yan didn't know when he appeared there and which sentence he heard from, but he had to plan for the worst, because Song Yu's face was serious without any cover.

    Cheng Yan stepped forward with difficulty. He felt that the little deer in his heart was resurrected, hit to death again, resurrected, died, repeatedly, all because of Song Yu.

    He came to Song Yu and didn't know what to say. The two were silent for a long time. He wanted to share with him what he had just seen Han Chengyu and Tang Jiale kiss, but the current situation was not suitable for mentioning anything other than them. anyone.

    "I..." Cheng Yan hesitated, not knowing how to express it.

    Song Yu did not force him, but made a move that made Cheng Yan even more terrified. He turned around, said nothing, and walked back.

    Cheng Yan clenched his fists, and his heart was completely confused.

    But what would he say? If Song Yu listened to his words, how could he not be angry? He shattered the best atmosphere they had together, and brought everything back to that night, when he had just said that he liked himself.

    Han Chengyu has come back, there is no one else next to him, only himself is sitting in the same place, everyone's mood is extremely bad, Han Chengyu noticed the creepy atmosphere between the two, and frowned and asked, "What's wrong?"

    Song Yu didn't speak, but picked up the key on the side.

    Cheng Yan did not dare to speak, and stood silently on the spot.

    Song Yu turned around and said, "If you don't leave, let someone else send you."

    When he heard his voice, Cheng Yan knew that he was angry, glanced at Han Chengyu, Cheng Yan bit his lower lip and followed Song Yu.

    Song Yu left the bar without giving Han Chengyu any reason.

    Cheng Yan silently followed behind him. Song Yu was tall and had long legs and strides very fast. Cheng Yan trot a few steps to keep up with him. He didn't dare to ask him to slow down, wait for him, he doesn't do anything now. Dare to say.

    They came to the locomotive.

    Song Yu stepped over with long legs and handed him the helmet. Cheng Yan stood there and didn't pick it up.

    He said worriedly: "I just drank..."

    Although he didn't finish a drink, he ruined the night.

    Song Yu said coldly, "Then die on the road."

    Cheng Yan is really afraid of his current voice. He is most afraid that Song Yu will be angry, but now he is angry, and this result is caused by himself.

    Yes, death has to die on the road with him.

    Cheng Yan held his helmet, raised his legs, and sat behind him. He didn't dare to touch Song Yu, he was afraid of igniting the explosive pack.

    Song Yu realized his behavior and asked coldly, "Where do you put your hands?"

    Cheng Yan froze for a moment, then carefully placed his hand on his waist.

    Song Yu just gave up, the locomotive started, and the two of them didn't say a word after they set off on the road. The wind that passed by quickly made them swallow the words and hold them in their hearts, unable to express their love or hate.

    Along the way, Cheng Yan's heart was very heavy. Sometimes he was very reluctant to take the initiative, drinking and making mistakes. Every time he finished drinking, bad things would happen. He would never touch alcohol again. He always talked nonsense after drinking. gibberish.

    Cheng Yan, who was stuffed in his helmet, didn't mention how irritable and regretful he was. He wanted to change this situation, but Song Yu was so cold that he didn't dare to speak more.

    Sure enough, he was the same as Guan Di and the others, and he feared Song Yu the same way, and there was no difference.

    Song Yu sent him to the gate of the community.

    Cheng Yan was not ready to go to Song Yu's house for the night. He was thinking of making an excuse to leave. Now that's it, the excuse is no longer needed. He was sent home directly. It's not unacceptable, at least... He doesn't like this ending, this shouldn't be the state they should be in after he said he liked him tonight.

    But what is he going to do? The words are what he said, and the random thoughts are also his own thoughts. How can he change this state?

    Cheng Yan is very contradictory now, he just feels guilty for ruining Song Yu's mood.

    But Song Yu sent him back without saying a word. When Cheng Yan got out of the car, he walked away. Cheng Yan didn't even have a chance to open his mouth. He didn't expect it would end in this way today.

    Looking at the distant figure, Cheng Yan silently walked back to the community, his mood fell to the bottom of the valley, and he regretted saying those words. Why was he always caught when he said bad things? He still talks less in the future, which is annoying.

    Cheng Yan was very sad, he couldn't keep his energy up, he didn't plan to go home, and he was helpless when he was sent back. It could be seen how angry Song Yu was, he just wanted to throw him away, and he didn't even ask him if he wanted to. return.

    Cheng Yan had no choice. Standing in front of the elevator, he pressed down the elevator, but there was no response. Then he came back to his senses, raised his head, and saw that it was pitch black everywhere. A little moonlight came in from the floor-to-ceiling windows, making him barely see the elevator clearly. Press the button, but the elevator didn't respond at all.

    power cut?

    After Cheng Yan pressed it a few times, he finally determined that it was a power outage.

    Is he going to... go back? A dozen layers?

    I usually walked away, but now my knee is injured, and going up and down the stairs will hurt a little. Cheng Yan has no choice but to walk along the corridor.

    Only the safety warning light was still on, shining green on the stairs, Cheng Yan turned on the flashlight of his mobile phone, and climbed the stairs with the handrail.

    It was dark and a little scary. The corridor was almost unusable, and every floor was blocked by doors. The tight fit made the atmosphere even more eerie. Cheng Yan climbed to the fourth floor and suddenly heard a sound.

    Someone came up.

    Cheng Yan instantly became nervous, standing at the entrance of the stairs, not moving, listening to the heavy footsteps.

    getting closer...

    The flashlight hits a pair of black sneakers, then sturdy legs, the corner of a pure white T-shirt, and then...

    Before he could see the face clearly, he was slammed into the wall behind him by a huge impact force. Fortunately, the back of his head was protected, and he didn't hurt him, but there was a slight pain in his back. He was held tightly by his moist lips.

    Cheng Yan widened his eyes in the darkness.

    The heart "thumped", sound after sound, as if echoing in the stairway, how could it be so loud?

    The tip of the tongue slammed, swept his entire lips, and swam through each of his teeth, like frantically sucking a sweet lollipop, until no trace of the sugar melted in his mouth, leaving a lingering fragrance on his lips.

    It's the smell of tobacco...so choking.

    Cheng Yan turned his head away, wanting to hide, but as soon as he left his tobacco-flavored lips, he was forcibly twisted back by his chin, and was covered with damp heat again.

    His hands tightly grasped the corner of his clothes, and his lips and throat were itchy due to the smell of tobacco, making him almost breathless. It's not up to him to decide, how he is violated and how he is asked for is up to others to decide.

    It wasn't even a kiss compared to the slightest touch when he kissed him.

    "Well..." Cheng Yan couldn't allow him to be presumptuous any more, and ruthlessly rejected his invasion. He turned his head and gasped for breath. There was no rhythm in his breathing, only disorder.

    Song Yu's lips pressed against his face, moistening the hot skin, he laughed, and his hand was still holding Cheng Yan's chin.

    "Is it fun?" Song Yu's lips pressed against his face: "Don't you want to kiss me? Are you satisfied?"

    Cheng Yan's clothes were covered in sweat. He came back in a hurry. He smoked a cigarette on the way, and the residual heat behind him soaked his fingers.

    He tried his best to turn his head away, but his lips were pressed and hot, and he couldn't escape at all.

    "I can really breathe." Song Yu pinched his chin, twisted his face back again, then raised Cheng Yan's hand, put his hand on his chest, and asked, "Can you feel it?"

    Cheng Yan raised his eyes and looked at his facial features that were not clear in the dark night.

    The heartbeat under his hand was violent, never even a little slower than his.

    "Force?" Song Yu said, "Am I forcing myself, do I really like you, is there an answer now?"

    Cheng Yan didn't speak. At this moment, he could no longer deny his intentions. The intense heartbeat could not be disguised, and the rhythm of his beating under his hands became more and more intense.

    "I have never rejected you," Song Yu said, "but because I care about you too much, I am completely overwhelmed."

    Cheng Yan's breathing was still rapid.

    Song Yu squeezed his chin and said resentfully: "When you kissed me that time, I wanted to kiss me back like this, but I suppressed it, I controlled it, you should praise me and face your Poor little face, it's the hardest thing I've ever done in my life to be able to turn around and leave."

    Cheng Yan grabbed his clothes hard.

    "I don't like you, I'm not interested in you as a fairy, and I have many friends like you. I contact you for no other reason, just because I like you, Cheng Yan, I like you more than you. I thought it was much earlier and deeper, why did I only come back in CBA for a month, you are the reason, I can't worry about you, I worry about you, I like you," Song Yu's every sentence is very clear, "and Doubt?"

    Cheng Yan had grown from hating him just now, hating his wanton kisses, and now he was so shocked that he was speechless. He looked at his face in the dark night, and he could imagine his eyes, his emotions, the power outage. That's good, he's so afraid of the sudden call now, he's so afraid of seeing Song Yu's eyes in the sun, it must be deep and cruel enough to let such a cold person say such heartfelt words to him.

    "Why don't you accept me?" You also like me, why do you have to wait so long, Cheng Yan asked stupidly.

    "Because I'm going to the CBA, I'm going to practice hard there. I don't know how long I'm going, how long I'm going, why should I make you wait for me? When you are young, the people around you will keep changing, and There will be more people, do I ask you not to be close to all the people who will appear in the future? I want you to choose only me when you are a teenager, and will you deny the person you think is more suitable for you and the person you like more?"

    Cheng Yan never knew he had such scruples, he stared at Song Yu blankly, wanting to see his face clearly, but he was afraid of meeting his too hot eyes, he was confessing, he was confessing to himself, The Song Yu, who has been chasing after him for so long, likes him...

    "But to me... you are the best person, I just like you." Cheng Yan's eyes were wet, "Song Yu, I only like you..."

    He had never met a person who made him so emotional. He liked Song Yu to the point where he couldn't control it, and sometimes he didn't want to worry about the bottom line of dignity. He didn't know why, but he liked someone so much.

    "Are you still rejecting my kiss?" Song Yu held his face.

    Cheng Yan shook his head.

    "Kiss me." Song Yu ordered.

    Cheng Yan could only kiss gently, and it was extremely jerky. After touching his lips lightly, he had already left.

    But Song Yu was satisfied.

    "Tell you good news, you passed the school team's assessment." Song Yu said.

    Announcing this news today can no longer make Cheng Yan excited. There is nothing more exciting than Song Yu saying that he likes him.

    "There is another piece of bad news," Song Yu's fingers slid across his face, "the day you entered the school team, I still want to kiss you."

    Cheng Yan was breathing rapidly, his neck was red, and his ears were hot. He must be looking very bad now. Fortunately, he was in the dark.

    "Take it a little bit," Hei Ye could only block his sight, but his hearing. Song Yu put his lips close to his ear and said warmly, "Save your strength until that day and then pant wildly."

    When the words fell, he blocked his lips again. He didn't want to listen to his gasps in the dark night, which made his nerves collapse at a dangerous string all the time.

    But... the person in his arms couldn't control it.

    There was confusion in the stairway.

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